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    Derek is back at Beacon Hills, a place he never wanted to set foot again, in search of his sister Laura. He finds the burnt husk of his childhood home falling into complete ruins and is haunted by a young human girl, who is trying to escape from her own demons. Derek is not here to make allies or to get involved with the lives of the local teenagers who get bitten by his crazy uncle, but the human girl won't let him be. Then there is her chatterbox of a brother who either have a thing for Derek or is just messing with his head. And maybe, just maybe, Derek is kind of lonely and pathetic and the fact that somebody falling for him truly and deeply is such a foreign concept nowadays that he allows himself to be drawn into the vortex of the craziness that is called Stiles Stilinski who leaves him dazzled and baffled in equal measure.

    As of his quieter, older sister Sasha...well, she is kind of becoming Derek's best friend, and the one who is left to pick up the pieces when his heart is shattered into a million little pieces. Again and again.

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    Zoro almost died again and Sanji is taking it so hard that Zoro finally confronts him about a lot of things. What happens after no one could imagine, well maybe Robin

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    Papyrus doesn't understand why his little brother insists on trying to help the monsters confined to the hellish section of the underground called UnderFell, monsters who've been pushed to the edges of society due to their violent natures.

    Papyrus knows one thing though: he isn't about to let his brother visit that hell alone. Papyrus doesn't care about the Red Monsters, but all of that changes when he meets a scared skeleton not too unlike his little brother. Suddenly Papyrus cares enough to help, the only question is, will Red let him?

     

    Red ran from Boss months ago, hiding in the grungier parts of the land known as Underfell. He's shocked to find his brother's doppelgänger. It's bad enough that the friendly skeleton wears Boss's face, but whats worse is the fact that he actually wants to help Red. This 'Papyrus' wants to take Red away from his personal hell, to the bright land where Red Monsters like him and his brother are unwelcome.

    What will Red do when this skeleton offers him a chance to feel safe for the first time in his existence?

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    ** Alternative Universe First Asano x Nagisa then possessive! Karma x Nagisa **

    "Well its BIDMAS, right? So that's.. um, Brackets. Indices.. uhm.." The bluenette was slowly becoming flustered in his frustration but determined he wanted to show Asano he had taught him well. "Multiplication.. um, addition and subtraction? So, therefore, we need to start with Brackets!"

    "Aw~ How cute, Nagisa-chan can't even keep basic things in his head!" Karma cooed at the two boys, chewing his pencil to scribble over the work papers every now and then. He was easily finished before they were both done, apart from the last question on the back.

    Asano smiled giving the boy a pat on the head for doing well. "But first you must write it down to remember it, right?" Although his words were nice, there was something in his tongue that didn't sound right to Karma.

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    Alex struggles to find balance in his life when he can't even seem to find balance within himself. Laurens, Lafayette, and Herc attempt to catch him when he falls and stop him when he climbs too high, but none of that will matter if he isn't willing to accept their help. Then there is the matter of Eliza, his ex girlfriend.

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    This relationship isn't new. And you don't need labels.

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    Definition of Decadence - 1. moral or cultural decline as characterized by excessive indulgence in pleasure or luxury. 2. luxurious self-indulgence.

    What if Ango's ability enabled him to luxuriate in self-indulgence - literally and, like Chuuya when he goes into Corruption-mode, Ango can lose himself to himself in a downward spiral to the point he can't stop? Who needs friends when you can entertain yourself?

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    A new presence emerges in Hell's Kitchen, one Matt can't seem to get a grasp on, and he's already shaky keeping a grasp on himself, on his sanity.

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    You were in love with Ironhide and you were there that fateful day he was offlined. You didn't cope well, and this drabble fic will give you glimpses into how badly a spark broken human will fall when your center of the universe is gone.

    Please heed the warnings and tags! Heavy on angst and destructive behavior, and possibly the stickiest interfacing in fanfiction history. Might be triggery.

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    Thinking she found her way out of an abusive relation the woman finds herself growing dependent on the man she met at the bar that night... That man who seems all too perfect.

    What she doesn't know is that she is nothing but a case to him.

    Sherlock Holmes soon finds himself in an emotional dilemma...

     

    Names correlating with real world characters are purely un-intentional... though. Paul. F*ck you.

    Based loosely on true events. Though an amount of fiction has been added for the sake of the story-telling and character development, as well as poetry.

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    When Nathan catches a glimpse of a photograph of a lone blue butterfly in the school bathroom, the fondest memory of his past is triggered and he is engulfed by a calm so foreign to him it forces him to lower the gun barrel he had squarely aimed at Chloe Price’s stomach. But as quickly as this newfound peace engulfs him, it dissipates when he finds out who the photographer behind the blue butterfly photograph really is. His life is filled with yet another form of chaos but this time he welcomes it and Max finds out in the most difficult way possible that old habits die hard.

