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    AU: Dean and Cas are 19 and 18, respectively, and have been best friends for six years. Cas is a senior in high school, but Dean has dropped out. Over the last few weeks, Cas has noticed a huge change in Dean. When he discovers Dean is using heroin, in addition to dealing with an abusive father and worsening mental illness, he struggles to keep Dean afloat while they try to figure out their relationship.

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    36/?
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    Alternate Universe;
    The day you wake up as 18 is the day you will find writing on your body. The first words your soul mate will speak to you that day. And the day Dean wakes up on his 18th birthday, he finds his words.

    Suddenly he is cast into a melee of mysteries that all lead back to one person. Will he be able to save them, or will it ruin everything he's ever known?

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    12/12
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    21
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    Dean went on a hunting trip, and he hasn't been back for a few weeks.

    Dean goes missing like his dad did way back when and Sam keeps an online journal about his experiences trying to find him.

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    35/67
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    6
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    30
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    1
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    Life is a beautiful thing, something that is given and taken every single day, the beginning of one is a miracle while the end is a tragedy.
    That's something I learned when I met Castiel. He came to me like a guardian, a guardian angel. He was there a long time, ever since Mom died. Cas was also there for the aftermath of John’s drinking. He was just….there. Without him I feel that I would have crumbled, stupidly ending my life prematurely as I thought about many times. Sammy didn't know about this, I always had to have the façade that I was fine. For him.

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    4/?
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    5
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    Without his family, there just isn't anything left to fight for and Dean's ready to give up.

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    Castiel can sense somethings wrong.

    But can he get to Dean in time?

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    440
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    1/1
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    12
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    'People who have never been abused often wonder why a person wouldn’t just leave. They don't understand that breaking up can be more complicated than it seems.'

     

    * currently Under construction*

    !!!!!sorry for any confusion while this was deleted. it is officially back up:) and being worked on!!!!!

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    59/?
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    Dean stood in the middle of the bunker’s kitchen, staring in the direction of Cas’s room, still not quite at terms with what had happened. Yes, they had Cas back...but at what cost? Sam now bore the Mark of Cain, and Cas seemed to be nothing but an empty shell.

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    Dean Winchester has a miserable life. He's poor, he has no friends, no family, and no real reason to live. He decides he's going to end it all, but wants to spend his last night alive doing something more than sitting alone. So he takes the last of his money and hires a kind hooker to stay the night and talk with him.

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    1/1
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    6
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    76
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    12
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    Dean and Cas talk over the years on their Instant Message accounts, Impala67 and Angel_Wings.

    Over a period of five years they stay in contact, promising never to completely leave each other. But time changes everything.

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    Chapters:
    20/20
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    2
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    40
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    5
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    Inspired by "Swan Song", so obviously there's going to be major spoilers for seasons 1-5.

    Summary: Dean's experience before and after arriving at Lisa's house.

    This may or may not end up being a multi-chapter fic, but who knows?

    Disclaimer: all characters belong to the CW

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    In which Dean comes to his bed and John finds he can't tell him no.

    Tonight was becoming long. He counted from the start everything that plagued him. When Mary was murdered, the biggest aspect of his life was thrown into the hunt. There was always something to chase, to salt and burn. This became routine until a new personal demon popped into existence the year Dean turned seventeen.

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    2/?
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    6
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    Pictures. There was nothing that Castiel could think of that he hated worse than pictures.

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    Chapters:
    25/?
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    42
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    41
    Bookmarks:
    13
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    1983
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    Cas thinks it's going to be just another year of hiding in the library, going to church every sunday like a good little pastor's son, and never feeling quite happy. But never feeling unhappy either. Until Dean decides to stop by the library one day. And everything changes.
    Dean thinks it's going to be just another year of everyone hating him, working his ass off to make up for the rent money his dad would spend at the nearest bar, and never being happy. It's not like he deserved it, anyway. But then Cas runs into him between classes. And everything changes.
    Charlie, star drummer of a band that's never going anywhere, knows she doesn't have a chance with someone like Meg Masters. Until she does.
    And Meg, who does nothing but dream of running away, knows there is absolutely no reason to stay in their tiny, godforsaken town. Until she finds one.
    No one expected their junior year to be this terrible, and insane, and perfect, but somehow it was.

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    After a failed suicide attempt, ex-hunter Dean Winchester wakes up with a hand shaped burn on his left arm. Later that night, he finds a strange man with wings, claiming to be an angel, in his car junkyard. The man is badly injured and Dean, against better judgement, takes him in to nurse him back to health.

    Series
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    Chapters:
    23/23
    Comments:
    207
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    448
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    59
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    A very short fic that takes place immediately after the end of 11.17 "Red Meat" detailing a conversation about Dean's actions within the episode.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    4
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    62
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    Out of everything that had tried to kill the Winchesters, neither of them would have guessed cancer would do the trick.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    7
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    83
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    5
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    1066
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    Après l'épisode 9.10 Roadtrip (Union Sacrée), Dean part à la chasse de Gadreel avec Crowley. Ceci est ce qui se passe après. Lorsque Gadreel est mort et que Dean se retrouve seul, sans rien de plus à faire pour réparer son erreur.

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    Français
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    622
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    the ghosts tell you, 
    you are not your father's weapon, you are not your mother's angel. 
    there is no room here for kindness. 
    clean up the blood, boy. 

    [a dean and sam winchester character study]

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
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    18
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    251
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    Dean and Castiel have been together for quite some time now, and Cas is very aware of Dean's depression. But he never thought it could get so bad.

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    English
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    876
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    53
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    879

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