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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    19 Mar 2017

  2. Public Bookmark 12

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    It took Steve months after he was woken up from the ice to realize the only time touching was easy was when he was fighting. At first he thought it was just being lost in the new world, but finally he had to admit it was more than that. There was something that had fundamentally changed in him.

    People looked at him like he was a marvel, and he listened and didn’t contradict them when they gushed over him coming through the decades of stasis unchanged. He knew he hadn’t. Seventy years in ice had left its mark.

    It was easier with Bucky, up until it wasn’t.

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    18 Mar 2017

  3. Public Bookmark 39

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    Bucky goes into ice, and Steve is left to deal with it while trying to find a new purpose in a world where everything seems to be up in the air. First things first; get his friends free again, and proceed from there.

    Bucky goes into ice, knowing that when he wakes up everything will be different. It will have been only a blink for him, but for others it will have been months, maybe even years. Still, there is a truth he knows; you have to save yourself. Others can help, but ultimately you have to be the one to do it.

    He also knows that sometimes what you need to do to save yourself is incompatible with someone else’s needs or wants. Incompatible with their happiness.

    Steve can’t help but think they keep finding each other only to lose each other only to find each other only to lose each other again, all the while circling around what exactly they mean to each other, never quite looking straight at it.

    There is another truth that Steve knows; he can’t take it any longer. The cycle must be stopped.

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    3 Mar 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 56

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    Captain Rogers and Sergeant Barnes finish their op in France a whole day ahead of schedule. With nothing to do but wait until the rest of the Commandos hit their rendezvous point, they pitch camp on the France-Italy border and try to make the most of their stolen time alone in the countryside.

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    3 Feb 2017

  5. Public Bookmark *

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    When the police uncover a hidden sub-basement in the home of criminal Alexander Pierce and find a tortured omega and his three pups, they bring them to the Stark Omega Clinic, a non-profit dedicated to rehabilitating traumatized omegas.

    After dark in September 2005, fourteen year old Bucky Barnes vanished. Eleven years and three pups later, he is far from the boy that went missing from a suburban neighborhood outside of Denver.

    Steve Rogers is an alpha of some means. When he came into money, he decided to use what he had for good and sign up as a candidate to be a support alpha for his close friend Tony's charitable clinic. When he takes on the task of helping reintegrate Bucky and his pups into the world, he doesn't expect to fall so hard.

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    28 Dec 2016

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