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    Dean makes a stupid decision, and Castiel is understandably upset about it. Did we mention he's determined to fix it at all costs?

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    After a witch hunt gone terribly wrong, Dean calls Castiel in a desperate attempt to save Sam's life, but the angel's help comes with a very high price. With Cas' borrowed Grace burning out faster every day, the Mark of Cain being more active than ever and a bottle of whiskey to top it all, a confession from Castiel sends Dean's entire life spiraling out of control.

    Set after 10x10, "The Hunter Games".

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    Dean bit down on the inside of his cheek. He almost lost Sam last night. He’d almost lost Sam 1000 times before. He set a hand on his sleeping brother’s shoulder.

    “I’m proud of you, Sammy,” he muttered. “Mom and Dad would be proud, too.” Dean turned his eyes back to the road and almost instantly hit the breaks. Sam jerked against his seatbelt and woke up with his fist clenched. Dean threw the car in park and scrambled out.

    Not ten feet in front of them was Cas. Two enormous black wings sprouted from his back, glimmering green and purple hues in the bright sunlight. The angel was standing with his hands in his pockets on this deserted stretch of Kansas highway as though being an angel on a deserted Kansas highway was the most normal thing in the world.

    Dean ran up to him and noticed a sign hanging around his friend’s neck. White poster-board hung from twine and settled across Castiel’s chest.

    FREE TO A GOOD HOME

    ...

    This fic takes place at some undefined point in the Supernatural universe. I'm going to try not to include anything too season specific.

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    Bardzo apodyktyczny i brutalny alfa Dean porywa ślepego wilczka, Casa i to jest dopiero początek ich wspólnych przygód. Jeśli chcesz do mnie napisać: saxnas.pl@gmail.com :)

    English version here: http://archiveofourown.org/works/3991507/chapters/8962606

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    Battered, bruised and neglected Castiel attempts to struggle through high school whilst juggling two jobs and looking after his two younger sibilings and his dead-beat mother. Now is not the time for Castiel to fall head over heels for some jock with jade green eyes and an intoxicating smile.....

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    15/?
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    The darkness that follows a setting sun is not the murmurs of a lost day, but rather the promises of a new dawn. Castiel was lost, ready to succumb to the darkness, to let it take him. That was until a familiar face appeared during his darkest hour with a flashlight pointed towards a new tomorrow.

    Blackbird fly, blackbird fly
    Into the light of the dark, black night

    [Timestamp for Dimension 4]

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    Castiel has never been to a public school in his life. His rigorously Christian parents had sent him to a Catholic school. He was always a good kid. He followed the rules and never did anything wrong.

    Until he meets Dean Winchester.

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    19/?
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    Being human takes a toll on Cas. The Winchesters could be better emotional role models. (These works are not in any order at all, other than the way they come to me).

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    "At some point you have to realize that some people can stay in your heart, but not in your life,"

    -Sandi Lynn

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    Constantly bullied and abused Castiel Novak knows and believes that no one will ever love him. But things soon change for him when he meets Dean Winchester, an older and deeply troubled boy, who develops an interest in Castiel and all the scars he has.

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    12/?
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    Castiel is struggling with his own thoughts and feelings of self-worth. Dean doesn't help when there's a slip of the tongue that sends his husband into a downward spiral.

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    When a call for help from an old friend comes in, Dean and Cas embark on a case that takes them across the ocean to an Australian paradise. The people in need of their help maintain a fascinating connection to the veil, in a manner neither Dean nor Cas could have expected. As long denied emotions and desires between them are finally acknowledged, each are forced to confront their painful pasts in unique ways. The mysteries of the case slowly begin to reveal a much bigger villain at play, however, the closer they get to identifying the evil plaguing this paradise, the more they understand the enemy which has been working against them for the past ten years. Dean and Cas must decide once and for all what they each want, and if they are willing to suffer the required cost in order to achieve true happiness.

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    Ever since Cas confessed he's afraid he might kill himself, Dean's been on high alert. And after Cas leaves for Heaven, adamant he has to face his fears, Dean is more worried than ever, with no way of knowing if Cas is even alive. Still, it's a surprise when Cas calls for him in the middle of the night, but Dean's more than willing to help Castiel and make him feel loved.

    WARNING: suicide attempt

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    Castiel Novak had the same goal every year. To keep following the rule that hadn't let him down yet. His rule, you ask? Simple. Stay alive. "As long your heart beats Castiel, you'll be fine." His mother used to tell him.
    He had no problem following that seemingly easy rule. He never did anything that would cause someone to give him a second glance, he spoke only when spoken to and never ventured out of his lane, he simply existed.
    But Dean Winchester decided to crash his Baby straight into Castiel's lane. Maybe his rule was overrated anyways.
    Add the fact that Castiel is schizophrenic, Dean has about million personal problems and you have a rollercoaster of events.

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    Enriching and delving deeper into Cas/Dean moments: What went on in Dean's head. Season 7 and 8 with some flashbacks from previous seasons.

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    25/25
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    this fic is fucked up, you are warned.

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    3
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    Castiel has always been in the darkness never in the light. After moving Castiel has to face even more challenges with new bullies which includes a green eyed boy. But not only does Cas have to deal with bullies but his problems at home. Until he is almost pushed past the breaking point when something suddenly changes in Castiel's life.

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    12,722
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    8/?
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    Dean knew the signs.
    He noticed them, but he didn't say anything.
    He ignored them until everything fell apart.

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    What if it all wasn’t just subtext? Individual, subjective interpretation? What if we’re only seeing a fraction of what’s going on with the Winchesters? What would happen if we saw what was actually happening off-camera?

    Destiel might not technically “exist”, but that’s because the cameras haven’t captured it. Now that the fourth wall has been broken, subtext may become explicit text. Explicit being the operative word here.

    Season 12 Ongoing Fix It from 12x09 through 12x23.

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