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    After Dean is cured by the faith healer, he's having kind of an existential crisis. Trigger warning for suicidal thoughts. Worried Sam, Angsty Dean. (Set after Season 1 Episode 12, Faith) Rating for language.

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    Cas has always wanted to own a bakery but, life took him on a different path. He deiced to change that . With his best friend Balthazar as his co-owner, L.A awaits for them. Little does Cas know that isn't the only thing waiting for him there.

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    See what Demon Dean does to a girl that isn’t worth taking another round in.
    Just when he’s done with her, Dean hears a suspicious sound and checks it out. A stranger has broken into his home, but when he gets a better look at the intruder, it isn’t a stranger. It’s Sam.
    Sam has never stopped looking for his brother and now he found him. He intends to capture him and cure him, but then he discovers the used and abused girl in Dean’s bedroom.

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    Back at the bunker, Sam succeeds with curing Dean. The girl, Reed, that Dean raped and Sam saved, has begged Sam to train her in supernatural self-defense.
    Dean and Reed have their troubles living under the same roof. He's consumed with guilt and remorse. Her blame and anger towards him know no bounds. Will Reed be able to forgive him? More importantly, will Dean ever be able to forgive himself?



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    This was everyday life. Cas lived with his brother Gabriel, and he had panic attacks often. Dean was suicidal and living with an abusive father who reminded him every day how worthless he was. His mother worked a lot, so he took care of Sam most days. Sam did not know what happened behind closed doors, but he finds out. Sam, Dean, and Cas are all close; they're like a family of their own, but Dean and Cas may be particularly close, which does not go down well with John. Slowly, the world begins to unfold.

    Or... This is a series of oneshots. Some are first person, and some are third person. They all tell the story of these three boys and how they deal with the cards destiny has dealt them.

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    Po śmierci Mary i Johna, Dean i Sam Winchester trafiają pod opiekę Ellen i Bobby'ego Singerów. Próbują wieść normalne życie, jednak Dean po traumie choruje na depresję i nie jest mu łatwo. W wieku 11 lat poznaje chłopca o nieskazitelnie niebieskich oczach, Castiela. Jednak czy uda im się utrzymać kontakt? Jak zakończą lata szkolne? Czy uda im się w końcu odnaleźć? Czy zrozumieją, że tylko oni mogą siebie nawzajem ocalić?

    (Jest ono również dostępne na Wattpadzie: https://www.wattpad.com/story/107242080-niesko%C5%84czenie-ocaleni-destiel-au)

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    WARNING: MATURE AUDIENCE
    Angst, Death, Depression, Suicide Attempt, Plot Twist

    WINCEST

    In the spirit of a M. Knight Shyamalan movies, this story has a twist of which I'm sure you've already guessed. It's not a long story, but I plan on making more chapters if the interest grows. Please feel free to leave comments. Thank you for reading.
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    DEPICTION OF SELF HARM & SUICIDE ATTEMPT. If you or someone you love is depressed or suicidal and needs help, you're not alone. Reach out to someone or call 844-359-6685
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    Dean can't take it anymore. He's broken and too much like his father. All three chapters will be written as letters from Dean.

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    Cas is gone.
    Sam is gone.
    Dean can't sleep.
    What else was he supposed to do?

     

    **** TRIGGER WARNINGS!!

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    Its been two weeks, and Castiel was never happier I mean it couldn't get better the this. Girls constantly fighting over him, Being popular, always being invited to parties, getting to have best friends ever since he had joined he football team ( Timber Wolves) ( Gabe, Crowley, Sam). I mean could it get better then this. Although It wasn't good for Dean Winchester Sam's younger brother, struggling with bullies practically his whole life. All he ever thinks is about ending his life he hates this he can stand Azazel, Zachariah, Cain. Good thing his best friend Charlie is always by his side.

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    In which Dean comes to his bed and John finds he can't tell him no.

