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    A series of one-shots, attempting to write a transformers story for every kink on the kink bingo dreamwidth.

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    53/?
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    Kiibo decides to volunteer at a mental hospital, and, at Kaede's request, tries to befriend a patient who lives at the hospital, Ouma Kokichi, a seemingly happy boy who goes around claiming he's an important evil leader of a secret organization. Everybody assumes he's lying, especially since he claims he's a liar, but nobody knows anything about him besides this secret, evil organization he talks about. The robot wants to understand the boy, but he just can't keep up. Upon getting to know him more though, Kiibo finds out that there's more behind Ouma's cheery and unpredictable personality. There's a reason behind his madness. Upon learning about these reasons and upon learning more about Ouma, Kiibo and Ouma strike up an important relationship.

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    8/?
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    15
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    [You'll be warned if something that's a sensitive topic arises within the chapter.]

    Have you ever passed by someone, and caught the glint in their eyes, or the slight grin on their face? And you begin to wonder what caused them such joy, the complications within their lives, or the memories they've embraced, and the realization that every single passerby has a life just as vivid and complex as yours?

    McKayla Norman was always the shy, little girl who was picked on for her sense of style, or the classes she got in or the grades she received. It wasn't like they knew what went on at home and behind closed doors, did they?

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    4/?
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    9
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    1
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    After the Battle of Hogwarts, things for Harry Potter should have gotten better. Some how they have gotten worse. The nightmares haven't changed, just more vivid with more faces. He couldn't stand social interaction and touching. He just couldn't stand his thoughts or the crushing guilt that was all but drowning him. He has a house he doesn't want, no job or career and is completely at lost to what to do with his life.

    Draco Malfoy is currently in hell. That is all he can think of. Muggle Hell. His life is currently falling apart and not just because his entire family has been sentenced to live like Muggles. He didn't know what he had been thinking when he had thrown Harry his wand. He had been stupid. All he could hear was Pansy screaming at him, his mother's terrified look and his father's disgusted one. He couldn't sleep at night and the guilt of such a stupid decision ate at him. He had thrown away his future, his friends, his education, all for what? On a gamble that stupid saint potter would be the end of it all, finally?

    They both were completely surprised when they recieved a letter from Hogwarts at the end of summer inviting them to redo their final year and graduate.

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    Chapters:
    3/?
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    4
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    16
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    4
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    217
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    You were in love with Ironhide and you were there that fateful day he was offlined. You didn't cope well, and this drabble fic will give you glimpses into how badly a spark broken human will fall when your center of the universe is gone.

    Please heed the warnings and tags! Heavy on angst and destructive behavior, and possibly the stickiest interfacing in fanfiction history. Might be triggery.

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    Chapters:
    170/?
    Comments:
    84
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    203
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    Aurora feels herself falling apart, but cannot and will not let anyone see it.

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    325
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    1/1
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    2
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    After spending years and years filling the hollows of his heart with fake attention and wild parties, Yuri suddenly realized what was truly missing. He finally reunited with that piece of him he’d lost all those years ago. He could fill the vacancy that swallowed all of Yuri’s achievements and satisfaction like a vacuum. But Otabek could never be his. This happiness was just a temporary reprieve from insatiable loneliness. Soon, Yuri would have to smile for the pictures at Otabek’s wedding.

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    53,729
    Chapters:
    7/?
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    175
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    169
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    28
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    Yuuri is a young student in Japan and has a small crush on a foreign exchange student that goes to one of the top upper-secondary schools in Japan. What could go wrong?

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    7,374
    Chapters:
    7/?
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    37
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    145
    Bookmarks:
    25
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    2629
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    Doctor John Watson runs a rather unique practice, its entire purpose is to help those who are deaf or mute, either by birth, illness or trauma. Sherlock is brought to his practice by his concerned older brother after he spends months refusing to speak. Things do not go as planned or expected for any of them.

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    85,884
    Chapters:
    56/60
    Comments:
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    578
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    125
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    When Dean was discharged from the army after getting wounded in an air strike, his life quickly turns to shit. No money, no home, and difficulty finding employment. He’s lucky to run into rich and handsome Michael, at least gaining him a nice boyfriend. Why Mike wants to be with a chain smoking, alcoholic, used up trainwreck like Dean, Dean will never understand. But hey, if it fits - it sits.

