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    When Dave and John accidentally kiss John freaks outs and runs out on Dave. Dave's anxieties that John will never want to talk to him again make him turn to a blade for comfort and later decides to avoid his best friend in fear of rejection. When the thoughts in Dave's head get darker will John be able to save him before it's too late?

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    Various Avengers, Bucky included, are on a mission that goes awry and they are presumed dead. Reader, a manic depressive, takes this news very badly and begins her downward spiral.

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    Depressed after a final rejection from Lady P, Scott goes to check on Gordon finding him asleep he examines him closer, he's shocked by what he see's. Determined to be a better brother, he starts spending more time with Gordon, who along the way starts to develop feelings for him. Scott being the self sacrificing person he is knows another rejection would cause a relapse or worse, decides to oblige. Things will never be the same again.

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    Castiel saved a man from a fire. That's kind of his job. Little did he know, that man was the best detective in Lawrence. Well, so he says.

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    Stiles knows, he knows what they think of him, what they say behind his back, he knows that they don't need him.

    The pack don't mean to, they just don't see it before it's gone to far.

    Can they save stiles from falling into the bottomless pit they have helped life dig for him.

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    Only one word echoed throughout the corridors of Youngjaes mind. Only one thing he can see himself as, disgusting.

    freak freak freak

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    This is part two of the freestanding follow-up to the modern AU "Aces Of Spades And Hearts" series, that takes place about three years after Billy's and Ned's wedding in "At Ends Of Nights" (part 7 of "Aces...").

    Ned is not the villain here, but a victim of gang rape and is on the very shaky road to recovery and his husband Billy still doesn't know who did this to him. Ned knows, but can't make himself tell, since one of the rapists is Billy's ex boyfriend, Woodes Rogers...

    "Banished From Sanctuary" is part two and continues a couple of weeks after the last chapter in "While Your Lips Are Still Red".

    I will use both 1st and 3rd person pov with both Billy and Ned. Each chapter will be named with the pov. I also want to point out that this is VERY canon divergent when it comes to the characters, especially Ned Low. Wipe out the image of him as a cruel sadist, because this is not the case in the AU at all.

    If you're a fan of History Channel's "Vikings" and remember Tadhg Murphy's role Arne, or have seen this awesome actor in another role than Ned Low, "my" Ned will be far closer to those than the Ned Low character. And Billy is definately not a "Black Sails season 4 Billy".

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    Gaster's not even really interested in CS-1 or project PERSEVERANCE, he's just working on it because the current Royal Scientist told him to, and the king told the Royal Scientist to look into the option in the first place, so, hey, there's really not many ways he can argue his way out of this one. He'll just wait for the experiment to fall flat on its face so he can get back to the projects he actually wants to work on.

    (CS-1 wasn't supposed to have a mind, and Gaster was not supposed to care about him.)

    ((now with companion askblog- http://askmicrowavegaster.tumblr.com/ ))

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    Arthur is a depressed law student, who tries to live up to his fathers expectations. Merlin is an art student by day, tagger at night. One night, their paths cross.

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    The product of thinking on an episode of TURN far too much and... I don't know... opening up a text document at 3 AM. Basically it's just Hewlett suffering, he has a knife, Simcoe is there and nothing really ends well. It's a blast.

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    Po śmierci Mary i Johna, Dean i Sam Winchester trafiają pod opiekę Ellen i Bobby'ego Singerów. Próbują wieść normalne życie, jednak Dean po traumie choruje na depresję i nie jest mu łatwo. W wieku 11 lat poznaje chłopca o nieskazitelnie niebieskich oczach, Castiela. Jednak czy uda im się utrzymać kontakt? Jak zakończą lata szkolne? Czy uda im się w końcu odnaleźć? Czy zrozumieją, że tylko oni mogą siebie nawzajem ocalić?

    (Jest ono również dostępne na Wattpadzie: https://www.wattpad.com/story/107242080-niesko%C5%84czenie-ocaleni-destiel-au)

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    After a very rough childhood, Merlin finally starts to live a sort-of-normal life. But just when things start to look up, he gets struck with yet another blow of fate and spirals down into old habits.

