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    now that the war is over, Nico di Angelo is feeling tossed aside and alone. he's not seeing much value in living. but there is one boy who is desperate to save him. can he change Nico's mind. can he save him from himself? is there anything left to save?

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    John has always been able to avoid thinking about the complexity of the hierarchy of society and where androids stood, but when Dorian is attacked on a case, the terrifying and humiliating assault is given worldwide coverage and the world's eyes are on Dorian.

    John is forced to consider the fact that maybe his silence on the matter is part of the problem.

    Too bad it takes him watching his partner slowly self destruct before his eyes for him to even notice.

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    That one last ‘Tadashi’ meant so much more than just his name. It was a plea filled to the brim with fear, hope, an utterly desperate need for Tadashi to come back and leave the fire unscathed and reunited with his brother. It was all the things Hiro was afraid to say packed into one word of complete dread and panic. It was Hiro expecting Tadashi to save the day and just make everything okay like he had always done. And Tadashi had failed to live up to that only one time. One time. And it had made all the difference.

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    Harry just wants to protect Louis, and along the way he ends up wanting to protect all of London. Louis is trying to get the weight of his shoulders that's been there for the past three years and the only way he can accomplish it is by fighting crime. Liam wants to save everyone, but that's impossible. Niall just thinks being a superhero is 'fucking wicked' and thinks Belise is hot. Belise is a shape shifter with hair that has a mind of it's own and is desperately in love with Niall. Sadie keeps having blackouts and they may or may not have to do with the beautiful girl who came into her Coffee shop and messed with her powers.

    So basically a story on how seven super powered people eventually became superhero's.

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    Dean is in a constant battle with his past. A past filled with failed relationships, emotional and physical abuse as well as depression. He is trying to escape the clutches of his past but it seems impossible. Is there a chance for him to find happiness and a new love?

    Castiel has his own demons to battle, in the form of a dominant mother and a betrayal that stole more than money. He has given up on love. Can he find it in him to trust again and give love a last chance?

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    The reader wants to forget everything that happened that night. The Winchesters try to help, but maybe they made things worse?

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    They won the game. They all worked hard to beat that skeleton fuck and create a universe safe from the mechanics of the game. But when they walked through that door, Dave felt the hand he’d been holding tightly in his fade away.

    Everyone who wasn’t a god tier had been wiped away the second they walked through that fucking door.

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    The story of how Frank Iero totally doesn't love his English teacher, Mr. Way, and how that English teacher may or may not totally not love him back.

    (originally posted on mychemicalromancefanfiction.com)

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    Dean accidentally kills Castiel, and is tormented by grief and guilt afterwards. Dean becomes convinced Cas still exists somehow, and that he will be resurrected; Sam's not so sure, but is determined to help his grief-stricken brother recover. Meanwhile the Darkness is eating away at Creation, and soon both brothers realize they may have to embark on their longest and strangest journey yet. This time they might not come back. Will they have to fight their last battle without Castiel?

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    A fighter pilot for Britain in WWI, Captain Rummond Gold suffers from acute shell shock. Labeled a coward, he's put through a trial for the crime of cowardice... and loses everything. After an episode that leaves him near unable to function, he admits to himself to a military hospital for shell shocked servicemen, where he encounters a certain young nurse who refuses to allow his deteriorated condition (or the reputation he's acquiring with staff and patients alike) to scare her away.

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    Harry Styles is a simple boy who works in a bakery.

    Louis Tomlinson is an uprising singer making his way through the charts.

    When the two meet by so-called 'fate', Harry's life is turned upside down when a simple friendship turns into something more. He's suddenly thrown into a world of popularity, scrutiny, secrecy and love. Everything seems to be going against his logic, but then again, love does that to you, doesn't it?

    Contains mature themes, smut, kinks, swearing, thoughts of suicide, emotionally abusive relationships, one instance of cross-dressing, and passive aggressive best friends.

