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    Tony Stark is Iron Man.

    Before that, he was an man with bigger heart than brain. Before that, he was an asshole with a bigger mouth than sense. And before that, he was was a scared little boy. Not that it matters. Stark's always have had iron in their backbone.

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    High School AU ~ Dean Winchester has it all. He's captain of the football team, a self-confessed ladies' man and one of the most popular guys in school. But, is all of that about to change when he meets the mysterious Castiel Novak in an online chat-room?

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  3. Public Bookmark 73

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    Harry is physically scarred. Louis is mentally scarred. They live together, but they've never been so far apart.

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    29 Mar 2015

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    Author Castiel Novak has finally hit the big time, with a book based on his failed college relationship with a brilliant painter. He's put all his pain behind him, but at a book signing, he comes face to face with Dean Winchester for the first time in twelve years, and the reunion doesn't go like Cas hoped. Dean's a broken man, with a lot of scars and secrets, shoulders weighed down by his demons and self loathing.
    Cas sees a second chance with the man he's never stopped loving, but Dean's moved on, and is about to get married. Sam launches a "brilliant" plan to reunite his brother and his best friend, but Cas is worried it will all blow up in their faces, and he'll go through the agony of losing Dean a second time.

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    25/25
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    29 Mar 2015

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    The first time John paints him, it's almost three in the morning and he's drunk on red wine.

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  6. Public Bookmark 42

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    They are damaged, all of them. Each is carrying loose shards around, unable to stop their own wounds from bleeding. So they try to fix each other instead - put their broken pieces over their friends' wounds and somehow make them stick. It's marvellous what you can accomplish with the right kind of glue.

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    29 Mar 2015

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    !!!! Such a well written series OMG.

  7. Public Bookmark 62

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    Frank has been in love with Gerard for years, but Gerard’s never noticed. No, instead Gerard tries setting up his roommate with dates, unaware that Frank wants no one but him. Frank settles with the fact that Gerard will never love him back, so he sets out to forget him. Everyone knows that Frank’s in love except for Gerard, but he certainly does notice it when Frank falls for someone else.

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  8. Public Bookmark 60

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    29 Mar 2015

  9. Public Bookmark 99

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    Dean Winchester, surgeon turned sober companion, has been assigned his new client - the brilliant, if standoffish, Castiel Novak - for the next six weeks. What he expects is late night searches for needles and booze, playing chaperone to sobriety meetings, maybe the occasional stern talk or two. Instead, he finds himself working with Castiel for the New York Police Department. Feverishly helping to solve the case of the elusive M, an as-good-as-they-get serial killer who seems to be following Castiel around the globe, Dean and Castiel find themselves trapped in a cat and mouse game where the consequence of not being quick enough could be deadly.

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    29 Mar 2015

  10. Public Bookmark 20

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    Dean Winchester just got a new neighbor and it's his old high school crush, Castiel Novak. They haven't seen each other in ten years and Dean had all but forgotten about him. With Dean still suffering from the death of a loved one and Cas with secrets from the last ten years, neither of them were prepared for newfound attraction towards each other.

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    29 Mar 2015

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    Every story, they suppose, has a turning point. Their turning point just happened to have a name, a face, and a gun strapped to his back.

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    29 Mar 2015

  12. Public Bookmark 89

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    While Sherlock grapples with his new-found feelings for John Watson, he faces a very real threat: John's kidnapping and shooting at the hands of James Moriarty. And the knowledge that the love of his life is being used to test an addictive drug - at the risk of John's sanity and life. Prequel to THE BOYS OF BAKER STREET. NOW COMPLETE.

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  13. Rec 41

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    Thor and Loki are the children of a dynasty of great actors. Their mother Frigga is a grande dame of the stage and muse of the finest European movie directors, their father Odin is going down in history as the Lawrence Olivier of his time.

    Thor and Loki are following on their steps, with everything to prove, to themselves and to the world.

    But as they become dragged under the public eye, so does their past, full of secret and lies.

