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    “Ronan-”
    “Adam.” Rough and rocky and soft. When Ronan said Adam he meant Adam.
    “How can you even-”
    Ronan’s palms came up to cradle his face. “Adam.”

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    07 Aug 2017

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    Adam and Ronan growing into their relationship. Starts immediately after Gansey's resurrection and spans 14 years of their lives.

    “Fuck,” said Ronan, “I suck at this.” He performed his smoker’s inhale.
    “I want to be,” Ronan paused, “In a thing with you. Unless you don’t want a thing, then, you know, it’s not a thing.”
    “I want it to be a thing,” Adam replied earnestly. “I’m not stupid. I wouldn’t have started if I didn’t want a thing. But I wasn’t sure if you changed your mind. Because if you did, I get it.”
    “I didn’t. I haven’t changed my mind. It’s not going to change.”
    “Okay,” Adam said. Both of them had been staring straight out the windshield during the entire bumbling exchange, connected only by fingers and pulse point. Why did this feel so clumsy, so awful? That night at the Barns, last night in the dark, this morning, all of it had been so right, so comfortable, so easy.

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    13 Jul 2017

  3. Public Bookmark 38

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    His hands leave apologies like stars in their wake. Antares, 1.09. I’m sorry for my hands around your neck. Aldebaran, 0.75. I’m sorry that those were my hands around your neck. He’s sorry for his hands around Ronan’s neck; words are not obvious enough for the horror that his fingers remember. Ronan’s racing pulse under them for all the wrong reasons, that brief, split-second where Ronan must have thought it was him.

    Over the course of a handful of fortnights, Adam comes back to himself, and Ronan.

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    27 May 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    When someone touches you and it’s the first time that you’re being touched, do they stumble upon places on you that make you sing or do they form them like points on a map? He wants to say, does Adam discover those places on the insides of his arms, or do those places exist because they were kissed into being first by Adam?

    Over the course of a handful of fortnights, Ronan comes back to himself, and Adam.

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    26 May 2017

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    Adam has a day off, and he and Ronan spend it tangled in each other and their friends.

    They lounge around Monmouth; fooling around, fucking with Gansey, and bickering constantly - but it's all underpinned with real conversation about religion, sexuality, and feelings.

    (Just barely pre-epilogue)

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    19 May 2017

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    so freaking lovely i cannot