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    “You need to start thinking about college.”

    “I’m not going to college.”

    “You should be thinking about it, Connor, it’s the only way to get anywhere. I know it seems like a joke to you now, but when you’re twenty five and you can’t get a real job you’ll see I was right.”

    Connor said nothing. He took another drag on his cigarette. Blew the smoke out slowly. “I’m not going to college, dad.”

    Dad.

    When was the last time he heard that?

    For months now, maybe years, it had been nothing and if it was ever something it was “Larry” or “Fucking Larry.” Never dad.

    It wasn’t right hearing that.

    “You have to go.” That was all he could say back. His throat was choked up.

    “I’m not going to college, dad,” Connor tried again. In the dark, in the moonlight, the bags under his eyes were more pronounced. He looked like he was sagging under the weight of holding himself up. “I’m dead.”

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    30 May 2017

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    It's been nearly two years since he died. Zoe is going to leave for school in two weeks. Something needs to change.

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    Canon compliant, post-Finale oneshot.

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    30 May 2017

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    After falling from the tree didn't do the trick, Evan begins to seek out another solution. A partner. Peer pressure to get the job done. He spends several weeks trolling a website with a section called Suicide Partners after breaking his arm. He finds a potential match in someone else who is looking to make sure they actually pull the trigger this time (metaphorically speaking).

    Three guesses whose message Evan responds to.

    It's Connor's, of course.

    Inspired by My Heart and Other Black Holes

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    30 May 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 62

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    "How do you tell someone that you love them?"

    "I guess it really depends on the situation. And who you're saying it to. Uh, geez. Just be honest with them." Heidi runs a hand through her hair, looking at Connor with searching eyes. "And don't do that thing where you tell them that it's fine if they don't love you back, because that's unrealistic and untrue. You just gotta go with your heart. Even if it sounds really cliché."

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    16 May 2017

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    Victor would never tell a soul, but one of his favorite things in the whole world was how small Yuuri was. It wasn’t that he was really even that small, especially not for a figure skater, but compared to Victor, who was a pretty large man, he was so little.

    And Victor loved it.

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    15 Apr 2017