    (I told you there would be angst...)

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    Over three thousand years ago, a war fueled by fear began.

    Over three thousand years ago, humanity was desperate to win.

    Over three thousand years ago, an abomination was born from hatred and violence.

    It ravaged the ranks of the opposition, sealing the fate of all monsters. And after the war was done and over with, it was cast aside by humanity, vanishing from the face of the earth.

    Haunted by regret and actions that she can’t remember, a fourteen year old girl wanders the world alone, unsure of who she was and what her role in the universe could be now that everything was done.

    Then, she heard the news.

    Monsters were back.

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    It's normal for best friends to feel this way about each other, right? Missing them. Wanting to be near them all the time. There's nothing wrong. And they certainly aren't in love.

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    This is the lead up to the water tower scene in The Desperate Type, from Connor's point of view.

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    His hands still shook. He put his head in his hands.

    Count to ten. He would count to ten and then.

    Then he would jump.

    He could do this.

    No backing out.

    He could do it.

    He would.

    Evan had a few freckles under his eyes. Not a lot, just a few. Probably from being in the sun all summer. Connor hoped he got more. So many more.

    Okay.

    He was ready.

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    When Lukas was little, he had many dreams. One day, he wanted to be a veterinarian because he saw a cute dog. The next day, he wanted to race horses. Another day he wanted to paint for a living, and another he wanted to build houses because his older brother got some cool blocks and they built a small house together. When Lukas was in middle school, he wanted to work with children, and after he made a couple friends in some magic club, he wanted to witchy-readings for people - which stayed with him for the rest of middle school.

    Now he’s in highschool, and well.. Maybe I shouldn’t even go on.

    [ I'll update this every like. 2 months at least?? I want to finish this but I just need the Motivation And Executive Function(tm) but I'll try not to let this just sit unupdated for more than 2 months at a time ]

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    Sometimes the world was too much. Sometimes your shoulders felt like they were shattering under the weight of it all. Other times it was just a dull ache. A lesser pain.

     

    Alternatively Titled: These are my children and they are damaged but atleast they understand love isn't duct tape and can't solve all their problems.

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    It was the eve of Victor's birthday and everyone hates him... because he did it again.

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    “Yuuri… it’s not what it looks like” Victor said as soon as he got inside their apartment.

    For the third time in less than two months, Yuuri caught him on a date with someone else – it's as if he isn't hiding anymore, worse, it was the same person he saw him with some two months ago, so Victor was definitely cautious.

    “Then tell me Victor – what was it? Was he a client?” Victor heard Yuuri say as he winced, remembering that that was what he told Yuuri earlier – that he’d meet up with a client. To be fair though, he was a client and a sponsor, but when he mentioned that to Yuuri, he saw how his partner’s shoulder slumped down as he said, “Okay Victor… whatever” and turned away from him walking towards the door.

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    WARNING: THIS FIC WILL HURT YOU and I HAVE NO BETA.

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    (Sequel to Transcendent Suffering. http://archiveofourown.org/works/4961221/chapters/11392429 (This is not a standalone piece, so I highly recommend reading its first installment.))

    Thumbs drifted after tears before Hannibal leaned in to kiss each quivering bead of light, maroon eyes staring at the frightened boy looking out from piercing gaze, voice a soft whisper against lips. “Tell me, Will… was all the boundless beauty of this fallen world etched in the runes of your bones and…” A quiver of pain wavered notes to low hum of quiet. “And…writ to shine through the light of your eyes from birth? Or have you merely allowed me the grace, the honor, and privilege to witness your radiance in the life we have shared? To let me love you all the same?”

    They felt tremors beneath their tangled bodies rooted to the ground.

    “God, please…” Will murmured, a fresh sting of tears welling eyes, lifting them upward and praying for the first time in his life to anything that would listen.

    Take us. Take us both. Just don’t…please don't. Don’t take him from me.

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    Honestly, it was nothing new. After all this time, he probably should have been expecting it.

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    I really didn't like the ending of 3.22 and I thought that everyone was downright cruel to Walter, so I decided to take it a few steps further and go dark.

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