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  1. Public Bookmark 65

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    John Watson discovers at age 15 that he's a procreant omega; a "breeder".
    Shortly after, men from the government show up to bring him to a new "boarding school" designed just for his kind...

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    24 Oct 2014

  2. Public Bookmark 4

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    Everything in the way Will watches Hannibal betrays his doubts, in Hannibal and moreso in himself, that Hannibal would still be there.

    This takes place immediately after the events of Saudade.

    Forelsket: /forɛlskəd/, [fɒˈɛlsɡ̊əð], the word for when you start to fall in love. A euphoria in a sense; the beginning of love. Danish.

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    24 Oct 2014

  3. Rec *

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    Punk rock star Derek Hale is irritated when his new roommate in rehab turns out to be squeaky-clean Stiles Stilinski, the drummer for the hottest boy band in the U.S. Not even his favorite gay romance novel can distract him from what follows. Rock star AU, angst and addictions, alpha!Derek, mates.

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  4. Rec *

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    Excerpt from “Hale Pulls the Plug on the Future of Rock,” Rolling Stone, Issue 1203 – Oct. 2014
    “Fans and music industry vets alike are left reeling in the wake of bassist Derek Hale’s sudden departure from Smokes for Harris. At a time when the foursome from Beacon Hills, California seems to be on the cusp of rock superstardom after just one double platinum record, Smokes has everything to lose.”

    Excerpt from “Smokes for Harris: Gladiator,” SPIN.com – Feb. 2015
    “Smokes for Harris gives in a little to the pop punk of yesteryear in their sophomore effort, but rather than pandering to fans of a lost era they elevate the genre in a way that hasn’t been seen in quite some time. Frontman Stiles Stilinski works double duty as singer and primary songwriter and proves that he can handle the task even without former bassist Derek Hale."

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    24 Oct 2014

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    The best ever, making me cry and laugh and giggling and singing and feeling everything.

    <3<3<3<3<3<3

  5. Public Bookmark 25

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    Dean's a kindergarten teacher with not-so-pleasant past. His days are filled with glitter and snacks and smiling kids. Castiel is a single dad whose daughter happens to be in Dean's class.

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    24 Oct 2014

  6. Rec 64

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    Ya’aburnee (Arabic): literally meaning ‘you bury me’, this is the hope that a person or loved one will outlive you as to spare yourself the pain of living life beyond that person.
    Pronounced: Ya-ah-boor-nay
    يقبرني

    Check out the soundtracks for Ouroboros, Boucherie and Ya'aburnee. More coming for the timestamps!

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    24 Oct 2014

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    Tony Stark is Iron Man.

    Before that, he was an man with bigger heart than brain. Before that, he was an asshole with a bigger mouth than sense. And before that, he was was a scared little boy. Not that it matters. Stark's always have had iron in their backbone.

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  8. Public Bookmark 53

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    24 Oct 2014

  9. Public Bookmark 24

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    - He was looking more twinkish by the week as the muscle he used to have after years of boxing wasted away from disuse and not eating properly; his ribs starting to poke through his skin.

    Grantaire both welcomed and despised his newfound skinny; men would always pay more to fuck someone who looked like a teenager, and with his hair growing longer, and his face thinner he looked like he was almost 16 again. Grantaire thanked god for perverted johns and their underage teenage fantasies; they paid his rent. -

    (Or the one where Grantaire is a troubled prostitute and Enjolras and his friends just want to help.)

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    24 Oct 2014

  10. Public Bookmark 6

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    There's certain things that you just don't up and tell people. You don't tell people that you're sleeping with your sister. You don't tell people what you got them for Christmas. And you certainly don't tell them you're suicidal.

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    24 Oct 2014

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Patrick is suicidal.

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Author Castiel Novak has finally hit the big time, with a book based on his failed college relationship with a brilliant painter. He's put all his pain behind him, but at a book signing, he comes face to face with Dean Winchester for the first time in twelve years, and the reunion doesn't go like Cas hoped. Dean's a broken man, with a lot of scars and secrets, shoulders weighed down by his demons and self loathing.
    Cas sees a second chance with the man he's never stopped loving, but Dean's moved on, and is about to get married. Sam launches a "brilliant" plan to reunite his brother and his best friend, but Cas is worried it will all blow up in their faces, and he'll go through the agony of losing Dean a second time.

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    24 Oct 2014

  12. Public Bookmark 87

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    Featuring Tony, J.A.R.V.I.S., DUM-E and U.
    Fluff, angst, drama, love... a family.

    Big and small fics (so far, mostly small ficlets).

    All of the stories stand alone, with tiny references here and there. Author will attempt to keep stories in some kind of chronological order.

    A list of stories & time periods here.

