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    Loki bowed his head and brushed his hand through his hair, wishing it was Tony’s hand.
    “It’s not fair…” His words were barely a whisper.
    But it was fair. A part of him knew that.
    After all, Loki wasn’t supposed to get what he wanted.

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    3/?
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    27
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    Eren Yaeger has a horrible life.
    He lost both of his parents, leaving him with only his overprotective sister.
    One thing leads to another, and he starts self-harming.
    There seems to be no end to this hell he has to call his life, but he meets someone who makes everything just a little better.

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    2/?
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    15
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    2
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    "I've always been painfully aware of his presence; as soon as I walk into a room, my eyes automatically search for that swath of shiny black, picking him out in a crowd as if it was second nature.

    I don't remember when exactly I first started this, I just know that the first time I looked into those stormy grey eyes, I saw something that I guess I liked, because I've been pining after them ever since."

    --Eren's never been well-liked - or liked at all for that matter. All he wants, all he needs, is for Levi to notice him. Just a simple conversation would be enough, but he wasn't expecting... this.

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    7/?
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    99
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    33
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    Judy develops an eating disorder after a few flippant jokes about her weight. Can Maggie get her healthy, happy partner back before it's too late?

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    2/?
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    "I need to let you go."

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    1/1
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    10
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    44
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    9
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    So basically the back story is that reader is a hunter whose worked with and helped Sam and dean for years now, Lucifer was freed from the cage by Abbadon and helped team free will and reader defeat her. He’s kind of good now but still has his dark side and he’s trying to get back into heaven by helping TFW + you!
    Leads to you falling for Satan himself, leads to smut

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    2/3
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    Sequel to "Candid Apologies". The Doctor struggles to keep himself in line, but the stress of everything makes such things an impossible dream. Takes place before The Snowmen and after TATM/ The Angels Take Manhattan. Trigger Warnings for self-harm.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    13
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    395
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    Mental hospitals are for kids with problems with self-harm, suicide, anxiety, depression, and mental disorders. When new kid Ashton arrives at the facility, he finds that things there are a lot more broken than they seem. After being there for only a couple hours, he begins to truly realize how much mental disorders and suicidal thoughts can do to people. All the while, the morbidity rate is high- as one by one, patients are being killed- or kill themselves. The cause is unknown to Ashton, but the desire to find out burns in his mind. That’s not to say- his own demons will lay calm for him. When they strike back full force, Ashton’s life takes a nosedive for the worst. His strength will be tested to the limit, and it’s either- fight against his mind…or give up and let them take control.

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    42,386
    Chapters:
    30/30
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    524
    Bookmarks:
    54
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    It's been three years since the Battle of New York, and Nick Fury finds himself facing a serious threat to the SHIELD organization from an unknown enemy. He calls upon the Avengers for help. In the process, he introduces them to a strange teenage girl who's been under SHIELD observation for a while. When Fury puts her on the Avengers team, how will the others react? Will they unite to defeat this new foe, and in the process bond? Will they help the girl find out her true parentage? But most importantly, will they lose their newest member before it has even begun?

    To read the short Part One of the OC's backstory, read my fic, "A New Family"

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    246,722
    Chapters:
    184/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    903
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    Noiz is a lonely nerd after Aoba and Koujaku got together. He's been a little bit down, just playing Pokemon and minecraft all day.
    Clear is completely abandoned by his "Master" because of his newly found love so he moved away to an... "exotic" household with a new family.

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    3/?
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    6
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    Makoto has always known the way he would lose his virginity to Haru. There would be candles and probably a shit load of water, but he knew they wouldn't just have sex. They would make love. One night, Makoto's dream is crushed as he has something very precious taken from him. Now, Haru tries to bring back the boy he loves. MakotoXHaru Warnings: Rape, Sexual Content, Yaoi, Underage

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    Through old books and dreams, little James Tiberius Kirk thought he could be great, just as his father. But what he thought turned out to be a lie and self-loathing set in like a rapid fire eating away at his heart and soul. Until he met his heart, and shortly after, his soul.

    Rated Mature for several serious mentions. Please read with caution as mental illness is mentioned along with abuse.

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    Karkat has always been alone to deal with his problems and now that he's so close to the others he is refusing to burden anyone with them. Karkat might not be able to handle this one alone but everyone else has their own problems. Help sometimes comes in pale colors.

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    14,022
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    380
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    “The first and most important law of Time,” the professor said gravely to the room, “is that you are expressly forbidden, in all circumstances, to interact with any of your other selves.”

    But no one ever explains to them why.

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    Chapters:
    21/23
    Comments:
    85
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    Clint would have come to help. Like, really. If it hadn't been for just a tiny detail—the kind which causes the best laid plans to spiral into chaos.

    It's not like Clint had a plan, anyway. Still, this whole slavery thing is supposed to be Loki's punishment. Maybe Clint's being petty, but it sounds more like the joke's on him.

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    27/32
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    1712
    Kudos:
    645
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    78
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    Louis Tomlinson, twenty two, is admitted to a Mental Health Institution after he attempted suicide a little less than a month ago. Harry, his boyfriend, visits him everyday, without fail. But as time goes on it becomes more clear that maybe Louis isn't the one with the problem.

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    10,305
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    18
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    85
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    1435
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    Sherlock Holmes has finally emerged from hiding, and is on the case. While investigating a series of carefully executed murders, Sherlock teams up with his former partner in crime, John Watson. As much as Sherlock wishes things could be as they used to, he knows that much has changed. John has moved on, and is currently engaged to Mary Morstan, who isn't as perfect or as kind as she seems. Trying to cope with this new knowledge, Sherlock buries himself in the case. However, the closer he gets to finding the identity of the murderer, the detective is stunned by what he finds.

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    3,170
    Chapters:
    2/?
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    1
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    "Why do we feel such strong emotion,
    Of complete care and pure devotion.
    It seems to bring,just pain and fear,
    Along with shame and then the tears."
    -Spencer Castro; The Cycle

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Tony isn't quite as human as everyone believes.
    Here's a hint: He wears mirrored contact lenses.
    Oh, and there are snakes in his hair.

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    1,509
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    102
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    3028
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    Peter knew that his life as Spider-Man was a risk. He put the lives of his friends in danger, simply by acting as the hero of the city. The only real lifeline he had was Wade, but his feelings for Wade were changing . . . growing . . . he was losing his identity as 'Peter'. He would need to learn who the man was beneath the mask.

    He would need to choose right or risk losing everything.

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    English
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    36,851
    Chapters:
    9/23
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    50
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1056

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