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    Poe helps Ben learn to enjoy sex in the aftermath of Snoke's conditioning. Sometimes Poe doesn't pay enough attention to his own needs and boundaries in the process.

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  1. Rec 4

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    Kids like presents, usually. Most kids. But Ben Solo isn't like most kids.

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    11 Nov 2016

  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    When they take Kylo Ren prisoner, Rey ties him up, bound at the ankles, wrists behind his back. She's used to securing cargo, locking things down tight enough to hold through sinking pits and sandstorms.

    Later at some temporary outpost in the middle of nowhere where they're on a mission with Ben, he comes to her door in the middle of the night, wild eyed, shaking, covered in gouges with his own blood under his nails. Finn and Poe and Rey all wake up fast; they move to reach their weapons, but what he says is: "Please kill me. I don't want to hurt anyone, I don't want it to happen again." Finn says, "Whoa, okay, let's calm down, nobody is going to be killing anybody", and Rey narrows her eyes and catches Poe, who is already headed off to find a first aid kit, and tells him to find a pair of wrist locks and bring them back with him.

    Being restrained makes Ben feel safe, mostly from himself and what he might do to the people around him.

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    06 Aug 2016

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    When our tale begins, Ben has returned to the light, joined up with the Resistance, and made friends with the OT3…

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    08 Jul 2016

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    Kylo Ren hugs FN-2187 to get some much-needed oxytocin.

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    05 Jul 2016

  5. Public Bookmark 10

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    rey helps ben begin to work through the process of making decisions - even really simple ones - for himself. rehabilitation is a slow process in the aftermath of the mess snoke has spent three decades making of ben's mind.

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    30 Jun 2016