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    24 Oct 2014

  13. Public Bookmark 93

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    Enjolras has never showed him anymore than reluctant acceptance. To feel close to him, Grantaire paints and sketches his Apollo as best he can but it's a waste of paint. He can't seem to capture his more than perfect image. Until, without warning, Enjolras starts warming up to him. He touches him more, includes him more deeply into their activities. His Apollo seems to trust him and it's more than he could ask for. Even with his drinking and hisgeneral discare for life, Enjolras seems to find something in him worth smiling at. But how much will Grantaire suffer before Enjolras realizes that his feelings are more than that of friendship? Through their enemies misdeeds and a nasty riot, can they both admit to what they want? Can their friends accept them? Can Jean accept that Grantaire is beyond his reach?

    Set in modern day Rouen, France. The boys are all students (except for Feuilly) and they've come together to form the ABC, a group that picks up causes and plans out protests and volunteer work. Very liberal, very people oriented. I'm going to be using real French issues, as well as world wide issues. I'm American, please bear with me.

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    Excerpt from “Hale Pulls the Plug on the Future of Rock,” Rolling Stone, Issue 1203 – Oct. 2014
    “Fans and music industry vets alike are left reeling in the wake of bassist Derek Hale’s sudden departure from Smokes for Harris. At a time when the foursome from Beacon Hills, California seems to be on the cusp of rock superstardom after just one double platinum record, Smokes has everything to lose.”

    Excerpt from “Smokes for Harris: Gladiator,” SPIN.com – Feb. 2015
    “Smokes for Harris gives in a little to the pop punk of yesteryear in their sophomore effort, but rather than pandering to fans of a lost era they elevate the genre in a way that hasn’t been seen in quite some time. Frontman Stiles Stilinski works double duty as singer and primary songwriter and proves that he can handle the task even without former bassist Derek Hale."

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    24 Oct 2014

  15. Public Bookmark *

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    Derek gave a salacious smile his eyes smoldering with lust, “It would probably be best for me to work off some energy before I fuck you. I'm sure you'd like to be able to walk tomorrow.”

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    24 Oct 2014

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This Is crazy long and kind of cringy stereotypical romance novel in quite a few places but it's really awesome too so

  16. Public Bookmark 23

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    (Originally: "Two Bad Decisions Don't Divide To Cancel Out")

    Jesse had a decent life. He cooked, he smoked, he sold - he went about his business like everyone else. A mysteriously foreign (and admittedly handsome) biker walked into his life and flipped it all upside down. He wasn't a cocksucker but something about the man made his stomach flip. To keep this guy in his life he's going to have to hide the meth, and soon he'll have to hide Mr. White too. Is Sebastian going to pull him out of the drug life, or is Jesse just going to drag the man down into the mud with him?

    It's a whirlwind of sex, love, drugs, and choices.

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    Watching seasons 1-3, did you want Jesse to be happy? Didn't you want someone hot and strong and amazing to come along and just...give him a good fuck and make him happy? Thus "Sebastian Kane" was born. This is a Breaking Bad/Sons of Anarchy crossover with Sebastian being an OMC biker. Don't knock it yet, try it. If you're looking for some good Jesse-involved man love, this is where to find it.

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    24 Oct 2014

  17. Public Bookmark 29

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    Nagisa's not mad anymore. He's so heartbroken that there's no room left to be angry. His parents hate him, and as much as he likes to pretend it doesn't matter to him, that he'll be with Rei anyway and forget all about them, it still hurts. Horribly. They're his parents. They're supposed to love him no matter what, the way he loves them.

    Of course he cares what they think.

     

    (A story about the trials and tribulations of young adulthood; or, the one where Nagisa’s self esteem takes a major hit, Rei realizes what's truly important and will do anything to get it back, Rin struggles with his less-than-platonic feelings towards his friends, Haru pines for his lost love, and Makoto has his horizons expanded by his college roommate, Sousuke.)

    *THIS IS THE PREQUEL FOR "CAN YOU SEE ME?"*

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    24 Oct 2014

  18. Public Bookmark 20

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    Dean, feverish and unsteady since he touched the First Blade, collapses in the middle of the hunt for Abaddon. Sam calls on Castiel, who can tell them only that something is very wrong with Dean’s soul—and that the other angels can sense it. As the Mark of Cain grows bigger and uglier and his dreams get weirder, an increasingly sick and pissed-off Dean chafes against Castiel’s hands-on brand of concern and his strained relationship with Sam.

    Kevin, meanwhile, may be dead, but he and his mother have a plan anyway, and Dean might be the guy to make it happen.

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    24 Oct 2014

  19. Public Bookmark 61

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    Harry and Zayn get engaged. Everyone around them is (understandably) concerned.

    Sequel to So We Are History.

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    24 Oct 2014

  20. Public Bookmark *

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    “Affirmation?” Deaton says.

    It takes effort for Stiles to squeeze it out, as it always does. “I am a partially deceased syndrome sufferer, and what I did in my untreated state is not my fault.”

    An In the Flesh fusion wherein Stiles is a partially deceased syndrome sufferer coming home, Scott joined the HVF and took a level in badass, and Beacon Hills turns into a battle ground over reintegration.

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