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    Richie has been self harming for years. And when Virgil finds out that his best friend is hurting, he will go to any lengths to help him. Warning: Major trigger warning for self harm. Slight AU regarding Richie's father. Previously published on ff.net as "Richie's Release."

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    3/?
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    What if the memories Cas took from Sam are more than memories?
    What if Cas said "yes" when Dean asked him to get out of purgatory with him?

    There's only one true answer to both of those questions and that is that Dean doesn't have enough alcohol in his blood right now to deal with this.

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    10,216
    Chapters:
    10/?
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    2
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    9
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    1
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    474
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    Felix discovers something life changing and can't figure out how to tell Ralph

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    5,785
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    7/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    14
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    2
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    276
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    “JJ had been in love with George since the moment he first saw him. However, George never appeared to see him as anything more than a friend. JJ knew he wasn’t good enough for him, anyway. George deserved someone who was just as perfect as he was, and JJ wasn’t even close. He could live with that, though, as long as he would be able to see George, be around him. To be there for him when he was upset, to cheer him up. But George didn’t even need JJ for that anymore, he had his girlfriend now. He talked to her about everything that bothered him, just like he used to do with JJ, even though she didn’t care half as much as JJ did.
    And JJ could not live with that.”

    Or the one where JJ is in love with George and it's killing him.

    Based on the song Last to Know by The Wanted.

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    1/1
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    S2. Dean has barely been eating since their dad died 5 months ago, which leads to him passing out after a hunt. Sam and Bobby finally realise how much he has been struggling since John's death, and try to help him
    Sick!Dean. Worried/Protective!Sam/Bobby.

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    English
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    74,260
    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    60
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    2006
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    Phil Lester is a writer-slash-barista who works ridiculous hours in a small coffee shop just around the corner. Dan Howell is an aspiring pianist with a keen interest - it’s not a crush - on a certain cute barista working at a coffee shop just around the corner, who also turns out to be the hottest one-night stand that he never intends to see again except in his fantasies.

    But then again Fate is cruel and the million dollar question is whether love can transcend Dan’s past into something much bigger.

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    13,646
    Chapters:
    6/6
    Kudos:
    13
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    2
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    129
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    Gerard Way is just a nobody. No one cares about the chubby black haired boy. People made fun of him for liking comic books and D&D. The Vice Principal is more liked than Gerard Way. He’s fed up and sick of this place he calls his school. He decides to take matters into his own hands.

    Frank Iero isn’t popular, but he isn’t unpopular. Everyone knows him as the music guy who’s in a band and people think it’s cool that he plays guitar. He’s possibly the most laid back guy you’ll ever meet. Frank is a happy dude who enjoys the small things in life and is very blessed with everything he has.

     

    Warnings of violence, school shootings, depression and suicide attempts.

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    English
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    13,682
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    285
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    The Shire was destroyed in the year of 2786 by orcs. They raided them and plundered into their lands, killing without cause or mercy. The rangers were unable to save the Shire in time. The hobbits were driven from their lands, out of their homes, to wander the winding roads as they searched for a new home....
    And in the same year a prophecy was told...
    A prophecy of something terrible...
    It will consume all...
    It is now 2941 and things have changed greatly. A once future that was set in stone, was shifted and carved differently. The once noble Bilbo Baggins was reborn as something other than what he was. He became something no one had intended him to be...

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    13,593
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    331
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    Reiji's hatred for his brother is just a cover-up for how much he really loathes himself, and Shu is all too aware of the fact. The younger vampire has a bad habit of stalking his brother around the house, particularly when he's in a state of undress. What does Shu do? Stalk him right back and catch him in the act of something far less innocent than peeping.

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    1/1
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    John and Greg struggle with the loss of their consulting detective. Both are hurting and grieving and dealing as best they can. But sometimes the best you give isn't enough.

    *****

    “John…”

    Without warning John harshly kicked his bags down the stairs where they landed with a bang against the front door startling Greg badly, the silver haired man worried that he would be next to receive the physical brunt of John’s vicious anger.

    “I said get out.”

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    29,714
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    127
    Kudos:
    77
    Bookmarks:
    9
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    1851
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    It was just an accident... just an accident... just an accident...
    Not like that would change anything, he was a murderer, he had killed does he was meant to protect, killed!
    Bunny blames him, and rightly so.
    Tooth, Sandy and North on the other hand are desperate to help him, they say he needs help, his scared though... so scared.
    He wants to go down, down, down, down, to the South Pole, there he will be safe. Yeah, there he will be safe. But the guardians have other plans, even Bunny who blames him thinks he shouldn't go down to the South Pole.

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    880
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    4
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    Dean, a lawyer at his adopted father's law firm, somehow ends up in a strip club one night. He meets "The Angel"- otherwise known as Castiel Novak. Castiel works at the strip club with his twin brother to pay for his little sister's hospital bills.

    Obviously you know where this is going.

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    English
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    44,477
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    33
    Kudos:
    104
    Bookmarks:
    12
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    1785
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    Michael and Lindsay have the healthiest sick relationship.

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    English
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    339
    Chapters:
    1/2
    Kudos:
    3
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    92
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    A series of Petopher drabbles previously posted on Tumblr.

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    English
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    22,277
    Chapters:
    32/?
    Comments:
    93
    Kudos:
    261
    Bookmarks:
    25
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    5186
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    All around her the walls thrust out new spikes and icicles. They’re accusing fingers, they’re bared and hungry knives, and they are all pointing at her.

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    10,443
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    215
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    "What was the purpose of his existence, again?"
    In which Matsuoka Rin reaches his breaking point, and everything seems to be a lie.

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    1,250
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
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    5
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    45
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    Mental hospitals are for kids with problems with self-harm, suicide, anxiety, depression, and mental disorders. When new kid Ashton arrives at the facility, he finds that things there are a lot more broken than they seem. After being there for only a couple hours, he begins to truly realize how much mental disorders and suicidal thoughts can do to people. All the while, the morbidity rate is high- as one by one, patients are being killed- or kill themselves. The cause is unknown to Ashton, but the desire to find out burns in his mind. That’s not to say- his own demons will lay calm for him. When they strike back full force, Ashton’s life takes a nosedive for the worst. His strength will be tested to the limit, and it’s either- fight against his mind…or give up and let them take control.

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    English
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    42,667
    Chapters:
    31/31
    Comments:
    110
    Kudos:
    573
    Bookmarks:
    62
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    10160
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    Hurting the people you love is one of the most hurtful things in life. Not only to them, but to you and the people around you. Being a master of thoughts, Charles always had the notion that he would never give in to the depths of depression. Erik, on the other hand, had always used his rage against his enemies; but now his enemy is himself.

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    English
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    400
    Chapters:
    1/5
    Kudos:
    4
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    Calum writes down his secrets. Luke finds them.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
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    34
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    544
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    Michael has no idea what class he'll be. Is he an Alpha? And Omega? A Beta? It wouldn't really matter would it? He already knows he cant find a mate either way. Its nearly impossible...no one would ever want to care about him...

    (Updates Saturdays or Sundays)

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    English
    Words:
    2,365
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1540

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