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    January 2, 2016: Elric Sands died of a heart attack after trying out electricity play with his fiancé and Dom, Levi Weeks. March 28, 2016: The case go on trial. Prosecution: District Attorney Thomas Jefferson. Defence: Counsellors Alexander Hamilton and Aaron Burr.

    In which there is a case where every lawyer involved has a conflict of interests, everyone makes choices based their psyches and circumstances, and those choices have horrible consequences both on themselves and others.

    I’m the hero of my story. I’m the villain of yours.

    (Modern day courtroom drama AU focused on Jefferson, Madison, Hamilton, Burr, and Sally Hemings. Primarily plot, characterisation, and relationship dynamics with BDSM and sex as vehicles. Mixed with explorations on the complexities of consent, class, and LGBT issues. Subtitled “Slow Motion Five-Car Pile-up.” Please note the tags. Further warnings within.)

    Updates weekly on Wednesday nights EST.

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    "I'm here to warn you." She takes another step forward, holding her empty hands aloft when Cullen jerks his sword toward her.
    "Do you know her?" the Inquisitor demands. "Is she with you?"
    "No." Cole frowns, tilting his head as he stares at her. She wiggles her fingers back. "I don't know her."

    ...

    A canon divergence of a canon divergence.
    Reading "The Spirit Girl — Banal nadas." first isn't necessary, but recommended.

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    Dean wasn't a virgin, Castiel wasn't a prostitute, Sam wasn't in love with his brother... at least not really. Dean Smith is turning thirty and he hates his life. He is rich successful it is all he ever wanted, but he's miserable. He has money, women, and power something is missing in his life, but it can't be men because he is straight... except in his dreams. Cas is a self destructive nineteen year old foster kid reject eking by selling drugs till a fall out with his boss forces him into another position entirely. Sam is a twenty-four year old college drop out, ex drug addict who is helplessly in love with his foster brother Dean. Is there a way where saints and sinners can have both a past and a future?

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    The hardest thing about being human is realizing that even when you don’t think you have insecurities, they are still there—waiting for the moment you are at your weakest to take you down.

    A.K.A. the fic where Makoto has an eating disorder and things get worse--a lot worse before they get better but somehow it all works in the end.

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    Adrien has been told he's a girl his entire life and he's accepted it, but how will an encounter with a LGBT teen friendly club change his perspective on…himself?

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    In an AU where Rapture does not fall, and the horrors of splicing don't come to exist, Jack Ryan is, as Andrew Ryan's son, something of a celebrity. Shy and a bit of a wallflower, he does not thrive under the conditions of constant, intrusive press; social expectations; and his father's own willingness to use him to 'sweeten' various business deals. A few months shy of his eighteenth birthday, he takes to hiding in plain sight, sneaking out to a pub in the rough end of town to try and drown his sorrows.

    It's there that he meets a factory worker named Atlas, who saves him from blundering into harm's way, and then becomes as much of an escape as the social strata and neighborhood he inhabits.

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    When Bucky had first conceived of starting his own dance company, of finally escaping all the pressure of his old life for something new and exciting, this isn't exactly what he'd had in mind.

    Domestic bliss is becoming a domestic nightmare, and the fame of a viral video isn't helping the pressure that's building up fast. But Bucky's dealt with worse, he and Steve can get through this together.

    Right?

    [sequel to Take Me to Church]

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    Everything was washed with shades of red. That room. That hair. That suit. Not to mention all the blood.

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    The war with the Strix is over, the prophecy is struck out, and everyone gets a happy ending. Except Elijah, who belives that he isn't needed in this family anymore, where everyone except him finds a happily ever after. And one day, Niklaus wakes up and his brother isn't to be found, the brother he was going to confess his feelings to. And Elijah is continents away while the family who he thought didn't need him anymore, moves mountains to find him. And that's before the trouble begins.

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    Sherlock suffers from a myriad of self destructive tendencies. This is a trek through what he might be going through.

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    Alexander Hamilton's life falls to pieces and after going full Alexander Hamilton, he ends up in a psychiatric ward. He's not happy about it. And he’s not happy about his doctor in particular.

    Fic inspired by *that* House ep. We all know which ep I'm talking about, right. Right?!

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    Stone walls do not a prison make,
    Nor iron bars a cage;
    Minds innocent and quiet take
    That for an hermitage;
    If I have freedom in my love
    And in my soul am free,
    Angels alone, that soar above,
    Enjoy such liberty
    - Richard Lovelace, To Althea, from Prison

    There is a Correctional Facility in Arizona that contains a storm beyond it's walls. When a new new inmate is sentenced to four years in the same prison as her murderous mother, a single whisper and a shift in power could cause the whole prison to fall apart.

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    They just kiss.

    Mouths hungrily finding one anothers, as he pulls her to him. Kiss becoming rougher, needy, hungering her.

    Just like she is for him.

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    Sequel to "Dangervisit". Title taken from The Smashing Pumpkins song
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    MK leads Sarah to a dangerous secret that will confirm her biggest fears. Sarah, struggling to cope, is torn as to whether or not she should give up for good. Cracks appear in the foundation that is Cosima's hope; Beth must decide how far she'll go to protect Clone Club.

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    Doctor John Watson runs a rather unique practice, its entire purpose is to help those who are deaf or mute, either by birth, illness or trauma. Sherlock is brought to his practice by his concerned older brother after he spends months refusing to speak. Things do not go as planned or expected for any of them.

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    Charles has a penchant for walking in front of moving vehicles. Erik wants to show him that he's better than his scars.

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    He wondered if it was that hard for all of them to care and understand. To at least notice he was there, that he had always been there. His doubt was if he would ever make it out alive. He had a preference for keeping it all inside, knowing they never heard a single sound. The only way he knew was to be invisible, while he got to feel the stunning crash of the whole world after a long fall. He wished there was someone who could take the sorrow away when he wanted nothing more than to disappear. They all felt pain but he clearly felt agony.
    The first time Jungkook saw him he knew he was different from other people he’d met, but he didn’t know if that was a good or a bad thing.

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    The last thing he sees, the last image that manages to push through the thinning fog that is his consciousness, is Hux. The whole planet is crumbling around them, the sky coming down like punishment for his failure, his whole body in agonizing pain, and there is Hux, his normally perfectly plastered down hair whipping around his head in the wind like the flames on a torch.

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    Tyler knows his crime, and takes his punishment readily. He just doesn't remember how it happened. Except gasoline and blood.

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    "That's the thing about trauma. You think you're past it. You think you've moved on. But then one look, one person, one picture, one moment, and you break wide open. That trauma comes crawling out from under your skin and devours you all over again, and you remember, you realize, that you were never fine. You were never past it. You never moved on."

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    Four young women, all residents of the same psychiatric rehabilitation and treatment center, struggle to find balance, stability, and healing in their individual lives. Tentative connections are made along the rocky road to recovery, and through one another, they slowly find the strength to begin again.

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