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    Seelie fae Eran Iliakambar has lost his family and his home to an unstoppable sea of ice bent on attacking the fae realm. All he has left is his will to find the person who created the destructive force, and bring them to justice. His determination leads him to Mosk Manytrees – Unseelie dryad – who takes responsibility. But nothing is ever as it seems in the fae realm. (Book one of three).

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    He was always going to end up here, crying on the dead end road, never getting what he wants.

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    [sebuah pembicaraan ringan di suatu hari musim gugur] sudut pandang Dazai terhadap Akutagawa Ryuunosuke. -sebuah crossover-

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    Sherlock is a man caught between two centuries. His eyes close in the 21st century only to open in the 19th, where he sees the same faces and hears the same names. Yet one person seems more constant than anyone else. In one time she's just his pathologist. In the other, she's his wife.

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    Gerard Way is falling apart, he's screaming for help but no one can hear him.
    Not over the screaming shadows, his classmates laughter, the loudness of his music and the static in his head.
    No one can hear him, no one can see him.

    Until someone finally lets Gerard hold onto them, and that person stays with him.
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    (title from the frnkiero andthe cellabration's song ".guilttripping.")

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    At first, no one noticed anything besides how irritable he was.
    It wasn’t anything new; Bakugou had always been a touchy guy, yelling at anyone who touched him or even gave him a halfway sideways look. These levels were new though— he was louder, crueler, choosing to isolate himself and arrive seconds before class began or late than to walk the halls. He was the first one to shower and leave the dorm and the last one to go to bed. His class just assumed it was frustration with his less than stellar internship. They all unanimously, silently, decided to give him a little space.
    It was when he snapped at Kirishima that they realized there was something wrong.

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    After Matt puts away Fisk he finds himself waiting for the next big fight. More time passes, though, with little to no action. His composure unravels, and he's left with questions over his purpose and identity, a resurfacing of childhood anxieties, and a dangerous new habit that he develops to cope.

    Trigger warning: highly graphic descriptions of self-harm.

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    Sequel to You Won't Lose Me (So Don't Leave Me Behind) by hybridempress

    Chuuya is an official member of the ADA and he's ready to settle into a domestic life with Dazai, free of the mafia. But when a police officer dies under strange circumstances and the ADA is tasked with solving the crime, his future may be ripped from his hands.

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    Kiryu is twenty and he asks his kyodai, his oath brother to live without him.

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    What if, instead of living side by side with the humans, the monsters were put in a zoo. Forced to wear magic suppressing collars as they're shown off to the public like animals. Sans has lost hope on escaping and Papyrus remains fearful as they're separated from their friends.

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    Tweek Tweak has had mental issues since he was kid. Put on medicine at a young age at a young age left him living like a zombie. The memory loss that came with his pills caused him to fail his science test and his teacher assigned Craig Tucker to tutor him, but Craig helps him with so much more.
    Warning Suicidal thoughts, and drug use.

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    It's only a few months into fifth year, yet everything has already gone to hell. Harry Potter is just fed up with it all. In a moment of irrational emotion, he decides to end it. However, this doesn't go as planned... Now, on top of everything else, Harry must deal with being a vampire, turned by none other than Draco Malfoy, of all people-- how will this change the course of events?

    And later on, what is with this new drug that gives insights into the universe, and how do vampires relate to such?

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    This is based of Viplaja's work Be careful what you wish for. I really liked this story and I recommend you check it out.

    From the moment a person present, they are given a role.
    Alpha - The protectors ,the most intelligent, strong, and dominant of the secondary genders are given the roles of the leaders.
    Beta - The one who take on the responsibilities alphas are to busy for.
    Omega - Those Born for alpha, to make the their lives easier by submitting them selves fully to watching the home, raising the children, and pleasing their alpha.
    Dean always believed in these roles and why shouldn't? He was an alpha.

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    Tweek Tweak's mental health is declining. Craig Tucker, his boyfriend, and legal guardian in the eyes of the court, tries his best to hold the pieces together through a particularly rough patch.

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    Post Civil War, things have worked out better, now that the world understands that the Avengers can be depended on, even if a tad (or a lot) unstable. Blame Tony for that. In the A/B/O universe, (my own take on it) an OFC is hired by Stark Industries for a low-tier job, but gets pulled in tight, mostly with Bucky, courtesy of their inability to sleep without nightmares and flashbacks. Angst, Comfort, mutual pining, and science technobabble follow with the other Avengers, who are quiet taken with the intense and intelligent omega. But remnants of Hydra, and Doom, see her too. AU-Tony is still snarky, Clint is awesome, Natasha is still a badass. And Phil Coulson is alive. I need him to be alive!

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    It starts with a lake. Then you wake up in a world unknown, with an indiscernible language, a spirit to help you, and people that refuse to trust your intentions. Then you blow up Haven and make it to Skyhold and the Mark starts spreading. Corypheus sets your world in his sights. A commander refuses to leave your thoughts.

    Sigh. Just another day in the life of an Otherworlder.

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    Kallias’s eyes flared like blue flame. “You stood beside her throne while the order was given.”
    I watched, stomach twisting, as Rhys’s golden skin paled. “I tried to stop it.”
    “Tell that to the parents of the two dozen younglings she butchered,” Kallias said. “That you tried.”
    -A Court of Wings and Ruin, by Sarah J. Maas

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    Rhys is alone in the dark with a whole mountain on top of him.

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    AN: Apparently, internalized homophobic angsty Flint wanted me to write about him, so I did. This is set during Season 3 of Black Sails. I plan on adding more tags as I update.

    ***A few warnings...
    This fic is not going to paint any one character as perfect or completely evil. I do not believe in making any character simpler than what they truly can be. Grey morality is what feeds this fic for me. If you don't like, cool. If you like, great. This is just my interpretation.
    There will be depictions of darker sadomasochism and dubious consent. When chapters with those come up, I will let you know of it.
    Enjoy!***

     

    Flint's breath caught in his chest at the feel of Silver’s hold on him then. Silver knew nothing of the truth, of what he truly was. A wretch, a vile thing that was not worthy of the love of those he cared for. Everything he touched burned in his hold. He was a flame that consumed all and left nothing behind but singed and charred remains.

    But Silver’s words, wrapped in vulnerability. Could he believe them?

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    You (female reader) are depressed and suicidal. Will Sam, Castiel and Dean be able to save you from yourself?

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    Somehow life manages to get you close with people that are similar to you...
    How bad can that be?

    If they are as crushed as you are... maybe you can help each other to get your pieces together, right?

     

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