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    "Castiel," Lucifer said somberly. "You need better insult than that. I'm ashamed of you."

    "Many are," Castiel agreed. The sleeve of his white hospital garb got dirtied quickly as he continued his drawing on the ground. "But I wasn't trying to insult you."

     

    Lucifer wakes up in Castiel's mind after the angel fell into self-induced coma. The mental takeover doesn't go in a way that Lucifer has anticipated.

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    Sebastian was missing, and Joseph was searching Krimson City for him.

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    Mike used to self-harm growing up, but eventually stopped. After his fight with Harvey, however, old habits prove to die hard.

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    Eren has changed since his mother's death. The spark in his eye is gone, and so is his will to live. Dealing with an abusive father, depression, self-hate, and suicidal thoughts, the boy is beginning to spiral out of control.

    Jean has noticed the change in Eren, and he decides to reach out to him in an attempt to save him. He doesn't know why he does it, but he does.

    Maybe together, the two can learn to laugh a little louder, cry a little harder, and love like there's no tomorrow. Maybe together, the two can learn to live.

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    4/?
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    Eren lives in a town he despises, with few friends, and fewer life goals. He doesn't feel as though there is anywhere he belongs.

    Jean has just moved in next door to Eren. At school, Jean seems like the most popular guy around, and Eren is convinced Jean will never spare him a second glance. Eren's not sure that's what he wants anyway, sense he can't come out.

    But Eren can't ignore Jean once he witnesses something disturbing happening in the Kirstein house. After that, all Eren wants to do in the world is be there for Jean.

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    Alfred F. Jones and Ivan Braginsky were best friends up until the big fight of their freshman year. Now as juniors, they've been chosen as partners to complete a history project, and must get along to do so. As secrets about both of them reveal themselves, they slowly become closer than ever before.

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    'When, in the darkness, a complete stranger knelt down beside Luke’s bleeding body on the street and stroked his hair away from his sweaty forehead as they waited for the ambulance to arrive, Luke realised that he’d never really been in love at all.'

    Or that fic where Luke is left broken and Ashton tries to put him back together again.

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    Just something I've been working on for the past few months. It's a drabble-sort of thing, but it's helped me through a lot of stuff.
    Dean slowly falls in love with the reader over the years of hunting together.

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    3/?
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    Dean's losing the battle with the Mark, and you can see it, despite him assuring you otherwise. In a whirlwind of emotion, you, Sam and Cas desperately try to find something, anything, to help save your friend...but what can possibly stop the inevitable without a causing a little damage along the way?

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    4/?
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    sometimes she calls him daddy

    thats the way he likes it

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    Just another coffeeshop story - except it isn't. When Phil meets Dan, twisted, scary Dan, nothing goes right except when it does. Dan hates Phil, Phil is terrified of Dan - but when Dan falls, what happens to Phil? Dan's a scary kid, a cool kid, an insane, twisted kid - but if he lets Phil get too close, will Phil know what to do with the broken, angry Dan?

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    2/?
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    The story is about Levi: A neurotic man who suffers from depression, is successful at writing but unsuccessful at everything else. Setting: Breakfast (never in the morning) at his favorite diner, a record store that hasn't dusted its ceiling fan since the 1970's, a hole in the wall cafe to drink black tea and judge the terrible tongue tied poets on the shoddy ill-lit stage, a park with swings that are always annoyingly wet, and his immaculate apartment in the city. Levi is riddled with quirky traditions and struggles with anxiety, still battling childhood memories he can never completely forget. Then enter Eren Jaeger, the too loud and too passionate guitar player that takes the stage one night that just won't stop staring at Levi. Eren is full of hope and promise and everything Levi needs, but Levi can't have what's good for him. Right?

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    29/?
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    The world was cold and dark, as she stared up at the endless void.

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    Being wealthy and having secrets being apart of your life isn't so bad, but when you add the Gallaghers and the Milkovichs to the equation it turns out to be one hell of a ride!

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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked. 

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    My written version of the music video 30 Minute Break by The Luka State featuring Thomas Brodie-Sangster.

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    'Cause I feel so damn lost,
    And it comes with a cost of being alone.
    Everything is falling down.
    We're suffering, helpless thoughts and,
    Out we sing, prayers go to the sky,
    And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby,
    We just gotta get out. 

    'Ashton let the fog roll over him as he stopped feeling again, because feeling wasn’t necessary for this. Ashton simply became beating heart and electric nerves and outstretched hands.
    It didn’t matter that he was empty inside.’
     
    Or that fic where Ashton is struggling, Luke is hiding, and Michael and Calum just want to make things work. (And maybe Ashton and Luke fall in love too. Maybe.)

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    Dean is the eldest Winchester and the most awkward, he's got this ambition, you would call it, to become a detective, after his parent's deaths. Then Castiel Novak shows up, with his weird friends and his tattoos and his piercings. He throws Dean's content solitary, family oriented life off balance.

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    An AU in which Matt can communicate with the dead and resurrects Mello after their untimely death. This creates more problems than it solves.

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    AU Phan. Dan Howell is a YouTuber; therefore, Dan Howell is also an enemy of the State. Arrested on a job, Dan suffers the horrors of becoming a State prisoner. After being rescued, he faces PTSD, nightmares, and self-hatred. To make matters worse, Phil is pushing for a break-out of all State prisons. Dan's stuck between his own fear and the freedom Phil wants him to have.

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    5/?
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    31
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    2
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