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    It started over 5 years ago. February 8, 2009. That’s when it all started. When my life was changed forever. The love, the heartbreak, the pain, physically and emotionally. The ups and downs, the mental break downs, and the happy moments. The laughs, the cries for help, the smiles. The obliviousness in all people.

    I’m Harry Styles. You may know me, I used to be the fifth member of the band One Direction. Used to. The band didn’t split up, I didn’t quit the band. The band is going strong, but it will slowly break. Everyone can see it. And it’s all my fault.

    You’re probably wondering what I’m rambling on about right? Well, I guess you just need to sit down and listen to the story of how my life changed forever.

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    Louis is dating Hannah and Harry. She doesn't know about Larry, but Harry knows about Hannah and it's slowly breaking him inside.

    Louis lives to keep Harry to his and only his.

    Harry lives for Louis.

     

    And to feel the sting of his blades.)

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    4/?
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    Clara is the girl who loves fairy tales because they give her hope. Her classmates bully her, her father abuses and ignores her, her job is shitty, no one gives a damn about her, not even herself. Eventually she shuts down, takes everything out on herself. She stops eating, starts hurting herself and never talks. What Makes You Beautiful comes on her radio as she's about to end it all.

    But the words, they trigger some base instinct deep inside her. She starts to remember things about the world, herself, her family and regains a will to live. Except she can't remember something...

    She can't remember her name.

    For so long she shut everything out, she eventually shut herself out along with the rest of the world. A bad thing to do but it isn't as if anyone cares, she tries to reason. Until a certain British boy band comes along and Liam Payne, the boy who could have anyone he wanted in her crappy small town or the world, chooses her.

    He falls in love with the broken girl with the beautiful grey eyes and wants to give her a life of love, like she deserves. But she has a hard time believing after everything that's happened.

    Can Liam save the beautiful but broken girl with the grey eyes?

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    Harry and Louis are two average lads with one incredible dream. When they are brought together by what seems to be a decision of fate, it appears that all of their wildest hopes have turned into reality, and before they know it, they're living their dream together along wih three other boys. Harry and Louis instantly hit it off, and a friendship more valuable than any other is formed. As Harry grows closer and closer to Louis, however, his feelings begin to change. What, out of the endless possibilities, will happen when Harry meets Louis?

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    31/?
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    Loki bowed his head and brushed his hand through his hair, wishing it was Tony’s hand.
    “It’s not fair…” His words were barely a whisper.
    But it was fair. A part of him knew that.
    After all, Loki wasn’t supposed to get what he wanted.

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    3/?
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    "I've always been painfully aware of his presence; as soon as I walk into a room, my eyes automatically search for that swath of shiny black, picking him out in a crowd as if it was second nature.

    I don't remember when exactly I first started this, I just know that the first time I looked into those stormy grey eyes, I saw something that I guess I liked, because I've been pining after them ever since."

    --Eren's never been well-liked - or liked at all for that matter. All he wants, all he needs, is for Levi to notice him. Just a simple conversation would be enough, but he wasn't expecting... this.

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    7/?
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    Judy develops an eating disorder after a few flippant jokes about her weight. Can Maggie get her healthy, happy partner back before it's too late?

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    2/?
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    "I need to let you go."

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    1/1
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    "You might feel alone sometimes, but you aren't, and as long as I can help it, you never will be. I’m not sayin’ everything will be a walk in the park—I know it won’t be. Far from it, probably. I’m just sayin’ that yeah, it’s tough, but we’re together, and…" Dean says something he doesn’t say as often as he knows he should, especially for how many times a day he thinks the three, simple enough words. "I love you, and I know you love me," Dean smiles faintly, through his tears. "Without you saying it, I know you do, Sam. I know you love me without a word."

