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    Post Avengers, non- Cap 2 and non- Dark World compliant.
    When Loki breaks into the Triskelion in search of the sceptre he'd left behind, he encounters trouble in the form of Steve Rogers and ends up in a SHIELD holding cell, while the good Captain attempts to figure out what to do with him.

    Rating will change and tags and characters will be added as they become relevant. This story will be Explicit at a later date.

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    6/?
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    27
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    5
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    Dean, a lawyer at his adopted father's law firm, somehow ends up in a strip club one night. He meets "The Angel"- otherwise known as Castiel Novak. Castiel works at the strip club with his twin brother to pay for his little sister's hospital bills.

    Obviously you know where this is going.

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    20/?
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    34
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    105
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    13
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    Steve Rogers was no ordinary man, and it scares him. There is a dark secret that lurks underneath his clothes, and it could threaten the only friendship he ever had. This is his tale of self discovery and acceptance.

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    2,630
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    3/?
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    4
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    23
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    5
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    392
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    When Jack escapes from Gilboa with his newborn son, there's only one place he thinks he can go.

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    39/?
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    2297
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    Sam is broken, he doesn't think anybody notices the changes he's making. He's wrong. Castiel intends to save him. But who will save Cas?
    A Sam/Castiel fanfic, potential for smut later on, haven't decided yet...

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    2,014
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    8
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    3
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    'Cause I feel so damn lost
    And it comes with a cost of being alone
    Everything is falling down
    We're suffering, helpless thoughts and
    Out we sing, prayers go to the sky
    And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby
    We just gotta get out

     

    'Ashton let the fog roll over him as he stopped feeling again, because feeling wasn’t necessary for this. Ashton simply became beating heart and electric nerves and outstretched hands.
    It didn’t matter that he was empty inside.’

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    7/?
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    22
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    39
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    4
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    360
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    To hide your true self, it eats you away.
    To be forbidden to be with the one you love, it hurts.

    It begins as a way to cope...
    ...now it's a way to survive.

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    English
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    26,465
    Chapters:
    21/?
    Comments:
    39
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    176
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    27
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    I remember, very clearly, the day I became a woman.

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    18/?
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    8
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    84
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    5
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    3149
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    "Welcome to The Top Hat Club...where your darkest desires are our pleasure..."
    It's a line that John Watson knows too well...he's been saying it every night for years. His spirit and pride have long since fled and he's resigned to his fate in the hands of his twisted boss, who strives to make John cry every single night. Until the night the daring light of a handsome young stranger penetrates his dark world. His hands don't make John shudder with revulsion and his words sooth John's personal loathing. But will his stranger rescue him from his torments...or will his rescuer leave him to die?

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    32,152
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    56
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    291
    Bookmarks:
    48
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    "You really don’t think much of yourself, do you Johnny?"
    ...
    Some of the most profound conversations can be had in the middle of the forest in nothing but your underwear.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    2
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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked.
     

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    2/6
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    4
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    The story is about Levi: A depressed neurotic man who is successful at writing but unsuccessful at everything else. Setting: Breakfast (never in the morning) at his favorite diner, a record store that hasn't dusted its ceiling fan since the 1970's, a hole in the wall cafe to drink black tea and judge the terrible tongue tied poets on the shoddy ill-lit stage, a park with swings that are always annoyingly wet, and his immaculate apartment in the city. Levi is riddled with quirky traditions and struggles with anxiety, still battling childhood memories he can never completely forget. Then enter Eren Jaeger, the too loud and too passionate guitar player that takes the stage one night that just won't stop staring at Levi. Eren is full of hope and promise and everything Levi needs, but Levi can't have what's good for him. Right?

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    Chapters:
    23/?
    Comments:
    417
    Kudos:
    634
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    145
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    12810
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    What if the memories Cas took from Sam are more than memories?
    What if Cas said "yes" when Dean asked him to get out of purgatory with him?

    There's only one true answer to both of those questions and that is that Dean doesn't have enough alcohol in his blood right now to deal with this.

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    12,809
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    2
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    11
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    2
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    570
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    This is a collection of brief looks into a 'what if' category I decided to do with my original characters that I use in role plays. The 'what if' being that they dream, imagine, ect. that all the rps I have done and have breaks into their reality. I depict them in either having been mental illness, breaks in psyche, perhaps a fantasy, or even becoming lost within their own fanfiction. More so a drabble. I may have reoccurring characters and their current state but more so 'winging it'.

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    5,510
    Chapters:
    3/?
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    A drabble of Lelouch's inner turmoil.

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    210
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    1/1
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    Pete isn't your normal fertile vampire. He enjoys killing and hurting humans more then learning about how to become a good fertile wife... Pete meanwhile has to deal with his crush on Patrick, school, friendships, and his own issues. What happens when ferities start going missing and dominate vampires start popping up dead? And why wont this Brendon Urie kid leave Pete alone?

    (I suck at summaries but read it anyways?)

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    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    5
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    62
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    Eridan gives himself a hair-cut.

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    1
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    Written for this prompt at Destiel Prompt of the Day:

    "While digging through the Bunker, Cas and Sam come across a hunter’s journal stuffed way back in a hidden area. They soon discover it’s actually Dean’s journal, and while it contains a great deal of information about monsters, demons, and angels, it also contains a lot of personal information about Dean’s emotional and psychological state of mind. By reading the journal, they discover just how deep Dean’s depression, self loathing, and abandonment issues really run. How do they help him?"

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    English
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    4,320
    Chapters:
    2/?
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    11
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    22
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    4
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    After the tragic death of both of their parents as well as their sister the dysfunctional Novaks decide it's time to move for a fresh start. But a fresh start means a new school with new people and new problems. Castiel is the youngest of the five brothers and is also blind. He has never felt accepted by anyone but his siblings until he meets Dean Winchester and that all changes.

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    English
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    1,453
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    1
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    12
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    1
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    141
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    "What was the purpose of his existence, again?"
    In which Matsuoka Rin reaches his breaking point, and everything seems to be a lie.

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    English
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    2,217
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    1
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    12
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    1
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    170

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