    Set in an AU that occurs post episode 5, where Nathan's mother passed away when he was a child and Max chooses to sacrifice Chloe but finds her decision is in vain when Nathan's own volition is what stops him from shooting her best friend.

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    After divorcing his wife, Levi spirals into a pit of bitterness and anger. But with the help of his only 'friend' Hanji he adopts a submissive pet, whose more than eager to please. But Levi's new pet harbors many secrets, some darker than others. Warning: Explicit content

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    “I was asked by the Keeper to spy on the meeting and come back with news of its outcome. However,” Ellana paused and turned to a set-up tent. “With the Keeper ill, I have to remain here to take care of the clan. And since you’re the Second...” She paused again, looking up at him expectantly.

    He didn’t need further prompting. U’Din just gave her one of his well-practiced smiles and asked. “So when do I leave?”

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    A resigned, jaded U'Din Lavellan is cast into the role of Herald, Inquisitor, leader and does not know what to do about it. Amidst all the bloody battles, the pressures of the role thrust upon him and self-esteem issues, he finds solace in, well, Solas.

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    ** First few chapters are going under revision (only to tie the plot together better). Sorry for being away for so long, too. JLPT is kicking my ass OTL

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    After spending years and years filling the hollows of his heart with fake attention and wild parties, Yuri suddenly realized what was truly missing. He finally reunited with that piece of him he’d lost all those years ago. He could fill the vacancy that swallowed all of Yuri’s achievements and satisfaction like a vacuum. But Otabek could never be his. This happiness was just a temporary reprieve from insatiable loneliness. Soon, Yuri would have to smile for the pictures at Otabek’s wedding.

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    Doctor John Watson runs a rather unique practice, its entire purpose is to help those who are deaf or mute, either by birth, illness or trauma. Sherlock is brought to his practice by his concerned older brother after he spends months refusing to speak. Things do not go as planned or expected for any of them.

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    Neville is used to feel lonely and down all the time. But when his boss forces him to take flying lessons, he'll meet someone who might be able to change that.
    But life usually is not that easy.

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    ''''Choose life. Choose a plan. Choose leaving your daughter in the middle of the night. Choose leaving town. Choose getting mixed up with the wrong crowd. Choose stealing from your drug dealer boyfriend. Choose family. Choose your beat up leather jacket. Choose rebuilding your life. Choose fucking up and fucking up again. Choose drinks at Bobby’s Bar. Choose self-destruction. Choose being friends with people just as messed up as you are. Choose late nights on a train at 3am, wondering how the hell things ended up this way. Choose rebuilding your bridges only to burn them again. Choose your future, choose life. Only that shite’s not as easy at it sounds…..''''
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    Sarah, on the run from her ex-boyfriend Vic, returns to town looking to rebuild a life for herself and her daughter Kira. But first, she has to get clean, get a plan, and make some difficult choices.
    Based off Trainspotting with some canon-compliant parts of Orphan Black.

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    Raleigh Samson. It only takes a name. Then, the stories start. Monster. Red Templar. Scum. Betrayer to the Order.He has heard every insult more than once, but they used to be different. Once, they were kinder. Those times feel like a lifetime ago now.
    This is an origin story and connects DA:2 and DA:I Samson together.

    Trigger warnings for drug addiction/withdrawal, emotional abuse and manipulation.

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    “Not this again.” John’s voice showed exasperation. “We’ve been through this. I am not leaving just because you say so. If we are to repeat this whole thing again, can we please skip the parts where you’re slamming doors and disappearing for days and go straight to the part where we make out?”

    And that is it, really. This is what kept Sherlock from resorting to chemical solutions a few nights ago. This is proof that Sherlock might be as fucked up as you get, but John Watson isn’t far behind. And it isn’t that John doesn’t know what he is doing at this point. At this point, he knows enough to make any sane person leave without looking back. John, on the other hand, stays and makes black jokes about it.

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    In which love is not a solution, codependency might not always be the worst option and chaos is slightly similar to 'sense of belonging'. This is perhaps (not?) a love story, but it's also a story that attempts to illustrate psychological or psychiatric terms and theories. Most of all, it's a story about how to attempt love when your mind is less than prepared for it.

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    When Dean was discharged from the army after getting wounded in an air strike, his life quickly turns to shit. No money, no home, and difficulty finding employment. He’s lucky to run into rich and handsome Michael, at least gaining him a nice boyfriend. Why Mike wants to be with a chain smoking, alcoholic, used up trainwreck like Dean, Dean will never understand. But hey, if it fits - it sits.

    There’s something off about their relationship though. Exactly how off slowly starts to become clear to Dean when he meets Nick, Michael’s estranged brother, who’s also a veteran soldier. Things start getting complicated. Dean doesn’t do complicated. Or at least, that’s what he tells himself…

    [This is a dirty, gritty story about two broken men on their decline into chaos and destruction. A story about how they discover that falling into the deep end isn’t all that bad when you have someone to hold onto.]

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