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  1. Rec 3

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    “You kept so much shit from me. I don’t even know why. I told you everything, I gave you every burned up chunk of whatever I had, because I didn’t know how to make you talk. Everything I sent your way hit a wall. And Dad didn’t do that to you. I didn’t do that. I don’t know why you turned out the way you were.”

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    10 Jul 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The tags are right: so much angst. If you want a wallow, this is your jam.

  2. Rec 9

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    After Dean's cured of being a demon, after they're back home in the bunker, he can't quite settle. Now that they're back on the same page, Sam decides to try something new, to help Dean center himself.

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    23 Feb 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Consensual, but probably not safe or sane.

  3. Rec *

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    Sam wakes up from a black-veined, fog-like nightmare after the events of "Don't Call Me Shurley," 11x20. He heads to the library for a nightcap, but instead, he finds Dean.

     "Sam clears his throat before walking in, giving Dean time to school his expression, or drop the amulet, whatever he needs to do. But he doesn’t do any of those things. He looks up at Sam with the same gentle eyes he was using to search every inch of the necklace, and Sam smiles at him, can’t help it. They’ve been a unit for almost three decades, save the years Sam was in college, and the fact that Dean can still look at him like that, like he’s the only motion in a still world, the only color in monochrome-- it gets to Sam."

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    13 Jun 2016

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Sweetness, S11.

  4. Rec 4

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    The second time that Sam Winchester falls in love, it’s sudden, abrupt. There are no roses and Sam’s been wearing the same t-shirt for a solid week. He won’t realize what has happened for months.

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    4 Jun 2016

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Classic for a reason. And angsty.

  5. Rec 13

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    Dean is abducted by vampires, and on his return, he's distant. Untethered. It's not something Sam has ever dealt with.
    He finds the solution by accident.

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    24 May 2016

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Great introduction of BDSM into an established relationship.

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