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    Crowley wasn't always what she is today. Once she was happy. Once she knew love.
    That was a long time ago.

    Before she became Queen of Hell, before the Winchesters knew her, before the Apocalypse (take two)...there was just an angel and a demon together. Before everything fell apart.

     

    (Don't have to have read Good Omens before, but it'd help. I'm using it to add to SPN!Crowley's background.)

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    "Go to sleep."
    "I am asleep. This is a dream."

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    “It’s … it’s when you point a gun at your head, because you’re so damn tired. You’re so damn tired, and you just want to sleep. Because when you sleep, you don’t feel. And fuck, I … I don’t want to feel for a while. For a really, really long while. I just want to sleep.”

    A series of unrelated (unless otherwise stated) drabbles on the theme of depression, each chapter with its own summary and pairing listing.

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    Sam Winchester was taken from his home in 1983, and put through rigorous amounts of torture, both physical and psychological. After he escapes from 'Cold Oak'--a place that he doesn't know even actually exists--and the mysterious 'Doctor A', he tries to remember where he came from and the life outside of that Hell.
    Will Sam Winchester ever be able to be 'normal' again? In a world full of monsters, what is he? What did the experiments turn him into?
    Is he a 'Sav'? A savage?
    Or, ultimately, is he human?

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    re·ca·pit·u·la·tion
    ˌrēkəˌpiCHəˈlāSH(ə)n

    1. (Biology) The repetition of an evolutionary or other process during development or growth.

    2. A thing that is reborn, or come back into being, although perhaps in a different bodily form.

    Bucky is his own person now. He's tearing back his life from Hydra a few shreds at a time. He's getting better.

    He's alive for the first time in decades, but then why does he feel like he's dying?

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    John’d attempt this, being owned by Mycroft for a week, and when it made no difference, he'd end his suffering, his life, and he could do so with the comfort that the most brilliant man on earth couldn’t convince him otherwise.

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    • Part 3 of Boy
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    Short Summary: The alpha triplets need a mate. Louis is too perfect to be true.

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    All he wants is to find someone who has true meanings behind the words "I know how you feel." Finding that seems to be the hardest thing. All he wants is to be like everyone else but the rule that everyone is different only seems to apply to him because he seems to be the only different one. He's broken and ready to make the biggest mistake of his life but when someone who's seen and heard it all comes along, will things change for the better for Eren Jaeger?

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    Kurt is a little lost in his mundane life. The last thing he expects to come across on his walk home is a lone windblown figure perched on the wrong side of the railing on the edge of the bridge, poised and ready to jump.

    Kurt rushes to save him. With his arms wrapped around the waist of this total stranger, failing over and over to talk him down reasonably, he makes a desperate gamble. The man’s 25th birthday approaches, and Kurt bets that before then, he can prove that life is worth living.

    So against the ticking of the clock, the two strangers embark on wild adventures, trying to find the best parts of being alive. Slowly, Kurt thinks that it might be working, and this man might be falling in love with his life again. But is that all that’s happening?

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    Mental hospitals are for kids with problems with self-harm, suicide, anxiety, depression, and mental disorders. When new kid Ashton arrives at the facility, he finds that things there are a lot more broken than they seem. After being there for only a couple hours, he begins to truly realize how much mental disorders and suicidal thoughts can do to people. All the while, the morbidity rate is high- as one by one, patients are being killed- or kill themselves. The cause is unknown to Ashton, but the desire to find out burns in his mind. That’s not to say- his own demons will lay calm for him. When they strike back full force, Ashton’s life takes a nosedive for the worst. His strength will be tested to the limit, and it’s either- fight against his mind…or give up and let them take control.

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    Grantaire would prefer if no one knew what day it was, but he tends to get emotional when he’s drinking wine and watching Disney movies. Not to mention, Musichetta had known him back in high school. Before anything ever went down on his birthday.

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    Tony is taken. Steve does a less than stellar job of rescue.

    Point being, now they're both trapped.

    Written for the prompt:

    "Tony is captured by someone, I don't know who, and Steve is there too. The people want something from Tony, so they're torturing him, but's a lot of it is psychological like the stuff they do to POWs. Anyway, Steve helps him through it and they break out, cue buckets of h/c and angst. Doesn't have to be a fix it!"

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    Missing scenes fic showing Stiles' struggle with the Nogitsune set within the episode 'Riddled'.

    Terminal Burrowing, definition ‘a process of the brain stem, triggered by the final stages of hypothermia, producing a primitive burrowing behaviour of protection as seen in hibernating animals.’

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    It's not Loki who tricks an Avenger into babysitting, but Tony finds himself saving the God of Mischief again and again. Question is, does the trickster even want to be saved? Are any of Loki's many faces real?

    Darcy didn't set out to uncover any interplanetary conspiracies, but those she can trust can't help, and those who could help can't be trusted. She got Tony into this, and now he's gone missing, it's up to her to find out why.

    This fic is complete: 23 chapters, plus an epilogue. I'll be posting one a day until it's done.

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    S2. Dean has barely been eating since their dad died 5 months ago, which leads to him passing out after a hunt. Sam and Bobby finally realise how much he has been struggling since John's death, and try to help him
    Sick!Dean. Worried/Protective!Sam/Bobby.

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    The arrival of the Avatar in Republic City is both a cause for excitement and fear for Aita. As Amon's Spirit, Aita finds herself torn between her beliefs and love for her twin brother who is a bender.

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    Sam knows firsthand that wings come with crushing responsibility that have stomped lesser men to dust.
    Sam Wilson, however, is one of the best men there is.
    That's probably why these wings feel so heavy on his back.

     

     

    A story of loss and sadness. Bullets and fear, and how Sam Wilson gained his wings despite it all.

    A Falcon prequel fic.

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    1940s prison AU. A WWII veteran known as Dean Winchester is locked away for a horrific crime. Extreme physical and emotional suffering beset him in prison and only his fellow inmates, Gabriel and Castiel, can comfort him. The mysterious Castiel, in particular, becomes important to Dean.

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    After being wrongly accused, Jim's life is thrown off course. He returns to Iowa to drink away not only his guilt but also the memory of a situation that he had no control over. When the painful truth is revealed, can the Enterprise get her Captain back before it's too late? Or is he lost to them forever? S/K

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    It starts with five words.

    “Ah! My favorite little family!”

    Or maybe, that’s how it ends.

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