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    Dave doesn't survive the game. Davesprite does. When Sburb's endgame door sends the kids to a reset Earth, Davesprite finds himself restored as the Default Dave because Sburb doesn't care about anyone's survivor's guilt.

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    4/?
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    Everyone goes through changes in mental growth. Mine just happened to be a little less conventional than most people. Gifted with the ability to truly experience mind over matter, my imaginary friends seemed more real than the average person would ever think possible. But as I grew older, my idea of fun shifted to a much darker perspective. With time, imaginary enemies slowly crawled out of the shadows and threatened to torment me indefinitely as though I were locked away in a perpetual waking nightmare.

    Desperate to uncover who these faceless devils really were, I began to write down everything that happened to me over the past three years, hoping against hope that I could look back one day and learn something about my tormentors that they didn't want me to know. In a crazy turn of events, the madness came to a screeching halt and I could finally breathe again. I've dug up these old recorded events to try and convey the story of how I survived the wrath of my relentless personal demons. This story allows you to delve into the inner-workings of my mind where twisted tactics and heart-wrenching betrayals spring up at every turn. A prisoner of my own mind where, luckily for me, there is no such thing as the impossible.

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    6/?
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    Four weeks after A Question of Trust, Stiles finds himself struggling with what happened and trying to protect everybody around him while keeping up with his new training Schedule. His mother is also back in town and he doesn't want anything to do with her, until they are forced together when the young skinwalkers start experiencing a mysterious illness no one seems to be able to cure. Will Stiles be able to save Beacon Hills yet again or will his new found happiness be ruined when Derek seems to know more than he is telling him?

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    3/?
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    6
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    5
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    1
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    250
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    The ones who could have protected Dorian - where were they, and what were they doing?

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    10/11
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    127
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    3
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    Everyone is dancing. Everyone has issues. Eruri trash.

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    3/?
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    14
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    12
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    4
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    harry breaks louis and louis really can't take more weight on his shoulders.

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    1/1
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    3
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    Kade works hard to look good... but he can't help but feel ugly when it comes to the marks on his body...

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    1/1
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    6
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    1
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    62
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    Somewhen in the year after the Arishok, Fenris is flitting around with our favourite pirate trying to make sense of things and Hawke is more alone than ever. When she decides to busy her thoughts with slavers instead of rest, Varric and Sebastian ferry her away to the prince's vacation home in Ostwick.

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    33,793
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    22/?
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    73
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    6
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    Sixteen year old Sophomore, Dean Winchester, doesn't understand why he has to go to school. His career of choice, hunting, doesn't require an education, and he resents his father, John, for forcing one on him. That is, until he catches the crystal blue eyes in the hallway.

     

    Seventeen year old Senior, Castiel Novak, doesn't want to be alive. He has nothing and no one to live for after his boyfriend, Michael, leaves him for someone new. But things start to look up after he bumps into someone's (a gorgeous someone, he might add) rock hard chest in the school hallway.

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    12/?
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    9
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    6
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    John and Mary Winchester are living the apple pie life and a pregnant Mary is excited to meet the new neighbors, who are also expecting. Castiel and Dean are born just months apart and are inseparable. Growing up next to your best friend should be fun, right? But it doesn't take long for Dean and Castiel to discover that life isn't always peachy keen...not at first, anyway.

    This story can also be found on my FanFiction.net account (My username is the same on both).

    I Do NOT own Supernatural or any of its characters.

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    9/?
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    3
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    A collection of very short stories set in the Alexander Pierce should have died slower universe, as prompted by questions on my Tumblr.

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    62/?
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    14
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    Eren moves to America for a new start. The beautiful city of Shika is exactly what Eren needs and Mikasa is determined that Eren gets a second chance. But, things don't always go the way you want. Eren is dragged into a world he didn't even know he was apart of. Now the past Erens been trying to get away from is the only thing that will keep him alive.

    Ever since that day, Levi had dedicated his life to get his revenge. He thought he knew what he wanted but he isn't so sure anymore.

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    10,310
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    7/?
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    12
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    Eren dies in the last battle in the military, he leaves behind his lover Levi. Eren promises him that he'll see him in the next life.
    Eren and Armin start college at shinganshina university, where he meets his lover again but he doesnt know if he'll be able to be with him. Will they be able to be together again.
    Erens dark past also comes back to haunt him even years later.

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    5/?
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    4
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    25
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    10
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    Teenage Sherlock Holmes has spent his entire life trying to find someone who understands him. The only person that would ever be is his soulmate. The first words that person will say is tattooed on everyone's arms. Then one day, someone new enters Sherlock's life, and he can find the strength to love not only John Watson, but himself.

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    21,493
    Chapters:
    9/?
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    12
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    136
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    13
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    Tom is not coping well with recent events. He is still haunted by past ones.
    Phil has a right to be angry.
    Tom has no one else to turn to.

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    Inspired by (Un)Deserving but quite different. Grantaire is rescued out of legal sexual slavery by Enjolras and has a long road of recovery ahead and trauma to sort through, and he isn't the only one. Lots of potentially triggering things, please be careful.

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    39,705
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    15/?
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    177
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    20
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    5870
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    whenever Liam looks in the mirror he hates the reflection staring back at him.

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    1/?
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    He was in hell, and he was dragging me down with him.

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    1/1
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    They don't know how or when it started or even the cause of it all. It was just a few extra miles run, a few extra calories cut back, a few extra meals skipped. First a skipped snack, then a skipped meal, then no liquids, then no food or water period. Nothing would pass their lips, not if they could help it. It was their decision to make. In a world that is filled with chaos and haunted pasts, bad memories and terrors within their heads, this was their control. This was the only thing that they had any sense of control over, and if working together kept them within control, then they would do that at any cost. Their weight would drop lower and lower, making everything easier to hide, while at the same time, bringing everything to the surface. At their lowest points, they didn't care if it killed them, because by then, death was a welcomed thought.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    2
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    20
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    4
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    A split-second decision changes the course of Steve's life and both he and Loki are hit by sex spell. The Avengers race to save them, but grappling with magic turns out to be harder than any of them imagined and defeating the spell is only the beginning. As Steve and Loki navigate the consequences, they form a genuine bond that develops into a complicated relationship.

    (There's a lot of angsting and talking about consent/sexuality. And Loki gets adopted by a mythological creature.)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    105,426
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    184
    Kudos:
    444
    Bookmarks:
    57
    Hits:
    7355

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