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    What starts off as a friendly arrangement to release some built up tension quickly spirals out of control.

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    Chakotay goes a little overboard on the domestic front. Janeway doesn't mind.

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    Robert Beltran hits on a stranger in an elevator, not realizing she's his new costar.

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    After contact with an alien race whose soulmates' names are unexplainably written on their wrists, the command team must deal with the consequences as the same happens to the crew.

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    Admiral -" he started again and her heart felt like it has dropped from her chest. She moved, wanting to pull her hand away from his, but he stopped her, his hand holding on to hers, fiercely.

    "Which is it?" the words sprang from her mouth without her meaning them to, "Kathryn or the Admiral? Who are you talking to?"

    "I've asked myself that too many times to count." he sighed, seeming suddenly sad.

    "What do you mean?"

    She could feel her cheeks turning red; she didn't want to argue with him, not now.

    "I know you're not my Kathryn, not from this timeline, but you are Kathryn, and I just can't..." he paused, his hand releasing her fingers and coming up to cup her face, "I can't let you go without you knowing."

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    Chakotay accompanies Kathryn to visit Justin's grave.

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    The real reason Charlie left Willoughby

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    “The rest of the away team-” Chakotay muffled a groan against Kathryn’s neck.

    “Will wake up if you keep talking.” she whispered, kissing along his throat.

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    "You ran off in a hurry yesterday..."

    Kate wrapped her arms around him from behind, placing a light kiss against the back of his neck. Robert resisted the urge to spin around and pull her closer against him with a deep kiss and tell her how much he'd missed her. The truth was that he had slept like shit, clearly unaccustomed to being without her.

    "Sorry, I had so much crap to do. The house was a mess."

    He figured that was a good lead-in to having to tell her he needed some space.

    "We did leave in kind of a hurry the last time I was over there." she smiled, seeming amused.

    "I found the bottle opener in the bedroom, so I would say so."

    He tried to smile, but he was sure that Kate could see something was wrong.

    "If it makes you feel any better, I found mine in the bathroom recently." she told him, and the memory of their last time in there with wine nearly short circuited his brain.

    He was tempted just to forget about the whole thing and get lost in her again. He started to forget what the problem was. The only problem he could think of was that they were both wearing far too many clothes.

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    When she travels back in time, Chakotay has a question for the Admiral and her response changes everything.

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    “Maybe we should just get rid of everything and get new things when we arrive.” Kathryn groaned loudly, staring despairingly at the chaos of packing crates that surrounded her.

    “You don't mean that.” Chakotay told her, putting down the stack of books he’d been carrying and crossing over to pull her against him, “You can’t just replace memories, like the time you nearly throttled that jewelry dealer who wanted to change you double for this necklace.”

    “And I told you not to pay him but you doubled back in secret and got it anyway.” she finished, wrapping her arms around his neck.

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    “Should I let you get some rest?”

    The last thing Chakotay wanted was to leave but he knew better than to assume. This thing was balanced on the narrowest of threads, one mistake of phrasing or tone and it would come crashing down and shatter into a thousand pieces.

    “I was rather hoping you’d stay.”

    Kathryn’s mouth barely hinted at a smile but it was there in the timbre of her voice, cutting through the exhaustion.

    “Of course.”

    He nodded, eyes following her progress as she walked across the room, loosening her jacket before pulling it off.

    “I’m going to take a quick shower.” Kathryn informed him, “Go ahead and make yourself at home, maybe replicate something.

    “Good idea.” he felt a smile creep across his face, “I don’t remember the last time either of us ate an actual meal. It must have been a few days.”

    Kathryn chuckled, before disappearing through the bedroom door en route to the bathroom. He resisted offering to help scrub her back, figuring if she wanted company in there she would have suggested it. Maybe someday, Chakotay couldn’t help hoping.

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    "Couldn't wait till we got home could you?" She chuckled, looking around them at his trailer.

    "Not when I see you. I can't control myself around you."

    "We'd be in real trouble if that were actually true." She pointed out, "The filming schedule would go to hell."

    "Good thing you're such a serious actress. Without you cracking the whip, I'd never practice my lines."

    "I didn't know how you ever managed without me." Kate remarked, and Robert felt that underlying anxiety about being pinned down and expected to come through come welling up inside of him.

    "I was a mess." he teased, fighting the urge to tell her he had been fine and he would be fine without her. After all, that would be ridiculous; his life wouldn't be nearly as great without her.

