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    After Steve Rogers and the world find out what the Illuminati did they are punished. Tony is banished to live on on an island with no other people and absolutely no technology other than the R.T. node . After living there for two years, being driven crazy by guilt, bitterness, loneliness, and his unending thirst to create, Tony has the truly unexpected land on his beach. Now Tony must deal with his own problems in order to help the copy of his best friend cope with waking up in a whole new world on top of 70 years in ice. As an added problem his new companion is a werewolf. Oh the world is ending. Again.

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    The story of Bucky Barnes, from joining the US Army, through Hydra, Red Room, blood and fire, to SHIELD, Steve, and the end of it all.

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    Thought I would try a modern au it's about kili and thorin au kili spent 2 years in prison ten years later and his past still haunts him

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    Reid was never rescued after being kidnapped by the Gecko brothers, the trauma of which has left him with amnesia. The team thinks he is dead and he has no idea that the man he wakes up with is a wanted criminal who held him hostage. Instead he is led to believe that they were in a relationship. And Seth is still hopelessly infatuated with the good doctor, so naturally he isn't about to tell him.
    All could be 'good' until Seth's criminal past comes to haunt him.

    Sequel to A Slightly Different Case From Dusk Till Dawn

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    After Sherlock jumps off St. Bart's John is a complete mess. He can't make it through a day without crying for hours. He doesn't see an end to the pain.

    Meanwhile, Sherlock grieves for John, knowing he is going through so much pain, but can't reveal that he is still well alive. He tries not to think about him, but some instinct whispers to him that John is not okay.

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    What does it feel like for a drugged telepath to be raped, to know everything about his attacker and feel everything his assailant feels and yet not be able to do anything about it?

    Charles finds out one night in an alley outside of a bar in Oxford. The fallout leaves him in shambles, but he survives as best he can.

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    SEQUEL TO BLIND MAN'S GAMBIT

    Tenten can't seem to trust men. And what's with this guy that seems to obsess about her for no reason?

    Shisui can't understand why he needs her so badly... just that he does.

    And there's something in the shadows of her eyes that suggests that there are secrets she'd rather not share.

    (How to take the most cracked out pairing and make them perfect for each other). Shisui deserves to be happy and Tenten deserves to be important. I'll be surprised if you don't fall for this pairing like I did when I wrote them... for these two characters promptly yanked any idea of a plot out of my hands, flipped me the bird, and shut the bedroom door. O_O I guess that's what happens when you take a snarky, obsessive, unloved and cheeky Uchiha and dangle a battle-bred kunoichi who would tear his balls off in front of his face.

    Oh well. Enjoy!

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    Kurt is an orphan who struggles with manic depression and self-harm. Blaine is the son of the owner of the most famous hotels in the world: The Anderson Hotels and of course everybody knows that at his new school. At his first day Blaine is already the popular kid but he doesn't want to be popular, all he wants is the kid who sits alone at lunch, reading books with his beautiful face and scared look, Kurt, he wants Kurt. straight!blaine depressed!kurt suicidal!kurt shy!kurt jock!blaine popular!blaine explicit sex

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    Bruce has always been an optimist at heart. There have been times in his life where he almost lost hope, but it always lay dormant beneath the surface. The thing is, sometimes hope can only get you so far before you just need to let go and move on. Can Tony, Steve and the Avengers help Bruce move on, or will he be lost to them?

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    When he was a kid, they told him that monsters aren't real, just made up stories to scare you. His dad used to say the boogeyman would get him if he didn't eat all his vegetables, but hey, at seven years old you'd believe anything too! But he remembers how his mom would always check under the bed and in the closet at night to appease his childish fears, then tuck him in with a goodnight kiss. It was those things that made him feel safe.

    As he grew up, they begin to tell him that monster do exist, just not like those in childhood stories. They are thieves who lurk in dark allies, murderers concealed in the shadows at night, psychos who want nothing more than to hurt you. So they taught him how to stay away from those people and to take precautions. And somehow he started to believe if he did all this, he would be safe.

    But the problem is, they never told him that the people we love and care about can sometimes turn out to be monsters themselves. The ones who you trust beyond all doubt, who you share all your secrets with, who you would die for to protect. The ones who never made him question if he was truly safe or not.

    "Sometimes the people you'd take a bullet for, are the ones behind the trigger."

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    His skin is cold everywhere that is not touched. He feels ripped open, like Mr. White owns him now, can take whatever he likes – Jesse’s body, his heart, all his secret fears. Pieces tumbling out of him to lie at Mr. White’s feet like garbage.

    Written for the livejournal kink meme

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    Sometimes the world turns wrong. A boy who could be sane become insane, become a screwed up teenager, a soldier and finally the tiger of a criminal mastermind. In contrast to the tiger the criminal mastermind, well, he call himself a “consulting criminal” have never been supposed to be sane. So Sebastian Moran and James “Jim” Moriarty make their way in a wrong turned world, before they meet finally.

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    Wally west is bullied at home, school, and work. He's on the edge and knows it. will the new team member help him or push him over the edge? NOT FINISHED I ACCIDENTLY CLICKED POST INSTEAD OF SAVE DRAFT

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    Cas and Dean have felt themselves hurtling towards each other, being drawn inexorably together, from the start. And even though there are broken things within and between them, they are starting to learn that there are worthwhile things there, too; things that are worth fighting for and holding on to.

    Season 9 Canon Divergence.

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    Allison’s death didn’t go without an echo. It resonated in her friends’ souls. After all, death doesn’t happen to you – it happens to everyone around you.

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    Everyone thinks I have no feelings, but the truth is that I have too many. Another truth about me is that I am a coward

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    There is some being living inside the ragged thing that is the Soldier's soul. It is something that is tired and broken and frayed, a thing almost dead.

    It calls itself hope.

    The Soldier thinks it might be something else, someone else, someone that he might have once been. He asks it how it survived, how it still exists, how did Hydra not destroy it?

    Well, pal. I think I've got an idea--a theory.

    Sit back and listen.

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    Buffy was resurrected by her friends using some dark, dark magic. All magic has its price. They paid the price in the form of Buffy coming back as the undead thing she used to kill for a living. With a vengeance against the living, it’s time the world paid her back for all she did for it. Now she has the power to make it so.

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    Stuck in a deadly cycle, will Stiles be able to survive the pain?

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    In an hour Thor and Loki will have left this place in the dust, hopefully forever.

    Less than an hour, actually, if they can stop horsing around and get their shit together.

     

    This is a direct sequel to Surrender and will make the most sense read after its predecessors.

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