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Dean Winchester can't stand to look into the mirror. Every time he does, the reflection lies; the face in the mirror says everything is all fine and dandy, but what the face doesn't show is a weight pushing down on him, and each day it pushes harder and harder. His only solace is a razor, but eventually his secret is found out. He is admitted to a mental hospital, where he meets a very strange boy named Castiel, who claims he almost blew up a gas station.
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He told you that cigarettes were more sophisticated, more elegant. Required more work, more practice. Told you he thought it was beautiful, how much closer to death it was, to inhale it.
Didn’t even mention irony.
You just thought it was cool, really. But when he spoke, you were enchanted with how poetically stupid it all seemed. You asked for a cigarette.
He indulged you.
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- Part 2 of a series of stridercestous events
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Kili learns that he's betrothed to his perfect older brother Fili. He doesn't react in a favorable fashion. Mentions of self harm. Side pairings include Dwori, Bagginshield and Nofur, and mentions of Ori/Bilbo/Kili
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Cheeseburgers, Tech and Steve by LagLemon
Captain America (Movies), Iron Man (Movies), The Avengers (2012)
18 May 2013
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Steve's known that there are other worlds out there; he just hasn't paid much attention to them. Living with Bucky and helping out the Avengers is a full time job, and he doesn't have time to daydream about things like that when he can hear about them at work. When they get called in to investigate the appearance and deaths of Incubi and Succubi civil war survivors, they find that a portal has been opened between their two worlds. Wanting to do the right thing, Steve offers to go through and talk to those in charge - only he didn't count on getting stuck on the other side.
Once he's back on earth, though, he's got a whole bunch of different problems on his hands. An annoyingly brilliant Incubus has followed him back and he's left to deal with the mess all by himself.
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- Part 1 of Cheeseburger, Tech, Steve
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His True Colors by Nonymos
The Avengers (2012), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types, The Avengers - Ambiguous Fandom
18 May 2013
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The battle of New York was a turning point for the entire planet – but especially so for Bruce Banner. This is a unique chance for him to find the Hulk a place in this world. It is a staggering hope, but unrealistic as it sounds, it might just come true.
And then his hesitant plan turns out to be too successful. Everyone including the Avengers apparently expect the Hulk to take his turn in the spotlight. But the more Hulk thrives, the more Bruce withers, and nobody seems to notice or care. When Loki extends a hand to him, he is fully aware it is a trick – but he has got nothing else to hold onto.
The Avengers realize just a bit too late how royally they screwed up. The sharp-sighted, ever-watching Hawkeye cannot blame himself enough for not having seen this disaster coming. Can they still be saved from Banner ?
Do they even deserve it ?
(The story is set right after the 2012 Avengers movie with slight EMH dynamics thrown in the middle. Updates every two or three days !)
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Castiel is dealing with the fallout from having his grace stolen from him.
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Silmarillion Prompts by EbonyKitty552
The Silmarillion and other histories of Middle-Earth - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Hobbit - J. R. R. Tolkien, The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien
15 May 2013
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So I have a prompt list. Several actually. And every day I write a short story based off my prompt word/phrase of the day.
All of them are Silmarillion-related (dips into The Hobbit and The Lord of the Rings here and there).
Expect everything ranging from utterly cliche romance to mildly explicit gore and horror. No one ever said Arda was a nice place.
But do note that I won't be posting any smut here. Prompts are meaningful snapshots, and unless the sex is really important, I'll be skipping it to get to the point.
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It may not be the worst club to find yourself joining, but it's got to rank up there. It's not the common ground either of them would've chosen.
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“Because I hate having to see those stupid pictures around your apartment. I wish you wouldn’t keep them around.”
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Sometimes it just crashes in, and Sollux needs to be saved from himself more than he needs to be saved from anyone else.
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If Steve were any deeper in the closet his ass would be in Narnia.
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The Worthless Hero by painting_the_stars
Marvel Avengers Movies Universe, The Avengers (2012), Iron Man (Movies)
12 May 2013
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Tony believes he's worthless. Tony's done living. However, he learns that no matter how you calculate the odds, you always need a backup plan.
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Charles finds an understanding soul and Hank a healing touch.
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Tony's hitting an all-time low. Pepper's unsure of what to do, so she calls up the other Avengers, and one mischievous younger sibling.
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After his defeat at the hands of the Guardians, Pitch enters into an abusive and oppressive relationship with Death.
Beaten and cowed, he keeps inventing reasons to stay. He doesn't want to be alone, and he continues to hope that the situation will improve.
It doesn't. Until Pitch discovers that he's with child. Then it only gets worse.
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Illustrated by the incredibly talented Esperage! Chapters 1 - 5 now feature her artwork!
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jay just wants some fucking absolution
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jim wants absolution after sarah
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That's Some Atrocious Breach Of Privacy (Please, Do It Again). by amorremanet
Supernatural RPF
9 May 2013
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Jared loves Jensen, an aspiring cartoonist just starting grad school, who has a history of yo-yo dieting and some inexplicable habit of attracting weirdos (though he didn't really get a choice with Danneel). Jensen loves Jared, two years his junior, currently doing a semester abroad at Oxford and entertaining dreams of being Charles Xavier when he grows up. Without completely clueing Jared into what's at play, Jensen wants to put on at least another fifty pounds while Jared's at Oxford, by way of indulging in their mutual kink… This is where Misha comes in.
Misha is Jensen's best friend, roommate, and fellow grad student. He has some problems with anxiety, emotional awareness (in that he has very little), and nonchalantly committing crimes against nature. Misha's also been in unrequited love with Jensen for four years, and in denial about having an eating disorder for even longer than he realizes. And he's fairly certain that he's pissed off some Supreme Cosmic Power, because between the sexual frustration and his looming relapse, it really looks like the universe is trying to screw him over.
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- Part 1 of 22 Weeks Is A Long Time
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The Curious Case Of The Boy With The Raven Hair by Sabrina_Sparrow
Sherlock (TV), Sherlock
8 May 2013
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When the new boy - Sherlock Holmes - joins Greenwood Academy, he steps on almost everyone's toes, including those of John Watson, head of the rugby team, throwing the boy into an awkward sexuality crisis. High school drama ensues.