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They call them Sensates. People who are connected - who can see what the other sees, feel what the other feels. People who can easily share their consciousness with the other. There are clusters all over the world, hiding in the shadows, and from those in power trying to exploit them.
The members of Stray Kids don't know any of this when it starts. What they will learn though, is that their connection tests the very foundations of their relationships.
And no one’s more than Hyunjin’s and Felix’s.
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"Tom’s never hit him before. Felix doesn’t even remember what they were fighting about, but he does remember Tom’s face, red and taut, and then suddenly Felix was stumbling back, his cheek burning. Tom looked just as surprised as Felix felt, staring at him with wide eyes. He apologized immediately after. Begged for Felix’s forgiveness until Felix was sure he would drop to his knees next if he needed to so Felix did. Forgive him."
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The during and the after of an abusive relationship. One that leaves marks much deeper than bruises on the skin. And somehow, through all of it, Hyunjin's right there, by Felix's side.
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“Hyunjin told you?” Felix asks and doesn’t quite manage to keep the bite out of his words even though he’s not angry at either of them.
They stop at a red light, their little group dispersed by other tourists. Felix can still see the top of Hyunjin’s head.
“Don’t be mad,” Jisung mumbles.
“I’m not.” It’s a lie and they both know it. Jisung just doesn't know that it has nothing to do with Hyunjin telling him. Felix swallows, clenches, and unclenches his fists, but it doesn’t make it any better. Anger at the start always has this satisfying note to it, as if the anger is justified and righteous, and that’s before the notion that it stands for something else becomes too strong, that anger is just a mask for pain.
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Jeongin makes a careless comment, and both Felix and Hyunjin spiral.
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- Part 4 of Soft Like Sin
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“You’re upset,” Felix states, worry creasing his face. “Your alpha is upset.” The last words are whispered only between them. “Is it my—“ He doesn’t finish the sentence, doesn’t get to when Hyunjin quickly shakes his head.
“Hey, come on,” the guy starts, loud enough for people close to them to turn their heads. “I’ve been very clear about what this is, why the fuck are you suddenly playing coy?”
Felix pales, huddling closer. Their hands slip together like magnets slotting into place. “I’m sorry, I—“ he swallows, “I couldn't smell—. I didn’t— if you were— I didn’t—.”
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They’ve heard the rumors. Soft whispers and vague text messages that they don’t even dare to bring up with each other. Speaking of changes in the law, changes that would have to be adopted by employers everywhere in South Korea. That would allow everyone to be open about their subgender. That would protect alphas, betas, and omegas alike. And maybe, and that’s the scariest thought of all because neither of them dares to hope, they would be allowed to form packs under JYP. Maybe even find their mates.
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- Part 1 of Run Along With The Gods
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It’s different now. Because now Felix has to rediscover the line between them, the one where he is allowed to touch, but not too much. Cuddle, but nothing too intimate. Hyunjin’s hipbone presses uncomfortably into Felix’s side, the fabric of his pants rough against where his shirt has ridden up, and all Felix can think about is how smooth the skin underneath feels. That he knows what it feels like against his own naked skin. Hyunjin’s weight on him is familiar in a different way, something none of the others have experienced.
At least that’s what he believes until the thought hits him, suddenly and with an impact that makes him clench his hand in the fabric of Hyunjin’s shirt.
He doesn’t know if he’s the only member Hyunjin has slept with.
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SKZ are filming their vlog for Stayweek, and Felix realizes something.
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- Part 3 of Soft Like Sin
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Restraint by germanjj, headabovethewater, PeachyPerfect (headabovethewater)
Fandom: Call Me By Your Name (2017) RPF, Call Me By Your Name - All Media Types, Larry Stylinson - Fandom, One Direction (Band)
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Buried Under Clear Glass (Finished Series) by germanjj
Fandom: Call Me By Your Name (2017), Call Me By Your Name (2017) RPF, Call Me By Your Name - All Media Types
17 May 2020
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When he looks back, it seems pretty obvious. But as it happens, it's kind of sneaking up on them. This whole ... friendship. Or whatever this is.
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What could they do about it? They were idols, coworkers, dormmates, friends, and Minho had already accepted that was the best he would get. Closeness from an arms length. Affection, but just a dip of the toe in the shallow end of the absolute pool of love he feels for Jeongin. Jeongin can never know the true depth of it. Minho would drown. He would drown the world and drag Jeongin down with him.
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08 Jan 2024
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What are you supposed to do after tasting the sun?
Make do with orangeade?
A year and a half after Minho broke up with him, Jisung texts him again.
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Bookmarked by germanjj
24 Oct 2023
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There’s three things that Changbin learns when he becomes an idol:
- It’s impossible to win a rap battle against Han Jisung.
- Never write songs at one fifty-six in the morning, they will do you no good. Go home with Chan—if that boy is sleeping, you should be too.
- Changbin isn’t gay. He can’t be.
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13 Aug 2023
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“I’m just curious,” Jisung insists. He fidgets on the bed, pressing harder against the cool wall at his back. The words feel wrong in his mouth, like chewing on grains of sand. Like a lie. “Can't a guy be curious about his friends' sex lives?”
Changbin flicks his forehead with aggression that Jisung thinks is wholly unwarranted. “You deserved that,” Changbin informs him and smiles, an awful, knowing smile that makes Jisung instantly uneasy. “Is that what's eating at you, that you’ve never had Minho-hyung like that? Being his self-proclaimed soulmate and favourite person in the world isn’t enough, is it? You want all of him to yourself.” Changbin tsks, wagging a finger at him. “Greedy, greedy Hannie.”
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Bookmarked by germanjj
03 Mar 2023
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Jisung drops the song on Sunday. By Monday evening, Minho has sent Jisung fifteen messages and received a reply to none.
Three minutes into Tuesday, Minho finally listens to the song.
Bookmarked by germanjj
03 Mar 2023