    There are things that not even Thor can protect Loki from.

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    29 Mar 2015

  14. Public Bookmark 2

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    Killian Jones is a musician trying to outrun his past and Emma Swan is just trying to stay above water with her son. When their paths cross again they'll have their lives turned upside down.

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    29 Mar 2015

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    Author Castiel Novak has finally hit the big time, with a book based on his failed college relationship with a brilliant painter. He's put all his pain behind him, but at a book signing, he comes face to face with Dean Winchester for the first time in twelve years, and the reunion doesn't go like Cas hoped. Dean's a broken man, with a lot of scars and secrets, shoulders weighed down by his demons and self loathing.
    Cas sees a second chance with the man he's never stopped loving, but Dean's moved on, and is about to get married. Sam launches a "brilliant" plan to reunite his brother and his best friend, but Cas is worried it will all blow up in their faces, and he'll go through the agony of losing Dean a second time.

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    29 Mar 2015

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    "Louis had never loved so deeply or trusted so strongly or needed so badly. Harry was everything, he was his whole world. As everything else around them was tightened up and organized and scheduled and structured, Harry and Louis threw themselves so deeply and so intensely into their relationship that they were both immediately and irrevocably transformed."

    Three and a half years into their relationship, Louis and Harry have never been more in love. But the years of lying and pretending are beginning to catch up to Louis. He can feel the anxiety building in him and tries to deal with it in some unhealthy ways. Harry does everything he can to keep Louis centered, but the constant pressure on both boys is slowly wearing them down.

    In flashbacks, Harry and Louis are at the very beginning of their relationship. They deal with everything that goes along with the start of a new relationship, including fumbling first kisses and first sexual experiences. They also, of course, must deal with their rise to fame and hiding their nonconforming love from the world.

    This fic is romantic, angsty, sexy, and most importantly very smutty!

    Non-AU

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    Comments:
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    29 Mar 2015

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  17. Public Bookmark 51

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    It isn't fair to compare Spencer to Haley—something Aaron tells himself every time he and Spencer are together—but he finds himself unable to stop. Aaron and Spencer work through the highs and the lows that real life brings, including the devastating attack by Foyet and Haley’s murder.

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    Chapters:
    14/14
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    29 Mar 2015

  18. Public Bookmark 35

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    Louis thought he was pretty good at one night stands until he woke up naked and sore next to Harry Styles, who promptly wanted nothing to with him. Louis - understandably - gets emotional.

    A University AU in which everyone sleeps together and drinks more than their livers would prefer.

    Louis Tomlinson as the bratty, over-privileged son of a real estate tycoon.
    Harry Styles as the straight man of Louis’ gay dreams.
    Niall Horan as the only person Louis Tomlinson gives a shit about.
    Liam Payne as the worst thing to happen to Niall Horan.
    Zayn Malik as the only one with his shit together.

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    29 Mar 2015

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  19. Public Bookmark 45

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    Tony starts calling Steve "boss," and Steve has all sorts of feelings about it. It ends up coming up in bed. The results open up some new areas in their sexual relationship, and maybe reveal a few things about Tony, and how he feels about Steve.

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    29 Mar 2015

  20. Public Bookmark 17

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    Rolling on to his other side, Dean makes a vain attempt to get comfortable. Any other night he probably wouldn’t have noticed, but the mattress creaks as he moves. It’s a sharp sound, just a single, solitary squeak, but it rings out in the silence of the room. Dean grimaces; he should replace his mattress too. The empty room swallows up the mattress’s cry and replies with a disembodied “shhhhh”, a hiss that cuts through the silence more sharply than the noise of the mattress, and Dean freezes. His thoughts had been drifting, random and abstract and restless but the sound, the single source of auditory stimulus in the dark, cold room serves to condense his mind into laser focus. Every muscle in his body tenses at once, startled out of his insomniac mental ramblings by a sound that he can’t come up with a rational explanation for.

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    Comments:
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    1144

    29 Mar 2015

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    do i scream??

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