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PATRICK WATTS IS MY BOYFRIEND.



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    In which Steve Rogers loses God and finds God and loses God, and also: Bucky.

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    19 Feb 2018

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    GAAAAAH THIS IS SO GOOD
    Steve & Bucky, pre- and post-.

  2. Public Bookmark 31

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    06 Feb 2018

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    This whole series is pure fucking gold.

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    The Soldier remembers this: he wakes up in the snow.

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    05 Feb 2018

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    This is the one with the house full of women in Philly and like A Complete History of the Winter Soldier and also the house in Sussex

    SO BEAUTIFUL

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    Kaleidoscope picks up where Awakenings left off: The Avengers packed into Tony’s limo after the momentous press conference in which Tony and Steve declared—and demonstrated—their love to the world. With the press and every prying eye with an electronic feed on their tails, they decide to implement Operation Avengers Do Fiji, escaping New York for some much needed seclusion and downtime.

    Of course, as often happens with the Avengers, things don’t exactly go according to plan. In fact, the working title for this story was “A Not so Funny Thing Happened on the Way to Fiji.”

    Kaleidoscope is a story of new love tested to the extreme. Do Tony and Steve have what it takes to stay together for better, for worse? Can Tony love a Steve Rogers minus the Captain America shine? Can Steve overcome his buried demons enough to trust Tony with his imperfection?

    If you enjoy love, romance, hurt/comfort, vacation hijinks, humor, pathos, and spiritual journeys, then read on.

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    01 Feb 2018

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    The one with the egg creams!!

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    There wasn’t anything left to salvage. That’s what Fury believed. It would have been a kindness to put him down.

    When SHIELD finally releases Bucky from custody, he is not the man anyone expects him to be. Steve struggles to reconcile the stranger with the man who was once his best friend, but with Hydra regrouping after the events at Triskelion, Steve is dragged back into battle when Bucky needs him the most. Meanwhile, Hydra is itching to have its prize weapon back under their control, and a devastating betrayal pits Bucky against a terrible piece of ex-SHIELD tech that threatens to destroy everything he's struggled to rebuild. In order to survive, he must decide who he is going to be: the vulnerable Bucky Barnes or the indomitable Winter Soldier? It turns out there might not be as big a difference as everyone seems to think.

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    14 Dec 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    THE ONE WITH THE SNURFS

    One of the absolute best Bucky fics out there. Read it and laugh and cry.