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    After he and his men wipe out a caravan of slaver's nearing Erebor's lands, Kili comes across a young omega cowering in the shadows of her cage. She's broken, bloodied, and terrified. As a giver of life, she should have been cherished and protected. Instead she was torn from her home and beaten into submission...all so she could be sold to the highest bidder. Sickened by her treatment, Kili's determined to keep her safe.

    Kili X OFC romance. AU, Omegaverse.
    Rated EXPLICIT for mature scenes (violence, hurt/comfort, self-harm, smut).

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    4
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    18
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    from anon:

    JACK AND MARK LIKE OH MY GOD JACK LOOKS UP TO MARK SO MUCH AND MARK IS HIS HERO WHO HE ADORES AND HE DOESNT EXPECT ANYTHING IN RETURN BUT IMAGINE MARK WHO IS RIDGED WITH THE SCARS OF THE DARK TIMES HE HAS BEEN THROUGH AND IMAGINE HIM LOOKING AT JACK AND SEEING A SOUL WITH NO BLEMISHES OR WOUNDS AND WHO IS JUST A BRIGHT SPARK OF LIFE AND REALISING HOW MUCH HE CARES AND JUST JACK AND MARK JACK AMR MARK J ACK AND MA. R RNKR K

    Literally what was said to write this.

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    "I cut."

    "I purge everything I eat."

    "I don't eat."

    "The bullying has made me want to die."

    "She beats me."

    "I'm a fucking freak."

    "We all are. That must be why they put us together."

    The X Factor - with a twist.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    851
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    Someone has been watching Dean Winchester from the darkness afraid to make contact, but so very in love that he cannot look away.

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    3/?
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    8
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    With a dead mother, a drunk and abusive father, Eren seek for a peaceful place to hide from reality.

    (WARNING! MAY BE TRIGGERING!)

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    1,726
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    13
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    20
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    141
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    Your life has never been all that good, what with the constant bullying, depression, and pain you inflict on yourself. But, recently, it's gotten to a point that even the voice of the lead singer in your favorite band can't help. Then, a chance encounter with the man himself leaves you, for once, hopeful for your future. Maybe things will finally begin to turn around?

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    20,747
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    7
    Hits:
    63
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    Ratchet doesn't realize he's in heat until it's far too late to do anything but give in to the coding and wait to see who wins the right to claim him in the mating fight. Drift isn't about to let anyone else have his medic.

    In summary: Drift vs. damn near everyone.

    (not related to the Say Yes series in any way)

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    English
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    68,096
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    625
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    384
    Bookmarks:
    70
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    On an enormous spaceship outside of Westerly airspace the boys track down a level III warrant, while working out the kinks in their professional relationship and fighting their personal demons.
    On the other side of the galaxy, Dutch relearns childhood lessons best forgotten while secretly dreaming of home.

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    3,500
    Chapters:
    4/?
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    4
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    24
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    2
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    315
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    After the whole Cupid incident Jason has a plan.

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    2/2
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    1
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    8
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    Mike used to cut himself growing up, but stopped. As fights with Harvey and work get stressful, however, old habits prove to die hard.

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    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    15
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    127
    Bookmarks:
    5
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    Louis is fine. He just happens to walk to the suicide bridge of Bristol at least once a week, just happens to be dealing with a lot of anxiety, and just happens to be done with life. But he's fine.

    Everything is just fine until a mysterious guy starts showing up every time he tries to kill himself, and he should be very scared, but he's somehow very glad to have company. Until he's not.

    AU where Louis tries to kill himself multiple times but he's not very good at it, Harry keeps showing up out of nowhere, and maybe life isn't as bad as it looks sometimes.

     


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    150
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    Zayn’s no fool. He knows what he looks like generally—smudgy lashes, soft lips, harsh cheekbones that belie his stupid laugh. He knows what he looks like now, cigarette wedged in his mouth like his nose isn’t bleeding, like his lip and knuckles aren’t split. He knows what it means when someone stares at him like this kid is.

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    37,355
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    62
    Kudos:
    88
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    2005
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    Niall's mic suddenly becomes defectuous during his Little Things solo. Louis helps out. And now the blonde can't stop thinking about it...

    Or the one where Niall flirts with Zayn, cuddles with Harry, holds hands with Liam but still gets to freak out about his crush for Louis.
    M for language.
    Non-consistent timeline (I use events, venues and songs in the order that befit my story most).

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    English
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    9,558
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    11
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    332
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    Four weeks after A Question of Trust, Stiles finds himself struggling with what happened and trying to protect everybody around him while keeping up with his new training Schedule. His mother is also back in town and he doesn't want anything to do with her, until they are forced together when the young skinwalkers start experiencing a mysterious illness no one seems to be able to cure. Will Stiles be able to save Beacon Hills yet again or will his new found happiness be ruined when Derek seems to know more than he is telling him?

    (I'm sorry, I'm horrible at summaries)

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    English
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    25,171
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    19
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    12
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    Growing up in an enchanted forest means many things. There is beauty and there is ugly. Everything is beautiful in its enchantment until she is old enough to learn the truth though.

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    1/1
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    Drawing out of his thoughts, Grantaire looked down at the journal.

    DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER

    DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER

    DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER

    DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER

    DOWN WITH BIG BROTHER

    There was also an image of the man Grantaire had seen. His shaky hands and the smudged ink did the man no justice, yet still the fierce eyes bore into him. In another time, Grantaire would have called him a God.

    A Les mis/ 1984 AU with Grantaire basically as Winston and Enjolras as Julia.
    You don't need to read 1984 to understand this or anything.

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    English
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    4,206
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Kudos:
    12
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    168
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    Sam's soul sprouts wings from his mortal body - outing the Winchester's true feelings for Castiel. But will Castiel just be another being Sam will fail, or worse, take advantage of him again as he and so many before him have done?

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    English
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    6,479
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    283
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    Eren Jaegar is a wallflower freshman in college. All he wants to do is sit quietly and read, or make something creative. Having just got over his mother's death, and trying to forget about his other family issues, he tries to get his life back together.

    Levi is a transfer student on his third year of college. He came from France and moved to New York in search of not only a better life, but a better lifestyle. Like Eren, will he be able to get over his past, or will he sink?

    A story where enemies become friends and friends become lovers. Will Levi and Eren learn to help each other? Or will they stay enemies forever?

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    English
    Words:
    25,007
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    121
    Kudos:
    95
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    1563
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    After the Mark of Cain is removed, Dean is still dealing with after effects. Sam and Cas convince him to go to therapy, but can Dean really make it through ten sessions.

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    English
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    7,014
    Chapters:
    3/10
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    124

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