    There’s something off about their relationship though. Exactly how off slowly starts to become clear to Dean when he meets Nick, Michael’s estranged brother, who’s also a veteran soldier. Things start getting complicated. Dean doesn’t do complicated. Or at least, that’s what he tells himself…

    [This is a dirty, gritty story about two broken men on their decline into chaos and destruction. A story about how they discover that falling into the deep end isn’t all that bad when you have someone to hold onto.]

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    173,889
    Chapters:
    73/?
    Comments:
    251
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    Bookmarks:
    33
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    Tony was coping fine.

    Well, fine apart from the fact that he had well and truly pushed himself to breaking point, both mentally and physically. But it was ok, Stark men are made of iron and he didn't have time to fall apart. His team needs him. And he can't let them down again. He has to stop being a failure. If he just worked a bit harder, things would all be ok. Right?!

    ...

    Or the one where Tony Stark is being his usual self-destructive self, and it takes Steve causing him to have a panic attack in the middle of a debriefing for the team to realise that perhaps, Ironman isn't quite as indestructible as he would have people believe.

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    Chapters:
    5/?
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    59
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    Юрию Плисецкому легче умереть, чем жить обычной жизнью.

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    Русский
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    Chapters:
    6/6
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    7
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    I don't know what is happening to me/Or if I'll die cause I just never sleep

    Tony keeps a bottle of alcohol in his lab. As a test. A temptation. A reminder. It’s a game he plays with himself, and like most of those, he tends to lose.

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    1/1
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    9
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    15
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    1
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    Drugs will do awful things to you, therefore, to me.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
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    2
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    Desdimonda hasn't always been a Death Knight, but it is all she has known. Since regaining her free will with the Knights of Acherus at Light's Hope on that fateful day, she barely even remembered her name, never mind who she was. But, she fell in with Ebon Knights, beneath Mograine's command and flew the Horde's banner as they marched on Northrend. Consumed with vengeance, there was little time for Desdi to think, to adjust to her new life as a Death Knight with free will. Once Arthas fell, she quickly found that it was a life she would not ask on even her most hated foe. Stumbling through the arrival of Deathwing, her memories returning piece by piece, she tried to form together who she was, while at the same time, simply trying to survive.

    But one day, even surviving was too much.

    Selvyn Wolfsong, a long serving druid of the Circle and former student of Broll Bearmantle, finds her, dying. He was running; running far and fast from his survival. But he stopped, when he felt her desperate hopelessness in Lake Mystral, seeping into the very earth.

    Paths crossed, unexpected, Desdimonda and Selvyn decided to take...a chance.

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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    6
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    Stiles thought that after the pack had eliminated the Alpha Pack that life would return to normal. Unfortunately for Stiles, he spirals into a cycle of depression and self-destructive behavior, during which he discovers a deeply held family secret.

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    2/?
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    8
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    30
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    6
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    ** Alternative Universe First Asano x Nagisa then possessive! Karma x Nagisa **

    "Well its BIDMAS, right? So that's.. um, Brackets. Indices.. uhm.." The bluenette was slowly becoming flustered in his frustration but determined he wanted to show Asano he had taught him well. "Multiplication.. um, addition and subtraction? So, therefore, we need to start with Brackets!"

    "Aw~ How cute, Nagisa-chan can't even keep basic things in his head!" Karma cooed at the two boys, chewing his pencil to scribble over the work papers every now and then. He was easily finished before they were both done, apart from the last question on the back.

    Asano smiled giving the boy a pat on the head for doing well. "But first you must write it down to remember it, right?" Although his words were nice, there was something in his tongue that didn't sound right to Karma.

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    27,735
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    73
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    72
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    8
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    Draco feels hollow after the war and the tattoo burned into his skin reminds him everyday. Harry feels like the war never ended, like it's still waging on in his head and under his skin. Will they ever feel okay again? Will they ever find themselves again?

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    A new presence emerges in Hell's Kitchen, one Matt can't seem to get a grasp on, and he's already shaky keeping a grasp on himself, on his sanity.

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    English
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    39,260
    Chapters:
    20/?
    Comments:
    26
    Kudos:
    23
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    1045
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    This is the one habit Lena Luthor just can't seem to break.

    Language:
    English
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    23,415
    Chapters:
    9/12
    Comments:
    195
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    522
    Bookmarks:
    64
    Hits:
    7863

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