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    Tsurumaru Kuninaga has been nominated captain of the First Unit. His mission: investigate the origin of historical deviations occurring in the Kamakura period a few weeks before the Shimotsuki Incident.

    Tsurumaru believes he has gotten over the death of his first master and the massacre of the Adachi Clan. His life is plentiful and happy: he has gone to party with his friends in many different eras, dated and fallen in love, played video-games and pranked Hasebe to no end.

    As the investigation comes to a standstill, the frustration and location makes long buried feelings surface and trigger traumatic memories. He's not alone: Mikazuki, Ookurikara, Mitsutada and Hasebe are there to support him.

    What is the History Retrograde Army's true objective? Why are they so absent? Are they responsible for those historical deviations?

    This story is emotion and feeling-oriented, with a big dose of romance and humour amidst the dark themes. Please read the notes for eventual trigger warnings.

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    After being taken out of his abusive home, Alex is sent to a group home for boys, where he soon learns the harshness of reality as backstories and tragic pasts are revealed. As he gets closer to everyone, he finds himself falling for one boy in particular, but Jack is completely against any type of relationship. Alex makes it his goal to get Jack to open his heart up to love again, but will he be able to help Jack overcome the horrors of his past while trying to run from his own?

    basically everyone is gay and mentally ill and it's a mixture of sadness and the most adorable moments between all these couples

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    Standing on the edge of a waterfall, you contemplate your life and what brought you to this point. You had always been told that obeying and doing what you were told meant things would go well for you.

    However, being titled the good girl, you were sure of one thing; that was a lie.

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    all they can do is hold each other to keep themselves from falling apart.

    all they have is now and the music

    apologies in advance: expect unreliable updates as tagged because I actually have to plan this (so I can be happy with what im writing). I forgot about the planning, so it's going to be long ride, trust me.

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    Eren doesn’t know what the fuck he’s living for anymore. Between living alone, not eating, self-harming, and having to keep up with his classes, he feels suffocated by life, and his father’s past abuse is no help. The only times he feels slightly less buried are the mornings when he chats with the blond-haired cutie who runs the coffee shop near campus.

    At least, those were the only times until he meets the new TA for his French Lit class. Levi is small in stature, overwhelmingly sarcastic, and for some reason, interested in keeping Eren from self-destruction. Why he cares, Eren has no idea, but perhaps he can help pull Eren out of his own head before something happens that can’t be undone.

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    From his last physics project he’d learned that stars form by gravitational forces and he dreams of castrating himself on the grounds of a pope’s grave with nothing but a needle and lusty retainer.

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    He shouted to Kavinsky, "Get down!"
    But Kavinsky didn't look away from the two creatures. He said, "The world's a nightmare."
    - The Dream Thieves 

    His world really was one.

     
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    “Think you could add any more ‘goods’ in that sentence,” Joseph muttered around the rim of his water glass.

    “Oh my great Jesus above! It’s a mini you!” Casey exclaimed excitedly to Joseph’s father like he just found some rare species of animal or something. “It’s adorable.”

    Joseph glared at the red head in annoyance. “News flash. The only ones who get to call me adorable are my mother and aunt. And I’m not an ‘it,’ jerk.” Emilio could call him adorable too; he wouldn’t mind.

    “It’s even cuter when it’s pissed!"

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    After the events of 'Living Souls on the verge of a nervous breakdown' nothing is like before. Everyone is slowly starting to freak out. And in the middle of the mess: Two kids, who try everything to handle the mess. Or will they worse everything. WARNING: Contains Suicide, Drug Abuse and bad English! Translated from the original German version!

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    Beruka never quite understood why Camilla employed her. She was an assassin sent to kill her but now she serves at her side, treated as an equal...a friend...something more? Life goes on, day after day of the same usual routine. Feed the wyverns, annoy Selena somehow, train for hours, get teased by Camilla. The usual stuff.

    Of course life has a funny way of treating people who take it for granted and a mistake on Beruka's part nearly ends up with her mistress's death. Sinking deeper and deeper, Beruka knows there's only one way out...one way to repair the damages she's done. Will Camilla be able to show her the light before it's too late? Future romance. Trigger warnings: Emotional trauma, blood, attempted suicide.

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    Gaster loves his sons. He loves Sans, his budding young scientist, energetic, dedicated, and ready to change the world. He loves Papyrus, his sensible, supportive, caring boy who still makes sure all of them eat three square meals and get enough sleep. He loves them more than anything else in the world, and all he wants is for them to have the life they always deserved.

    No matter what it t͚̫͔a̛̗̤͖̪͓̠̱͞ͅk̡̙̖̫̲̩͍͔̺̹̕e͓̤͘͜ş̪͍̺̗̕.

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    This is a human AU. Humans are trapped Underground, Frisk, Chara and the other fallen are monsters. Sans and Gaster aren't related, and Chara and Asriel are still alive.

    Sans is a young adult who needs a job, and Gaster is the one to give him one. At first, Sans comes off as lazy, uncaring, and unreliable, but soon the scientist learns that there is more to him than meets the eye.

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    Stretch wants to repeat what he did to Razz.

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    Opera was the background music of Wirt’s life.

    He wasn’t sure when the transition had happened. Sometime after he’d come back from the Unknown, of course, so it had to be after Halloween. But it had come on so gradually. Wirt hadn’t seen the changes until it was too late.

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    AU in which Max never went back to Arcadia and never made contact with Chloe after moving out to Seattle. She still got her powers but there is no storm, no Jefferson and Rachel is alive and successful in LA.
    Max, 22 years old right now, still wanted to help others with her powers but without abandoning her passion for photography - thus became a war reporter.
    Chloe is 23 and living in San Francisco.

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    A psychotherapist wakes up in Thedas, and gets herself intertwined with the fate of a troubled templar.

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    The Avatar battles both the powerful Equalist activists and her own feelings for their mysterious leader—a tale of unbreakable family ties, tolerance, and self-exploration.

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    This is based of Viplaja's work Be careful what you wish for. I really liked this story and I recommend you check it out.

    From the moment a person present, they are given a role.
    Alpha - The protectors ,the most intelligent, strong, and dominant of the secondary genders are given the roles of the leaders.
    Beta - The one who take on the responsibilities alphas are to busy for.
    Omega - Those Born for alpha, to make the their lives easier by submitting them selves fully to watching the home, raising the children, and pleasing their alpha.
    Dean always believed in these roles and why shouldn't? He was an alpha.

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    War changes the heart. Steve had thought his might have been hardened beyond repair before he crash-landed in Diana's life. What followed changed not just his own world, but the world entire.

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    In the time of legends, the demon and the goddess warred with each other over the fate of humanity, until both disappeared. Humanity will not let them go so easily, however, and in the realm of Zarkania, the priests have finally found their reincarnated demon.

    Yuya has spent five years imprisoned in the temple, manipulated into appearing as the feared Demon Emperor while he struggles with horrible episodes of violence every new moon, when his demon self asserts itself. When he learns of a legend that the goddess will choose a champion to defeat the demon once again, he escapes on a journey to find her—so that she can kill him.

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    Alec can't handle the pain of his break up anymore. Izzy is going to make everything in her power to help him move on, even if that means making Alec forget.

    This story involves topics such as depression, self-harm and suicidal thoughts. If think you will be affected by any of this, please don't read it.

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