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    The first picture he gets comes from Sam. Steve’s phone buzzes in his pocket, an hour or so before he’s due to leave, and even though he’s in the conference room with a lot of extremely important people, he pulls it out, checks the message. There’s no text, just an attached picture, and Steve glances up, angles his phone in towards himself, loads the photo.

    It’s not dirty, or anything. Just the curve of Bucky’s cheek, his mouth, hair falling into his eyes. Real close-up, a little out of focus, and unutterably tender. Steve smiles for way too long before he types in a reply.

    Beautiful. Also, this meeting is taking forever.

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  2. Public Bookmark 56

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    What do you do when you're a recovering traumatized cyborg assassin with a tendency toward body dysphoria? Go stick some metal in your dick!

    Or, the one where Bucky reconnects with his body by getting a lot of piercings.

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    20 Feb 2018

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    It turns out, when he’s not on the run, when he’s got time to evaluate what he wants out of life and to live something close to ‘civilian’, Bucky Barnes is a hot fucking mess. This isn’t the first time Sam’s found him asleep on the couch, or wearing yesterday’s eyeliner, or investigating whether iced-cake vodka shots do anything to get past the serum. The worst thing is it’s hard to stay stone-cold in the face of Bucky Barnes doing his best as a messy little twink with tousled wavy hair and pretty cheekbones and a fucking tongue piercing. The shit Steve had kicked up over that was ridiculous; apparently watching Bucky get lectured by Steve Rogers for half a fucking hour over needle safety and communicable diseases is enough for Sam to have kind of developed a soft spot.

    Sam’s just trying to focus on the ‘mess’ part, okay, because contemplating ‘hot’ and ‘Bucky’ in the same sentence is not something he needs in his life. He’s just trying to live, that’s all. He doesn't deserve this. He doesn't deserve any of this.

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    18 Feb 2018

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    “I’m not sharing my room,” Sam mutters, knowing as he says it that it sounds exactly like he’s a fucking ten year old facing a new sibling. Steve hastily makes what Sam thinks is supposed to be an understanding face.

    “Of course not,” he says soothingly. “He can bunk in with me, it’s not like we haven’t done it before. It's a twin room, anyway, there's already a spare bed.”

    Sam guesses a bigger house is out of the question. Whatever; the three of them have spent eight hours crammed in a Mini, it can’t be that bad.

     

    It’s not that bad. It’s worse.

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    18 Feb 2018

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    “Hey Sam,” Bucky says, “can I ask you a question? Why does Steve always wear such tight t-shirts nowadays? You think nobody's told him he's got muscles?”

    Sam chokes on his coffee. “That is not where I was expecting this to go, okay, I, uh. Honestly, I've got no fucking idea. He didn't dress like that in the war?”

    “Not except for the costume,” Bucky says dreamily. “He kept it, you know. I told him to keep it.”

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    17 Feb 2018