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  1. Summary

    The series where Sherlock and John face dark times and even darker people and fight to come out on top.

    Series co-written with Martin_J_Christopher_Freeman.

    See individual entries for more detailed descriptions.

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  3. Summary

    Just a bunch of StarJohn stories together in one convenient place. (Not part of a regular series, unless stated otherwise.)

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  4. Summary

    A short series of prompts from the Let's Write Sherlock winter challenge.

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  5. Summary

    A collection of Johnlock one-shots beginning post-Fall and chronicling John and Sherlock's relationship after Sherlock finally comes home.

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    His fingers tremble as he dials and he can’t force them steady. Familiar number, even though he hasn’t used it in two years. He isn’t even sure he should be calling it now, but she’d asked. She’d made him promise.

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    13 Sep 2017

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    Written for this promt on the kinkmeme: "After Mary's death, John moves back into Baker Street, but is still upset at the loss of his wife and child. Eventually, he and Sherlock stumble into a sort of relationship, but it's more physical than anything and they don't talk about it.

    They especially don't talk during sex.

    If they are going to have sex, Sherlock notices the signs hours beforehand, and he prepares carefully. The lights are off, they're under the covers, he prepares himself using lots of lube so he can make it feel as much like a woman as he can, and he doesn't let himself make any noise so that, if John wishes, he can pretend that he's still with Mary."

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    08 Sep 2017

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    John is late, and he hasn't called, and Sherlock works himself into a state.

     

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    Once he's moving he can't stop, his momentum carries him right into a kiss, clumsy and hard — carries them right up against the wall by the door. Backspace, back, back, back, his mind chatters, there are supposed to be words first; John curls his hand at the small of his back, not kissing back, still in shock, but he's not put Sherlock in an armlock on the ground, either, and...

     

    Somehow Sherlock manages to pull back, pressing his forehead against John's.

     

    "He can't have you," Sherlock says, and how can his voice be breaking?

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    08 Sep 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 65

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    Sherlock substitutes one craving for another. The results turn out better than he could have imagined. This series follows John and Sherlock and their journey to discovering that it's okay to have an addictive personality if you're addicted to your soul mate.

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    05 Sep 2017

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Five times that Sherlock made small sacrifices for Rosie and the one time that John realized it was all for him.

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    04 Sep 2017