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    Jeon Jungkook is good at telling stories, and he enjoys it... creating universes and quirky characters within his mind and vocalising it to whoever wants to listen.
    But, he is struggling. His mental health is declining and its becoming harder and harder to stay as an idol. He is terrified of people finding out how disgusting, and how broken he is. So- he hides it the best he can, with secret therapy sessions and hiding away from his hyungs whenever he has a panic attack.
    His therapist tells him that talking about his bad memories will make it better- and Kim Taehyung loves to listen to Jungkook's stories. As long as Taehyung doesn't see that the stories are true, Jungkook can be more at peace.
    _
    Warning: This work contains mentions of past child abuse, alcoholism and drug abuse from parents, homophobia, self harm, and mental health issues

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    English
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    Chapters:
    11/?
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    18
    Kudos:
    133
    Bookmarks:
    25
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    Written for the prompt: Zevran gets a bad tangle in his hair and Alistair helps him get it out.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    56
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    110
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    430
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    '- Tadaima – A voice was heard in the hallway of the Matsuno residence.
    No response, they're busy.'

    Karamatsu Matsuno knows that he's not treated by his brothers like anyone should and yet he was never able to stand for himself when it came to them. He's always hiding from others, his brothers, even himself. He forced himself a rule to never tell anyone and carry on no matter what.
    However on day the line is crossed, which makes everyones lives go down for good.

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    Chapters:
    7/8
    Comments:
    22
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    157
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    12
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    Alec Lightwood is nineteen when it turns out that Valentine Morganstern isn’t dead. In fact, Valentine Morganstern is alive, well and hellbent on destroying everything Alec cares about. In less than 12 hours his entire life changes. His parents are dead, his parabatai is missing and every inch of his carefully planned future has crumbled to dust. Alec has no choice but to carry on. He will do anything to keep his family together but the process of healing is not easy and it just may take everything Alec has to give, and then some.

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    Chapters:
    4/?
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    20
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    8
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    765
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    Shizuo and Izaya have built up a pattern in their fights, and injuries are never any more severe than minor cuts and bruises. But when Shizuo manages to get a hit on Izaya, knocking him out and leaving him with a minor concussion, he will end up facing a choice as he realizes for the first time what it would mean if he killed someone, even if that someone was Izaya.

    Language:
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    5,227
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    697
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    There'd always been two.

    Then one.

    ... Then two again.

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    3,337
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    7
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    7
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    92
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    Maybe it's because the amount of pills he took, but he didn't hear the grass moving underneath feet.

    "What the fuck."

    Evan turned slightly, and standing there in all of his black clad glory, is Connor fucking Murphy, with quite a concerned look on his face.

    But that doesn't mean anything now, Evan thinks as his world goes dark.

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    82
    Bookmarks:
    11
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    High school is easily going to be the worst four years of Jack's life. He doesn't need the likes of Mark Fischbach (the star quarterback who's bullied him since childhood) and Felix Kjellberg (the gay-bashing Christian) to remind him of this.

    Language:
    English
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    9,436
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    24
    Kudos:
    132
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    1644
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    After centuries of sibling rivalry, Thor and Loki at last receive the news of which one of them the Allfather has chosen as heir. Loki takes the decision to heart far more than anyone around him knows.

    Language:
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    22,481
    Chapters:
    8/13
    Comments:
    181
    Kudos:
    102
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    1470
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    I wanted to attempt a rare pair and decided to go for the hardest I could think of. This idea came to me swiftly and suddenly and I hope you enjoy the story eventually. The beginning is quite dark, please read tags.

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    3,126
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
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    8
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    1
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    25
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    Sebastian adopts Leslie from a mental hospital, they decided to move from Krimson City, California to Denver, Colorado. They move in with ease and happily enjoy their stay, unaware of the hauntings that will possibly tear them apart...

    [basically they move into a badly haunted house, I can't summarize to save my life]

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    4,414
    Chapters:
    4/?
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    [A The Evil Within fanfiction AU revolving around Leslie Withers and Ruvik Victoriano in high school,]

    Leslie Withers is a quiet student. He has no friends and doesn't want any. He tries to avoid attention, yet he's always looked at. He isn't well liked and he especially isn't liked by Ruvik. Ruvik Victoriano is a very popular, well known and respected among the other students and staff. The senior classes are all going on a fieldtrip as the schools graduation gift, which is coming up in a few months.

    They go to a snowy city where they are free to roam around the town and stay in a comfortable hotel with a group of 3 people. However, when Leslie finds out he's sharing a room with Ruvik, he panics.

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    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    15
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    Jared sighed and opened his notebook, flipping to a crisp, clean page and began to write.

    (The diary chapters might not all be in order, guys. It's a mess like me!)

    Language:
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    Words:
    16,291
    Chapters:
    19/?
    Comments:
    127
    Kudos:
    150
    Bookmarks:
    14
    Hits:
    1639
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    After the whole squip incident, wholesome communication and a bit of therapy, the group has mostly healed from the events and learned to accept their mutant appearances and abilities. All except for Michael. Acting different from his usual self and revealing a few worrying thoughts the group is determined to help their hurting friend. But it may be more than they anticipated. For the squip is gone, but our own minds can do far greater damage than any computer.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,280
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    21
    Kudos:
    125
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1234
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    ...Yup. I couldn't hold of writing this any longer! I'm not sorry! I blame Yurio, he pushed me over the edge. This will definitely contain Victuuri, Otayuri, and Domestic af Victor, Yuuri, and Yurio happy family shit. It's lovely to think about, it gives me life! XD

    Language:
    English
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    12,221
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    43
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    1700
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    On the day of their eighteenth birthday, Jean's twin brother, Elliot, runs away from home. Instead of telling his parents the truth, Jean tells his parents that not only was he Elliot and not himself, but that he - Jean, had killed himself by jumping off a bridge into a river. He tells this lie because his parents have always favored Elliot, and he doesn't know when - or if - Elliot will come back. Somehow, Jean's parents, and everyone else believes that he's Elliot - All except Elliot's best friend, Marco Bodt.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,897
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    35
    Kudos:
    54
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    454
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    Moments from Magnus and Alec's life at college.

    Language:
    English
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    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    30
    Kudos:
    84
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    1428
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    Emil has never dealt well with change - it always made him feel like he was being left behind.

    Fic describing Emil's thoughts and feelings towards the changing dynamics in his family and the separation he begins to feel as those he love seem to love each other more than they ever loved him.

    Updates will be posted at least once every two weeks

    May contain some writing that some readers may find triggering (depression, panic attacks, and various others)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,766
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    36
    Kudos:
    71
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    787
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    Summary

    he dies suddenly and they mourn
    they don't do it well

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    22
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    496
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    Everyone has a timer on their wrist, it shows you how many days, hours, minutes and seconds are left until you will meet your soulmate, then it fades away. It isn't bound that the two will stay together, it is only bound that that one person can love the other like no one else can. The timer reaches 0 no matter what, but it only goes away if the people meet. How can the timer reach 0 when they haven't met you ask? Well, if one of them dies before that time, it'll just go to 0 and flicker endlessly until they meet. How will they meet if one of them is dead? That's not on me to decide. I guess they didn't know about this though, it was rather unexpected for the timer to jump from a time, to no time and back again. No, it isn't another soulmate, there is only one in the entire world, it's just...a bit complicated.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,047
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    5
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    50

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