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    Marc could be a real punk in return, but there was something adorable about it. It gave Patric the same sense of accomplishment he had initially received from presenting game pucks to him. Maybe that’s why the interactions became a part of their warmups.

    Or maybe he just needed a routine.

    Which was what he always tried to convince himself whenever he started pondering the tangled web of emotions that were beginning to take root in his subconscious.

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    "Okay. Would you rather be blind or deaf?"

    You smiled, feeling the shots flow through your veins. "Neither. They're both so important to me I'd rather die than have one. Or, y'know, just kill myself immediately afterwards." You finished your drink. "Hey, who wants to play spin the bottle?"

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    Lazy person doing a depressing one-shot and is willing to do more.

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    "Don't forget ab-b-b-b-bout me
    Don't forget ab-b-b-b-bout me
    Even when I doubt you
    I'm no good without you, no, no..."

    That is the only lyrics that describe this untold story after Shiro's disappearance...

     

    The Evil Keith fanfic no one asked for.

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    Two troubled children meet at the Minrathous Circle. One is a magister’s heir, groomed to be the blood mage general of Seheron, without fear or mercy. Hopefully, that will keep people from noticing how very much an elf he is. The other is last born, least loved and most of his emotions involve academics and cadavers. They love each other, even if they’re not terribly good at it.

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    Stiles thought that after the pack had eliminated the Alpha Pack that life would return to normal. Unfortunately for Stiles, he spirals into a cycle of depression and self-destructive behavior, during which he discovers a deeply held family secret.

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    When comforting thoughts aren't, and the voices inside your head are too much, you reach the edge of a precipice.

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    Modern AU.
    Death made it a habit to pay Rudolf a visit every time he feels down and hurt. But this time is different. Death stays with him and they get to know each other.

    [Concerning the archive warning "Major Character Death" - I'm not right sure about killing Rudolf, yet. But if it might happen along the way of the story - you're hereby warned.]

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    Yoongi has read books where the protagonist's friends stick by them through thick and thin, but real life isn't like that.

    Yet until they want him gone - until Seokjin stops mumbling “They asked after you” - he will hold on.

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    (post-hyyh au where they all go to different universities which messes yoongi up. a lot.)

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    You’ve got me feeling strange,
    ‘Cause I love to hate you so damn much,
    But I can’t think of leaving,
    ‘Cause you’re what keeps me breathing.

    'Calum pointedly didn’t look at Michael’s emerald green eyes or the soft curve of his cherry-coloured lips. He didn’t think about how looking at Michael these days made his heart clench in his chest because, if Calum did let himself consider that, everything that he’d fought so hard to believe would crumble around him.'

    Calum's best friends are falling apart, Mali is gone, and Calum just wants to be perfect.

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    Set the summer after forth year. 

    Harry has a secret about his life in Little Whinging. He also has a tremendous talent. Both of which he has spent years hiding. When Harry is rescued from the Dursleys by his godfather he is desperate to stop him from piecing his past together and finding out who he really is. But what will happen when control starts to slip from his grasp and he discovers he's not the only one with secrets. 

    Novel inspired by a song. 
    This story will contain child abuse. 

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    The Avengers chase down a mysterious magic Alien and they learn way more about Tony than they ever expected they would.

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    After a mission gone wrong, the reader runs off and hides. The team becomes concerned at your disappearance, having no idea what happened or where you were. Will they be able to save you from the yourself? Who will be your light in the dark? Choose an adventure and find out what happens.

    Each Chapter has a different song inspired by my fave band Skillet. Should totally check them out.

    You can request to have a certain character for the next chapter.

    I have no skill writing same-sex relationships so Wanda and Natasha are simply best friends to the reader. All up for romantics with the guys though. If you have a specific request, I'll try to find a song to fit.

    Thank you Lovelies!!!!

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    Guess who's baaack? It's officially been a year since Who actually cares, part 1 and I decided to return for round 2.
    The way to leave a prompt is simple; write a comment under one of the existing chapters. Tell me what you want to happen and what pairing you want. I accept smut (obvs)
    No Incest or MPreg please!!
    GAY PAIRINGS ONLY LADS!
    Will x Nico: 3, 8, 17, 25, 34, 36, 37, 39, 40, 42, 44, 47, 52
    Jason x Percy: 2, 7, 13, 31, 45, 50, 51
    Jason x Nico: 4, 14, 15, 16, 27, 41
    Frank x Leo: 21, 24, 38, 48
    Luke x Percy: 10, 35, 46
    Nico x Mitchell: 6, 30
    Connor x Mitchell: 12, 33
    Luke x Nico: 5
    Thanatos x Cupid: 9
    Will x Leo: 11
    Percy x Leo: 18
    Will x Percy: 22
    Beckendorf x Luke: 23
    Luke x Leo: 26
    Percy x Malcolm: 28
    Michael x Travis: 29
    Michael x Octavian: 43
    Leo x Nico: 53
    Foursome/Threesome: 19, 20, 32, 49

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    This work is an adaptation of Nyanikos132's work 'The Endless Autumn of My First Love' since that will no longer be continued, and the task falls to me to make sure it IS continued since you guys wanted it to be :)

    Eren, your typical 18-year-old boy, has had it relatively in easy in life besides the loneliness eating away at him from the inside. Then enters Levi, who doesn't exactly prove to help his situation until well, well into the future. Thus, calamity ensues.

    "Oi, how long are you going to fucking stare for?"

    "I was planning on staring all morning as your face just makes my gay heart flutter, but alas the teacher is here now so it seems as though my time will be cut short, shame indeed"

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    After being locked in a room by a mystery person this group of friends must figure out who the 'liar' among them is or be stuck there for life. But is the person really lying about who they are? Or is there more to this story then what meets the eye? Can they figure out the answers to these questions before it cost their friend his life?

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    "I'm so sorry, Gerard," she whispered, her voice breaking."

    Au where while touring in Europe in celebration of the band's newest album "Danger Days: The True Lives Of The Fabulous Killjoys" Lindsey is killed in a plane crash leaving Gerard to raise his daughter and make sure his mental health doesn't go down the drain it is already circling.

    Triggering themes will play a major part in the story so if you are triggered by Cutting,starving yourself drug addiction, Alcohol abuse Nightmares, Night Terrors, Major character deaths please do not read this

    I also had a fuckton of help from my friends Amira, Kellin, Kamile and Ronan so please give them the credit they deserve

    Probably won't be updated a lot so be warned

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    Hermione hates her body.

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    *Tyler is POV unless I change it*

    Tyler is 17 years old in the beginning. His dad doesn't care about him, but he has his brother, Zach Joseph of 21, by his side. He starts to get bullied by Josh, but what happens when he gets drafted to the military with his bully?

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    josh just wants to solve the mystery of the cryptic poems and the doe-eyed angel.

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    9/?
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    After years of denying his desires, Credence gives in and asks a mysterious, older dom to give him what he wants. But is what he thinks he needs the same as what he really wants?

    The club was bigger than he'd thought it was from the outside. There were so many twists and turns, and countless pockets of chairs and couches, or actual beds, with people in them. He tried not to look. He was completely lost. He couldn't go back, even if he wanted to.

     

    He finally came to the end of a long, thin hall that spat him out at the edge of the building. The wall was made of concrete, but he fell eagerly against it like it was made of the softest silk, huddling into himself, panicking.

     

    "What's the trouble, pet?"

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