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    He feels another shock of warmth, much more intense, much more overwhelming, as he looks at him. Watches Bailey cling on to this person tightly, laughing as he’s lifted off the ground. He doesn’t know how to describe it, but he’s sure. Very sure, that it is a positive feeling. He doesn’t know how to react to it, really.

     

    (In which Harry is an amateur boxer, raising his son on his own after the hardest few months of his life, then he meets the piano teacher with a beautiful heart.)

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    29 Oct 2017

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    He feels another shock of warmth, much more intense, much more overwhelming, as he looks at him. Watches Bailey cling on to this person tightly, laughing as he’s lifted off the ground. He doesn’t know how to describe it, but he’s sure. Very sure, that it is a positive feeling. He doesn’t know how to react to it, really.

     

    (In which Harry is an amateur boxer, raising his son on his own after the hardest few months of his life, then he meets the piano teacher with a beautiful heart.)

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    28 Oct 2017

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    Harry starts writing a song, and he thinks he knows what he's trying to say. He just isn't sure if he knows how to say it. So he goes to Louis for help.

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    27 Oct 2017

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    When he spoke again, Harry’s voice was low. “Ever think of how many birthdays they don’t get?”

    Louis avoided Harry’s eyes. “What do you mean?”

    “Martinez was what, nineteen? Missed a good sixty of them.” Harry took the last of his cake and passed the plate to Louis. “Figure sixty missed birthdays each. Just on our side. How many is that?”

    Louis used the edge of his fork to scrape frosting off the plate. “Never thought about it.”

    “What would your shrink say?”

    “‘Focus on the positive.’”

    Harry ran a hand over his head and scratched the back of his neck. “How’s that working?”

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    Marine Louis Tomlinson is medically discharged when an IED explodes in Afghanistan. Months later, he's reunited Stateside with his Navy medic Harry Styles. The two of them shelter each other even as they refuse to admit they're in the throes of PTSD, until one night nearly destroys them.

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    25 Oct 2017

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    Louis kisses him. He tastes smoky and salty altogether, an acidic combination of tears and nicotine that has Niall breaking the kiss off for taste almost as much as the feeling that they shouldn’t do this.

    Niall’s head feels foggy in the way it used to get in the beginning when Louis’d kissed him and he couldn’t believe Louis wanted to. Now he can’t remember the last time Louis kissed him at all. “What -- ”

    “I just need -- ” Louis swallows hard; his eyes shine when he looks up at Niall. “Niall, we’re alive.”

    “We are,” Niall admits. In a moment, he gets it, that Louis needs to feel the two of them alive, the two of them together. He needs to find strength in that when everything else is in pieces around them. He can’t even be surprised at himself for folding so easily, for grasping onto Louis when he has nothing else to hold onto.
     

    [Or Niall and Louis suddenly become the guardian of their best friends' kid, and the first problem is they're in the middle of a divorce.]

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    25 Oct 2017

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