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    Gravity Falls, once a childhood haven for Dipper Pines, has become marred by filth and blood. With severed familial ties in his grasp and the weight of a corpse on his back, the only thing holding him above the tide is the demon that destroyed his life, but gave him something new and fragile in return.

    Bound by flesh and forever barred from omniscience, Bill is left to flounder in uncertainty as he struggles to come to terms with his own limitations. Feeling alienated by his humanity even as he is consumed by it, his only choice is to rely on the human that had warped him so drastically.

    Tethered by strings of twisted morality and growing affection, they travel to every corner of the world to peel back grimy secrets, some of which had escaped even the unfettered gaze of the All Seeing Eye.
     

    A continuation of Bright Eyes and Providence. Be sure to read those first!

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    8/?
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    You’ve got me feeling strange,
    ‘Cause I love to hate you so damn much,
    But I can’t think of leaving,
    ‘Cause you’re what keeps me breathing.

    'Calum pointedly didn’t look at Michael’s emerald green eyes or the soft curve of his cherry-coloured lips. He didn’t think about how looking at Michael these days made his heart clench in his chest because, if Calum did let himself consider that, everything that he’d fought so hard to believe would crumble around him.'

    Calum's best friends are falling apart, Mali is gone, and Calum just wants to be perfect.

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    90/?
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    When you live like a wolf, amongst wolves, you become a wolf.

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    No one really cares, right? Or, a collection of oneshots where Namjoon is too blinded by his hatred for himself to see the love everyone else has for him.

    Sad endings are marked with [S] and happy endings are [H]

    NEW UPDATE:
    Namjoon doesn't remember why Jimin, Jungkook, and Taehyung like to kick him until his body is covered in wounds.

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    8/?
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    Wonho had enough on how Changkyun always says ridiculous things about his friends saying that they always try to flirt with him. He demands a break of their relationship and Changkyun was devastated. Changkyun starts having negative thoughts on how he wasn't good enough for Wonho, wasn't handsome enough for Wonho and wasn't thinner enough for Wonho. This is the story where Changkyun slowly destroying himself to make Wonho take him back.

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    5/?
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    112
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    13
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    Lance is the jokester of team Voltron. He always has been but what his friends don't know is that he has a reason for the way he is. A bad one that he never wanted to tell anyone, but when a spell goes wrong he won’t have a choose. Can the paladins survive his mind or will it destroy Lance?

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    6/?
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    312
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    44
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    Tony was coping fine.

    Well, fine apart from the fact that he had well and truly pushed himself to breaking point, both mentally and physically. But it was ok, Stark men are made of iron and he didn't have time to fall apart. His team needs him. And he can't let them down again. He has to stop being a failure. If he just worked a bit harder, things would all be ok. Right?!

    ...

    Or the one where Tony Stark is being his usual self-destructive self, and it takes Steve causing him to have a panic attack in the middle of a debriefing for the team to realise that perhaps, Ironman isn't quite as indestructible as he would have people believe.

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    Marc could be a real punk in return, but there was something adorable about it. It gave Patric the same sense of accomplishment he had initially received from presenting game pucks to him. Maybe that’s why the interactions became a part of their warmups.

    Or maybe he just needed a routine.

    Which was what he always tried to convince himself whenever he started pondering the tangled web of emotions that were beginning to take root in his subconscious.

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    This was a mistake. Viktor needed to somehow pry Yuuri off of him and leave the room immediately. Viktor was drunk, and Yuuri was so far beyond gone that there wasn’t even a word for it. But the alpha in Viktor was having an incredibly difficult time resisting the pungent scent of cherry blossoms and ocean that filled his nose. Viktor snapped.

    They had been reckless.

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    What if there really had been a shooter in 4x18. Two end up at the hospital, with an experience that brings them closer to each other. They end up finding help with someone that really shouldn't care all that much, but can't help wanting them to find hope and love again. Klaine and Brittana

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    6/?
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    2
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    Castiel had loved Lord Sam since he was thirteen years old. The damaged, heroic, tragically beautiful younger Winchester brother had retreated to the remote, bleak, and haunted northerly fiefdom of Old Winchester after the terrible Demon War.

    That made Old Winchester the only place Cas wanted to be.

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    23/?
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    How hard can it be to find and love the person you’re destined to be with as declared by the Gods themselves? There are simple rules and they go like this;

    Rule Number One of the Soul-Bind: Never reject the Bind. Rejection of the Soul-Bind should be reported immediately by the rejected to the Council of Soul-Binds. The half of the Bind rejecting completion of the Soul-Bind will be referred to a Soul-Bind counselor for them and their Soul-Mate. Refusal to engage in counselling will result in imprisonment for the half of the Soul-Bind which refuses treatment of the Bind.

