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    Summary

    A friend is someone you'll do anything for.

    If the friend is a handler, doubly so.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    38
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    64
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    7
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    865
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    "Maybe the little bruises and cuts that show up on your body seemingly out of nowhere are actually little injuries that happened to your soulmate and you get the same marks on your skin as them"

    Language:
    English
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    7,360
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    98
    Bookmarks:
    21
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    2820
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    AU Mario is a 15 year old school boy, Marco is a 20 year old college drop out even though the relationship is complicated and everyone is trying to break them up Marco and Mario are determined to keep it going.

    Language:
    English
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    32,314
    Chapters:
    32/?
    Comments:
    108
    Kudos:
    224
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    6428
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    Written for a prompt on the Daredevil Kinkmeme

    I am a horrible person, but I want Matt "punishing" himself for something (I don't care what) by fucking himself with a crucifix and not letting himself come.

    (Maybe he comes anyway and just feels worse about everything.)

    his face twists up with something like pain, but not that pure
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    English
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    1,557
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    77
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    He’d known it was a bad idea from the start, he should have stopped him and he should never have let it get this far. Later he wouldn’t be able to go back and say ‘I should have known’, because he had been well aware of the situation and its consequences.

    But he’d reached the limit of his self-control, Sherlock Holmes’ iron willpower crumbling with this final demolition charge. Because the truth was; He didn’t want John to stop.

    Language:
    English
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    4,042
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    409
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    Nightwing has finally made his return to the Team, but he finds the events of the past two years aren't quite done with him yet.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    117,702
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Comments:
    251
    Kudos:
    334
    Bookmarks:
    33
    Hits:
    8932
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    Silentium had always been more than just a scar on his back; more than just a horrid vow. It's just a shame Sora and his friends didn't see that until now.

    Series
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    English
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    48,709
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Kudos:
    4
    Hits:
    39
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    After faking his death in the Dark World Loki is free to do what he wants. Instead of leaving everything behind Loki is driven by his thirst for revenge and won't find peace before he destroyed every single one of the Avengers. This time though he won't use violence, but the weapons of the God of Mischief: trickery, deceit and illusion. Loki decides to befriend the Avengers. However they won't know it's him. Not until he is close enough to strike. Unfortunately Loki didn't consider the possibility that he might get too close.

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    English
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    40,198
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    61
    Kudos:
    190
    Bookmarks:
    30
    Hits:
    3150
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    Alex Cooper has incredible powers that she's afraid to use. When SHIELD calls her in to possibly join them, can she trust them? When she discovers that her unique ability is the only thing to stop the next global threat, she doesn't know what to think. Her past is nagging and pulling at her, breaking her down. Can Steve change that?

    Series
    Language:
    English
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    50,729
    Chapters:
    17/17
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    81
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    After the sudden, tragic death of their beloved mother sets Dean on a dark and dangerous path, Sam has to fight to keep his big brother's demons at bay. All the while struggling to keep his own in check.

    Language:
    English
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    15,119
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    602
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    Cas has been booted from the bunker and is on the run for angels. Plagued by nightmares andd imense guilt, he must find his reason to live again or be tormented by his own anguish and self-hatred. Trigger warning. HEAVY TRIGGER WARNING. Will eventually become Destiel. Rating will go up.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,456
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    268
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    Twelve years ago, Eren Yeager and Levi Heichou became best friends. Four years ago, Eren confessed his love for Levi. Also, four years ago, Eren had his heart ripped out of his chest and run through a shredder by his so-called "best friend". Now, Eren is 15 and has made some... changes in his life. Will Eren ever fill the void in his heart? Will he ever see Levi again? Will Levi ever get the chance to apologize? You never know what will happen upon his return.

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    English
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    26,579
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    243
    Kudos:
    408
    Bookmarks:
    85
    Hits:
    7705
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    The message is on the back of the door in the last room Steve searches. The handwriting, labored and thick and hardly like Bucky’s, spells out one sentence:

     

    They didn’t use anesthesia when they cut off his arm.

    Language:
    English
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    5,953
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    72
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    504
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    Doesn't Josh know Freddie is just going to ruin him?

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    English
    Words:
    999
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
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    1
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    3
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    When the Signless faces his end, the Psiionic is forced to live longer in the company of Orphaner Dualscar as he is transported to the Empress's palace. Unlikely shenanigans ensue.

    More tags to be added as the story progresses.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    37,985
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    37
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    641
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    Officer Jay Gatsby was the man of Nick Carraway's dreams and obsessions. Meeting him for the first time at his cousin's party for the fellow soldiers that were going away, Nick knows that Gatsby only has eyes for Daisy. This doesn't stop him from dreaming though. After being caught in a compromising position with his hand and a night that Nick would never forget, he writes it all down in his journal. He meets up with Gatsby several times throughout his life before finally meeting him once more when he moves to the West Egg, where our tale really takes off. Sex, lies, and blackmail follow Nick Carraway through his tale and we watch as he is consumed by the man we all know as Jay Gatsby.

    Language:
    English
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    7,053
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    105
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    2162
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    Castiel is new to town, he's dorky, and shy but a punk on the outside what begins as a harmless love affair transpires to a love like no other. Highschool AU inspired by Shut Up and Dance by Walk the Moon

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,110
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    10
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    296
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    The totally cliche'd high school au where Tucker and Wash were best friends as children, but were separated whenever Wash moved away to Mother of Invention.

    Whenever Wash comes back, he's surprised to find that things are more similar to the way they were before than he'd expected.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    51,221
    Chapters:
    18/?
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    83
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    1401
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    Harry knows about guilt. He knows about shame. And yet was he able to use these graces to help his fellow man escape a life of sin? If anything, Harry’s only further entrenched the boy in his unholy beliefs. Maybe Harry’s not as good as he thought he was (which is saying something, because Harry doesn’t think much of himself at all, these days) and the very notion fills his stomach with the frost of unadulterated dread.

    The one where Harry's new to college, fresh out of Catholic school and Conversion Therapy camp, and Louis runs the campus LGBTQIA organization.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,553
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    110
    Kudos:
    144
    Bookmarks:
    49
    Hits:
    2101
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    Summary

    Daniel Howell is not, under any circumstances, attracted to guys. He’s not gay.

    Except he might be.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    138,138
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    356

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