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    Only sixteen and her life's a mess, Elsa's in pain. Nobody notices, nobody cares. Anna hates her, her old friends too. Her parents are dead. Nobody is there for her. Now she has a new job as a waitress but it's not enough. She falling. And Jack might just be the managers son.

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    1/?
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    It was meant to be just another mission, but an unexpected discovery in what was supposed to be a Hydra weapon's lab turns the lives of everyone in Avenger's tower upside down and forces each of them to confront the darkness of the past as well as their hopes for the future.

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    41,342
    Chapters:
    11/?
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    34
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    171
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    39
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    After they learn Loki survived the fall from the Bifrost, Odin and Thor learn a great deal about Jotuns that they weren't aware of before, and they come to believe that a lot of Loki's madness stems from the suppression of Loki's Jotun nature and sexuality.

    Thor was sent to Earth to help Loki. That's what he's going to do, whether Loki likes it or not. The newly formed Avengers are roped into helping out, and team bonding happens an entirely different way.

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    31,735
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    268
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    531
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    100
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    AU Destiel

    Dean's life isn't great.
    Pretty far fucking from it, actually.
    But something good happens to everyone at some point, right?
    And Dean may have just found that 'something'.

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    241,301
    Chapters:
    22/?
    Comments:
    49
    Kudos:
    160
    Bookmarks:
    63
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    8103
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    Mycroft is just hoping he doesn't have to kill Sherlock's daemon in her sleep to help Sherlock live to see adulthood. It might as well be his prime directive, because nobody else seems capable of doing it.

    A His Dark Materials fusion that follows the Holmes brothers from childhood.

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    27,590
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    104
    Bookmarks:
    18
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    2958
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    Ever since Naruto's first encounter with Kyuubi, the Nine-tailed Fox Demon imprisoned within his body, there have been ways to prevent, or at least predict, its strain on Naruto's control. When Naruto's emotions go haywire, or when Naruto has asked the fox for use of its power, Kyuubi has reared its ugly head. For these reasons, Naruto has learned to be able to control Kyuubi and keep him at bay, not relying on its power for fear of the consequences of its use.

    But, completely out of pattern, Kyuubi leaks free and causes terrible destruction that Naruto cannot suppress. The details of that tragic night haunt his memories so fiercely he thinks he cannot go on. If he is a danger to everyone around him, how can he allow himself to walk the world freely, let alone aspire to become Konoha's Hokage to protect his village?

    Amazingly enough, there is a solution, but it comes at a terrible price. But whose decision is it, really? Naruto… or someone else?

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    25,315
    Chapters:
    15/21
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    53
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    Trust the King of Hell to find a backdoor from Hell to us, forgoing Purgatory.

    Sam's moved on, Cas is MIA.

    Dean's going to do what he can to take out Abaddon.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    3
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    140
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    Newt is a famous rock star in the punk rock alternative band Kaiju Blue that wears skinny jeans that are too skinny and Hermann is a modest part-time bookshop employee and engineering and science student who's never heard of Kaiju Blue in his life. Classic cliched superstar-falls-for-the-only-person-who-treats-him-like-he's-human. Blushing nerds and awkward tension ensues.

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    37,586
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    56
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    206
    Bookmarks:
    35
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    5331
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    Harry finds two little cats, one a kitten, and one injured. Harry takes in the cats, not knowing that they are actually Snape and Draco, who witness Harry being abused, changing their perception of the Boy-Who-Lived.

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    10,099
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    80
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    166
    Bookmarks:
    41
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    4905
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    Stiles isn't coping well after the Nogitsune and neither is the rest of the pack. Or what's left of the pack.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    891
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    Tags and warnings will be updated later. Cross-uploaded from my Fanfiction account.
    Fair warning there will be a lot of angst and stuff to come. This will basically turn into Loki Whump. Things will get better for him though!
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    So rather than torturing Loki, Odin gets some sense and admits that what Loki turned out to be was a product of bulling and neglect. After some research a spell is found that will turn back Loki's life until such a point as he could be saved. When they began to cast the spell, everyone was expecting something, but no one expected the result.

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    27,306
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    145
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    278
    Bookmarks:
    63
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    9501
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    Nel cuore di una fredda notte di Gennaio il telefono della Linea Amica squilla.
    Robert chiama per scoprire se, così facendo, nella sua vita cambierà qualcosa. Jude, l'operatore, parla alla gente come lui per cercare la risposta ad una domanda nata quando era bambino.
    Un giorno Jude decide di incontrare il suo nuovo chiamante, non aspettandosi di essere trascinato nel vortice di autodistruzione che gli gravita intorno e che minaccia di fargli commettere quel gesto disperato da cui cercava in tutti i modi di salvarlo.
    Warning: Tematiche di suicidio e autolesionismo.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    Dean’s not really sure what’s more shocking: that Cas actually understood a Star Wars reference or the fact that he just fucking knew, straight off the bat, that something was wrong...
    Meta Fiction Coda

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    2,915
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
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    78
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    751
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    Daryl dreams of being a better man, just so Glenn would look at him.

    Companion piece to "Are You Toxic For Me?"

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    627
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    13
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    115
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    A one shot about the effect the Mark of Cain has on Dean.

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    313
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    6
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    157
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    Levi is a depressed man who is successful at writing but unsuccessful at everything else. He is neurotic and self loathing, only going outside to get breakfast (never in the morning) at his favorite diner, to browse a record store that hasn't dusted its ceiling fan since the 1980's, and to sit at his favorite hole in the wall cafe and drink black tea and judge the terrible tongue tied poets on the shoddy ill-lit stage. Then enter Eren Jaeger, the too loud and too passionate guitar player that takes the stage one night that just won't stop staring at Levi. Eren is full of hope and promise and everything Levi needs, but Levi doesn't like what's good for him. Right?

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    4,021
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    8
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    16
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    152
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    Five hundred years later, an obligation brought him to her when the end was near. He could watch her die, or he could vow to look after her until death do them apart.

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    83,045
    Chapters:
    15/30
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    612
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    Based off this prompt submitted to my tumblr:

    After a one (or so) night stand a few years ago when they met at a bdsm club, Dean and Cas have an unspoken agreement; every summer when Dean comes to visit his kid brother at Stanford, he will come to Cas' apartment a few blocks down for a little fun. Except, 'a little fun' turns into complete sappiness, loving aftercare, and confessions-- and 'see you next summer' turns to 'please never leave'.

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    3,355
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
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    118
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    1129
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    "Welcome to The Top Hat Club...where your darkest desires are our pleasure..."
    It's a line that John Watson knows too well...he's been saying it every night for years. His spirit and pride have long since fled and he's resigned to his fate in the hands of his twisted boss, who strives to make John cry every single night. Until the night the daring light of a handsome young stranger penetrates his dark world. His hands don't make John shudder with revulsion and his words sooth John's personal loathing. But will his stranger rescue him from his torments...or will his rescuer leave him to die?

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    15,670
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    113
    Bookmarks:
    13
    Hits:
    2369
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    Albus Potter just doesn't know if he should please his family or be himself; Lucinda Lupei did not expect to be in the middle of a raging inter-house war, where she's on the losing side; and Scorpius Malfoy wants to win the house cup.

    Watch them in their first years at Hogwarts: through family disappointment, through making friends and enemies, through new classes, through discrimination and bullies, and through all the downs like valleys and the highs like mountains, Slytherin will push them toward greatness.

    Series
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    21,746
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    87

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