CatelynJones



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    A series of mostly stand alone stories looking at the more emotionally fucked up sides of the Lightwoods (and friends). I mean, c'mon, no one who was raised in a paramilitary setting by emotionally distant people and then put through a series of traumatic events could come out the other side without a few scars.

    Magnus and Alec will feature fairly prominently throughout because I love them dearly and I have this headcanon that they end up being the 'dad friends' and Magnus is actually quite concerned about the wellbeing of all the Lightwoods.

    Other headcanons: Izzy is aromantic. Haven't explicitly said it, but anytime I try to imagine her in a romantic situation, it just feels forced, so there you go.

    Also, Jace is just referred to as a Lightwood, bc it is easier than remembering which last name he's on at that point in the story. For all intents and purposes, he, Alec and Iz are siblings, so fuck the last names.

    All events take place after the end of City of Glass and before the start of City of Fallen Angels.

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    In which sub Bucky wishes for rougher handling by normally gentle dom Steve, and gets probably more than he bargained for.

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    Bucky doesn't understand why no one ever says anything about Tony's PTSD.
    A year after they have all come back, after they all hugged and made up, Tony is still jumping anytime someone speaks to him. His hands shake when Steve raises his voice. All he does is work and drink and apologize for being around.
    And nobody notices except Bucky, because he is looking. Constantly. Watching Tony as he goes through his day to day.
    Bucky looks and LOOKS, until he is having a hard time even wanting to look away from short spiky hair that begs to be mussed, deep brown eyes that always looks so sad, and perfect lips that Bucky just wants to kiss forever.
    Bucky looks for so long that now all he wants to do is touch and hold and fix everything. But Tony can barely be in the same room as Bucky, cant even look him in the eye.
    So Bucky doesn't know what to do about Tony, but he is determined to do something.
    Because all he wants is to look at Tony, and see Tony looking back with a smile.

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    20 Oct 2017

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    PTSD and sex

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    Tony couldn’t honestly remember how long it had been like this. Probably since the day he’d called T’Challa and offered his help. At first it had just been compulsive self-denial: you can’t eat until you’ve drafted your opening remarks, until you’ve finished your research, until you’ve rewritten every last colon and comma and apostrophe in those Accords so that everyone can come home.

    Those goals had been realistic. Lately, they’d become impossible. Until everyone forgives you. Until you forgive yourself. Until you make up for every bad thing you’ve ever caused.

    He was fine. He was coasting in a dangerous place, but he was fine. He wasn't taking it too far - just far enough.

     

    ((Prompt fill for Blood_Red_Ruby1983 who asked for Angsty Tony. Set a year after CACW. Eventual Tony/Bucky/Steve.))

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    Tony feels and maladaptive coping mechanisms

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    The Avengers are called in by the government to "discuss" recent events, but it turns into a game of Let's Bash Tony and Steve is so not cool with that.

    Or, the one where Steve Rogers makes himself the President of the Tony Stark Defense Squad. Matching t-shirts to come later.

    ((Edited 5/9/16 to add art as chapter 2. Set before Civil War.))

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    Tony is still a consultant, and between SI, the team and SHIELD he's overworked and exhausted. That's okay.

    He and Steve have been having sex for weeks but that's all it is, just sex, and Tony wants more but he'll never get it and that's okay. Really.

    What's not okay is the fact that Howard Stark has somehow appeared in the future and is the same as always.

    This is definitely going to fuck up his schedule.

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    Hurt tony goodness