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    You are allowed to change guilds. Some of them are pretty obvious: a few Simic guildmages have ultimately left their Zonots for the Selesnya Conclave. Sometimes it's bizarre, but makes a certain amount of sense: some Gruul warriors have ultimately preferred the harmony of the Boros Legion to their original clan.

    And then...then you have this.

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    "Don't be like this, Darling... I know that you're desperate for someone to love you," Eddie pleaded, his voice hoarse from all of the screaming he'd done earlier when chasing his beloved.

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    a story in which louis moved to paris to get away and is now working a nine to five job he hates, niall can’t speak french, zayn is so far gone for a boy he doesn’t even know and the pink of harry’s lips stands out even more against the purple of a bruise

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    A smirk formed upon my lips at how he sounded as he choked. "Y'know," I began and squeezed tighter, "you sound so much better when you can't breathe…"

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    It's over.

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    Thorin has been neglecting Fíli for years without realising it, and now that Fíli appears to be turning down a dangerous path its up to Balin and Dwalin to show Thorin just how badly he's hurt his nephew so they can try and save him before its too late.

    Inspired by WerewulfTherewulf (FerrellOConnellMcGee)'s fic Why Must You Be So Blind?

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    Somewhen in the year after the Arishok, Fenris is flitting around with our favourite pirate trying to make sense of things and Hawke is more alone than ever. When she decides to busy her thoughts with slavers instead of rest, Varric and Sebastian ferry her away to the prince's vacation home in Ostwick.

    Feedback welcome - wanted even :)

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    Why is Greece so tired all the time? Well: he hates himself. Turkey finds out and decides to help him.

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    Peter knew that his life as Spider-Man was a risk. He put the lives of his friends in danger, simply by acting as the hero of the city. The only real lifeline he had was Wade, but his feelings for Wade were changing . . . growing . . . he was losing his identity as 'Peter'. He would need to learn who the man was beneath the mask.

    He would need to choose right or risk losing everything.

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    Gerard and Mikey haven't seen eachother for two years after moving to different sides of the world. When they meet again for My Chemical Romance's Comeback Tour, will they continue to hide the feelings they've had since childhood? As the stress of bottled-up feelings and live performances takes over, some of Mikey's old habits make a reappearance.

    (Lalalalala another one of those 'hey look we love eachother lets do the do but wait oh sprinkles somethings come up' fanfics)

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    Kíli is trying to come to terms with being a woman but her family doesn't support some of the things so has to do to make her body match her soul. But Kíli stands strong and uses old rumours to her advantage...

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    S2. Dean has barely been eating since their dad died 5 months ago, which leads to him passing out after a hunt. Sam and Bobby finally realise how much he has been struggling since John's death, and try to help him
    Sick!Dean. Worried/Protective!Sam/Bobby.

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    'Luke remembers how he spent more and more time in the woods until, one day, it occurred to him that he didn’t even feel like he belonged in his own home anymore.'

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    "You can try and predict the direction that a story like mine will go. You can predict that it will drift on and on and I'll keep racking up the fame and glory of who I am, revered as some beautiful gift to my industry. Or, you can try and predict that my life will spiral directly into an abyss, a black hole that this industry is sickeningly famous for.

    What you can't predict is where my story will end. For me, I only want it to end in one place: His warm arms. Like a protective wall around me."

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    A Love Story. A very Elven love story.

    Elves love. Elves are not human, not mortal, they do things differently. But - what you don't know, you don't miss - until you find out.

    A companion to Wager of Sin (but you don't need to have read that), in which Erestor is the eminently sensible advisor to Elrond, having hung up his sword, and Glorfindel - is not so sensible, and has not hung up his sword.

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    The story is about Levi: A depressed neurotic man who is successful at writing but unsuccessful at everything else. Setting: Breakfast (never in the morning) at his favorite diner, a record store that hasn't dusted its ceiling fan since the 1970's, a hole in the wall cafe to drink black tea and judge the terrible tongue tied poets on the shoddy ill-lit stage, a park with swings that are always annoyingly wet, and his immaculate apartment in the city. Levi is riddled with quirky traditions and struggles with anxiety, still battling childhood memories he can never completely forget. Then enter Eren Jaeger, the too loud and too passionate guitar player that takes the stage one night that just won't stop staring at Levi. Eren is full of hope and promise and everything Levi needs, but Levi can't have what's good for him. Right?

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    This is a one-shot I wrote like a couple of days after S9's finale aired. Dean waking up in the bunker & having only Meredith to talk to & finding out he's become the one thing he's hated the most.

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    Judy develops an eating disorder after a few flippant jokes about her weight. Can Maggie get her healthy, happy partner back before it's too late?

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    So I somehow got inspired for something really dark and sci fi at the same time so after sitting down and sketching the character, I wrote this.

    It's set up as a journal and since I didn't want to struggle with accurate dating for a Star Wars thing that was so short, I just used normal months and days and not years or anything fancy. The title is also a shout out to the Expendable song about troopers and red shirts.

    So anyways, there is slight symbolism, intense depression, violence, gore, sensitive material, self hate, rambling, suicide, self harm, loneliness, etc. I honestly don't feel like listing everything and I don't care if it's "politically correct" with all the Star Wars information, I purposefully didn't put any or if I did, it was a small glaze over that doesn't even matter. Just enjoy the sad story of a lonely and broken trooper and his year on the Death Star or don't and go read something else, I don't care.

    Songs that are nice to listen to while reading this could be "Send it Out to the Universe" by Samantha James, "Angel" by Within Temptation, "Beautiful" by Eminem, "This Heart of Ice" by Nomy, or "Ghost Assassin" by Maduk ft. Veela

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    'Ash remembers when someone posted a photo of Ash drawing a butterfly on the girl’s wrist on Twitter, and Ash remembers that that was when the trouble started.'

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