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    Cas was diagnosed with Asperger’s syndrome when he was 8, since then, life has had its ups and downs, but the only constant in his life has always been Dean, his best friend and roommate. Sure, Dean can be a little infuriating sometimes and he is obsessed with cleaning the apartment, but he always listens to Cas and gives him space when he needs to be alone, he just knows him so well. Maybe that’s why Cas is so deeply in love with the guy (but of course nobody knows).

    Dean has been in love with his best friend since he can remember, but since Cas has always said that he wasn’t born to have a couple, Dean has to settle with being his best friend and keep his feelings a secret. Now, at 23, Dean is thinking about his future, and he has decided that he needs to move on and start meeting new people.

    Basically, this is the story of Cas, who has Asperger’s Syndrome, is in love with his best friend (but is afraid to be a burden so he keeps saying he doesn’t feel interested in people in that way) and Dean, who after years of unrequited love from Cas, has decided to start dating.

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    My girlfriend, Kate Marsh; committed suicide 12 days before my 18th birthday.

    Instantly, my once-perfect world came crumbling down in a mass of destruction around me; and no longer could I function properly. Just another spinning cog in the system with no motivation.
    Despite her death, her family, friends and I attempted to move on, still grieving the once bright and positive girl we all cherished deeply.
    However, after beginning to attend the nearby therapy clinic, one person catches my eye -- another soul who has been suffering, just as much as myself. With their azure-dyed locks, upbeat personality and loud attitude, they drag me away into a new and hopeful universe. It's fun, it's exhilarating and hella exciting -- just like Chloe Price.

    The only place I feel safe and appreciated anymore is with her, in the blue room.

    So with our futures in motion, we all try to rebuild our lives from the debris left behind from the awful memories of our pasts.

    [ Now with cover art drawn by Gabriel Bhering! ]

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    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    65
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    1991
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    Cas has been booted from the bunker and is on the run for angels. Plagued by nightmares andd imense guilt, he must find his reason to live again or be tormented by his own anguish and self-hatred. Trigger warning. HEAVY TRIGGER WARNING. Will eventually become Destiel. Rating will go up.

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    15,339
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    7/?
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    17
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    40
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    3
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    507
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    It's the first time Kimi has seen Seb in 650 years.

    Hello, stranger. Do you know me? I recognized you the moment I saw you. I thought I'd lost you. But here you are.
    Hello, friend. Were you following me? I wanted to stay But I couldn't hold on

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    30,350
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    102
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    47
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    16
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    He remembers enough, then too much- his mind begins to skip, like a faulty record, It’s Been a Long, Long Time-

    He pulls out a thick black marker from one of the pouches on his pants, and on the chair he writes: LET ME GO.

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    16,065
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    46
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    132
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    2009
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    "i love you," josh will say.
    "i know," tyler will reply.

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    1/?
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    4
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    Yuu didn't ask to have an insane family spat that landed him in a different city with no conenction to his past. He didn't ask to get involved with a dysfunctional group of kids just as messed up as him. And he definitely didn't ask to fall in love with his childhood friend, who he hasn't seen in four years.

    At least the romance was somewhat welcome. His involvment with some really fucked up people wasn't.

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    3/?
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    28
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    52
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    5
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    "She's not crazy, she's just sick." That's always been Frank's argument whenever his mother's behavior is brought into question. Whether she's yelling or hitting, or ignoring him altogether, Frank knows it's not his fault--she's just sick. She's not crazy.

    Gerard doesn't see it that way. Working as the loss prevention manager for the local Spend N Save dollar store, Gerard has seen his share of crazies and hoodlums. So when he catches Frank stealing a pair of headphones, he doesn't hesitate to confront him. But what was meant to be a routine procedure turned quickly into a dangerous game when Mrs. Iero enters the mix.

    Faced with losing his job if he allows Frank to steal, but knowing Frank will suffer severely if Mrs. Iero sees him being confronted by the staff for his thefts, Gerard becomes caught between doing what's legal and what's right--and things only get harder when Frank gets closer and closer, begging Gerard not to tell the cops about his mother because she's not crazy, she's just sick.

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    61/?
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    Eren had never really thought about what he considered a perfect relationship; or perhaps he had, and just couldn’t remember. It wasn’t something he deemed important, who they were, what they liked, what they looked like. All that that changed over time, and so he didn’t see the point of fantasizing over someone that might never exist. In Eren’s opinion, as long as they were a decent human being, he could love them. That being said, he loved a very select group of people. His best friend, and boyfriend, held special places in his heart; just as his parents did. Sure his parents were not perfect, but they loved him more than he probably ever deserved.

