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    Johnny is a burnt-out university student who has given up on everything. Gyro is his mysterious new doctor/live-in-caretaker. Yes homo.

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    8/?
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    55
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    5
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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked. 

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    56/?
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    1339
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    1327
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    148
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    26343
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    The 18 year old Eridan Ampora needs to find out what happened with him and his best friend Sollux Captor. Eridan being suicidal and Sollux laying in the hospital isn't making things easier, but they will get over this with some help of their friends, right?

    - A developing love story between Eridan and Sollux-

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    Chapters:
    1/?
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    3
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    1
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    12
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    “I used to be so jealous of girls like you. I would have done anything to walk like you, to talk like you, but now… I can be anybody I want.”

    The Evil Queen had her own story long before she decided to eat Snow White's heart.

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    Claire and David play at being a family, for keeps and for all the marbles. It's the only way each of them knows to protect their own children.

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    Chapters:
    13/?
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    17
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    15
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    212
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    While on a witch hunt Dean lets himself get distracted and the consequences are irreversible...

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    2/2
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    1
    Kudos:
    8
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    2
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    239
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    There are two sides to every story. This is Phil Coulson's take on "Fight, Flight, or What you Deserve".

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    3,898
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Kudos:
    3
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    77
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    Somewhen in the year after the Arishok, Fenris is flitting around with our favourite pirate trying to make sense of things and Hawke is more alone than ever. When she decides to busy her thoughts with slavers instead of rest, Varric and Sebastian ferry her away to the prince's vacation home in Ostwick.

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    17,419
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    50
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    779
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    Ryuu's definitely not in love with Io. He likes girls, duh, so what would he want from a boy? Merely having some weird thoughts, maybe some secret fantasies, really doesn't prove a thing. And, after all, that would totally be gross.

    Io's definitely not in love with Ryuu. Money is his life, not people. Sure, he cares about him, and he enjoys being around him, and he acknowledges his attractiveness from a completely objective point of view, but he'd never fall in love with him.

    That's what they say, that's what they try to make themselves think. Until, finally, after a few drinks too much, Ryuu talks.

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    1/3
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    'Cause I feel so damn lost,
    And it comes with a cost of being alone.
    Everything is falling down.
    We're suffering, helpless thoughts and,
    Out we sing, prayers go to the sky,
    And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby,
    We just gotta get out. 

    'Ashton let the fog roll over him as he stopped feeling again, because feeling wasn’t necessary for this. Ashton simply became beating heart and electric nerves and outstretched hands.
    It didn’t matter that he was empty inside.’
     
    Or that fic where Ashton is struggling, Luke is hiding, and Michael and Calum just want to make things work. (And maybe Ashton and Luke fall in love too. Maybe.)

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    Chapters:
    128/?
    Comments:
    1900
    Kudos:
    667
    Bookmarks:
    61
    Hits:
    17098
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    'When, in the darkness, a complete stranger knelt down beside Luke’s bleeding body on the street and stroked his hair away from his sweaty forehead as they waited for the ambulance to arrive, Luke realised that he’d never really been in love at all.'

    Or that fic where Luke is left broken and Ashton tries to put him back together again.

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    5,872
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    76
    Kudos:
    58
    Bookmarks:
    15
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    834
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    Bruce has Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). Tony has a failing liver. It’s unexpected that they find each other in a hospital, given the circumstances. The world works in mysterious ways, leading them to learn that there is something to live for. Or, possibly, someone.

    Or, the one where Bruce tries to put down the other guy, Tony drinks too much, and a lot of shit happens at a hospital.

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    1/1
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    He normally didn’t take the shortcuts home from work—they went through a bad part of town, through alleys and tiny passageways that were probably extremely dangerous (not that he, y’know, personally knew, but he figured), but today, he was in a hurry.

    So he did take a shortcut home, through an alleyway that would save him a few minutes on his walk, and stumbled upon—whoa.

    He literally stumbled over a pair of legs, and glanced over to…a person.

    A person who was obviously crying.

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    Daryl has trouble adjusting to the group's new home.

    Very loosely based off this tumblr post: http://fuckyeahrickyl.tumblr.com/post/112476853763/can-i-just-pretend-daryl-is-so-annoyed-because

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    2/5
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    9
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    68
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    13
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    Eren Jaeger is 18 years old and about to graduate high school and go to university. He's captain of the basketball team, good looking, and smart. Everybody envies Eren Jaeger, the beautiful, strong boy with the two-colored eyes.

    But Eren doesn't want that. He can't be around people, and he especially can't let them get close to him.

    You see, Eren is cursed with bringing bad luck to people. It affects everyone, whether they know him or not, but the closer you are to him, the worse it'll be for you.
    There was one time, though. There was one time he actually let himself fall in love, which lead to a tragic accident and left him devastated. He vowed never to get close to anyone ever again, let alone fall in love.

    But what happens when he gets to Trost University and meets a certain junior named Levi Ackerman, and the wall he's spent so much time building back up slowly starts to fall once again?

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    English
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    30,700
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    116
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    138
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    35
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    2167
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    Soulmate AU. When the two consultants shake hands, it certainly puts a wrench in both of their plans for the rooftop encounter.

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    Chapters:
    26/?
    Comments:
    314
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    322
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    34
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    5362
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    From zero to somewhat a hero, Ultear is just trying to complete her missions.

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    'I will love you enough for both of us.'

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    Dean's losing the battle with the Mark, and you can see it, despite him assuring you otherwise. In a whirlwind, you, Sam and Cas desperately try to find something, anything, to help save your friend...but what can possibly stop the inevitable without a causing a little damage along the way?

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    English
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    6,368
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    377
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    Harry finds two little cats, one a kitten, and one injured. Harry takes in the cats, not knowing that they are actually Snape and Draco, who witness Harry being abused, changing their perception of the Boy-Who-Lived.

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    English
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    10,886
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    136
    Kudos:
    365
    Bookmarks:
    89
    Hits:
    10086

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