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    Twigger Warning: If you know anybody who has been through this and/or take offence, I suggest you don't read this. This story will contain cutting, bulimia, and suicidal thoughts.

     

    Mark Tuan is an eighteen year old boy, smart and quite good looking. But, nobody knows what he does behind closed doors. You see, he hates the way he is, and is extremely depressed. He cuts multiple times, and is bulimic. Even though he is extememly skinny, nobody notices because he wears baggy clothes all the time. He was a happy kid growing up, but he lost everything when he was in the sixth grade. His mom died, his dad became a drunk, and that's when the bullying started. High school hits, and he hasn't been the same.

     

     

    And then there's Jackson Wang, the new student from Hong Kong. Always the happy guy who makes lot's of friends. But, when Mark doesn't allow him through his wall, Jackson is determined to find out what is wrong with Mark. But when he finds out what Mark has been hiding, he doesn't really know what to think. Will he run away, or will he become Mark's savior?

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    Stiles' hands twisted uselessly over his head as he struggled with the heavy, rusting manacles encasing his wrists. Rising up on tiptoes in an attempt to get some slack, he craned his neck upward, trying to get a better look at how he was secured. He was so focused on it that he didn't notice his visitor until the other boy spoke.

    "Don't bother, Stiles. Those chains could hold a werewolf; I'm pretty sure you're not going to do them any damage."

    Stiles jerked, startled at the voice, his bare toes slipping on the mildew slick cement floor and making him grab onto the dangling chains for balance as he crashed back down to a sturdier standing position.

    Theo was standing in the doorway of the dank, windowless little room with a smirk on his face and something that looked suspiciously like a riding crop in his hand.

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    Turning Seidou into a half ghoul wasn't the only thing Tatara had planned, as another operation blooms an achievement that Aogiri has been attempting for decades. Seidou's body wasn't just changing to fit the anatomy of a half ghoul, but preparing to bear the fruit of Aogiri's greatest prize yet.

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    This is a podfic of "The Risk of Absence", written by prettyvk

    It starts with five words
    "Ah! My favorite little family!"
    Or maybe, that's how it ends

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    This is a podfic of "Echoes of Love and Absence", written by prettyvk

    Vignettes from James' and John's POV set during Crazy for Love and The Risk of Absence. Probably won't make much sense if you haven't read those.

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    Calum's life is one big fuck up. He knows it, everyone knows it. No mater how hard he ever tries, everything always comes crashing down and shattering into pieces. And every time it shatters, a little bit of Calum shatters too.
    He's all jagged edges and missing pieces, everyone see's him as some broken, worthless thing and he hates it. He hates himself for being such an outcast, for ruining everything possible for him to ruin. It was his fault that his relationship fell apart it was his fault his family lost each other, it was his fault that he was such a failure.

    OR Calum has a shitty life, one major crush on the wrong boy, a talent for disappointing people and lethal amounts of self-hate. He's a whirlwind of stupidity and worthlessness but somehow people still say there's good in him and that they love him. They say Calum should love himself when in actual fact Calum is very, very far away from loving himself.
    That doesn't stop Luke loving Calum though.
    /T r i g g e r W a r n i n g/
    \S l o w U p d a t e s\

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    "I'm giving you till the end of the month. If you can't make a god damn difference then you're get the hell out of my life. Got it brat?"
    Levi is a 35 year old man suffering with depression, anxiety, ocd, and self-mutilation. He's given up hope, until Eren comes into his life. He is determined to make Levi happy at least once. The catch? He has till the end of the month to do it. Plus? He gets to live with Levi. Is that even a plus?

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    After the events of Dragon Age Inquisition, Solona Amell comes to Skyhold to see what happened to her husband.

     

    Why? Cause I am a horrible person and while working on my Alistair/Amell fic I wondered what would happen to them as the world moved on.

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    Post 3x13. Will experiences the five stages of grief. Not because Hannibal is dead—because they survived.

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