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    Omegas are treated with the utmost respect and care, for their presence is a rarity. When an omega child is born they are promised to a worthy and high classed alpha. John Watson once felt pride being an Omega. Only, after spending years being ridiculed by his peers, he came to understand the shame of being an omega.

     

    Omegas were created to be bred by their alpha. They are sold to the richest of alphas, bought to be mounted and birth their alpha kin… Nothing more.

     

    As John prepares to marry his intended alpha, these are the thoughts that cloud his mind and further shame him.

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    Jared had a husband who loved him and a daughter who adored him; but despite it all, he couldn't see through the cloud of his depression.

    After years of intensive treatment, things seemed to get better. But Jared breaks down after another failed pregnancy... and the last thing Jensen thought would ever happen to him, happens, and he’s forced to come to terms with the consequences of his husband's actions.

     

    “Jay. When you stop breathing. I stop breathing. If your heart stops. My heart stops. Don’t you get it?!”

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    5/?
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    8
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    Short story following the opening of Act 3. After Meredith's comment about Hawke's inability to save her mother, the Champion withdraws and falls ill. Isolated from her friends and with magical seals preventing anyone from entering the estate - could this be the end for Hawke? Originally intended to be a one shot but the story keeps evolving. Disclaimer: I own nothing and make no money - All hail Bioware!

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    4/?
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    16
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    When Steve Rogers is reunited with a long lost friend in an unexpected way, he has to take matters into his own hand, and that means breaking every inch of virtue or kindness that he stands on to make sure that he can avenge what has been done onto his best friend and never lose him ever again.

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    This story revolves on both the past and present, on Steve who now works with the Avengers, on how Steve and Bucky maintained their relationship during the war and even times from when Steve was just a kid from Brooklyn who was too dumb to not back off from a fight.

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    144
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    Some people have the ability to hold on, just a little longer..

     

     

     

     

     

    And some others can't help but slip away..

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    Frequently he feels the urge to scream at John, to return the verbal blows as good as he is given. He wants to get right in John’s face and shout that it has been hard on him too damn it.

    But It wasn’t about him right now, what was important was what John was feeling, and atoning for the hurt he had caused.

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    1/1
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    Killing his squad left D'avin with "battle brain". But almost killing his brother and a woman he fell in love with left him much more messed up.
    Care for yourself -- read the tags before you open the story.

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    Sixteen year old Sophomore, Dean Winchester, doesn't understand why he has to go to school. His career of choice, hunting, doesn't require an education, and he resents his father, John, for forcing one on him. That is, until he catches the crystal blue eyes in the hallway.

     

    Seventeen year old Senior, Castiel Novak, doesn't want to be alive. He has nothing and no one to live for after his boyfriend, Michael, leaves him for someone new. But things start to look up after he bumps into someone's (a gorgeous someone, he might add) rock hard chest in the school hallway.

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    Chapters:
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    Comments:
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    70
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    This story is the Prequel to my other work Reunited. You don't have to read that story to follow this one.

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    John promised to kill Sam if he presented as an alpha or an omega. Dean always agreed with his dad on that or at least that was what Dean told Sam. When Sam presents he runs away from home to save his life.

    Updated weekly on Saturday or Sunday.

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    Chapters:
    15/?
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    145
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    Eren Jaegar is a wallflower freshman in college. All he wants to do is sit quietly and read, or make something creative. Having just got over his mother's death, and trying to forget about his other family issues, he tries to get his life back together.

    Levi is a transfer student on his third year of college. He came from France and moved to New York in search of not only a better life, but a better lifestyle. Like Eren, will he be able to get over his past, or will he sink?

    A story where enemies become friends and friends become lovers. Will Levi and Eren learn to help each other? Or will they stay enemies forever?

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    12/?
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    36
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    Soulmate AU. When the two consultants shake hands, it certainly puts a wrench in both of their plans for the rooftop encounter.

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    Chapters:
    35/?
    Comments:
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    Claire and David play at being a family, for keeps and for all the marbles. It's the only way each of them knows to protect their own children.

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    Chapters:
    18/?
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    17
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    23
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    A miscellaneous collection of ficlets set in the Reciprocity verse. Mostly Steve & Bucky with a smattering of everyone else.

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    Chapters:
    24/?
    Comments:
    88
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    164
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    17
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    AU where Eren has always been an impulsive, curious brat and a certain raven-haired man catches his attention. Once Eren is determined, he sure as hell doesn't give up easily. And Eren is determined; determined to uncover everything beneath the raven-haired man's frigid glare and terrifying scowl.

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    6
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    1
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    In a era long before our own, a large group of young people reside in an asylum for the mentally ill. Some are sociopaths, some are hysterical, and some have horrifying bursts of anger or panic. The one thing each of these young people has in common is a desire to leave the sanitarium and return to their lives as they used to live them. Within the castle-like walls of the asylum, bonds will be formed and broken. Love will conquer and sometimes destroy. Racism, homophobia, and sexism will be encountered. And maybe, just maybe, healing will ensue.

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    26,352
    Chapters:
    5/?
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    13
    Kudos:
    41
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    6
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    I want to know how to survive in the nightlife
    The truth and dare of the drug for the first time
    I click my heels and dance with the heat rise
    I want to know how to survive in the nightlife
    - IAMX

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    But that's just the beginning of the start, the end of the beginning. There's no point telling the story like that; gotta start from the beginning of the end. The primary concern is not your closely creeping death, it is the events prior. And that's what this story is about. It's about pain and regret and agony, self-hatred and sickness, and complete and utter limerence.
    But above all, this is the story of how Kurloz Makara survived the Nightlife.

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    2/?
    Comments:
    8
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    11
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    After a break-up with long time girlfriend, Mikasa, Eren Jaeger's friends decide to treat him to a night out on the town. Thanks to Eren's short temper and road rage, the night takes a different turn.

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    16,627
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    8
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    54
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    12
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    Dipper Pines suffers from depression from Wendy finding out about his feelings and accepting them but not particularly loves him that way because of the age difference between them. Dipper runs away from home and meets a rather curious triangular chip who wants to show Dipper the better meanings of life, even without his crush being his and his alone.

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    Comments:
    8
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    46
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    Eversio
    ēversiō (n.)
    (latín) destruction.
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    "You see yourself as a monster, why?" he asked, his eyes assessing Louis' face.

    "It's easy to lie to the world, but not to yourself." he answered taking a long drag from the cigarette and walking away.

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    * TRIGGER WARNING // Self- Harm, Eating Disorders, Past Abuse, Abuse, Thoughts of Suicide, Drugs *

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    Sometimes Fate doesn't write a happy ending. Sometimes one has to write their own, starting at the beginning.

    Cross-posted to Fanfiction.net

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    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
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    38
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    11
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