19 Works by amorremanet in Supernatural RPF

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    Jared loves Jensen, an aspiring cartoonist just starting grad school, who has a history of yo-yo dieting and some inexplicable habit of attracting weirdos (though he didn't really get a choice with Danneel). Jensen loves Jared, two years his junior, currently doing a semester abroad at Oxford and entertaining dreams of being Charles Xavier when he grows up. Without completely clueing Jared into what's at play, Jensen wants to put on at least another fifty pounds while Jared's at Oxford, by way of indulging in their mutual kink… This is where Misha comes in.

    Misha is Jensen's best friend, roommate, and fellow grad student. He has some problems with anxiety, emotional awareness (in that he has very little), and nonchalantly committing crimes against nature. Misha's also been in unrequited love with Jensen for four years, and in denial about having an eating disorder for even longer than he realizes. And he's fairly certain that he's pissed off some Supreme Cosmic Power, because between the sexual frustration and his looming relapse, it really looks like the universe is trying to screw him over.

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    197,734
    Chapters:
    34/34
    Collections:
    3
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    3405
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    Somehow, someday, Jensen knows that Jared's going to wake up and realize that he deserves so much better than some fat-ass songwriter with a maybe eating disorder. And, really, it's almost cruel, the way the universe keeps dangling the threat of an imminent breakup over Jensen's head. Why can't Jared just smell the coffee already? Isn't that supposed to be part of his fucking job?

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    Chapters:
    1/3
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    753
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    Jared ends up being right about the foreboding, just not for any of the reasons that he thinks he will be.

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    4,281
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    647
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    And it's not like Jensen can say that he's just been oblivious to how he's gotten chubbier during this semester. He can't even think about saying that.

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    1,820
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    19
    Hits:
    699
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    All Misha's thinking is that he could kill his boyfriend (in the most loving way possible) for coming up with this idea.

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    2,348
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    1488
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    Misha's taking it too far—he knows he is—but there's no way he can stop yet.

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    5,326
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    811
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    Jensen is absolutely, totally not checking Misha out, because Misha is his best friend and that would be really awkward. Misha doesn't believe that Jensen would ever look at him, anyway.

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    8,714
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    1425
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    "Princess, please—just to whom do you think you're speaking here? You get frazzled because you think you looked at Jensen for too long while he's dating someone else. You're not trying to get him into bed." Mark shakes his head—why on Earth Misha thought that might work is just beyond him.

    (In which Mark and Misha talk a lot about Misha's feelings, but don't really resolve anything. Set alongside, "That's Some Atrocious Breach of Privacy.")

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    6,500
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    8
    Hits:
    391
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    So, let me get this straight… You, in your infinite lack of subtlety, actually went to Beaver and Sheppard to ask after the rules about dating one of your TAs?

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    1,533
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Kudos:
    29
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    872
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    Two huge things happen during the lead-up to Misha's freshman year at Singer. Firstly, he and Vicki break up. …They're still best friends, and they're both going west for school, but it really doesn't seem right for them to stay bound to each other. Not when they'll be in different states. Not when they want different things out of a relationship. Breaking up makes sense. It's almost perfunctory.

    Secondly, Misha meets one, Matt Bomer.

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    3,343
    Chapters:
    1/12
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    7
    Hits:
    434
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    Misha's an intense actor, and when his favorite boyfriend makes his return to the Supernatural set, Misha finds it difficult to separate his own feelings from Castiel's.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    9
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    320
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    "I hate having to be the bigger person about this shit. Why can't I just headbutt him and have him immediately understand everything I'm talking about when I say that I'm ace?"

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    5
    Hits:
    417
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    What sort of person would want a partner like a vampire? Actively enjoy the constant threat of getting turned into a significant other's lunch? …well, Misha can't say for anybody else, but since he's included on this list, he's going to guess that, "seriously unbalanced" is one of the big prerequisites.

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    36,337
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1406
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    It's better to be submissive if you're a Beta. It's better to be underwhelmed by the idea of sex if you're a Beta. It's better to have no idea if you even understand attraction or love or anything else in the first place if you're a Beta. Unfortunately for Misha, no amount of wanting to be normal can change the inconveniently obvious facts of his life: he's an Omega, his girlfriend is an Alpha, and the only word he knows for himself is, "freak."

    In which high school sucks, first heat cycles really suck, and possibly being kinky without being attracted to anyone or especially into the idea of sex? Really, really sucks.

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    11,268
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    2
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    709
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    In which coming out sucks, Jensen's confused, and Misha's over-reliance on food analogies makes things even more difficult for him than they already are.

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    2,042
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    16
    Hits:
    834
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    In which Jared doesn't really know how to talk to Misha, Misha doesn't really know how Jared can exist when he's so nice, but they manage to meet somewhere in the middle. Also, Jared's attention span… is like a unicorn, in that it's mostly a mythological creature. (Interlude; set between chapters thirteen and fourteen of, "That's Some Atrocious Breach of Privacy" and immediately after, "In Order To Possess Mere Consolations.")

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    15,105
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    8
    Hits:
    644
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    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Kudos:
    9
    Hits:
    375
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    "There's nothing wrong with just being concerned with his appearance and his health, or so he tells himself…Sure, he can admit that he's been overdoing things a little bit, but it's just a side-effect of getting fat, in the first place… But nothing to write home about…"

    Misha's sick — or, at least, some part of him is sick. Rationally, he knows that what he keeps feeling, how he keeps thinking, isn't even remotely close to healthy. To normal, or acceptable. But when it feels like he's losing control of his entire life, he has a comfortable obsession. A coping mechanism that's never let him down, even when it's done its best to destroy him.

    The problem, if anyone cares to ask for his opinion, is that he's not strong enough to manage anything without it. (takes place: after "Jello Shots And Skin Mags"; in the series backstory.)

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    101,476
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    1098
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    PWP; Jenny Ackles is probably the hottest member of the cheer squad — so why doesn't Jeri Padalecki notice her back?

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    3,916
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    4
    Hits:
    198

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