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    Craig has never felt....Unloved before.
    And there was a time he never really gave a fuck about people. (Including his own family.)

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    Steve runs, pushing himself faster as he rounds the corner, nearing his apartment with each step.

    Gabe isn't here. None of them are, not anymore — at least, not like they used to be.

    It's then Steve remembers that this is what grief feels like.

    [The story wherein Steve still has problems of his own to face while Bucky recovers whether he wants to admit it or not.]

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    AU. Ryan Ross is living the American wet dream. He’s rich, he’s good looking, he’s paid just to turn up at parties and he spends his days doing drugs and climbing into bed with eager and willing boys and girls. Brendon Urie is a man bordering on desperation – whoring himself out to wealthy men in an attempt to support himself and his best friend’s worsening drug habit. When his job ensnares him in the glamorous world of the rich and the infamous, it’s not long before their paths cross and Ryan starts living his dark fantasies though Brendon – but only for a price.

    See tags for triggers.

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    Dean Winchester is dead. His year is up, and he went to hell. Fifteen days after Dean dies, Sam finds a box of 82 letters all written to him from Dean. These are Dean’s letters along with Sam’s life progressing both positively and negatively. In other words, my twist on the four months Sam was without Dean.

    This is a chapter by chapter fic demonstrating the love Sam and Dean Winchester really have for each other, especially the romantic love Sam has for his brother. Whether you ship wincest sexually/romantically or not, I recommend checking this out, because it shows the importance of their brotherly relationship as well, if not more. I like feedback, so grant me with some of that too in order to motivate me to keep writing this thing.

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    Bucky has a list of assassinations to complete, and it's not his problem if Tony Stark is on the top of that list.

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    In which Harry is in love with Louis and he is depressed. Louis is "dating" Eleanor and Harry thinks it's real. Louis bullies Harry. Harry results to suicide. But Louis has a secret of his own. Read to find out what it is!

    TRIGGER WARING! This story may contain the following: Suicide, Self harm, Suicidal thoughts, Foul and abusive language, Eating Disorder

    I'm so bad at descriptions I'm sorry.

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    They try to save me, but I'm too far gone. And they called me crazy, so I played along. And you wanna change me, but I'm on my own...

    Ashton, Michael, Calum, and Luke are the rejects of their school- outcasts, the victims of relentless torture and bullying. Damaged- unable to function normally, none of them have any hope for the future- in fact, all four of them regard their future as being six feet under, no longer living. But- relationships form, hearts break, and the mess that they're living only spirals further out of control, as everything gets significantly worse. Worse enough- that one of them could end up taking his own life.

    For NaNoWriMo 2014.

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    42/?
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    Masochism (n.): The tendency to derive pleasure, especially sexual gratification, from one's own pain or humiliation.

    Tango (n.): A ballroom dance characterized by marked rhythms and postures and abrupt pauses.

    No matter what they do, they continue to take part in the vicious cycle. It's never-ending.

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    Ghost!Harry AU where Louis is falling apart and and Zayn is just trying to be a good friend. Harry has to sit and watch his love break without him there, so he begins to try and do anything to make himself known. To show Louis he is still there.

    Or there one where Harry fucks louis in his dreams, and basically scares the shit out of him buy throwing things at strangers that seem interested in him, and moving stuff around in his apartment.

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    The twelve days of Christmas, with the Owl-family! Alright, so characters and ratings vary wildly, but there is consistent Dick/Jason and Tim/Kon. No chronological sense, but all set in the same universe and story line. Featuring such prompts as 'Rocket Christmas Tree' and 'Wally/Ice Cream'. Enjoy!

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    ''It's not being suicidal when all you want to do is to disappear.''

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    No matter how many knocks life throws at you, no matter how hopeless the situation feels, or how far down you fall, or how painfully it hurts.

    You can't fight destiny.

    Somebody knew that Louis needed Harry to save his life.

    Somebody sent Harry to him.

    Just when Louis least expected that anything good was going to happen to him ever again.

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    23/?
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    Behind every letter of the alphabet, there's a story, unconfined to time, space, or reality.

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    Alternate Ending to 'Listen To The Beat Of Your Heart, Dean'

    Unhappy Ending Guaranteed.

    Picks up when Dean wakes up after helping John, but his injuries have lead to long term memory loss.

    The trials impending, bad guys could get away; he's also got a boy friend, younger brother and rather disfunctional family to deal with.

    How could this possibly end well?

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    He thinks she's dead – gone forever.
    How could Oliver Queen predict the sequence of events that would define the depth of his love for Felicity Smoak?

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    Bucky's on a mission to wipe out Hydra, and he doesn't much care if he goes with it. He's sick, tired, and about to finally burn out. Then Steve has the audacity to intervene.

    This was primarily written as a rape recovery fic from a prompt that requested Bucky hating himself for still being submissive despite the way it's been used against him. Though the focus ended up being more on his recovery in general, and also the fact that he can kick ass like a mother.

    Title from Jonny Cash, obvi (you can run on for a long time, eh?). Chapters will be droppin like hotcakes.

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    For 2000 years, the Nistarim have hunted the Collectors or vampires. Since the beginning of time, the Collectors have roamed the Earth, taking the life blood of humans. Their paths are colliding with every passing second as they come closer and closer to the End of Days. War is on the horizon.

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    Everything in Hiro's life seems to be conspiring to tip his world over sideways, and without help he's afraid he'll drown in the emotional aftermath.

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    6/?
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    Sarah is worried about her and Brendon's marriage. She thinks Brendon is still holding onto something from the past and there is only one person that can resolve it: Ryan Ross.

    But when Sarah invites Ryan back into Brendon's life - they all get more than they bargained for...

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    45/?
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    'It’s not Edith who comes to visit Clarence in prison, nor Lix, it is always Alexis. Fixed hair and broken heart on the other side of the table. They make small talk, they sit in silence until the hour is up. They smile into each other’s eyes and it is never forced. They are not happy, they are both surviving. They would hate to admit to anyone that they are friends, not even themselves.'

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