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    10/?
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    So basically the back story is that reader is a hunter whose worked with and helped Sam and dean for years now, Lucifer was freed from the cage by Abbadon and helped team free will and reader defeat her. He’s kind of good now but still has his dark side and he’s trying to get back into heaven by helping TFW + you!
    Leads to you falling for Satan himself, leads to smut

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    Sequel to "Candid Apologies". The Doctor struggles to keep himself in line, but the stress of everything makes such things an impossible dream. Takes place before The Snowmen and after TATM/ The Angels Take Manhattan. Trigger Warnings for self-harm.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    Mental hospitals are for kids with problems with self-harm, suicide, anxiety, depression, and mental disorders. When new kid Ashton arrives at the facility, he finds that things there are a lot more broken than they seem. After being there for only a couple hours, he begins to truly realize how much mental disorders and suicidal thoughts can do to people. All the while, the morbidity rate is high- as one by one, patients are being killed- or kill themselves. The cause is unknown to Ashton, but the desire to find out burns in his mind. That’s not to say- his own demons will lay calm for him. When they strike back full force, Ashton’s life takes a nosedive for the worst. His strength will be tested to the limit, and it’s either- fight against his mind…or give up and let them take control.

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    30/30
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    It's been three years since the Battle of New York, and Nick Fury finds himself facing a serious threat to the SHIELD organization from an unknown enemy. He calls upon the Avengers for help. In the process, he introduces them to a strange teenage girl who's been under SHIELD observation for a while. When Fury puts her on the Avengers team, how will the others react? Will they unite to defeat this new foe, and in the process bond? Will they help the girl find out her true parentage? But most importantly, will they lose their newest member before it has even begun?

    To read the short Part One of the OC's backstory, read my fic, "A New Family"

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    184/?
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    6
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    11
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    2
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    Noiz is a lonely nerd after Aoba and Koujaku got together. He's been a little bit down, just playing Pokemon and minecraft all day.
    Clear is completely abandoned by his "Master" because of his newly found love so he moved away to an... "exotic" household with a new family.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    Makoto has always known the way he would lose his virginity to Haru. There would be candles and probably a shit load of water, but he knew they wouldn't just have sex. They would make love. One night, Makoto's dream is crushed as he has something very precious taken from him. Now, Haru tries to bring back the boy he loves. MakotoXHaru Warnings: Rape, Sexual Content, Yaoi, Underage

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    Eren Yaeger has a horrible life.
    He lost both of his parents, leaving him with only his overprotective sister.
    One thing leads to another, and he starts self-harming.
    There seems to be no end to this hell he has to call his life, but he meets someone who makes everything just a little better.

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    1/?
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    20
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    Through old books and dreams, little James Tiberius Kirk thought he could be great, just as his father. But what he thought turned out to be a lie and self-loathing set in like a rapid fire eating away at his heart and soul. Until he met his heart, and shortly after, his soul.

    Rated Mature for several serious mentions. Please read with caution as mental illness is mentioned along with abuse.

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    1/1
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    Karkat has always been alone to deal with his problems and now that he's so close to the others he is refusing to burden anyone with them. Karkat might not be able to handle this one alone but everyone else has their own problems. Help sometimes comes in pale colors.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    2
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    387
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    “The first and most important law of Time,” the professor said gravely to the room, “is that you are expressly forbidden, in all circumstances, to interact with any of your other selves.”

    But no one ever explains to them why.

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    23
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    10
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    Clint would have come to help. Like, really. If it hadn't been for just a tiny detail—the kind which causes the best laid plans to spiral into chaos.

    It's not like Clint had a plan, anyway. Still, this whole slavery thing is supposed to be Loki's punishment. Maybe Clint's being petty, but it sounds more like the joke's on him.

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    Louis Tomlinson, twenty two, is admitted to a Mental Health Institution after he attempted suicide a little less than a month ago. Harry, his boyfriend, visits him everyday, without fail. But as time goes on it becomes more clear that maybe Louis isn't the one with the problem.

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    English
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    10,305
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    20
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    90
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    1465

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