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    In which Juice is given an 'out' by Tully that isn't death and might just offer him some kind of future.

    In which Jax doesn't die - and goes to jail.

    In which Chibs, without Jax's claws in him, gets a sodding clue.

    This was written because I wanted Juice to live, to be taken care of and to no longer be neglected and abused.

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    16/?
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    When Fili falls into a coma at Ravenhill, Kili's life takes a turn for the worst.

    All too soon, he's being forced into the position of Crown Prince. Thorin has slipped back into the gold sickness, punishing Kili for Fili's state. With responsibility upon responsibility being dropped on him, he's drowning in lessons, nightmares, and panic attacks; it feels like he's being trapped in a box with no way out.

    But things are getting worse and worse, and Fili isn't waking up. Things are spiraling out of control, his world is ending, and he wants it all to end; lessons are progressing poorly, the stress is taking a toll on his mind and body, and he can't take it any longer without his alpha.

    The pressure is too much.

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    11/?
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    While on a hunt, Sam and John are hit with a mysterious spell causing them to switch bodies. Sam is devastated at the repercussions that could affect his future. The Winchesters are left with the monumental task of figuring out how to change back. Dean, previously believed to be unaffected, begins to have new troubling thoughts towards his brother causing him to think that maybe he did not escape the spell untouched after all.

    Note: There is no sexual relationship between Sam and Dean while Sam is in John's body.

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    14/14
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    37
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    3
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    Suffering from a rare disease, Dean Winchester spent most of his time alone, trying to stay away from everyone. He didn't want people to worry about him. Or even just care. For a long time, he succeeded, until he meets that one person that makes Dean break all his own rules.

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    6/?
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    12
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    32
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    12
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    AU: Tiago Rodriguez manages to escape his prison in China without biting the pill and is flown back to England. Aside from a long physical recovery, his complex, not quite filial relationship with M will need a lot of mending. And there are younger agents, also recruited by M, who are ready and willing to take his place in MI6 and in her heart.

    Lots of backstory, fills in the blanks between Casino Royale, Quantum, GoldenEye and Skyfall. I really did mean it to be mainly Bond/Silva, but Tiago had other plans.

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    9/16
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    13
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    1
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    When a woman with the gift of foresight is led to Ered Luin, can her skills as a healer mend more than sickness?

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    24/49
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    4
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    31
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    5
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    What if Asami did go to the south with Korra? Will her being there distract Korra from actually healing or will it speed up the process?

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    69/?
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    299
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    28
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    Sam had been leaning against the brick with his head tilted toward the sky. He thought about slammed doors, and blood on sheets after a hunt gone wrong. He thought about prank wars and warm laughs that lead to pelting each other with small candies. He thought about thrown fists, angry words, the hot stream of blood down his throat, and rough hands pulling him back from the edge. He remembered the rooms that were to small for two overgrown men that made a living on violence.

    Mostly though, he remembered his brother smelling of sex and the perfume of his latest conquest as he cracked a wildly inappropriate joke that made Sam roll his eyes. They may have been too big for the room, but they had never been too big for each other.

    Dean. He had thought on that sunny day standing next to a man who didn’t seem to have any concept of family at all.

    “No.” He had replied. “No, I don’t think that it’s strange.”

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    He was this beast now. He knew he'd have to come to terms with that. The thing he couldn't accept was the fact that all his runes were gone. Even the one that kept him sane while Jocelyn fell in love with another man.

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    Nothing made Ashton happy anymore.

    He was slowly drifting away.

    Everyday he prayed for a savior. He had the tiniest sliver of hope in the back of his mind that someone would come and save him from all this darkness.

    His prayers were answered in the form of a tall blonde boy with a lip ring. But was he able to save Ashton in time?

    (or the cliche fic where Ashton's depressed with an abusive father but when Luke Hemmings moves into the neighborhood, his dark clouds open up to reveal a sunshine)

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    31/?
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    Standing in front of a mirror now, he can’t piece it together – why can’t he do it? Why can’t he lose weight? He starves himself for days on end, and yet, here he is, his white cotton sweater straining against his beer gut. He doesn't even drink beer. He doesn't drink anything but water.

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    3/?
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    Izaya has schizophrenia...
    Shizuo wants to help...
    But...
    It might not be enough.

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    4/?
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    6
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    31
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    3
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    Crowley has always been a creature caught in between. Between heaven and hell, grace and sin, love and duty, fate and choice.
    Caught with opposing forces pulling her, it's only a matter of time before, like a wishbone, it breaks her.

    Before she became Queen of Hell, before the Winchesters knew her, before the Apocalypse (take two)...there was just an angel and a demon together. Before everything fell apart.

     
    (Don't have to have read Good Omens before, but it'd help. I'm using it to add to SPN!Crowley's background.)

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    35/?
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    Bucky is sick. He's so sick. He was normal once. That was before everything happened- the voices in his head, the violent urges and God forgive him- the murders, the killing spree everyone's talking about but he can't remember. He's having trouble remembering a lot of things.

    Now, he's trapped in an asylum.

    Bucky knows he's a monster.

    However, Steve won't believe that. Steve is there as often as he can come and the fact that Bucky nearly killed him is ever present is his mind-but Bucky never would hurt him, not if he was in his right mind.

    Bucky is just sick.

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    5/?
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    "Holy crap. Now I’m writing a fucking love letter."

    Dean's fed up of The Mark controlling him. He doesn't want to succumb to the bloodlust. Broken and drunk, he writes to Castiel telling him the truth. Castiel needs to know that Dean loves him. So much.

    *Two or more daily updates!*

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    8,675
    Chapters:
    8/?
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    47
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    2
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    Unconnected drabbles set post-Winter Soldier, about Bucky&Steve, together and apart.

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    Chapters:
    47/?
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    73
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    241
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    28
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    If someone asked Shepard to tell the story, he'd never be able to explain how his life ended up like this. Trapped in an abusive relationship with Saren Arterius (but really, feeling like he deserves no better), he's practically given up on everything. Kaidan Alenko goes from annoyingly nice neighbor to being the one to show him that no matter how broken, it's still possible to put the pieces back together

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    6,231
    Chapters:
    4/?
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    2
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    16
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    2
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    Bellamy takes on the burden of leadership at Camp Jaha.

    Clarke tries to cope with the things she's had to do to save her people and the the loss of her innocence.

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    1/1
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    Patrick has an eating disorder.
    The guys don't know what to do.
    He ends up in the hospital.

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    Chapters:
    22/?
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    14
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    73
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    8
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    I wanna tell a fabulous story about how I fell into a dangerous thing called a crush. A story about a guy, or rather a short man. He has a half shaved head of hair, no piercings, no imperfections, and had severe case of OCD. He hates coffee and prefers non-sweetened tea as hot as ever. He will complain about everything a person does.

    Everything.

    He is a complete sarcastic bitch, self-centered grump, narcissistic perfectionist, and arrogant asshole who is as heartless as ever. He gives me suffering glares every day and hurts me emotionally just by his blunt words and intimidating looks. He jokes a lot and never realizes when he's gone too far. He is a pain - a horrible pain.

    But damn, man, was he the best pain I had ever felt in my whole life.

    Eren is a temperamental nineteen year old with a crazy mother, a lost father, and a series of flips with his emotions. Levi is a poor college student struggling to pay his tuition while also having daddy problems. Sooner or later, becoming best friends turns into something more valuable.

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    10,161
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    3
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    18
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    4
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    195

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