    Tonight was becoming long. He counted from the start everything that plagued him. When Mary was murdered, the biggest aspect of his life was thrown into the hunt. There was always something to chase, to salt and burn. This became routine until a new personal demon popped into existence the year Dean turned seventeen.

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    Castiel didn’t know what changed.

    He didn’t know how their romance had seemingly faded, like the life of it was seeping through their hands and yet he could not grasp it; could only watch as it slipped through his cold fingertips. Or perhaps he did know. He just didn’t want to admit it. Perhaps it was a desperate wish of remaining in the bliss of ignorance. That maybe if he kept insisting that nothing was broken, then it would come true. But the bliss is a lie, and a blossoming problem which has left them in pieces.

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    Cas came into the kitchen, as usual, to fill his coffee quota. Sam was on his laptop, reading something about a possible case. Castiel wasn't paying that much attention, if he was being honest. He instead tiredly sipped on the piping hot coffee, when, suddenly, he got an unbearably intense feeling of something being wrong. For some reason, everything just felt completely and utterly off. Not right. It was like the wind was knocked right out of him. Cas couldn't explain it. Not until his mind flashed to Dean.

    Dean. Something was wrong.

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    Dean is tired of living without Sam. He's tired of living between delusions of a life with his brother and the reality of life without him. He's exhausted and broken and miserable, and only one person can save him.

    Short AU where everything post season 5 has been an elaborate delusion of Dean's. Not a happy story.

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    Dean hunts reckless and gets himself badly injured even when it's unnecessary.
    Sam is tired of Dean's behaviour and tries to help him, but talking is useless.
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    Dean thinks his life is expendable, Sam thinks he is the worst person alive but tries to be good and Castiel thinks he does not deserve a home. Somehow, they find a way to feel slightly better.
    There is no comunication at all, but they make it work.

    Dean, Cas and Sam's relationship is particular in this story, lines are blurred, so you can read it as you like it.

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    One of the few people who could break Dean Winchester is Mary.

    Set immediately following Mary's announcement that she was going to leave the bunker and her sons in episode 12x03.

    Cas gets an urgent phone call from Sam that Dean has disappeared, totally torn up by Mary's leaving. Sam has tried everything, and hopes Cas has ways of finding Dean. Sam doesn't know that Cas has been cultivating a more intimate relationship with Dean. But when Cas finds Dean, he may not be able to keep Dean from ending it all.

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    The heat curled up towards his face as he teetered closer, toes hanging over the edge of the hole he'd dug, looking inside. He had never told anyone this, but sometimes, when he burned a body alone, when he unchained his mind, even briefly, he found it provocative —to lean just the tiniest bit forward and tempt gravity to take him.

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    Dean will never forget the day he ruined Castiel's life. He wants to make up for it but knows that it will never happen. He is in love in Cas even after his actions. And although he doesn't know it Castiel loves him too. Even after all that. But, when he is about to apologize, he joins Lucifer's gang after what Castiel says in order to get revenge. He doesn't realize just how far he went until it is too late. Can Cas be saved?

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    You decided to steal the Mark of Cain from Dean.

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    Au : Cas et Dean ont respectivement 18 et 19 ans, et sont meilleurs amis depuis six ans. Cas a commencé sa dernière année d'école, mais Dean a arrêté les cours. Au cours des dernières semaines, Cas a remarqué un énorme changement chez Dean. Lorsqu'il qu'il découvre que Dean prend de l'héroïne, en plus de supporter un père violent, et une maladie mentale qui empire, il lutte pour maintenir Dean à la surface, tandis qu'il essaient de clarifier leur relation. Ceci est l'histoire de leurs premières années ensemble, essayant de comprendre l'âge adulte, tandis que Dean tombe en morceaux, et que Cas doit les recoller (tout en maintenant sa propre santé mentale).

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    Inspired by "Swan Song", so obviously there's going to be major spoilers for seasons 1-5.

    Summary: Dean's experience before and after arriving at Lisa's house.

    [Discontinued]

    Disclaimer: all characters belong to the CW

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