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    Castiel has been back from the empty for a while now, and he was returned with his grace and wings intact. He is at full strength and after all the crap he has put up with from Dean over the years a small argument about Cas' fragility turns into a point being made and lines being crossed that should never be broached. Can their friendship survive? Will Cas leave forever? Will Dean finally get the proverbial stick out of his arse and tell Cas how he feels?

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    Dean's been acting a little more reckless on hunts, especially the latest one. He's been acting more distant, and closed off. Sam and Cas know something is up, and when Sam refuses to let Dean go on this next hunt, going by himself instead, It's up to a worried Cas to get find out what's wrong. (Warning: Suicidal thoughts)

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    Dean makes a stupid decision, and Castiel is understandably upset about it. Did we mention he's determined to fix it at all costs?

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    This is based of Viplaja's work Be careful what you wish for. I really liked this story and I recommend you check it out.

    From the moment a person present, they are given a role.
    Alpha - The protectors ,the most intelligent, strong, and dominant of the secondary genders are given the roles of the leaders.
    Beta - The one who take on the responsibilities alphas are to busy for.
    Omega - Those Born for alpha, to make the their lives easier by submitting them selves fully to watching the home, raising the children, and pleasing their alpha.
    Dean always believed in these roles and why shouldn't? He was an alpha.

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    18/?
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    See what Demon Dean does to a girl that isn’t worth taking another round in.
    Just when he’s done with her, Dean hears a suspicious sound and checks it out. A stranger has broken into his home, but when he gets a better look at the intruder, it isn’t a stranger. It’s Sam.
    Sam has never stopped looking for his brother and now he found him. He intends to capture him and cure him, but then he discovers the used and abused girl in Dean’s bedroom.

    NEW/UPDATED/ADDED
    Back at the bunker, Sam succeeds with curing Dean. The girl, Reed, that Dean raped and Sam saved, has begged Sam to train her in supernatural self-defense.
    Dean and Reed have their troubles living under the same roof. He's consumed with guilt and remorse. Her blame and anger towards him know no bounds. Will Reed be able to forgive him? More importantly, will Dean ever be able to forgive himself?



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    16/?
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    13
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    Live a full life and save as many people as you can save. I’ve learned that getting so caught up in revenge was Dad’s downfall, and I thought that would be yours for a while. This life shouldn’t be about the things you’re fighting, but the people you save in the process.

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    Suicide Fic.

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    In which Dean comes to his bed and John finds he can't tell him no.

    Tonight was becoming long. He counted from the start everything that plagued him. When Mary was murdered, the biggest aspect of his life was thrown into the hunt. There was always something to chase, to salt and burn. This became routine until a new personal demon popped into existence the year Dean turned seventeen.

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    6/?
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    15
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    Sam has no idea how he never saw it before, but seeing Dean and Cas reunite has made everything make so much more sense.

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    17
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    This is the story of Dean dealing with Castiel's death. It's not fluffy, it's not puppies or rainbows. It's grit and alcohol and too many dreams he can't hold onto. It's tragic hopelessness and sleeping pills, its falling over the brink of acceptance and giving up. Its finding one another after too long apart and holding onto the last tendrils of sanity as he feels the world crumbling around him. Its not white picket fences but it is their future cobbled together with whispered promises and reawakened hope.

    Obviously the title comes from the popular FOB song, if you don't recognize it...do yourself a favor and look it up.

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    Castiel has never been to a public school in his life. His rigorously Christian parents had sent him to a Catholic school. He was always a good kid. He followed the rules and never did anything wrong.

    Until he meets Dean Winchester.

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    19/?
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    Po śmierci Mary i Johna, Dean i Sam Winchester trafiają pod opiekę Ellen i Bobby'ego Singerów. Próbują wieść normalne życie, jednak Dean po traumie choruje na depresję i nie jest mu łatwo. W wieku 11 lat poznaje chłopca o nieskazitelnie niebieskich oczach, Castiela. Jednak czy uda im się utrzymać kontakt? Jak zakończą lata szkolne? Czy uda im się w końcu odnaleźć? Czy zrozumieją, że tylko oni mogą siebie nawzajem ocalić?

    (Jest ono również dostępne na Wattpadzie: https://www.wattpad.com/story/107242080-niesko%C5%84czenie-ocaleni-destiel-au)

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    17/?
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    1
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    Constantly bullied and abused Castiel Novak knows and believes that no one will ever love him. But things soon change for him when he meets Dean Winchester, an older and deeply troubled boy, who develops an interest in Castiel and all the scars he has.

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    12/?
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    This was everyday life. Cas lived with his brother Gabriel, and he had panic attacks often. Dean was suicidal and living with an abusive father who reminded him every day how worthless he was. His mother worked a lot, so he took care of Sam most days. Sam did not know what happened behind closed doors, but he finds out. Sam, Dean, and Cas are all close; they're like a family of their own, but Dean and Cas may be particularly close, which does not go down well with John. Slowly, the world begins to unfold.

    Or... This is a series of oneshots. Some are first person, and some are third person. They all tell the story of these three boys and how they deal with the cards destiny has dealt them.

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    2/?
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    25
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    When Dean is plagued with several symptoms of illness, he becomes a target for a malicious plot against his life. A rogue reaper left with little power makes several attempts on Dean’s life and almost succeeds. With no way to even reach the reaper, will they be able to save Dean in time?

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    Chapters:
    7/10
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    5
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    27
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    5
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    499
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    You (female reader) are depressed and suicidal. Will Sam, Castiel and Dean be able to save you from yourself?

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    A couple miles down the road, Dean cranks up the heat. Sam shoots him a look. It's May; they don't need heating. Except, when you die, and you get send back, the cold lingers for a while. Dean's body knows he's been dead, like he's been dead a gazillion times over.

    A/N: This takes place while they're driving home but before Dean gets the call from Cas

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    Dean is still dealing with his mental illnesses, but he makes a wrong right.

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    1/1
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    3
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    77
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    4
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    1049
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    in the arms of the angel
    fly away from here
    from this dark cold hotel room
    and the endlessness that you fear
    you are pulled from the wreckage
    of your silent reverie
    you're in the arms of the angel
    may you find some comfort here

    "Don't leave me, please!" Dean screamed at the sky.

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    15
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    3
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    This is a story about Dean Winchester's suicidal thoughts and suicide attempt.

    No one commits suicide in this story.

    No one dies in this story.

    Sam saves Dean's life in this story.

    This is a story about family and love.

     

     

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    Sam is furious after discovering that Dean tricked him into being possessed by Gadreel. He demanded that they keep their relationship strictly professional and ignored his mate outside of what is necessary for hunting. Unfortunately, he's forgotten that omegas need their alphas, need the physical and emotional connection to stay sane and healthy. Now he must deal with the consequences of driving his omega too far . . .

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    Chapters:
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    428
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    81
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