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    sequel to ,,COLD''

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    Jessica is left with three things: a medication prescription, a warning not to look for answers, and a freshly, disconcertingly blank memory.

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    John and Greg struggle with the loss of their consulting detective. Both are hurting and grieving and dealing as best they can. But sometimes the best you give isn't enough.

    *****

    “John…”

    Without warning John harshly kicked his bags down the stairs where they landed with a bang against the front door startling Greg badly, the silver haired man worried that he would be next to receive the physical brunt of John’s vicious anger.

    “I said get out.”

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    I’ll kill myself soon, so thanks to all the haters. You got what you wanted. You finally broke me in all ways possible.

    Was it really worth it?

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    It only takes one comment for realization to slap you in the face. The world crashes down around you but everyone else can see it but you.

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    An Ereri story somewhat based off of the Fault in Our Stars by John Green.

    Do expect a sad ending LOL

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    He was Nick Sorrentino. Ladies man. Sometimes the gentleman's man. But always the man, always the one who took control and yet here he was, kneeling at another man's feet, completely naked, and it felt better than all of those other times and he couldn't be that man and who he was now at the same time. It didn't work. It couldn't.

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    No hurry to have sex. Which means Newt could put it off, keep thinking up excuses and pushing it back and - and -

    And trap Hermann in a lie of a relationship that will never reach a natural conclusion.

    God. Why did he think this would ever work?

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    I'm the king of my own land
    Facing tempests of dust, I'll fight till the end
    Creatures of magic, raise up and dance with me
    Now and forever, I'm your king
    -M83, "Outro" (for which this fanfic was named)

    Loki is imprisoned on Asgard after his attempt to rule Midgard. Thor can't be happier; things are going well, no more stress with Loki, and the kingdom is happy. That is, until Loki attempts suicide. Thor had no idea Loki was in such a bad mental place, and his brotherly love and protectiveness returns. He begs Odin to let him take Loki to Midgard to recover. Odin allows him, so Thor brings his adopted brother to Earth. But will it be enough to cure a tortured mind? Lots of feels. Be prepared!

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    Dean is the only person Cas truly loves in life and who loves him back just as much. They are both social outcasts in high school and in their home lives, Cas only has a father who is absent or drunk ever since his mother met an untimely death and Dean is rejected by his family, not living up to their standards and expectations of him. Cas feels he cant express his true feelings toward Dean, the fear of him rejecting him as well is too great.

    It's fluffier than it sounds just get through my angsty shit
    I hope you like it and if you get triggered DON'T READ IT

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    There is one story about their family that the Mikaelson siblings could never bring themselves to tell. The tragic story, about how they slowly, bit by bit, lost their youngest brother, Genim, whom they've never spoken about to those outside of the family.. Genim was the youngest Mikaelson child. He was loved and adored by all who met him (so much that even Mikael couldn't help but have a soft spot for him in his stone-cold heart). Full description in first chapter. If this interests you, go and have a look.. ;)

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    The battle over the fate of the world raged for hundreds of years. Finally after so many good had won out, but evil refused to rest. A war so devastating has left society and it's governments in ruin. The darkness has overtaken the Earth. But, there is still hope in the form of a single tortured warrior.

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    Five separate times and people the man known as James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes or the Winter Soldier hurt someone with his metal arm, and the one person and time he didn't.

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    Peter could no longer cope . . .

    It was clear that his life as Spider-Man was a risk. He constantly put the lives of his friends in danger, simply by acting as the hero in the chaos of the city. The only real lifeline he seemed to have was Wade, but his feelings for Wade were changing . . . growing . . . he was losing his identity as Peter.

    He would need to make choices. He would need to make sacrifices.

    He would need to choose right or risk losing everything.

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    Sequel to "Candid Apologies". The Doctor struggles to keep himself in line, but the stress of everything makes such things an impossible dream. Takes place before The Snowmen and after TATM/ The Angels Take Manhattan. Trigger Warnings for self-harm.

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    Mental hospitals are for kids with problems with self-harm, suicide, anxiety, depression, and mental disorders. When new kid Ashton arrives at the facility, he finds that things there are a lot more broken than they seem. After being there for only a couple hours, he begins to truly realize how much mental disorders and suicidal thoughts can do to people. All the while, the morbidity rate is high- as one by one, patients are being killed- or kill themselves. The cause is unknown to Ashton, but the desire to find out burns in his mind. That’s not to say- his own demons will lay calm for him. When they strike back full force, Ashton’s life takes a nosedive for the worst. His strength will be tested to the limit, and it’s either- fight against his mind…or give up and let them take control.

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    During what seems to be a regular hunt, Sam and Dean meets a strange woman who is far more than meets the eye. In fact, she just may be the key to set the brothers on the path to finally put the world on the right path. And together they may finally be strong enough to heal old wounds, as long as the past doesn't get in the way.

    This takes place in an alternative world to Supernatural's Season 9. It will be told from both Sam's and the OFC Eman's point of view.

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    Luke's in love with a girl that's getting abuse from her psychotic boyfriend.After a weekend camping trip he finds out devastating news, and tries everything in his power to get her away from him. But Luke doesn't know what he's really getting himself into.

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    When Luke sees Ashton with another guy, the boys mistakenly think that Ashton cheated in Michael. Ashton knows the truth though, that he was raped and that it's not his fault.

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    Jared rolled his hips against Dean again, his breathing heavy and slow, half asleep. Dean tried to keep still, but not too still. Utter disinterest had the same consequences as fighting back. He’d be dragged back to fucking Alistair’s lab, shot full of sedatives and whatever else seemed appropriate and he’d spend the next twenty-four hours in a glazed stupour, half-hard and tripping, his head full of obscenities; memories, fantasies, fears. Hell.

    He moved slightly onto his belly, stretched his leg out, gave Jared as much bodily contact as he could without leading him on. Jared made a contented noise and tangled his long legs through Dean’s and went back to sleep. Dean was not so lucky, but at least he wasn’t panicking anymore. He was sure that was a result of whatever he was being doped with on a daily basis, but it was hard to care. That was a side effect, too.

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