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    John has always been able to avoid thinking about the complexity of the hierarchy of society and where androids stood, but when Dorian is attacked on a case, the terrifying and humiliating assault is given worldwide coverage and the world's eyes are on Dorian.

    John is forced to consider the fact that maybe his silence on the matter is part of the problem.

    Too bad it takes him watching his partner slowly self destruct before his eyes for him to even notice.

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    32/?
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    Gabriel is an alpha who needs someone to watch his three children while he is away on a long business trip. After the loss of his wife, Gabriel does not dare to 'put himself out there' like his brother keeps telling him to do. It does not matter if it has been five years, Gabriel has to make sure his family is taken care of. And that they never have to go through the pain of losing a wife and mother again.

    Sam is an omega who is always mistaken for an alpha until someone gets a whiff of his scent. He also happens to have a degree in child care (the only degree an omega can earn). And he's desperate for work, work that will grant him a tiny sense of power over his own life, a life completely dominated by his alpha father until he is handed over to the highest bidding alpha.

    Gabriel has seen the fragility of omegas, and Sam has seen the brutality of the alphas. When Gabriel's brother (and Sam's best friend/brother-in-law) Castiel introduces them over video chat, Sam gets the opportunity he needs to prove himself and Gabriel gets the nanny he was looking for. Truth is, the both of them are searching for something much more, something neither dares to dream is possible.

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    10/?
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    43
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    True names can give one extraordinary power over demons. When Dipper finds an annotated grimoire he gains just that and more. But this is Bill Cipher we’re talking about - and trouble is imminent.

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    9/?
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    25
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    Cậu không biết mình có đang tồn tại không? Nhưng cậu muốn được tồn tại!

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    Tiếng Việt
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    Sherlock Holmes leaves on his suicide mission at the end of His Last Vow, with no miraculously timed message that cancels his exile. His mission is to travel to Russia and discover what he can about Putin's plans for the Crimean Peninsula before his time runs out. Meanwhile, the people back in London struggle to deal with Sherlock's absence, until a series of events means that London needs Sherlock again. But can Sherlock be rescued in time?

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    25/?
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    Silentium had always been more than just a scar on his back; more than just a horrid vow. It's just a shame Sora and his friends didn't see that until now.

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    4/?
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    - the one where harry doesn't really know how to live and louis is his sun, moon, and stars. -

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    It was the end, you were about to kill yourself. Until a certain handsome 95 year old finds you and convinces you not to....

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    “You’re funny. And cute. But you’re broken. And not only broken, you’ve got pieces missing and your mouth tastes hollow. I tried to breathe you in, Matty, I tried to get lost in you. But all I could smell was the smoke, it burned my lungs. You’re a strong cigarette and a cup of black coffee in the morning, I need you for a wake me up. But nothing else.”

    I watched her throat as she talked about me. All words true and heavy and poetic. She smoked quickly, and I was entranced in the way that she breathed so much smoke out. My smoke. It was me. She was removing me from her lungs and getting rid of the taste of my mouth.

    (Matty receives a mysterious letter and embarks on a journey of self discovery and love.)

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    6/17
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    Soulmate AU. When the two consultants shake hands, it certainly puts a wrench in both of their plans for the rooftop encounter.

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    32/?
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    44
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    My life is nothing special. My parents died when I was only 2 years of age, forcing me to live with my drunk of an uncle. I'm fucking 5 feet 2 god damn inches, and I only have 2 shitty friends.

    Him on the other hand, his life is so perfect and wonderful. Happy family, adored by everyone, beautifully tall, a wonderful and caring girlfriend, and eyes that look more like Gems.

    It's not fair...
    But what can I do, Kill him? I can't kill the only person I actually like.

    Life is so unfair. Whoever is watching my fucking short ass is doing a terrible job. They put me in almost all the same common core classes as the gem eyed prince. What makes it so much worse is that his onyx haired girlfriend is in a lot of the same classes as him as well.

    Maybe that's why I want to die so badly. Who knows. There's a lot of shit in the shitty world and frankly it's getting really damn annoying.

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    Chapters:
    15/?
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    Jim Moriarty has been obsessed with Sherlock ever since the Carl Powers case, before the stunningly intelligent boy was swallowed up first by his family and then by a world of drugs and disillusionment.... This is the aftermath of an alternate Reichenbach. Sherlock is forced into a situation that might soon become all too comfortable.

    (You might not have to read the first part of the story to pick up here if you are so inclined. See inside for further notes.)

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    Peter and Harry haven't spoken since Gwen's death and since Harry was sent to ravencroft. This is how Peter wanted their relationship to remain for the rest of their lives, anytime before this would be too soon. However when Peter finds the once great Harry Osborn in ruins jumping off of the roof of a building, his building, Oscorp. Peter almost let him fall but he couldn't let Harry off that easy, or at least that's what he thought before he'd seen how messed up the boy truly was, he sees the hate within him and it's more than enough for the two. Peter begins to forgive Harry, hoping to whatever god was out there that Harry could forgive himself. Peter's afraid now, truly afraid, that if Harry falls again he won't be there to catch him.

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    4/?
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    Dean Winchester has always had problems. Whether it be with trusting people, people getting on his nerves, his insecurities, or his depression, he's always had problems. And when he meets Castiel, they subside only slightly considering Cas practically has him on suicide watch. But what will happen when something happens to Cas and Dean's lifeline snaps, making him spiral deeper into a depression, one that nearly kills him.

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    1/1
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    After the tragic death of both of their parents as well as their sister the dysfunctional Novaks decide it's time to move for a fresh start. But a fresh start means a new school with new people and new problems. Castiel is the youngest of the five brothers and is also blind. He has never felt accepted by anyone but his siblings until he meets Dean Winchester and that all changes.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
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    202
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    35
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    Sometimes a dream come true isn't a dream at all.
    Warning: Dark story with various trigger subjects.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    3
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    Sometimes the gears in his head moved too slow, and it was as if he couldn't feel anything.
    Sometimes the gears in his head moved too fast, and it was as if he could feel /everything/.
    What he really wants is for the gears to just stop turning all together.

    Alternatively, Tsukishima is depressed and suicidal and should really reach out to someone before it's too late.

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    1/?
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    Lukas Bondevik is a young demon, enslaved by an Elven prince. He is no more than a play thing at the grasp of prince Roderich. His will to live on had been dwindling and he may have just given up if a young Warrior knight
    hadn't decided to steal the Prince's favourite toy. His excitement to be free was sadly cut short when he found that he was taken from one master to another. All hope was lost, being used by the Warrior princes for pleasure, once more nothing than an object in the eyes of all. When the Demon Prince of the Northern Ice came to his rescue, he was weary. He didn't want to be another mistress, a whore to yet another. But Prince Mathias seemed to be different than the others, and Lukas knew this when his prince gave his word that he would have his freedom.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    Written almost wholly from Roberts POV, story starts in September 2015 with flashbacks to mid April onwards when Robert's treatment of Aaron and Aarons refusal to play 2nd fiddle to Chrissie finally pushes Aaron to decide to leave. Will Robert finally choose? Will they ever find a way back from the devastating fall out?

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    Chapters:
    19/?
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    27
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    "It’s been a month since Niall’s face was smashed beyond recognition, since they put him in the ground; it’s been a month since Gansey met Ronan at the hospital and found two corpses waiting for him: Niall’s, and the Ronan that Used to Be."

    A snapshot of Ronan's grief, Gansey's worry, and a secret Ronan wishes he hadn't kept.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    15
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