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    This anniversary was the big one. The one he wouldn’t be able to brush aside. It wasn't the first or the last time; it wasn’t even the closest he had come to actually dying. But it was the big one, the one that hung around like a persistent shadow. It was the tipping point. For him and for Evan.

    Connor knew that Evan was pissed off at him for being a dick the day before, but he couldn’t be that angry, could he? He wouldn’t do something stupid just because he was angry, right? Connor was the one who did that kind of stuff. Connor did the stupid things and Evan visited him in the hospital after.

    Right?

    Connor checked his phone again.

    Nothing.

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    Connor's POV drabble, set during Epilogue Part 4.

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    17 Aug 2017

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    His dad found him.
    Connor doesn’t remember that part.
    He doesn’t remember much but that’s okay, it’s nice, actually. A lot of things have happened, there are always people coming in to check on him and they say things at him and he says things back and his mom and dad are there and sometimes Zoe is too.

    (Or - Connor Murphy didn't die and, for some reason, Evan Hansen is determined to be his friend.)

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    16 Aug 2017

  3. Public Bookmark 42

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    in which evan is in a band, connor is in a bad place, and things sort of spiral from there

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    10 Aug 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 8

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    (Oh look another crossover that nobody will read)

    I cant write summaries, this is so unprofessional yikes. Well anyway, please read this.

    Once the plot progressed i swear it will be more enjoyable

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    5 Jul 2017

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    “You need to start thinking about college.”

    “I’m not going to college.”

    “You should be thinking about it, Connor, it’s the only way to get anywhere. I know it seems like a joke to you now, but when you’re twenty five and you can’t get a real job you’ll see I was right.”

    Connor said nothing. He took another drag on his cigarette. Blew the smoke out slowly. “I’m not going to college, dad.”

    Dad.

    When was the last time he heard that?

    For months now, maybe years, it had been nothing and if it was ever something it was “Larry” or “Fucking Larry.” Never dad.

    It wasn’t right hearing that.

    “You have to go.” That was all he could say back. His throat was choked up.

    “I’m not going to college, dad,” Connor tried again. In the dark, in the moonlight, the bags under his eyes were more pronounced. He looked like he was sagging under the weight of holding himself up. “I’m dead.”

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    30 May 2017