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    Dean will never forget the day he ruined Castiel's life. He wants to make up for it but knows that it will never happen. He is in love in Cas even after his actions. And although he doesn't know it Castiel loves him too. Even after all that. But, when he is about to apologize, he joins Lucifer's gang after what Castiel says in order to get revenge. He doesn't realize just how far he went until it is too late. Can Cas be saved?

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    You decided to steal the Mark of Cain from Dean.

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    Its been two weeks, and Castiel was never happier I mean it couldn't get better the this. Girls constantly fighting over him, Being popular, always being invited to parties, getting to have best friends ever since he had joined he football team ( Timber Wolves) ( Gabe, Crowley, Sam). I mean could it get better then this. Although It wasn't good for Dean Winchester Sam's younger brother, struggling with bullies practically his whole life. All he ever thinks is about ending his life he hates this he can stand Azazel, Zachariah, Cain. Good thing his best friend Charlie is always by his side.

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    Au : Cas et Dean ont respectivement 18 et 19 ans, et sont meilleurs amis depuis six ans. Cas a commencé sa dernière année d'école, mais Dean a arrêté les cours. Au cours des dernières semaines, Cas a remarqué un énorme changement chez Dean. Lorsqu'il qu'il découvre que Dean prend de l'héroïne, en plus de supporter un père violent, et une maladie mentale qui empire, il lutte pour maintenir Dean à la surface, tandis qu'il essaient de clarifier leur relation. Ceci est l'histoire de leurs premières années ensemble, essayant de comprendre l'âge adulte, tandis que Dean tombe en morceaux, et que Cas doit les recoller (tout en maintenant sa propre santé mentale).

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    Inspired by "Swan Song", so obviously there's going to be major spoilers for seasons 1-5.

    Summary: Dean's experience before and after arriving at Lisa's house.

    [Discontinued]

    Disclaimer: all characters belong to the CW

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    What happened to Dean after Cas died?

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    The heat curled up towards his face as he teetered closer, toes hanging over the edge of the hole he'd dug, looking inside. He had never told anyone this, but sometimes, when he burned a body alone, when he unchained his mind, even briefly, he found it provocative —to lean just the tiniest bit forward and tempt gravity to take him.

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    Pairing: Dean x Reader

    Word Count: 2,765 (With lyrics to both songs)

    A/N: I have written one other angst story. Angst is not a headspace I like to go to, to read or write. But sometimes life calls for a little angst. I hope you guys like it. Major character death, you know whose right off the bat. ANGST, depression, suicidal thoughts, reckless behavior, guilt. It’ll pull on your heartstrings. The rest of the stories I have planned for January and February are all smut and fluff. This was written for @too-much-winchester Kat’s Playlist Challenge with the song, (Don’t Fear) The Reaper by Blue Oyster Cult. This was also written for @mamaredd123 and @act74 Mama and Angelina’s Fabulous 300 Challenge with the prompts, character death, the emotion broken and the song, “Dust in the Wind” by Kansas. This was also written for @nichelle-my-belle Nichelle’s 4K Challenge with the prompt, “Sometimes memories are the worst form of torture.”

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    The next time Dean saw Castiel was over a year after the angel had left them. Had left him. At Sam’s funeral.

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    "You're a really shitty person, you know that Dean?"
    "Of course I do; why else would I be on the roof of a 10 story parking garage on New Year's Eve?"

    Just a quick Supernatural angst fic for the winter season. Chapter titles from Moriarty 's quote.

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    Dean went on a hunting trip, and he hasn't been back for a few weeks.

    Dean goes missing like his dad did way back when and Sam keeps an online journal about his experiences trying to find him.

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    AU: Dean and Cas are 19 and 18, respectively, and have been best friends for six years. Cas is a senior in high school, but Dean has dropped out. Over the last few weeks, Cas has noticed a huge change in Dean. When he discovers Dean is using heroin, in addition to dealing with an abusive father and worsening mental illness, he struggles to keep Dean afloat while they try to figure out their relationship. This is the story of their first few years together, trying to figure out adulthood as Dean falls apart and Cas has to put him back together again (while maintaining his own sanity).

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    "Dean wasn’t certain just where in his life someone decided to put his chess piece next to Cas’ but he was damned grateful. Cas was willing to sacrifice himself for no other purpose than to protect Sam and Dean. Sure, the brothers had each-others backs no matter what, because that’s is what family is supposed to do, but Cas? He stuck around because he wanted to. Dean had never had anything like that in his life before; someone who knew all the skeletons in the closet and still stuck around. No matter the physical and mental cost to himself."

     

    Dean is going through with the plan that Death suggested and it struggling with some feels.

    Song is: This is Gospel - Panic! At The Disco

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    Dean, Cas, baby Sammy, and an adventurous country childhood in small-town Illinois. Scenes from tentative early years to wild teenage ones, and adult ones so real and so sad I cried writing them.

    In which John and his boys buy their first real home, John tries as hard as he can, and eight year old Dean runs into a hick neighbour kid named Cas who shows him the ropes to small-town living.

    Rated M for later chapters, warnings for homophobia, alcoholism, references to past suicide attempts, minor drug use, suicidal thoughts, and a suicide attempt.

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    8/?
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    He was happy, but that was before.

    Before his life went to shit. Before he lost the will to live.

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    Dean can't take it anymore. He's broken and too much like his father. All three chapters will be written as letters from Dean.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    6
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    20
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    2
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    Based on season 8 episode 6.

    Dean, Sam and Garth are busy with a case. In the case there is a penny, and if you touch the penny you want to kill the people you hate the most. Dean wants to stop someone who wants to kill someone, bit then he accidentally touch the penny.
    So Dean wants to kill himself, because he hates himself more then anybody else.

    Cas tried to stop him.

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    2/4
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    5
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    29
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    Ever since Dean got back, Sam’s been angry and he sneaks away into the night—Dean knows it; Dean hears it. Sam’s found new things to hide. Sam is a man locked from the inside out.

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    6
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    They tried. They really did. They put everything they had into fighting it. And they lost. The ABO Virus was released and now unstoppable. Men's bodies changed to accommodate pregnancy, women's to grow a knot if they were Alpha.

     

    I'm on Tumblr too....stop in and say hi if you like :) http://spn-obsession.tumblr.com/

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    "Hell is forgetting yourself and Heaven is only remembering, but all Dean needs is to stop. Never to be what he isn’t, but not to be what he is. He just needs to stop."

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    35
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    6
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