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    Mental hospitals are for kids with problems with self-harm, suicide, anxiety, depression, and mental disorders. When new kid Ashton arrives at the facility, he finds that things there are a lot more broken than they seem. After being there for only a couple hours, he begins to truly realize how much mental disorders and suicidal thoughts can do to people. All the while, the morbidity rate is high- as one by one, patients are being killed- or kill themselves. The cause is unknown to Ashton, but the desire to find out burns in his mind. That’s not to say- his own demons will lay calm for him. When they strike back full force, Ashton’s life takes a nosedive for the worst. His strength will be tested to the limit, and it’s either- fight against his mind…or give up and let them take control.

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    English
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    40,385
    Chapters:
    29/?
    Comments:
    82
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    490
    Bookmarks:
    53
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    "Why do we feel such strong emotion,
    Of complete care and pure devotion.
    It seems to bring,just pain and fear,
    Along with shame and then the tears."
    -Spencer Castro; The Cycle

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    832
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Tony isn't quite as human as everyone believes.
    Here's a hint: He wears mirrored contact lenses.
    Oh, and there are snakes in his hair.

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    English
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    1,509
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    96
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    2912
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    Peter knew that his life as Spider-Man was a risk. He put the lives of his friends in danger, simply by acting as the hero of the city. The only real lifeline he had was Wade, but his feelings for Wade were changing . . . growing . . . he was losing his identity as 'Peter'. He would need to learn who the man was beneath the mask.

    He would need to choose right or risk losing everything.

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    English
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    36,851
    Chapters:
    9/23
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    973
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    Sherlock Holmes has finally emerged from hiding, and is on the case. While investigating a series of carefully executed murders, Sherlock teams up with his former partner in crime, John Watson. As much as Sherlock wishes things could be as they used to, he knows that much has changed. John has moved on, and is currently engaged to Mary Morstan, who isn't as perfect or as kind as she seems. Trying to cope with this new knowledge, Sherlock buries himself in the case. However, the closer he gets to finding the identity of the murderer, the detective is stunned by what he finds.

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    English
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    1,447
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    174
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    No hurry to have sex. Which means Newt could put it off, keep thinking up excuses and pushing it back and - and -

    And trap Hermann in a lie of a relationship that will never reach a natural conclusion.

    God. Why did he think this would ever work?

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    English
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    18,985
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    122
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1696
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    The story is about Levi: A depressed neurotic man who is successful at writing but unsuccessful at everything else. Setting: Breakfast (never in the morning) at his favorite diner, a record store that hasn't dusted its ceiling fan since the 1970's, a hole in the wall cafe to drink black tea and judge the terrible tongue tied poets on the shoddy ill-lit stage, a park with swings that are always annoyingly wet, and his immaculate apartment in the city. Levi is riddled with quirky traditions and struggles with anxiety, still battling childhood memories he can never completely forget. Then enter Eren Jaeger, the too loud and too passionate guitar player that takes the stage one night that just won't stop staring at Levi. Eren is full of hope and promise and everything Levi needs, but Levi can't have what's good for him. Right?

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    English
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    57,960
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    287
    Kudos:
    411
    Bookmarks:
    100
    Hits:
    7031
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    Frank's a depressed self harming teen who has just been moved to a new town and a new school. His new school is hell and he just wants to be numb. Frank feels alone, his mothers never there and Frank is left to try and make it but, he struggles. The angel in his attic knows he needs to help Frank but, that's all he really knows.

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    English
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    7,825
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    9
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    324
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    When Jack escapes from Gilboa with his newborn son, there's only one place he thinks he can go.

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    English
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    29,954
    Chapters:
    31/?
    Comments:
    56
    Kudos:
    70
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1410
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    It is impossible, without corroborative evidence, to distinguish a true memory from a false one.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    395
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    Why is Greece so tired all the time? Well: he hates himself. Turkey finds out and decides to help him.

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    1,836
    Chapters:
    2/6
    Kudos:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    66
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    John and Greg struggle with the loss of their consulting detective. Both are hurting and grieving and dealing as best they can. But sometimes the best you give isn't enough.

    *****

    “John…”

    Without warning John harshly kicked his bags down the stairs where they landed with a bang against the front door startling Greg badly, the silver haired man worried that he would be next to receive the physical brunt of John’s vicious anger.

    “I said get out.”

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    English
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    11,648
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    46
    Kudos:
    32
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    641
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    In retrospect, the fall wasn’t as sudden as it sometimes feels. He’s always drunk his fair bit at parties, events of all sorts or even just at home with his mates. But he could stop back then. He could have just a couple of beers and move onto soft drinks. He had no problem with that. He could control it, could control his thirst. He had reasons to.

    Now, however...

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    English
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    6,898
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Kudos:
    13
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    236
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    (And the One Time He Learned to Love Himself)

    Fill for a prompt on the kinkmeme:

    Each of the Guardians falls just a little bit in love with Peter during various missions, flights or downtimes.

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    English
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    12,908
    Chapters:
    5/5
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    406
    Bookmarks:
    80
    Hits:
    5993
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    Hunger hurts, and I want him so bad,
    Oh, it kills,
    'Cause I know I'm a mess
    He don't wanna clean up.
    I gotta fold 'cause these hands are
    Too shaky to hold.
    Hunger hurts, but starving works
    When it costs too much to love.

    Language:
    English
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    2,226
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    14
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    Loki is being punished on Asgard, but when events lead him back to earth, he escapes and immediately goes for revenge. Fighting the Avengers on his own soon proves to be too much for him to handle. In his enemys' hands, Loki starts to re-thinks his actions, but with the Avengers's distrust working against him; the secrets being revealed in Asgard and Thanos already on the move, it might still be too late...

    Post-Avengers, ignoring Thor-The Dark World so far, as this has been started before the movie came out.
    Rated 'T' for violence and possible triggers

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    English
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    62,594
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    134
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    3251
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    A lot of things happen. Some good, other less so.

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    English
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    7,522
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    26
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    256
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    In the 1910s, a large group of struggling young people from all over the United States have all been declared criminally insane and sent to an asylum off somewhere in the rainy Pacific Northwest. In this fateful asylum, they will discover true love and friendship, betrayal and denial, abuse and racism and homophobia. But maybe, they will also find themselves.

    Language:
    English
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    15,208
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    14
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    2719
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    Jessica is left with three things: a medication prescription, a warning not to look for answers, and a freshly, disconcertingly blank memory.

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    English
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    15,015
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    126
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    Castiel has been locked away, forgotten by the world, and bedeviled to insanity. He's lost his mind and everything that ever meant anything to him. Now his life consists of a wrecked, unraveling reality and a constant state of confusion. Is there enough hope left for him to fight for his life-for goodness-for a noble cause?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,146
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    21
    Hits:
    215

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