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    When Jack escapes from Gilboa with his newborn son, there's only one place he thinks he can go.

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    35/?
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    Peter has done many things that he wishes he could just erase. Sometimes he wishes that he could change but he doubts he has the will to do so. Oftentimes, however; all it takes is the belief of someone else to spark the fire within.

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    S2. Dean has barely been eating since their dad died 5 months ago, which leads to him passing out after a hunt. Sam and Bobby finally realise how much he has been struggling since John's death, and try to help him
    Sick!Dean. Worried/Protective!Sam/Bobby.

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    9/?
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    29
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    5
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    Peter knew that his life as Spider-Man was a risk. He put the lives of his friends in danger, simply by acting as the hero of the city. The only real lifeline he had was Wade, but his feelings for Wade were changing . . . growing . . . he was losing his identity as 'Peter'. He would need to learn who the man was beneath the mask.

    He would need to choose right or risk losing everything.

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    141
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    26
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    Art is left in a coma after his attempted suicide, and he has a dream about his brother and closest friend. "How do you wake Sleeping Beauty?" asks Nice, smirking back at Skill. The light-haired boy smiles and chirps, "With love!" And you are still loved, Art. You just need to realize it.

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    1/1
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    After Stile's mother died Stiles turned to a less than healthy coping strategy. Cutting and restricting food has been his way of coping for several years and sees no end to it in sight. Enter Derek Hale. After seeing the mysterious and brooding Derek, Stiles becomes love struck but the voices in his head tell him that Derek will never return his affections. On the anniversary of his mother's death, Stiles falls prey to his old habits again but this time something is different. He doesn't feel any pain. Que Derek to save Stiles from himself.

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    1,212
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    2/?
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    4
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    10
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    3
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    When Jacklyn is finally free of the confining walls and torture that is Hydra, will she be able to start over? Finally live a normal life? When she meet a bright young man in a Brooklyn apartment she starts to think that her life is finally going to be normal. Unfortunately that is not the case.

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    2/?
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    When he's not being raped, beaten, or forced to commit murder, the Winter Soldier has a lot of time alone to dream and wonder what it would be like to not be treated like a piece of trash. He makes up a fantasy friend who would be big and strong and come and rescue him from HYDRA and all the people who hurt him. Then he would take the Soldier home and give him good food and wash him and touch him softly and take him to his nice warm bed and kiss him and hold him close and keep him safe.

    Of course when he imagines this friend it's always a blonde blue-eyed handsome man. The Soldier decides to give this imaginary friend a name and the only one that comes to mind is Steve...

    He doesn't realize that this person isn't made up - he is a memory.

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    4,302
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    1/1
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    14
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    73
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    AU in which Thomas and Sybil save Edward's life that night in the hospital. It's an old story, but one that deserves to be told...

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    1
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    Loki bowed his head and brushed his hand through his hair, wishing it was Tony’s hand.
    “It’s not fair…” His words were barely a whisper.
    But it was fair. A part of him knew that.
    After all, Loki wasn’t supposed to get what he wanted.

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    6/?
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    18
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    55
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    7
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    An inner monologue about Fai's newfound reason for living. Kurofai

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    1/1
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    My name is Louis Tomlinson. I'm 16 years old. I have a massive crush on Harry Styles, but he's 18. I have no friends. Harry is popular. I'm a nobody. He'd never like me...

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    or: Louis is quiet and Harry is a popular. It started with a dare...

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    1/2
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    6
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    1
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    The club is Dante's, the room is the Cage, and Dean is only there because he hates himself. He's buzzdrunk from the shots he had at the upstairs bar, and dizzy from the heat. Ugly music thumps his bones, the juddering bassline overlaid with exactly the sort of discordant techno-trash he otherwise wouldn't stomach in a fit. The Cage smells of sweat, sex and spilled beer, the tight space full of half- and near-naked bodies gyrating against each other and – shit, is that guy actually naked? He is, and the two men sandwiching him on the dancefloor look pretty pleased about it. Dean, in his jeans and tee, is practically overdressed, and as he stands there, equal parts aroused and ashamed, he has a brief moment of clarity. Get out. Go home. Stop punishing yourself.

    Almost, he does. But through the din and crush, he suddenly feels eyes on him, and when he finds their owner, he remembers why he came.

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    2/?
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    45
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    5
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    "The days were in a blurry haze of screaming and fighting and doors slamming. The nights were a rush of rage and beer and violence. Suddenly Harry couldn't see his friends, or talk to his mum or even have his own cell phone. After there was busted lips, black eyes, and bruised hips. That was what he lived in that’s what he knew."

    Or the one where Harry is being abused and Louis is the doctor that takes care of him

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    Michael can't see the end and he can't remember the beginning, but he has to start somewhere, right?

    Through a flurry of winged-boys, rabbit ears, and winking slivers of silver, he'll find what he's looking for, even if it's not what he wanted in the first place.

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    1/?
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    Flashes of the time between Determined's end and the prologue of Dedicated...and maybe more?

    A glimpse at Damon's journey as he adjusts to life in the pack that loves him and Derek and Isaac's realization that Stiles has DID and the complications arising around it.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    47
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    47
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    5
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    655
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    Dean has a lot of self hatred but a certain somebody changes his mind.

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    2/2
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    8
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    The battle over the fate of the world raged for hundreds of years. Finally after so many good had won out, but evil refused to rest. A war so devastating has left society and it's governments in ruin. The darkness has overtaken the Earth. But, there is still hope in the form of a single tortured warrior.

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    98,308
    Chapters:
    52/?
    Comments:
    2
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    3
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    When Arthur opens the door to low tapping, he knows immediately what awaits him. Merlin looks even worse than Arthur's expected though—he’s pale and shaking, his eyes full of pain and pupils blown wide. Fuck, Arthur thinks. It hasn’t even been two weeks.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
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    8
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    43
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    3
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    617
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    Why is Greece so tired all the time? Well: he hates himself. Turkey finds out and decides to help him.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    1
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    14
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    211

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