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  1. Public Bookmark 53

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    Sometimes they let the Winter Soldier out long enough to have heats.

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    02 Dec 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one where TWS goes into heat and soaks through his leathers in the back of a transport van.

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    In the dead of the night, a man pulls over for a hitchhiker.

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    21 Nov 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one with the sunflowers and the farm and Bugs and Grant.

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    When Barnes stumbles into a small town in Maine at summer's end, he's been running a long time and doesn't expect to stay. But as weeks pass, he starts wondering whether all this time he hasn't been running away from, but towards something - the kindness of strangers, quiet fields, and a curious, yellow-eyed goshawk.

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    21 Nov 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one with the hawk in Maine, and /all/ the feelings.

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    The Soldier remembers this: he wakes up in the snow.

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    10 Oct 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one that is totally soul-rending from start to finish: Bucky knocked out of the soldier's skull from the ravine, way back then, and all the endless, crushing fallout from there on out. Periods of relative ease and autonomy, more realistic than ceaseless torture ever could be. Copious, desperate drug use just to survive. Failing serum. Deeply philosophical horror surrounding identity, its meaning, its impermanence, its subjectivity. Boatloads of arm horror, body horror, surgical horror, psychological horror. HORRIFYING. Not tied up and neatly packaged with a bow at the end, not by a long shot, thank Christ. This is a magnum opus.

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    Steve, it's not your fault, Sam had tried to say, before Steve cut him off, and Steve doesn't think that's untrue so much as it's irrelevant; fault's got nothing to do with it. It's just—wrong. It's wrong. Steve couldn't wrap his head around it the first time, how wrong it was. Steve should have gone first. Was supposed to. Bucky could have carried on without Steve, he knows, but Steve without Bucky is a zero sum. There should never be a world that Steve is in and Bucky isn't.

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    20 Aug 2017

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The one where Steve almost but doesn't quite manage to do a Bad Thing and Bucky is increeeeedibly furious(ly in love) with him.