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    Summary

    I remember, very clearly, the day I became a woman.

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    18/?
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    A drabble of Lelouch's inner turmoil.

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    'Cause I feel so damn lost
    And it comes with a cost of being alone
    Everything is falling down
    We're suffering, helpless thoughts and
    Out we sing, prayers go to the sky
    And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby
    We just gotta get out

     

    'Ashton let the fog roll over him as he stopped feeling again, because feeling wasn’t necessary for this. Ashton simply became beating heart and electric nerves and outstretched hands.
    It didn’t matter that he was empty inside.’

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    6/?
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    16
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    31
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    4
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    277
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    Sam is broken, he doesn't think anybody notices the changes he's making. He's wrong. Castiel intends to save him. But who will save Cas?
    A Sam/Castiel fanfic, potential for smut later on, haven't decided yet...

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    1,408
    Chapters:
    3/?
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    5
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    What if the memories Cas took from Sam are more than memories?
    What if Cas said "yes" when Dean asked him to get out of purgatory with him?

    There's only one true answer to both of those questions and that is that Dean doesn't have enough alcohol in his blood right now to deal with this.

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    12/?
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    2
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    11
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    2
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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked.
     

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    1/6
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    3
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    24
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    2
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    Pete isn't your normal fertile vampire. He enjoys killing and hurting humans more then learning about how to become a good fertile wife... Pete meanwhile has to deal with his crush on Patrick, school, friendships, and his own issues. What happens when ferities start going missing and dominate vampires start popping up dead? And why wont this Brendon Urie kid leave Pete alone?

    (I suck at summaries but read it anyways?)

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    2
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    Eridan gives himself a hair-cut.

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    Written for this prompt at Destiel Prompt of the Day:

    "While digging through the Bunker, Cas and Sam come across a hunter’s journal stuffed way back in a hidden area. They soon discover it’s actually Dean’s journal, and while it contains a great deal of information about monsters, demons, and angels, it also contains a lot of personal information about Dean’s emotional and psychological state of mind. By reading the journal, they discover just how deep Dean’s depression, self loathing, and abandonment issues really run. How do they help him?"

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    4,320
    Chapters:
    2/?
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    10
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    22
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    4
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    After the tragic death of both of their parents as well as their sister the dysfunctional Novaks decide it's time to move for a fresh start. But a fresh start means a new school with new people and new problems. Castiel is the youngest of the five brothers and is also blind. He has never felt accepted by anyone but his siblings until he meets Dean Winchester and that all changes.

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    1,453
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    1/?
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    1
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    "What was the purpose of his existence, again?"
    In which Matsuoka Rin reaches his breaking point, and everything seems to be a lie.

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    2/2
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    It was December 23, 1944. On an island off the Scottish Coast, a paranormal team investigated Demonic summonings, only to find a small demon-like child.

    Many years later and the demon child has grown up in the secret shelter of the government, fathered by John Winchester and surrogate mother Mary winchester, scientists who already worked at the agency. As he sneaks out more and more to see Castiel Novak, an evil force works in secret to seize armageddon, can he and his team save the world?

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    English
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    1/1
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    2
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    2
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    There's certain things that you just don't up and tell people. You don't tell people that you're sleeping with your sister. You don't tell people what you got them for Christmas. And you certainly don't tell them you're suicidal.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    16
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    6
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    It's hard to take a friendship right back up when so much has changed over seventy years.

    Particularly when HYDRA's conditioning resurfaces.

    Series
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    Steve Rogers was no ordinary man, and it scares him. There is a dark secret that lurks underneath his clothes, and it could threaten the only friendship he ever had. This is his tale of self discovery and acceptance.

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    2/?
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    After his betrayal by Igmund Ulfric, still not recovered from the war and his captivity, wakes to find himself imprisoned once more; this time deep beneath Markarth, a city he has come to loathe almost as much as its corrupt, sycophantic ruler.
    He does not expect anything good to come out of that cesspit of a place, but surprisingly it does, in the form of the only company he has.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    Post Avengers, non- Cap 2 and non- Dark World compliant.
    When Loki breaks into the Triskelion in search of the sceptre he'd left behind, he encounters trouble in the form of Steve Rogers and ends up in a SHIELD holding cell, while the good Captain attempts to figure out what to do with him.

    Rating will change and tags and characters will be added as they become relevant. This story will be Explicit at a later date.

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    English
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    71,239
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    6
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    24
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    5
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    415
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    Three months after he's been cured of the Mark of Cain, Dean finds himself lost and alone, drowning in drink and self-destruction, haunted by memories and grief-induced hallucinations. He has no hope, no Sam, and no Cas. Of course, he thinks they're dead, and half the time, he wonders why he isn't, too.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
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    Cas steps out the door of Dean's room. This is what happens after. 10.03 coda fic.

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    3,671
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    127
    Bookmarks:
    14
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    762
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    Most people are happy when they learn their love is requited. But it only made me angry.

    Language:
    English
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    428
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    1
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    1
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    15

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