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    When Erik, yet again, gets carried away by his love for a new young woman, he murders a few people.
    When Erik murders people, Javert is called in to stand guard on opening night.
    When Javert is called in to stand guard overnight, Jean Valjean and Cosette attend opening night.
    When Jean Valjean attends opening night, Erik makes a scene.
    And When Erik makes a scene, he meets Javert and an unlikely alliance forms between them.

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    For a kmeme prompt asking for Anders engaging in self-destructive relationships with people he knows will abuse him. He tries this on Fenris, and it backfires on him and turns into a therapy session.
    http://dragonage-kink.livejournal.com/11381.html?thread=45363317

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    A slip of a finger sends Louis on a slippery slope into the world of self hatred. As time goes on, small comments and jokes get taken a little too personally. Louis soon grows an obsession with giving his food to Harry and the other band members, and Harry grows an obsession with Louis.

    Or the one where Louis takes everything too seriously, Harry falls in love, and Liam, Zayn, and Niall eventually play psychologist.

    I suck at summaries, but please give it a try.

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    Post-Avengers Canon-Divergent.
    When Loki breaks into the Triskelion in search of the sceptre he'd left behind, he encounters trouble in the form of Steve Rogers and ends up in a SHIELD holding cell, while the good Captain attempts to figure out what to do with him.

    Rating will change and tags and characters will be added as they become relevant. This story will be Explicit at a later date.

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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked. 

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    The Shire was destroyed in the year of 2786 by orcs. They raided them and plundered into their lands, killing without cause or mercy. The rangers were unable to save the Shire in time. The hobbits were driven from their lands, out of their homes, to wander the winding roads as they searched for a new home....
    And in the same year a prophecy was told...
    A prophecy of something terrible...
    It will consume all...
    It is now 2941 and things have changed greatly. A once future that was set in stone, was shifted and carved differently. The once noble Bilbo Baggins was reborn as something other than what he was. He became something no one had intended him to be...

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    Five hundred years later, an obligation brought him to her when the end was near. He could watch her die, or he could vow to look after her until death do them apart.

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    S2. Dean has barely been eating since their dad died 5 months ago, which leads to him passing out after a hunt. Sam and Bobby finally realise how much he has been struggling since John's death, and try to help him
    Sick!Dean. Worried/Protective!Sam/Bobby.

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    'Cause I feel so damn lost
    And it comes with a cost of being alone
    Everything is falling down
    We're suffering, helpless thoughts and
    Out we sing, prayers go to the sky
    And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby
    We just gotta get out 

    'Ashton let the fog roll over him as he stopped feeling again, because feeling wasn’t necessary for this. Ashton simply became beating heart and electric nerves and outstretched hands.
    It didn’t matter that he was empty inside.’

    Or that fic where Ashton is struggling, Luke is hiding, and Michael and Calum just want to make things work.

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    Some people have special powers concerning their bodies or such things like controlling the elements. They’re called mutants due to their abilities. Dean is a mutant, he can control fire. Or at least he’s supposed to control it. After discovering his abilities at the early age of four Dean decides to deny having any power at all, because he blames himself for starting the fire his mother died in. He haven’t used his powers and refused to try to control it since. Years have passed and more reports about mutants breaking the law were seen. People feared them and some tried to hunt them down and capture or even kill them. Dean tried to have a normal life, but after one bar fight he was forced to accept a job at Crowley’s company, where he was hired as car engineer and was paid the lowest stake. Due to his debts Dean was forced to get a flat mate – that’s how he ended up living with Castiel Novak, a fresh-after-breakup man, that needed to straight his life, and his cat, Alfie. But demons of past are always present and so Dean pushed Castiel away, even though so many things connected them. Because Dean, almost till the end, didn’t know that Castiel was also a mutant.

    This is part of DCMB 2014 Challenge

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    Not everyone's as forgiving toward the Winter Soldier as the Avengers.

    Steve and Bucky argue about how to fix that, and Bucky Bear becomes an accidental hostage.

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    Karkat has always been alone to deal with his problems and now that he's so close to the others he is refusing to burden anyone with them. Karkat might not be able to handle this one alone but everyone else has their own problems. Help sometimes comes in pale colors.

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    No hurry to have sex. Which means Newt could put it off, keep thinking up excuses and pushing it back and - and -

    And trap Hermann in a lie of a relationship that will never reach a natural conclusion.

    God. Why did he think this would ever work?

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    Dean is a hard-working 36 year-old native Alaskan trying to enjoy his summer in his home town until one day, his buddy/boss Benny Lafitte asks him for a favor he couldn't resist.
    Sam isn't happy where he is. Anchorage never changes, and he needs a change before he is swallowed whole. He didn't expect to meet a brilliantly rebellious man with pale blue eyes and absolutely no shame. Maybe this summer wouldn't be a bust after all?
    They all have their problems, but together they learn that life is more than just living; it's a fist-full of emotions that change their lives forever.

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    He thinks we don’t see it, and he thinks we don’t care, but we do. We all see it, and we all care, and we all want to help him, but we don’t have the words to say.

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    After the Big Shell incident, when Snake's bones began to ache in the early mornings, he started counting in a different manner. He began counting everything around him so he would stop counting down his days.

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    Bertholdt rescues Annie from her crystal and the Survey Corps and somehow manages to make his way back to Reiner and Ymir safely.
    What will happen when she wakes up?
    Will she wake up?
    Will Bertholdt finally have happiness?

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    Twelve years ago, Eren Yeager and Levi Heichou became best friends. Four years ago, Eren confessed his love for Levi. Also, four years ago, Eren had his heart ripped out of his chest and run through a shredder by his so-called "best friend". Now, Eren is 15 and has made some... changes in his life. Will Eren ever fill the void in his heart? Will he ever see Levi again? Will Levi ever get the chance to apologize? You never know what will happen upon his return.

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    Request on tumblr. Reader gets into a relationship with Sam, but is self conscious and scared to sleep with him because of her scars. (Please read author's notes!)

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    do you know how it feels to be in love with someone you could never be with ?

    harry knows

    but even worser is when that person is your bully....

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