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    Request on tumblr. Reader gets into a relationship with Sam, but is self conscious and scared to sleep with him because of her scars. (Please read author's notes!)

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    do you know how it feels to be in love with someone you could never be with ?

    harry knows

    but even worser is when that person is your bully....

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    "I've always been painfully aware of his presence; as soon as I walk into a room, my eyes automatically search for that swath of shiny black, picking him out in a crowd as if it was second nature.

    I don't remember when exactly I first started this, I just know that the first time I looked into those stormy grey eyes, I saw something that I guess I liked, because I've been pining after them ever since."

    --Eren's never been well-liked - or liked at all for that matter. All he wants, all he needs, is for Levi to notice him. Just a simple conversation would be enough, but he wasn't expecting... this.

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    'Cause I feel so damn lost
    And it comes with a cost of being alone
    Everything is falling down
    We're suffering, helpless thoughts and
    Out we sing, prayers go to the sky
    And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby
    We just gotta get out 

    'Ashton let the fog roll over him as he stopped feeling again, because feeling wasn’t necessary for this. Ashton simply became beating heart and electric nerves and outstretched hands.
    It didn’t matter that he was empty inside.’

    Or that fic where Ashton is struggling, Luke is hiding, and Michael and Calum just want to make things work.

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    In a world where people are born with Abilities, Dan's life is dark and cold. Until he gets on a train to meet Phil.

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    6/?
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    4
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    It was 1975 when Castiel returned home, to Kansas. At nineteen, he had seen horrors beyond imagination and as a soldier, there are certain things that war can do to you. They can ruin you, destroy you, just like they did Castiel. He's full of self-loathing and disgust. One little step forward and he could end it all.

    But then he meets Dean Winchester, the local mechanic, and slowly, but surely, he begins to step back and piece his life back together again.

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    When Ashton finally reached his home, limping, bruised and crying silently, the door flew open before he had the chance to reach for the knob and his father looked at him with such fury and hatred in his eyes that Ashton cringed involuntarily. Ashton just awkwardly stood on his own lawn as his father looked him up and down, nose crinkling in disgust as he saw the multiple bruises on his son’s face. Eventually he grabbed Ashton’s collar and dragged him into the house. Ashton yelped in pain when he stumbled over the threshold and fell to the floor, his ribs throbbing painfully. His father walked around him in circles, shaking his head disapprovingly, his face distorted from anger. He was like a predator, teasing its wounded prey, enjoying the moment before ending its life. Ashton watched the man he called his father anxiously from where he was situated on the floor, curling up into a ball, trying to make himself as small as possible, despite the stinging and throbbing and bleeding of his body.
    And eventually, the predator attacked. 

    Or a soulmate au where everyone gets their soulmate’s injuries on their own body and Michael is worried sick about his.

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    20/?
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    /// Liam Payne is a rich alpha with a dark past, Zayn Malik is a poor omega with a dark life. /// Harry Styles is a hopelessly romantic player-ish alpha, Louis is a sassy little omega. /// Niall is a innocent cute little omega who's mated with Ed, a hard working kind alpha. ///

    And together they'll all experience firsthand the funny ways of karma, love and destiny...

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    5/?
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    Loki bowed his head and brushed his hand through his hair, wishing it was Tony’s hand.
    “It’s not fair…” His words were barely a whisper.
    But it was fair. A part of him knew that.
    After all, Loki wasn’t supposed to get what he wanted.

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    15/?
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    "I'm asexual," he says, almost immediately, and four sets of eyes widen--he can feel the intensity of their gazes burn into his sides.

     

    [Or the one where Niall comes out to his bandmates but doesn't get quite the reaction he hopes for from one of them]

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    Nathaniel finds the idea of inflicting pain on others hot. But he fears acting on it makes him a monster. Makes him like his father.

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    John and Karkat are high school roommates during their first year at A.H Prep, and we all know there's a storm before a (really gay, sunshiny) rainbow.
    Feelings get complicated, and they get complicated fast.

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    13/?
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    After they learn Loki survived the fall from the Bifrost, Odin and Thor learn a great deal about Jotuns that they weren't aware of before, and they come to believe that a lot of Loki's madness stems from the suppression of Loki's Jotun nature and sexuality.

    Thor was sent to Earth to help Loki. That's what he's going to do, whether Loki likes it or not. The newly formed Avengers are roped into helping out, and team bonding happens an entirely different way.

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    AU Season 3: The last Prime rises as the storm on Earth builds. Now, remnants from forgotten chapters of the Great War prove the past is never really gone - because its ghosts can consume your sanity. (rated 'M' for disturbing and graphic content)

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    You never realize how much you regret something until it's too late.

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    Amon Koutarou winds up running into post-torture Kaneki Ken during the Aogiri raid. This key change in the gen events might turn a tragedy into a something a little more fun.

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    I remember, very clearly, the day I became a woman.

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    Steve Rogers was no ordinary man, and it scares him. There is a dark secret that lurks underneath his clothes, and it could threaten the only friendship he ever had. This is his tale of self discovery and acceptance.

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    The story is about Levi: A neurotic man who suffers from depression, is successful at writing but unsuccessful at everything else. Setting: Breakfast (never in the morning) at his favorite diner, a record store that hasn't dusted its ceiling fan since the 1970's, a hole in the wall cafe to drink black tea and judge the terrible tongue tied poets on the shoddy ill-lit stage, a park with swings that are always annoyingly wet, and his immaculate apartment in the city. Levi is riddled with quirky traditions and struggles with anxiety, still battling childhood memories he can never completely forget. Then enter Eren Jaeger, the too loud and too passionate guitar player that takes the stage one night that just won't stop staring at Levi. Eren is full of hope and promise and everything Levi needs, but Levi can't have what's good for him. Right?

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    26/?
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    The club is Dante's, the room is the Cage, and Dean is only there because he hates himself. He's buzzdrunk from the shots he had at the upstairs bar, and dizzy from the heat. Ugly music thumps his bones, the juddering bassline overlaid with exactly the sort of discordant techno-trash he otherwise wouldn't stomach in a fit. The Cage smells of sweat, sex and spilled beer, the tight space full of half- and near-naked bodies gyrating against each other and – shit, is that guy actually naked? He is, and the two men sandwiching him on the dancefloor look pretty pleased about it. Dean, in his jeans and tee, is practically overdressed, and as he stands there, equal parts aroused and ashamed, he has a brief moment of clarity. Get out. Go home. Stop punishing yourself.

    Almost, he does. But through the din and crush, he suddenly feels eyes on him, and when he finds their owner, he remembers why he came.

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    100
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