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    Dean and Cas are roommates in college. Dean has issues and Cas doesn't know about them. Dean is a closed off stubborn thing and doesn't exactly want to tell him either. It gets pretty rough and complicated.

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    Benjamin lived in the shadows.

    It didn't matter whether it was the shadow of the dead uncle, or the sister whose secret identity stole the limelight . . . he always felt the bitter sting of being second-best. He wished for May's confidence, her abilities, her close relationship with their fathers . . . just to be someone else!

    Benjamin Parker would need to find himself to save himself.

    The Goblin is back and his sights are on Benjamin.

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    Eren Jaeger is 18 years old and about to graduate high school and go to university. He's captain of the basketball team, good looking, and smart. Everybody envies Eren Jaeger, the beautiful, strong boy with the two-colored eyes.

    But Eren doesn't want that. He can't be around people, and he especially can't let them get close to him.

    You see, Eren is cursed with bringing bad luck to people. It affects everyone, whether they know him or not, but the closer you are to him, the worse it'll be for you.
    There was one time, though. There was one time he actually let himself fall in love, which lead to a tragic accident and left him devastated. He vowed never to get close to anyone ever again, let alone fall in love.

    But what happens when he gets to Trost University and meets a certain junior named Levi Ackerman, and the wall he's spent so much time building back up slowly starts to fall once again?

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    She didn't want to move to Leeds. Perhaps it had been her Intuition. Forbidden Feelings would tear her life apart.

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    As a writer, To fill my time I created a Character. Then another and another...this is how I've got more than a few. So, I write stories with them interacting. Here it goes.

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    Esmé Cousland is as furious with Alistair and she is with herself. How could he just leave her there, after she told him that she loved him?

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    Komaeda doesn't love himself- Hinata doesn't love Komaeda either; but in the end, he's the only one that could possibly help him. After all, Hinata is the only one on the island who could never ignore the sound of somone crying- even if it was Komaeda.

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    Funny how the brain reverts to its old self-destructive habits when you can't quite move on. How it piles blame on blame. If you have a past of hurting, you always get pulled back into it.
    Some people do their damnedest to keep you clinging to the future, though.

    (Day 6 of SHSL Rarepair Week! Prompt: The Fool Arcana.)
    (The Fool symbolizes endless opportunity, new beginnings, trusting the flow, and letting go of worry and fear.)

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    Yeah, I...actually feel like doing the glam-100 drabble sets. Might as well seeing as it don't look like there'll be new prompts.

    For convenience's sake I'll put the individual rating and category by each prompt title so you can use Chapter By Chapter view to hop to whatever kind of drabble you feel like at the time. Any needed warnings will go in the chapter notes.

    Chapter count may go up/down depending on if I get inspired to do more than one drabble set for a particular prompt or if I find there's a prompt I just can't do.

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    You never understood why mom was so upset with you, you never understood dad avoided you. The very least you did was try, but apparently it had not worked. This caused your bright blue sky, to boil and dry.

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    Tony isn't too sure what drew in the the old church in a run down part of town - he had just been walking to clear his head, to try to excise the terrible nightmares of the void from his mind, when he looked up and... there he was. Tony was struck by an urge to enter the ancient stone building, to explore it, a sense that maybe - just maybe - the answers he was looking for were inside.

    And maybe it was all just some sort of cosmic joke, because all he found was the most beautiful man he had ever met in his life - one who would most certainly not welcome his advances.

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    Richie has been self harming for years. And when Virgil finds out that his best friend is hurting, he will go to any lengths to help him. Warning: Major trigger warning for self harm. Slight AU regarding Richie's father. Previously published on ff.net as "Richie's Release."

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    After Pizza Steve professes his secrets to Mr. Gus, his dinosaur friend comforts him.

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    Niall Horan was bullied and abused; both to a point where he ended up homeless and on the streets of Doncaster. During his school days, his main bully was Louis Tomlinson and his group, consisting of: Zayn Malik, Harry Styles and Liam Payne. Niall moved from Mullingar, Ireland to Doncaster, England. Coincidentally, rich Louis Tomlinson, the boy who hates poor people stumbles across Niall Horan on the streets whilst being in Doncaster for College.

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    Dudley wakes up as a 16 year old in the Department of Mysteries with Harry Potter as a 36 year old with somehow acquiring the necessary needs to be a wizard, magic.
    With no idea as to how or why he's even younger than he was when he went missing, Dudley gets tied up with not only trying to sort through the truth about his disappearance but also dealing with his first year (6th year technically) at Hogwarts, the fact that he may or may not be bisexual (okay so his roommate may have something to do with it), and just plain trying to be himself as cliche as they may be.

    But seriously, fate had it out for him, his parents wanted normal and he ends up being the odd one out even among wizards! What's with his eyes glowing anyway?

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    Prompt: imagine bucky wallowing in guilt and shame after coming to live with the avengers post cap2 because he remembers being made to kill tony's parents and tony's been nothing but nice to him which is very confusing until he breaks down one day and shouts at tony and begs him to stop being so nice and hurt him or do something damn it. cue tony comforting him and making him realize that yes even if it is still difficult for him to cope with he knows that it wasn't bucky's fault he was hydra's weapon.

     

    AND: In all the fics I’ve seen, the fact that the winter soldier killed Tony’s parents is not made a big deal of. I’d like to see a drabble where Tony acknowledges that Bucky had no control over his actions, but it still takes him some time to stop seeing Maria’s (and Jarvis’, as the driver) blood on his hands. It would be nice to see that process of healing on both sides.

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    Mike used to cut himself growing up, but eventually stopped. After his fight with Harvey, however, old habits prove to die hard.

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    Eridan always thought he was a mistake. So did the other trolls. Nothing ever turned out right for him. Nothing at all. But when he gets a matesprit, he changes his mind. But of course being the troll he is, things go terribly wrong. ((Erisol fanfic)) Warning: self harm, suicide attempts, swearing, adult shit later maybe(?)

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    Kuroo and Kenma grew up extremely close, and Kuroo was positive that no secrets were being kept between them. So when he found out about Kenma's struggles that he had to deal with by himself all through elementary and middle school, Kuroo didn't know how to react.

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