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  1. Public Bookmark 31

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    "To the one who loves him next:

    This isn’t a letter telling you to fuck right off because he’s mine, or anything as ridiculous as that- no, it’s almost the opposite in fact.
    It may be weird to be receiving this letter from me, as the previous person who loved him- and it is, no doubt, but this is written straight from the heart of a person who only wants the best for him; who only wants him to find his happiness.

    I’m sure you do too.

    First off, I hope that you know how lucky you are to be able to call him yours; I hope you realize what a privilege it is to have his love. He’s the most wonderful, caring, loving, absolutely perfect boyfriend one could ever have; but you probably already know that.

    What you may not realize is how much you’ll come to depend on him- how much he’ll take over your thoughts, your life, your time, till there’s nothing else (and no one else) that seems to matter but him.

    Nothing does. No one does. "

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    20 Jan 2018

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    “I need to go somewhere,” Louis exclaims, standing up, brushing the dirt off of his jeans and wiping the tears from his eyes. “Somewhere far away from Harry so I can get my thoughts together without him interfering.” He won’t be able to figure anything out when he knows that Harry's going to be constantly groveling, trying to gain Louis's forgiveness before Louis has a chance to decide what his next step is.

    Zayn stands beside him, leaning his shoulder against the wall and raising an eyebrow. “Somewhere like?” he asks and Louis shrugs, kicking at the ground. He hadn’t exactly gotten that far in his thought process yet. “Well," Zayn continues, straightening his stance, "We’ve got about a day and a half left to do nothing, so if you’re gonna run away, I suggest you do it now.”
     
    Louis sighs, turning back towards the hotel. The two of them slowly start to make their way back inside, Zayn trailing behind Louis closely. Back in the elevator, Louis bites his lip and looks over at Zayn, shoving his hands in his pockets and leaning back on his heels.

    “How far is Fiji from here?”

    -or, Harry breaks Louis and Zayn's there to pick up the pieces.

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    17 Jan 2018

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    And Louis decides, as the boy slowly starts backing away with that cheeky grin lighting up that whole stupidly beautiful face, that he should sue him for emotional abuse just for the fact his pecs stretch the fabric of his shirt like that alone. He really should. He might even win the case.
    Fuck.

    or: they're all 19. louis is a twink, harry is a frat boy hunk. harry for some reason wants his makeup done for pride, and louis is just trying so very hard to stay clear of all alleged fuckboys this year.

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    05 Jan 2018

  4. Public Bookmark 18

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    It’s so hard being separated from Harry; Louis hates every minute of it, every mile of distance. But it’s also so much easier for Louis to fool himself into thinking he’s not in love with his best friend when he doesn’t have to be around Harry all the time. When he doesn’t have to pretend like he hasn’t been in love with Harry for the last ten years – maybe since the very first day they met, back when Louis was too young to know what it meant when he just wanted to make his best friend smile every day that he could.

    Famous/Non-Famous AU, in which Louis joins Harry on the South American leg of his tour.

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    11 Dec 2017

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    “I wasn't taking a sneaky pic.” Louis blurted out, the guy stood at one of the urinals taking a piss.
    “You were.” The guy answered coolly. “I would've taken a pic with you if you'd just asked.”
    “No I didn't want a pic with you.”
    The guy turned his head, quirking his eyebrow sardonically. “No you're far too cool for that, you just wanted to violate my privacy.”
    Louis squeezed his eyes shut.
    “I'm sorry. Look..” He walked towards the guy flicking his phone out.
    “Hey.” The guy hunched over, hiding his junk.
    “Oh no no, I wasn't gonna take a pic. Fuck.” Louis threw his hands up, stopping in his tracks.
    “Look I'm going to show you I'm deleting it.” Louis turned his phone and the pic disappeared.
    “You looked familiar, I was going to send it to my friend and ask who you were, I'm sorry, dick move.” Louis sighed, smiling apologetically.
    The guy zipped and walked to the basin.
    “So you invade my privacy then insult my level of fame by pretending to not know who I am.” The guy was turned away from Louis.
    “Look I'm...shit.” Louis inhaled noisily.
    The guy turned, a grin spread over his face. “I'm fucking with you.”

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    09 Dec 2017