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    I need to understand why the things that happened to me did. I need to understand what I'm dealing with; but I just can't seem to do that.

    Warning: extremely triggering content.

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    警告:慶派、underage、誘拐、SM、調教、幽會、憂鬱症、吃藥、復仇、年齡差十歲以內。

    簡介:荳蔻年華時情竇初開的派派願意將自己的全部都獻給張慶,然而他遭到了拋棄了,因而深陷憂鬱症之苦。數年後派派已經好轉,回到洛杉磯讀書。因為命運的捉弄,兩個昨日的戀人再度相遇了。壓抑著的過去痛苦又再次席捲而來,派派該前進還是復仇,讓自己再度墜入深淵?

    BGM:Bang Bang (my baby shot me down)

    I was five and he was six

    We rode on horses made of sticks

    He wore black and I wore white

    He would always win the fight

     

    Bang bang, he shot me down

    Bang bang, I hit the ground

    Bang bang, that awful sound

    Bang bang, my baby shot me down

     

    Seasons came and changed the time

    When I grew up, I called him mine

    He would always laugh and say

    "Remember when we used to play?"

     

    Bang bang, I shot you down

    Bang bang, you hit the ground

    Bang bang, that awful sound

    Bang bang, I used to shoot you down

     

    Music played and people sang

    Just for me the church bells rang

     

    Now he's gone, I don't know why

    And 'till this day, sometimes I cry

    He didn't even say goodbye

    He didn't take the time to lie

     

    Bang bang, he shot me down

    Bang bang, I hit the ground

    Bang bang, that awful sound

    Bang bang, my baby shot me down

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    Castiel, Dean and Sam were best friends since their childhood years. They shared the ups and downs in life together even when they came from different family backgrounds. They made a pact to always care for one another, forever. But when love blooms their young hearts when they least expected it, the friendship they cherished was endlessly tested.

    Who will sacrifice their love for the sake of happiness they've sought all their lives?

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    In Goblin Town, Thorin offers himself in Kili's place to protect his nephew from torture. However, Goblins are not that easy to fool and even when the Goblin agrees to the substitution it is not enough to prevent Fili and Kili's participation or to save them from mental scarring. In the aftermath of what happened in Goblin Town, tensions that had been simmering between the three for nearly seven decades come to a head. Even though they survived the goblins, will things ever go back to how they were before? Or will things remain irreparably broken?

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    Eren's a mildly depressed teen just starting college.

    Levi is his lecturer.

    Thanks to the past, Eren can't accept happiness. No, he hates himself too much for that, but Levi keeps sticking his nose in and Eren doesn't understand what the man really wants.

    Eren's POV

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    "Louis, why are you doing this to yourself and dragging us down also? Can't you see that we are happy"

    "Because Liam, sometimes to stay alive, you got to kill your mind"

    `````
    Louis can't keep on going on like this but he doesn't have a choice, because domestic relationships don't sell.

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    What if monsters really existed?
    What if monsters suddenly appeared and changed life as you know it?
    What if monsters enslaved the human race?

    ....

    What if this was your experience?

     

    [[Additional tags to be added as story updates; story will update at random.]]

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    "Yakov finds him in a corner of the library, shaking and crying with hands over his ears. He waits until he's able to breathe again and then takes him home."

    viktor accidentally learns the harsh truth about his parents' deaths and old wounds open again. (maybe they never closed)

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    Corresponds to Siege and Storm within the Grisha trilogy.

    Sequal to Light and Steel; part two of my AU "rewrite" of the Grisha trilogy by Leigh Bardugo. In this story, Alina was found in her twenties, and had been using her powers since childhood.

    From the first fic: "Basically, read this if you've been wanting to re-read the trilogy but don't want to have to go through the parts that frustrated you again. That is literally the whole reason I am doing this."

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    Based on a 'What if...' of Logan not being alone while being held by Stryker before Apocalypse, and Laura actually having a mother instead of being genetically engineered.

    Maia Kinney ends up being thrown into Logan's cell, but even in his altered mental state he doesn't kill her. Sometimes she thinks he should have. It would have been easier, in the end.

    Ten years after being freed by Jean Gray and friends, Logan, who barely remembers half his life, is just trying to find a purpose, and to figure out why he's so easily distracted by red hair.

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    Penny prefers to keep her problems to herself. Harvey would rather fix others’ problems than address his own. Maru just wants her two best friends to have some happiness for once, while maybe scraping out a little bit for herself, too.