    Rule Number Two of the Soul-Bind: In the rare case of a lack of a Soul-Mark by the age of 16 it should be reported immediately to the Council of Soul-Binds. Failure to do so will result in imprisonment of the UnMarked and the UnMarked’s family.

    Rule Number Three of the Soul-Bind: If the Gods Bind two individuals of the same gender to each other this is recognized as a corrupt Soul-Bind. If the two halves engage in completion of the Soul-Bind both will be sentenced to death.

    Simple as can be, right? Wrong. And Seokjin finds this answer to be true in the form of Kim Namjoon.

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    6/?
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    Set the summer after forth year. 

    Harry has a secret about his life in Little Whinging. He also has a tremendous talent. Both of which he has spent years hiding. When Harry is rescued from the Dursleys by his godfather he is desperate to stop him from piecing his past together and finding out who he really is. But what will happen when control starts to slip from his grasp and he discovers he's not the only one with secrets. 

    Novel inspired by a song. 
    This story will contain child abuse. 

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    Chapters:
    5/5
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    33
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    5
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    *can be read as a stand-alone work*

    John Winchester had never been quiet about his view on male/male relationships, secondary genders aside. Weak faggots would never be allowed in his house.

    One drunk night Sam ends in bed with another man. He was just curious, right? And pretty drunk.
    But what he had not expected was how something preached by his dad to be so wrong, felt so right. How quickly he could fall in love with someone John would never accept.
    So Sam tries to fall out of love. He finds Jessica, lives with her, but never really manages to love her the way she deserves.

    Luck has never been on the side of a Winchester, and Sam is left alone with their child, grieving and filled with guilt. And in love with the man he hurt so badly. Will the youngest brother ever accept his feelings and the rightness of being with someone you love?

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    8/?
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    55
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    After Credence's execution by the Aurors under Seraphina Picquery's orders in NYC's City Hall Subway Station, Newt was the only eyewitness to a single sliver of Credence's Obscurus slithering out of the wreckage after Grindelwald's arrest at dawn on December 8th.

    Thanks to Newt's released Thunderbird, Frank who conjured up a rainstorm and diluted the Swooping Evil venom, the rampage of Credence's Obscurus has been wiped from the No - Maj's memories. Newt has said a heartfelt goodbye to Tina, promising to return with her personal copy of his future published book, Fantastic Beasts & Where To Find Them.

    Newt departs New York for England after midday on December 8th and ponders the thought of Credence's true fate on the four day voyage home. On the dark stormy winter evening of December 8th, Albus Dumbledore is travelling with a mysterious and magical companion on an ocean liner as they await their arrival into New York City.

    Tired after the long voyage, Albus intends to search for a hotel to stay in for the night. Having heard rumours of Grindelwald's presence in New York in pursuit of an Obscurial, the wise wizard intends to reveal his knowledge to MACUSA in the days ahead as they will need it.

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    Josh Dun, a Sex ED teacher at Columbus High, is receiving letters everyday from an unknown source. The letters are rather...sexual.
    Who is sending Josh these notes?
    And what's with the quiet shy kid in his class named Tyler?
    Will Josh finally get answers to these questions?

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    42/?
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    25
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    Yoongi never really intended to be a singer. But there's someone who trusts yoongi more than he trusts himself. He has made it big, bigger than her expectations. Yoongi has everything but nothing enough to cover the void inside of him. None of his success can console his self-depreciating thoughts.

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    3/?
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    Guess who's baaack? It's officially been a year since Who actually cares, part 1 and I decided to return for round 2.
    The way to leave a prompt is simple; write a comment under one of the existing chapters. Tell me what you want to happen and what pairing you want. I accept smut (obvs)
    No Incest or MPreg please!!
    GAY PAIRINGS ONLY LADS!
    Will x Nico: 3, 8, 17, 25, 34, 36, 37, 39, 40, 42, 44
    Jason x Nico: 4, 14, 15, 16, 27, 41
    Jason x Percy: 2, 7, 13, 31
    Frank x Leo: 21, 24, 38
    Nico x Mitchell: 6, 30
    Connor x Mitchell: 12, 33
    Luke x Percy: 10, 35
    Luke x Nico: 5
    Thanatos x Cupid: 9
    Will x Leo: 11
    Percy x Leo: 18
    Will x Percy: 22
    Beckendorf x Luke: 23
    Luke x Leo: 26
    Percy x Malcolm: 28
    Michael x Travis: 29
    Michael x Octavian: 43
    Foursome/Threesome: 19, 20, 32

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    44/?
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    314
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    438
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    Shiro could never escape his demons. Haunted by his past and the trauma that never let him go, he found escape in the arms of a daredevil with a death wish. Keith was a mistake Shiro could never stop making, even if it destroyed them both.

    Sometimes, love just isn’t enough.

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    33,086
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    93
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    126
    Bookmarks:
    23
    Hits:
    2001

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