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    For a moment, he just breathed, shoulders rising and falling as he stared at her. “I can’t explain it,” he said, voice ragged. “No matter what I do, your presence haunts me. I can barely sleep for it.”

    [A Medieval Arranged-Marriage AU loosely based around English history, in which Rey is the victor and Kylo Ren the unwilling bridegroom.]

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    06 Jan 2018

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    “You aren’t afraid of leaving the First Order,” she started in on him with a confidence she didn’t feel, “you are afraid of returning to the light. Taking responsibility for everything you’ve done. You think you would crumble beneath the weight of the light.” He turned and stared at her with a broken, mangled expression. “Maybe you will crumble, but I promise I will help you put together the pieces.”

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    Rey and Ben struggle with the push and pull of the light and the dark after the events of The Last Jedi. This won't go the way either of them thinks it will.

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    05 Jan 2018

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    Rey is the last daughter of a once noble house, isolated and yearning for a place in the world. When she receives a letter the day after her eighteenth birthday, it seems her station and her husband have been decided for her.

    Kylo Ren is the heir to a cruel and vast empire, taken from his parents and raised from his youth to rule. He weds because it is his duty, although it seems his bride is nothing like he had ever expected.

    A historical romance AU

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    05 Jan 2018

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    "I see him turning the lightsaber to strike true, and now..." Snoke suddenly pauses. He raises his eyes to meet Kylo's frozen expression. "Are you truly so foolish as to think it would be that easy?"

     

    When Kylo and Rey's attempt to take down Snoke goes horribly wrong, the two force users are left devastated by the trauma Snoke unleashes upon them both. Following their rescue by the surviving members of the Resistance, Kylo isolates himself more and more from the force bond he shares with Rey with dangerous consequences. With the help of Finn and Leia, Rey becomes determined to rebuild what has been taken from them.

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    04 Jan 2018

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    Rey draws in a shuddering breath. “I’m not doing this again,” she says, and to her surprise, the words come out like a growl.

    “Doing what?”

    “Talking to you,” she says, as the menace in her tone ebbs. “Being tricked into caring about you.”

    She balks at his shock, at the way his face seems to split open and bleed his pain into his eyes. But she pushes on, reading the unspoken question on his lips. “Yes, I cared about you! I cared about Ben Solo.” There are tears in her eyes, hot and indignant, and her chest aches like it did in Snoke’s throne room, all those months ago. “But your father was right — there’s too much Vader in you.”

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    Ben Solo must save himself.

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    03 Jan 2018