    Having secrets in a small town is never easy, but sometimes it’s easier than letting them out would be. As circumstances and some well-intentioned meddling bring Penny closer to the town doctor, she finds herself having to fight harder than ever to keep certain dark truths from being exposed.

    Super regular updates because I have no life.

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    Namjoon thinks all his friends hate him

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    Ravaged by debilitating grief, Bass Monroe agrees to do something he would have never considered before.

    When Charlie Matheson is thrust into the trunk of a dead man’s Cutlass Ciera, she fears for her life. A fighter by nature, she vows to escape from her seemingly unhinged captor – that is, until she realizes that under all that swirling darkness, there seems to be a lot more to her kidnapper than she had first suspected. As the cross-country miles fade behind them, so does the animosity they initially shared….but is this new-found truce enough to bring Bass back from the brink?

    **COMPLETE**

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    “And if you can’t see anything beautiful about yourself, get a better mirror, look a little closer, stare a little longer, because there’s something inside you that made you keep trying despite everyone who told you to quit.” –Shane Koyczan, “To This Day”

    If someone told Percival Graves he’d spend his fortieth year as a fugitive on the run from MACUSA, in the company of an Obscurial, a smuggler, a Legilimens, and a No-Maj, he would’ve put them in an institution. But now, after a near-miraculous survival of captivity at Grindelwald's hands, he's become a wanted man because he can no longer in good conscience uphold the laws he'd once vowed to protect.

    This is the story of a man on the run, haunted by more ghosts than he cares to count, on a journey that will span an entire continent. This is the story of how Percival Graves saved Credence Barebone from execution; how he fled New York in Newt Scamander’s suitcase; how he got something he never thought he needed: a family.

    This story updates Monday/Wednesday/Saturday rain or shine. It is complete (posting on a schedule) and not even Author Existence Failure will stop it from running to completion.

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    39/?
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    Alex and Justin moved out and are now going to college. They are finally happy and living in their apartment but do good things always last?

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    Pretty much this whole story is the both of us shouting at Justin (and Alex too tbh) to TALK TO YOUR BOYFRIEND AND LOVE HIM DAMNIT

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    In modern-day Los Angeles, vampires live under a system known as “The Masquerade”, which is a code that hides and protects the knowledge of their existence from humans by any means necessary. Sounds simple, right? It would be if it weren't for the distrust and animosity between the four major vampire factions within the system.

    And newly turned Yuuichiro Amane finds out that he's adding to the fire by hiding his sire, a royal fugitive believed to be dead, Mikaela Shindo himself. However, he's the only one who can help Yuu physically and mentally survive this new life he was brought into. Especially when the threat of war becomes more likely than they think...

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    Since the LGBTQ+ is taboo all around the world, and South Korea media is no different, Jungkook and Jimin are faced with a harsh reality. Continue in fear of being caught, let the world know or stop and fall apart from each other.

    **My First K-Pop/Korean fanfiction and I'm sorry if it's cringey. I don't even know how to write over language barriers...**
    **Some Korean words have been used but Translate should never be trusted so I'm sorry if it's another word or phrase than intended**

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    John, depressed over Sherlock's death, goes through life just living through the motions. He visits Sherlock's grave daily but it destroys him. One day, christmas eve, he decides he wants to tell Sherlock how he felt about him all that time.

    Sherlock sat there every day, watching as John cried over him. He yelled at Sherlock for leaving him alone and it broke his heart... but he had to do it. One day John looks so much worse than usual and Sherlock couldn't help sneaking closer to him, wanting to make him feel better. When he hears what John has to say, he is overcome with emotions but one overpowers the rest... love.

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    Garrus Vakarian in canon seemed personally enraged about Saren's actions on Eden Prime. A colony slaughtered. A Spectre dead. Geth, everywhere. He dropped everything to see justice done when the opportunity presented itself. That's not normal, not unless the losses and betrayals were personal.

    Maybe they were. Maybe... they were *very* personal.

    Begins the tale of Mass Effect just a little early, starting in 2167. T minus 16 years until Eden Prime. A story of talented people who aren't exactly whole inside, but find some of the missing pieces in the warm regard of unexpected friends.

    Caffeine addictions. Spectre missions. Boring council meetings. C-Sec. The people behind the legends, and bullets. Many, many bullets...

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    Chapters:
    182/?
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    It's not everyday you bump into a gorgeous stranger on the street, and Tyler was at a complete loss for words.

    Too bad he's engaged to Jenna and totally straight... right?

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    12/?
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