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    After Stile's mother died Stiles turned to a less than healthy coping strategy. Cutting and restricting food has been his way of coping for several years and sees no end to it in sight. Enter Derek Hale. After seeing the mysterious and brooding Derek, Stiles becomes love struck but the voices in his head tell him that Derek will never return his affections. When Stiles falls prey to his old habits, something is different this time, he's not sure that he wants to ever stop. Cue Derek to save Stiles from himself.

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    5,639
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    6/?
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    15
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    66
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    15
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    Soulmate AU. When the two consultants shake hands, it certainly puts a wrench in both of their plans for the rooftop encounter.

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    17/?
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    205
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    23
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    'Cause I feel so damn lost
    And it comes with a cost of being alone
    Everything is falling down
    We're suffering, helpless thoughts and
    Out we sing, prayers go to the sky
    And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby
    We just gotta get out 

    'Ashton let the fog roll over him as he stopped feeling again, because feeling wasn’t necessary for this. Ashton simply became beating heart and electric nerves and outstretched hands.
    It didn’t matter that he was empty inside.’

     

    Or that fic where Ashton is struggling, Luke is hiding, and Michael and Calum just want to make things work. (And maybe Ashton and Luke fall in love too. Maybe.)

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    78/?
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    859
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    402
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    40
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    Twiggy discovers what can make him calm when he can't take it anymore.

    Kind of AU. Teen Twiggy.

    Very dark and triggering. If you can't take cutting, self hatred, and cross dressing don't read. Kind of sick.

    Based off of Marilyn saying in a interview that dressing like a woman is how Twiggy lets out his anger.

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    1/1
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    5/?
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    2
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    6
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    1
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    249
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    Jean had everything planned out: he was sporty, smart, well on his way to a promotion and ready to propose to his boyfriend - only when his boyfriend dies, everything falls out from beneath his feet, and he succumbs again to mental illness.

    It's not till a year later, when his two closest friends start planning their wedding, that Jean meets someone else who understands, and who helps him back on his feet.

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    1/?
    Comments:
    4
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    26
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    5
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    143
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    Michael has no idea what class he'll be. Is he an Alpha? And Omega? A Beta? It wouldn't really matter would it? He already knows he cant find a mate either way. Its nearly impossible...no one would ever want to care about him...

    (Updates Saturdays or Sundays)

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    5,057
    Chapters:
    9/?
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    17
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    132
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    16
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    Summer means days spent hiding, from the sun and the heat, from his parents and the idiots at school and sometimes even Ellen. Summer means nights with air so thick he feels like he’s suffocating, means lying awake for hours counting every one of his mistakes.

    A pre-series Felix Ferne character study.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    In the stifling heat of August, Dean Winchester meets Castiel Novak, a bright medical student from Columbia University.

    In his disdain for making new friends, Dean had coasted through his time at The City College of New York without bothering to form any relationships. But now, in his senior year, a problem has arisen. Dean has been told that he cannot stay in the university dorms, however he can't afford to rent an apartment on his own. Determined that his brother live in the freshman hall and have the full college experience, there is only one solution for Dean - a shared apartment with a stranger.
    Enter Castiel Novak.
    Lacking in both social skills and friends, Castiel is a quiet individual whom Dean quickly overlooks. However, although neither man is looking for anything more than a roommate, a strong friendship slowly forms between the them as they learn of each other's rocky pasts.
    Societal expectations and familial desires both play their part in the forming of this friendship as it slowly descends into something neither man can control, nor in any way desires to.

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    1
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    When Jack escapes from Gilboa with his newborn son, there's only one place he thinks he can go.

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    Chapters:
    42/?
    Comments:
    88
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    135
    Bookmarks:
    15
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    2817
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    It was fall, September the 7th, First day of Mike Schmidt senior year at a new school. Being someone who will stand up to anyone he makes a new friend in a rather odd way.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    19
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    13
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    247
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    Magnus and Murderface could actually stand each other back then. In fact, they were so close that they both made a mistake they could never fix.

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    A love maybe not totally all love story between Natalie, Draco and Fred. Starting in the Half Blood Prince.

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    1/?
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    “Nagisa-kun, I warned you again and again about watching your intake, and you’re paying the price! You’re putting on weight!” Nagisa is shocked to find that he's gained weight since the start of the year, and is desperate not to let the team down, but his stubborn nature betrays him...
    PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PROCEED WITH CAUTION IF YOU ARE AT ALL TRIGGERED BY MENTIONS OF EATING DISORDERS AND PURGING.

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    English
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    4,662
    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    3
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    35
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    391
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    An Alternate Universe in which Mickey deals with mental illness, instead of Ian (hence AU). This work is to show how Mickey's mental illness affects him and the people around him. Enjoy!

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    English
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    4,478
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    53
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    868
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    "What are you?"

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    1/1
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    4
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    9
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    I decided to try a little something with all the Michael Jackson fans. I'm sure you'll enjoy this.

    You are the star. Yep, you read that right - YOU

    Michael has been your biggest inspiration for nearly all your life. You're an entertainer yourself, based in Las, Vegas, Nevada. You've been through the meat grinder time and time again to get to where you're at. Your journey hasn't been without it's trials and scars. No one can understand your pain like Michael. Form the day the two of you meet, your lives become one wild rollercoaster ride after another. Will you be the missing link to each other's emptiness? Or will the cruelties of the world tear you both to shreds?

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    15,236
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    7
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    10
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    83
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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked. 

     

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    English
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    41,575
    Chapters:
    34/?
    Comments:
    707
    Kudos:
    693
    Bookmarks:
    88
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    13935
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    Castiel reaches Dean in time to save him, from his suicide attempt.

    Series
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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    11
    Hits:
    140
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    Noiz remembers his past, much to his displeasure, but luckily Koujaku is there to bring him back to the present. Inspired by the song, Monster by Meg&Dia.

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    English
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    1,236
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    146

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