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    A one shot about the effect the Mark of Cain has on Dean.

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    Levi is a depressed man who is successful at writing but unsuccessful at everything else. He is neurotic and self loathing, only going outside to get breakfast (never in the morning) at his favorite diner, to browse a record store that hasn't dusted its ceiling fan since the 1980's, and to sit at his favorite hole in the wall cafe and drink black tea and judge the terrible tongue tied poets on the shoddy ill-lit stage. Then enter Eren Jaeger, the too loud and too passionate guitar player that takes the stage one night that just won't stop staring at Levi. Eren is full of hope and promise and everything Levi needs, but Levi doesn't like what's good for him. Right?

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    Five hundred years later, an obligation brought him to her when the end was near. He could watch her die, or he could vow to look after her until death do them apart.

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    Based off this prompt submitted to my tumblr:

    After a one (or so) night stand a few years ago when they met at a bdsm club, Dean and Cas have an unspoken agreement; every summer when Dean comes to visit his kid brother at Stanford, he will come to Cas' apartment a few blocks down for a little fun. Except, 'a little fun' turns into complete sappiness, loving aftercare, and confessions-- and 'see you next summer' turns to 'please never leave'.

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    "Welcome to The Top Hat Club...where your darkest desires are our pleasure..."
    It's a line that John Watson knows too well...he's been saying it every night for years. His spirit and pride have long since fled and he's resigned to his fate in the hands of his twisted boss, who strives to make John cry every single night. Until the night the daring light of a handsome young stranger penetrates his dark world. His hands don't make John shudder with revulsion and his words sooth John's personal loathing. But will his stranger rescue him from his torments...or will his rescuer leave him to die?

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    6/?
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    Albus Potter just doesn't know if he should please his family or be himself; Lucinda Lupei did not expect to be in the middle of a raging inter-house war, where she's on the losing side; and Scorpius Malfoy wants to win the house cup.

    Watch them in their first years at Hogwarts: through family disappointment, through making friends and enemies, through new classes, through discrimination and bullies, and through all the downs like valleys and the highs like mountains, Slytherin will push them toward greatness.

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    Tags and warnings will be updated later. Cross-uploaded from my Fanfiction account.
    Fair warning there will be a lot of angst and stuff to come. This will basically turn into Loki Whump. Things will get better for him though!
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    So rather than torturing Loki, Odin gets some sense and admits that what Loki turned out to be was a product of bulling and neglect. After some research a spell is found that will turn back Loki's life until such a point as he could be saved. When they began to cast the spell, everyone was expecting something, but no one expected the result.

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    19/?
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    Ever since Naruto's first encounter with Kyuubi, the Nine-tailed Fox Demon imprisoned within his body, there have been ways to prevent, or at least predict, its strain on Naruto's control. When Naruto's emotions go haywire, or when Naruto has asked the fox for use of its power, Kyuubi has reared its ugly head. For these reasons, Naruto has learned to be able to control Kyuubi and keep him at bay, not relying on its power for fear of the consequences of its use.

    But, completely out of pattern, Kyuubi leaks free and causes terrible destruction that Naruto cannot suppress. The details of that tragic night haunt his memories so fiercely he thinks he cannot go on. If he is a danger to everyone around him, how can he allow himself to walk the world freely, let alone aspire to become Konoha's Hokage to protect his village?

    Amazingly enough, there is a solution, but it comes at a terrible price. But whose decision is it, really? Naruto… or someone else?

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    14/21
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    “Tommy, is there something you’re not telling me? Have you become attracted to someone?”

    Tommy looked up at his doctor handing him a towel to wipe his mouth. He stayed silent, setting the towel aside. What was Tommy supposed to say? ‘Oh yeah, I think I have a thing for my best friend Oliver, but he doesn’t know I’m an Omega- but that’s because no one knows for risk of shaming my family.’

    In which Tommy Merlyn is an Omega in a family of Alphas and he constantly fears the worst.

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    Stiles isn't coping well after the Nogitsune and neither is the rest of the pack. Or what's left of the pack.

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    3/?
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    To hide your true self, it eats you away.
    To be forbidden to be with the one you love, it hurts.

    It begins as a way to cope...
    ...now it's a way to survive.

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    15/?
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    the wall is massive, huge and daunting, and when harry's nails dig sharp into his hand it cuts through him.

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    warsaw, 1940: not the most inspiring place for a young gay pianist and his romani lover to be.

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    On the search for Anna, they meet a guy called Garth. It's all Bobby's fault really; he definitely didn't warn that Garth was a hugger. And was, well, weird in general.

    Anyway, no one get's picky over saving a shipment of people. And threatening the hell out of some douchbags.

    Only, when they finally find her, will she be able to give them the answers to their questions?

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    Two words describe Shizuo Heiwajima: miserable and alone. Six years after a messy breakup, Izaya returns to Japan and the two seek the closure Shizuo would never allow them to receive. But sometimes, closure opens doors that had once been locked tightly shut.

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    He could taste it. The sharp, metallic, taste in his mouth; the sweet tang on his tongue. It was blood. Not that he cared, really, because after everything that had unfolded this was nothing.

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    Trying is the hardest thing to do. Louis can't see past being gay. He can't see past being bullied. All he can see is the razor in his hands. Can Harry and his family help him? All does he go to far before they can get to him?

    I suck at summaries but please give it ago :)

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    8/?
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    Stuck in a deadly cycle, will Stiles be able to survive the pain?

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    Jane and Jake have just move to Texas with the rest of their family from Washington, DC. Jane is dealing with a weight complex, and no, no matter how many times people remind her of how 'beautiful' and that she wasn't 'overweight in the least' she knew she would never be thin enough. Jake is dealing with the guilt of accidentally shooting his grandfather during a hunting trip four months ago. Roxy is dealing with severe depression and is an alcoholic, and Dirk is getting over his self harm. This is the story of how their destinies are all intertwined.

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    Castiel hasn't been actively leading his pack but from a distance for over two years, leaving his sister as the temporary acting alpha while he lived with a pack of natural wolves several states over. He comes back in the aftermath of John Winchester's death--the acting alpha of the Winchester pack, his pack's closest allies and family friends.

    He wasn't prepared for John's eldest son Dean, barely more than a pup when he left, to be such a threat to his renowned tenacity.

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    2/?
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    21
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