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    In which Katsuki Yuuri fights a losing battle with chronic anxiety, the quadruple Salchow, and his own judgment four drinks in — but wins the war.

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    20 Jun 2017

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    It’s mortifying. Of course it’s mortifying.

    But even with his hands restless by his sides and his stomach buzzing with butterflies and adrenaline and nerves, Yuuri finds that he oddly doesn’t mind the attention. Or rather, Yuuri can’t bring himself to care, for once. He’s exhausted to the bone from his performance, eyes slow and limbs heavy from running on little to no sleep for more than 24 hours now, not to mention kind of emotionally drained from his mental breakdown earlier.

    If anything, Yuuri kind of wants Victor to kiss him again. Preferably right now.

    At once.

    Immediately.

    (It’s turning into a problem.)

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    19 Jun 2017

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    “Just hear me out,” Yuuri presses. He can feel heat burning behind his eyes and he grits his teeth, fighting back the tears. If he cries now, Victor will be too occupied with comforting him to actually pay attention to what he’s saying. “I want you to be happy.”

    “I am,” Victor grounds out, confused and hurt. “I’m happy with you. What even gave you the idea that I’m not?"

    “Because I’m never going to win gold!” Yuuri shouts. His words echo like a gunshot, and the silence that follows it is haunting.

    (In which Victor is gold--magnificent, breathtaking, brilliant--and Yuuri is glass--transparent, thin, breakable.)

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    18 Jun 2017

  4. Public Bookmark 92

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    "Stop moving," Yuuri hisses.

    "I'm not moving," Viktor hisses right back, causing Yuuri to roll his eyes.

    "Yes, you are," he says, adjusting himself to the best of his ability so as to accommodate Viktor's incessant shifting. "Or I wouldn't have told you not to."

    "Whatever," Viktor breathes, then, without missing a beat, "Go out with me."

    "No."

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    12 Jun 2017

  5. Public Bookmark 24

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    After the Rostelecom Cup, Yuuri and Victor make their final preparations before the Grand Prix Final. Yuuri tries to struggle through his mounting anxiety on his own, and Victor tries to help with varying degrees of success. They both try to figure out what “together” actually means. Featuring foot massages, somewhat healthy communication, and tragically undefiled hot springs.

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    12 Jun 2017