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    Falling apart is easy. Putting yourself back together... that's the hard part. In the aftermath of the other nations' 'assistance', America struggles to find his equilibrium and make sense of a world he never realised was so screwed up. [Sequel to Bealtaine]

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    Mental hospitals are for kids with problems with self-harm, suicide, anxiety, depression, and mental disorders. When new kid Ashton arrives at the facility, he finds that things there are a lot more broken than they seem. After being there for only a couple hours, he begins to truly realize how much mental disorders and suicidal thoughts can do to people. All the while, the morbidity rate is high- as one by one, patients are being killed- or kill themselves. The cause is unknown to Ashton, but the desire to find out burns in his mind. That’s not to say- his own demons will lay calm for him. When they strike back full force, Ashton’s life takes a nosedive for the worst. His strength will be tested to the limit, and it’s either- fight against his mind…or give up and let them take control.

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    15/?
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    Bucky Barnes is free. No gods, no masters. It's going to be a god damned shit show.

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    Dean's possession by the First Blade leads to horrific consequences for Sam and painful soul-searching for both brothers. Why are Sam and Dean Winchester the way they are?

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    Eren is an 18 year old boy that is going through a kind of hard time in his life. When he get's drunk at one of his friends party's, he ends up in the middle of the road and almost fucking die's. Now he has to deal with a crazy hot midget and an angry sister on top of his fuck all life.

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    When Jack escapes from Gilboa with his newborn son, there's only one place he thinks he can go.

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    Leonard had considered himself a good, kind man, despite his unwillingness to coddle fools. He'd given everything to his wife, leaving him hollow, as though she'd carved out those kinder parts of him and thrown them away. He was weak; he always said each time was the last. But he couldn't say no to Chekov.

    And Chekov has no intention of leaving him alone.

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    I just got hit with a hankering. And cyborgs are awesome and yeah. Meant to be apart of the thought process Jack/Raiden has before getting enhanced and losing everything else of his physical body, with a bit of his own, albeit things I thought were more interesting, reasons.
    Also this is probably confusing as hell.

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    He remembers feeling the material against his bare stomach, he remembers taking his arm that had been wrapped around the duvet and ran it over his stomach. He felt [i]podgy[/i]. He wasn't fat, Michael knew that, of course he did, he just, his stomach wasn't flat or muscular, and when he was on his side like that with his knees tucked up it flabbed a bit and that shouldn't have been a big deal cause you know, it's just the position he's lying in, but it was a big deal, it [i]bugged him[/i].

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    The one where Michael is very insecure about his body and stops letting Calum cuddle him but Calum like to cuddle, cuddling is very important to their relationship and Calum is cuddle deprived and frustrated and Luke knows too much and Ashton is adorable.

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    After his betrayal by Igmund Ulfric, still not recovered from the war and his captivity, wakes to find himself imprisoned once more; this time deep beneath Markarth, a city he has come to loathe almost as much as its corrupt, sycophantic ruler.
    He does not expect anything good to come out of that cesspit of a place, but surprisingly it does, in the form of the only company he has: a voice in the dark.

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    "Welcome to The Top Hat Club...where your darkest desires are our pleasure..."
    It's a line that John Watson knows too well...he's been saying it every night for years. His spirit and pride have long since fled and he's resigned to his fate in the hands of his twisted boss, who strives to make John cry every single night. Until the night the daring light of a handsome young stranger penetrates his dark world. His hands don't make John shudder with revulsion and his words sooth John's personal loathing. But will his stranger rescue him from his torments...or will his rescuer leave him to die?

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    11/?
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    After they learn Loki survived the fall from the Bifrost, Odin and Thor learn a great deal about Jotuns that they weren't aware of before, and they come to believe that a lot of Loki's madness stems from the suppression of Loki's Jotun nature and sexuality.

    Thor was sent to Earth to help Loki. That's what he's going to do, whether Loki likes it or not. The newly formed Avengers are roped into helping out, and team bonding happens an entirely different way.

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    25/?
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    When Derek catches Stiles cutting,he doesn't know what to do.

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    Clint would have come to help. Like, really. If it hadn't been for just a tiny detail—the kind which causes the best laid plans to spiral into chaos.

    It's not like Clint had a plan, anyway. Still, this whole slavery thing is supposed to be Loki's punishment. Maybe Clint's being petty, but it sounds more like the joke's on him.

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    Your name is Roxy Lalonde and you really hate yourself right now.
    You're seventeen years old and thanks to the help of your best friend, Dirk Strider, you've quit drinking, When all your friends start hating you, you kinda start hating yourself too. and now you're here, sobbing and drinking.

    Late night sadstuck drabble I am hella sorry for writing this cause I adore Roxy so much but nhhm.

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    Frank's a depressed self harming teen who has just been moved to a new town and a new school. His new school is hell and he just wants to be numb. Frank feels alone, his mothers never there and Frank is left to try and make it but, he struggles. The angel in his attic knows he needs to help Frank but, that's all he really knows.

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    He couldn't control himself. Between the Mark of Cain and his newfound demonic capabilities, Dean Winchester was a stranger in his own skin.

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    Two paths lay before her: to hurt, or to be hurt. She chose the former, knowing who she would become, and it's too late to go back.

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    It happened on a Sunday; and despite the first three letters of the word, the sun was nowhere in sight. Luckily Louis has come to terms with the fact that all his best days just so happen to be on the gloomiest.
    Or the one where Harry is a painter and Louis just wants to get high.

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    Sora and Riku have been best friends for years, after a long absence he comes back. What happens when his friend not only seems different, but is hiding a secret from him ? Originally on fan fiction but edited> trust me this is WAY better that the original

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