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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked. 

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    Imagine an Inquisitor Trevelyan with a Bipolar disorder, also known as Manic-Depressive disorder. In Thedas of course, it's not known as such, and Gabrielle Trevelyan has no idea why she is the way she is.

    As Gabby grew up in Ostwick, Bann Trevelyan and his wife watched helplessly as their youngest daughter blundered her way through life, making one mistake after another. When Gabby suggests to them that she attend the Conclave in Ferelden, mostly to escape her life, her parents agree, hoping that it might give their daughter a sense of purpose and bring her closer to the Maker.

    The events at the Conclave throw Gabby into a role that she's not even remotely prepared for, and even though at first it seems like a way to finally prove her worth, she soon finds herself slipping out of control yet again.

    This story describes Gabriela's long and emotional battle against herself as well as Corypheus, the choices that she makes and the consequences of those choices afterwards, and also how the people around her respond to an Inquisitor that seems to be losing herself.

    Also a Cullen romance.

    TW: Detailed description of suicidal thought processes in Part 4: Crash.

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    Jason came back wrong.

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    breathe in,
    breathe out.
    breathe in,
    breathe-

    i'm completely healthy.
    there is nothing wrong with me.
    i am fine.

    (fine, i promise.)

    (i...
    i swear.)

    breathe in,
    breathe out.
    breathe in,
    breathe out.
    breathe-

    This
    Is
    A
    Lie

    ...

    (please,
    i swear i'm normal)

    ...

    but i can't breathe

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    Alternate Universe;
    The day you wake up as 18 is the day you will find writing on your body. The first words your soul mate will speak to you that day. And the day Dean wakes up on his 18th birthday, he finds his words.

    Suddenly he is cast into a melee of mysteries that all lead back to one person. Will he be able to save them, or will it ruin everything he's ever known?

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    At some point, everyone needs to grow up. This story adds some sorely needed 'missing scenes' to canon events and follows Sebastian and Kurt during their last year in high school (Glee s3) and the months after graduation (early s4). Written for NaNoWriMo 2012.

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    Spoilers! Happens right after the plane had landed again after Sherlock's 4 minutes exile in "His last Vow".
    I saw The Abominable Bride last night in the cinema. And then I found it difficult to sleep afterwards...and this story emerged.
    The story continued in my head. It is slightly AU since Sherlock not only imagined things happening in his Mind Palace, but did travel 'back' in time. So.. here is what I could imagine happened after TAB. Sherlock tries to find out about Moriarty and Mycroft tries to get his political power back. Mary is going to give birth and more secrets are revealed...a lot more. And a lot of things are not what they appear to be.
    Tags would be altered as I write.

     

    I do not own the characters.....and I'm not English....so sorry for the mistakes.

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    "Hey, Ice, have you, like, wondered what it's like in the afterlife?" My life is a prism of monochrome. I have been, and am still, waiting for someone, to make it a rainbow. Leona. Crimson. She reminds me of a blossoming orchid in the spring. She reminds meof colours. Colours that have never been tainted by my side.

    Pairings: Iceland x Female!Hong Kong. IceHong. Emil x Leona.
    Disclaimer: I do not own the characters. They belong to Hidekaz Himaruya. I only own the plot. This story is not written for any profits.

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    Summary: sometimes life can be pretty unfair and after a rough and sad case, Abby does some thinking and some drinking and something else. Something that will almost destroy all their lives and will change them forever. But what does she exactly do and how will it affect the team and how will Gibbs react? Want to find out? Well there's only one way to figure it out, read.

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    Patrick has an eating disorder.
    The guys don't know what to do.
    He ends up in the hospital.

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    It was almost a game to see how low Robb could sink. With falling there was no control, but pushing though, it was all in Robb’s hands. He had the control, the power, to do as he pleased. Robb was beginning to find out that he liked the control over his own destruction.

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    As the Scourge moves to consume Quel'Thalas, adventurers from different walks of life and cultures find themselves thrown together and their fates become entwined in ways they never could have dreamed of.

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    Requested fic.

    When Gordon Ramsay's long time girlfriend, Gertie, leaves him during a dark period of his life, the disillusioned Chef wonders if it's worth going on anymore..

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    Post season 2. War with Spain is now over and Treville is struggling to adjust to a permanent position at court as the king's first minister. Out of touch with his Musketeers he is overjoyed to receive a personal visit from Porthos, but after some distressing news about Athos he realises that the ties are too strong to ignore and he will do everything in his power to help.

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    (A semi-AU fic. of the 2002 He-Man series.
    Prince Adam is forced into betrothal (well forced into sex first) with a powerful woman from another dimension who knows Adam's secret. She threatens all of Eternia if she does not get her way. The woman has no love for the prince, but wishes to bear a royal child and the child of He-Man so that it may be powerful.

    He must oblige, but he receives comfort from an unlikely source.
    Warning: First chapter contains M/F sex)

    Also, I forgot to explain how this is AU, other than the coupling. I am not entirely sure if King Randor and Skeletor(Keldor) realize that they are half-brothers in the 2002 show, but they do realize in this story.
    As Well, this takes place after The Rise of the Snakemen saga, which is where the show had ended. Therefore we have no idea where the show was going to go in the first place.

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    Post-Season 2, post-canon Linctavia AU after Octavia disowns Bellamy (from the Season 3 trailer).
    Lincoln doesn't die and they escape out west. Chapters with * denote NSFW.

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    It doesn’t mean a thing to you when he apologizes. Mostly because he’s pretending it was an accident, mostly because he’s only pretending because he’s in front of a crowd, mostly because you know he’s not sorry. That’s okay. Nothing would change even if you didn’t hate him with a passion. The fake apologies, the harshly spat words, the bruises and scars and everything he did...they all still linger with you even when he's long gone. You can't shove the thought of him out of your mind.

    or

    The one where Dave has trouble accepting that not everyone is like his brother and has just a little bit of a mental breakdown.

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    When Marty McFly loses his dearest friend under tragic and mysterious circumstances, he despairs that there's nothing he can do to ever make things right again—until, in classic Marty fashion, he accidentally stumbles onto things unseen and discovers that there is more to life and death than he ever realized.

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    Wren Shepard wakes up after two years dead, surrounded by Cerberus assholes. In true Shepard style, she carries on despite all odds, or maybe because of them. She's given a life she didn't ask for, reunited with her ship and her pilot, but she wants the one thing she can't have: to not have been brought back at all.

    Lots of FemShep angst. As it stands, this is a standard retelling of paraged ME2 with slow burn Shakarian. This will devolve into AU at some point when Shepard has had enough with Cerberus and the Alliance. Fic will contain depictions of consensual, ethical polyamory. Combinations will remain to be seen. There will be no cheating or sneaking around here. Never fear, there will be smut! and giggles.

    Work and chapter titles are from the poem "The Night Dances" by Sylvia Plath

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    On his search for answers regarding Diavolo's whereabouts, Polnareff soon falls into the clutches of the sadistic Italian. He can only pray for mercy as he suffers through a series of physical, sexual, and physiological abuse.

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