    Still, the idea of needing her (in more than a sexual sense) bothered him. He'd never wanted to be one of those guys who were dependent on someone else. The more he thought about it, the more he thought about how he was feeling like the world was closing in on him in this relationship, like he was becoming more and more dependent on Kate.

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    She doesn’t even know you. Bass, striking out with a blonde at a bar, sullen despondent, claiming there’s something rotten in him that drives good girls away. He doesn’t want to hear Miles’ pep talk, so Miles grabs his arm and drags him out of the back door, stopping to share a swig from his flash before cutting off Bass’ next self loathing gripe as he grabs a fistful of blonde curls, pressing him against the alleyway wall as insistently as his tongue is prying open Bass’ mouth like he’s starving for the whiskey on his lips and tongue. I know you. He doesn’t say it but he thinks it, one hand still gripping the back of Bass’ head as the other snakes down inside of his pants.

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    “I’m not what you need.”

    He tells her that first day. Miles Matheson isn’t what anyone needs, certainly not this half-girl half woman with Rachel’s loose limbed defiance and piercing eyes.

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    “Why is that?” Weevil’s voice is hard, suspicious, dripping with sarcasm… basically all the things that he has in common with Veronica and which get him going in both of them. “You calling to beg me to let you suck my dick again?”

    His cock twitches eagerly at the sound of those words coming out of Weevil’s mouth. He has no doubt that Weevil could make him beg and that he’d even enjoy it. Patience, boy he tells it. Still, it’s convenient that Weevil’s bringing it up, rather than trying to act like it didn’t happen. It will make what he has to say next easier.

    “Not exactly, but not off topic either. You see,” he pauses, “Veronica and I have been having the classic couple’s debate on the subject of anal…”

    He hears Weevil sputter, evidently choking on something he was drinking, or maybe thin air. Logan enjoys the reaction, enjoys getting a rise out of him.

    “Which has to do with me how?”

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    As she moved through the familiar faces of just about everyone associated with the franchise, Kate put on her convention smile, friendly but not too friendly. She scanned the room and was so busy looking that she almost bumped right into him.

    "Robert… hi."

    She extended her hand to him, determined to keep it professional between them, despite their history.

    He either didn't notice or ignored the gesture, pulling her in for a hug. Her outstretched hand ended up braced against his chest, reminding her of all the times she'd casually placed it there. His arm felt so solid and familiar around her, as if no time had passed whatsoever, and she felt the familiar urge to melt into him. Real smooth, Kate. She criticized herself silently. He acts normal and you start thinking like a hormonal teenager.

    She turned her face to avoid looking him in the eye, knowing that she was undoubtedly blushing, but that only resulted in the kiss he'd tried to plant on her cheek ending up against her neck. She'd always adored Robert's lips and in that moment she knew that she'd been living in a fantasy world, thinking she could ever meet Robert with indifference or even detached friendliness.

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    Chakotay borrows a movie from Tom to watch with Kathryn. It ends up being rather different than advertised.

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    The smell of something burning told Chakotay exactly where he would find Kathryn when he finally stepped in the front door at almost twenty two hundred hours. Sure enough, she was in the kitchen swearing violently at the replicator and the smoking remains of whatever she’d attempted to produce for dinner. From the way her dress uniform components were scattered around the living area, he was relatively sure that dinner wasn’t the only thing aggravating her.

    “Rough day?” he asked, dropping his bag on the table and tossing his jacket over it.

    “I hope you aren’t hungry.” she groaned, turning to face him.

    “I’m sorry I’m late, the committee to revise the syllabus for the introductory level history of the federation course was an absolute disaster.”

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    "Saying goodbye?" she says from the doorway, not wanting to startle him.

    "I'll go." Chakotay says defeatedly as he turns around to face her.

    "No wait..."

    She crosses towards him, not sure what else to say.

    "It's okay." he tells her, standing, "You've made if clear you don't want to be in my presence. I just wanted to see it one last time."

    "I had the same thought." Kathryn seats herself in the captain's chair, as if sitting in that familiar spot will somehow make this easier. "Please don't let me run you off. I was about to go looking for you after I was done here anyway."

    He looks a little confused, torn, skeptical, and maybe just a little bit hopeful.

    "I find that difficult to believe."

    "It's the truth." she gestures for him to sit back down, but he continues standing. "I apologize that I have been, as you so astutely pointed out, avoiding you. It was petty of me."

    "It's not like you to be petty, Kathryn."

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