    Also known as the story in which Eren works in a bookstore/coffee-shop, while living with his best friend and boyfriend, Armin; and they all fall in love after Levi begins working with them.

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    Eliza Kay has had it rough, being the seventh child of a fatherless household with younger siblings had caused her mom to struggle, to make it easy on her she sent her oldest four to stay at the colleges they attended, the ones younger then college age to boarding school and Eliza to her grandmothers in Wrickenridge Colorado to attend Wrickenridge High.

    There she meets the mysterious Ash and his curious scars.
    Ash and his sister Dove are the only ones of their village to survive from the war going on that wreaks havoc in their country but sometimes its better to die amidst bombings and gunfire then to survive and be captured. After being prisoner for months he is brought to America to stay in Wrickenridge Colorado with the Benedicts after it was discovered that his sister was Victors soulmate. Still not recovered from his time at camp he avoids human contact and conversing while reliving his past in his sleep. He knows if he doesn't get help he will shoot himself, but how was he to tell that it was coming in the form of Eliza Kay?

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    3/?
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    Connor Stevens is infamous at Anchor Beach. Usually partying, screwing over girls, and rarely seen in class. He has no friends and never lets anyone in. Until the school gets new vice principal and Jude Adams Foster enters his life. And Jude might be the only thing that can crack Connor’s armor. But can Jude get through to Connor before it's too late?

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    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    9
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    56
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    2
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    Lexa Woods' life was completely turned upside down with the death of her father and step-mother, but from that moment on she decided to do whatever it took to support her and her younger step-brother Lincoln and half-sister Tris-- even if that means killing herself in the process. What Lexa didn't plan on was stumbling into Jaha's Taekwondo Academy to see her brother and running into Clarke Griffin, especially not literally and in a way that would cause bodily harm. Good thing Clarke is the academy's unofficial nurse.

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    85,643
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    44
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    195
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    34
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    5452
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    Harry and Draco are placed in one hospital room and team up to investigate a murder.

    Kudos to amazing essayofthoughts (on tumblr and here) for beta-ing!

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    15,308
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    30
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    2
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    529
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    Shadow wanted nothing more than to remain, well, a shadow. But after being a hero one too many times, she finds herself dead center in a war she wanted nothing to do with. And to make things worse, she finds herself drawn to a man with a past as painful as her own.

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    46,534
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    55
    Kudos:
    56
    Bookmarks:
    10
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    1027
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    Sirius Black is under constant pressure to measure up to others' expectations of him. Feeling a lack of control over everything else in his life, he takes control over the one thing he can: his body and his weight. And no one can take that away from him. Anorexia, b/p. MWPP

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    29,293
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    422
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    Buffy is the Slayer trying to live life as a normal recently-graduated young woman. She has plans to go to college, to find love, to make her father and stepmother proud. Most of all, she plans to stay out of trouble. Staying out of trouble means avoiding resident morally ambiguous sorcerer, Liam "Angel" Roarke. Easier said than done when he's her stepmother's half-brother.

    And easier said than done when they have a bond that goes beyond family ties, beyond magick, and beyond either of their understanding.

    Angel is the last person that Buffy would turn to for help - or so she thought. She finds out differently when a series of events leaves her homeless, jobless and facing an identity crisis that threatens to crush her. It's just the opportunity that Angel has been waiting for.

    Can Angel make Buffy understand the importance of her Power?

    Can Buffy make Angel understand that Power isn't everything?

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    Chapters:
    22/22
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    The totally cliche'd high school au where Tucker and Wash were best friends as children, but were separated whenever Wash moved away to Mother of Invention.

    Whenever Wash comes back, he's surprised to find that things are more similar to the way they were before than he'd expected.

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    87,455
    Chapters:
    28/?
    Comments:
    86
    Kudos:
    141
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    2524
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    Karkat felt alone. Friendless. An outcast. He thought he was alone in the world. Until he met Dave. He understood. They weren't so different, the two. They understood each other when no one else did.

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    42,192
    Chapters:
    15/?
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    80
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    688
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    Just random shots from the story of Kailee and Kaidan.

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    English
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    50,448
    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    22
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    554
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    Eren Jaegar is a wallflower freshman in college. All he wants to do is sit quietly and read, or make something creative. Having just got over his mother's death, and trying to forget about his other family issues, he tries to get his life back together.

    Levi is a transfer student on his third year of college. He came from France and moved to New York in search of not only a better life, but a better lifestyle. Like Eren, will he be able to get over his past, or will he sink?

    A story where enemies become friends and friends become lovers. Will Levi and Eren learn to help each other? Or will they stay enemies forever?

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    English
    Words:
    29,712
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    141
    Kudos:
    103
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    1695

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