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    Calum's life is one whole disaster, the same mistakes repeat themselves and the same demons haunt him. He's trapped in a cage, a creature worth nothing. His is a failure. He knows he is. The words have been drummed into him for years upon end. His life is worthless, his personality is worthless, he is worthless. He's just a waste of oxygen.

    Not everyone has the same definition of waste as him.

    Even in the darkest moments of living there still can be light.
    It just depends who finds you.

    \This will be triggering. Please take care\
    /Most of this is already written. Updates will be slow though/

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    Eliot loses focus on the job, and everything falls to pieces. His team comes to the rescue. Eliot’s not used to having people who want to rescue him.

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    1/1
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    12
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    Lithuania will be always there for Belarus.

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    Sam's soul sprouts wings from his mortal body - outing the Winchester's true feelings for Castiel. But will Castiel just be another being Sam will fail, or worse, take advantage of him again as he and so many before him have done?

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    8/?
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    1
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    It was becoming unbearable. The constant fighting during the day, the loud hate sex at night that could probably be heard by the other side of town.
    He needed out now and fast, but had no where to go.
    He was stuck, trapped, in a bit of a pickle, whatever they were saying these days. All he knew is that his household situation was bad, and no help to his mental instabilities.
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    Nothing was enough anymore. His usual tactics to keep him whole were failing. His best way to escape the harsh reality that was his was through drinking until he was floating. It was getting high enough to touch the stars. He was falling apart at the seams, but was trying his hardest to ignore it. To hide it from everyone else. It would be too late to fix himself up by the time he got around to it.

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    Steve and Sam head out to find Bucky, and Steve is afraid of what he will find. When things do not go as planned, Steve is forced to improvise and he risks everything to help Bucky.
    He will need help putting the pieces back together again.
    Bucky/Steve (Post Winter Solider, post Avengers, mentions of ideas/characters from Age of Ultron but before the actual movie.)

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    12/?
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    14
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    80
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    11
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    Sirius Black is under constant pressure to measure up to others' expectations of him. Feeling a lack of control over everything else in his life, he takes control over the one thing he can: his body and his weight. And no one can take that away from him. Anorexia, b/p. MWPP

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    18/?
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    61
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    After the Mark of Cain is removed, Dean is still dealing with after effects. Sam and Cas convince him to go to therapy, but can Dean really make it through ten sessions.

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    Aaron hates Robert, but he can't shake off the feelings buried deep inside. What happens when the lovers come face to face again? Will Aaron give in? Will Robert let him?

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    When Karkat sat down at the bus stop that day, he never thought his life would change like it did. Seriously, it's like the start of an awful rom com. He almost wishes it had never happened.

    Almost.

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    3/?
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    In a crazy twist of events people from multiple dimensions get thrown together by an evil force. I will say this now but the story with focus mainly on Saber but every character will hopefully get their time in the spot light for at least 10 chapters or so.
    I really suck at summaries so please read a chapter or two. The first is a lot different from my normal style... And this is set to reach over 150 chapters! Easily!
    8/5/15 One of my friends is working on it with me now. Should be fun!*
    Link to the info docs: https://docs.google.com/document/d/1H8Po8mKV82ODnr1Ygogp94XC2sFL8tzHbJYNGj5E3jM/edit?usp=sharing

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    20/?
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    Harry has been kidnapped from Hogwarts, and Draco is part of the plan. But a faulty Portkey takes them both to an unknown location, and without any way to know where they are or what they're doing there, they have to survive.
    It's the 5th year of their Hogwarts-education, with some non-canon changes and hints.

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    1/?
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    After faking his death in the Dark World Loki is free to do what he wants. Instead of leaving everything behind Loki is driven by his thirst for revenge and won't find peace before he destroyed every single one of the Avengers. This time though he won't use violence, but the weapons of the God of Mischief: trickery, deceit and illusion. Loki decides to befriend the Avengers. However they won't know it's him. Not until he is close enough to strike. Unfortunately Loki didn't consider the possibility that he might get too close.

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    33/?
    Comments:
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    Four weeks after A Question of Trust, Stiles finds himself struggling with what happened and trying to protect everybody around him while keeping up with his new training Schedule. His mother is also back in town and he doesn't want anything to do with her, until they are forced together when the young skinwalkers start experiencing a mysterious illness no one seems to be able to cure. Will Stiles be able to save Beacon Hills yet again or will his new found happiness be ruined when Derek seems to know more than he is telling him?

    (I'm sorry, I'm horrible at summaries)

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    10/?
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    30
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    5
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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked. 

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    83/90
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    Dean is the owner of his own law firm. He could have anybody he wanted, but he doesn't date. He doesn't go to strip clubs either, but for some unknown reason, that changes one night.

    He meets Angel- otherwise known as Castiel Milton. After a heated, yet very unintentional, one night stand, Castiel never expects to see the beautiful man again.

    He was very, very wrong.

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    27/?
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    He doesn't get many urges, anymore. Sure, it's always sitting in the back of his mind, waiting until he's vulnerable to speak up and say 'I'm here for you', but he's smarter now than he was when he was 17, he's not reliant on it, doesn't need it to survive like he used to. At least, that's what he thought.

     

    Dan keeps getting triggered, and relapses.

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    FemiTony. Time travel. Eventual Steve/Toni

    Trying to forget that today was March 15 and trying to escape the long lecture from Rogers, Toni locks herself in her lab to work on a new project; however, she never expects her unfinished device to misfire and sent her back to the sexist 1940's.

    Now, completely alone with no resources whatsoever, Toni finds herself struggling to survive on her own, especially when she discovers she's being followed by someone. To make matters worse, she finds herself on Colonel Phillips' radar. However the worst of it, she has to deal with her Egoist Father, who won't leave her the hell alone.

    What a woman to do?

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    33/?
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    396
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    95
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    After a break-up with long time girlfriend, Mikasa, Eren Jaeger's friends decide to treat him to a night out on the town. Thanks to Eren's short temper and road rage, the night takes a different turn.

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    9/?
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    16
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    81
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    15
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    Castiel Novak was forced to move to a overly christian hick town by the name of Lawrence. Everyone grew up together and he's the new kid. The freak with the blue hair and tattoos. Hiding behind the facade of a tough punk who takes no shit and gives no mercy, he thinks that all he has to do is tough it out until the end of the year when he can graduate and take off.
    Dean Winchester is a nerd in both the classic and the modern sense of the word. His dad wants him to go to college to become a mechanical engineer, but Dean has a secret affiliation for photography. That, plus being the only 'out' bisexual at his school, means he has quite the year to look forward to of keeping his head down and staying unnoticed.
    Neither one expects their own plans to change until they meet each other.

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    English
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    9,197
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    5
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    49
    Bookmarks:
    21
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