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    Tyler hates himself. Everybody hates him, even his own dad. He tried to kill himself, but failed. Maybe he'll try again.

    But then he meets Josh. The boy with the beautiful warm eyes. The perfect white teeth. But does he hate him too? Is this just a test? Will he just humiliate Tyler like everybody else?

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    Right. Now what. His fingers dig into his eyes until he can see stars. A thousand thoughts are running through his head, annoyingly punctuated by Viktor’s voice. disrespect you can do to his name. Disrespect. You might as well be spitting on his grave, Yuri. Can you still call yourself a Plisetsky, Yuri?
    *

    Yuri Plisetsky hates being eighteen.

    After losing the person he loves the most, he finds himself spiralling into a chasm of self blame and punishment, causing him to push everything and everyone away from him.

    But Yuri's always been selfish, and eventually not even guilt can keep him away from the things he holds dear.

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    Kiibo decides to volunteer at a mental hospital, and, at Kaede's request, tries to befriend a patient who lives at the hospital, Ouma Kokichi, a seemingly happy boy who goes around claiming he's an important evil leader of a secret organization. Everybody assumes he's lying, especially since he claims he's a liar, but nobody knows anything about him besides this secret, evil organization he talks about. The robot wants to understand the boy, but he just can't keep up. Upon getting to know him more though, Kiibo finds out that there's more behind Ouma's cheery and unpredictable personality. There's a reason behind his madness. Upon learning about these reasons and upon learning more about Ouma, Kiibo and Ouma strike up an important relationship.

    Cover art illustration, which is on chapter one, is done by @Shirodebby.

    http://shirodebbyartblog.tumblr.com/post/158856627505/a-cover-for-hellofriend304-fanfic-wwww-for

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    17/?
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    You were in love with Ironhide and you were there that fateful day he was offlined. You didn't cope well, and this drabble fic will give you glimpses into how badly a spark broken human will fall when your center of the universe is gone.

    Please heed the warnings and tags! Heavy on angst and destructive behavior, and possibly the stickiest interfacing in fanfiction history. Might be triggery.

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    223/?
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    241
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    18
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    All Calum wants is to finish school and get away from his small town. He works hard to seem happy, to be respected and popular at school, to be diffrent, something more. To be someone. All Ashton wants is to get noticed by the boy with the easy smile but guarded eyes. All Michael wants is to escape, to take another hit, another drink, use another body. To feel something. And Luke? Luke just wants everyone to be happy.

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    6/?
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    41
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    6
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    Kara never told anyone except for her cousin until she had to trade a secret with her aunt to save Hank. She had never told anyone and had planned to keep it that way until she could figure out how to tell those she loved. Kara Danvers had never told anyone that she had a six year old daughter named Anya. Now, her daughter refuses to live with anyone but her mother and Kara is forced into a situation she thought she wouldn't face until later. Will the shadows of her past snuff out the sun or will she be able to be saved from the past trauma she had been running from?

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    6/?
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    42
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    T’Challa is silent, processing what’s been said.

    “Sorry, kitten. We didn't hurt you, did we?”

    T'Challa breathes, dark eyes widening at the use of the endearment.

    He shakes his head. No, they'd definitely not hurt him. Confused him? Yes. Hurt? No.

    Or, where T'Challa can't sleep, heals and adjusts (or doesn't) to being King, and Steve and Bucky fuck and think of him.

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    Chapters:
    2/3
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    93
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    13
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    Fictional story of Twenty One Pilots during ERS. Saw them in june and im in love. ive never related to anything more. This work is also on Wattpad under the same username. Anyway, this is a story about an original character that endures some struggles that I am currently going through. Some is exaggerated and only some parts (obviously) are true. original character (Lydia) struggles with depression, anxiety, mild abuse and some self harm issues so a******** BIG FAT TRIGGER WARNING *******is going on this as these elements are throughout the story. Josh of course is the love interest in question. Starts off platonic and has a slow build as far as the relationship itself goes. He really relates to her and cares for her and is his sweet goofy self. I do hand write this beforehand so some things may change and as i said, the original character struggles with what i struggle so the story could take any type of turn depending on how im feeling. stories are my coping mechanism. please be safe, stay sick, stay street, and stay alive. |-/

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    14/?
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    Post Hell, Dean's body betrays him. His coping mechanisms are less than ideal.

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    3/3
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    Tyler is depressed but it takes him a long time to realise it. Self destruction isn't that simple and it's not always obvious but then Josh joins Twenty One Pilots, and it starts getting better.

    Trigger: Mentions suicide and self-harm.

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    When Dean was discharged from the army after getting wounded in an air strike, his life quickly turns to shit. No money, no home, and difficulty finding employment. He’s lucky to run into rich and handsome Michael, at least gaining him a nice boyfriend. Why Mike wants to be with a chain smoking, alcoholic, used up trainwreck like Dean, Dean will never understand. But hey, if it fits - it sits.

    There’s something off about their relationship though. Exactly how off slowly starts to become clear to Dean when he meets Nick, Michael’s estranged brother, who’s also a veteran soldier. Things start getting complicated. Dean doesn’t do complicated. Or at least, that’s what he tells himself…

    [This is a dirty, gritty story about two broken men on their decline into chaos and destruction. A story about how they discover that falling into the deep end isn’t all that bad when you have someone to hold onto.]

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    328,475
    Chapters:
    110/?
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    382
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    This is the one habit Lena Luthor just can't seem to break.

    OR.

    Lena tries to kill herself and has to live with Kara when she survives.

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    They’ve been-

    He struggles to find the word.

    Friends?

    Best friends?

    He takes a deep breath when the word he refuses to think about creeps into his mind.

    Deran's POV, because he's an anomaly.

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    Thomas and James have always known they would end up together, the words on their skin promised them an eternity of happiness. Unfortunately Thomas isn't quite so sure they could end up happy, not with the curse words written across his skin in a second handwriting.

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    The inquisitor struggles with the role and responsibilities that make up the position of inquisitor and uses self destructive vices to cope. She's finds herself falling in love and realizes she needs to fix herself before she can be anything to anyone.

    *I updated with two chapters, but one was the original chapter 7. Whoopsie!*

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    12/?
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    You think you should run—but when you run you always fall even when nothing’s tripped you, and he’s always there to pick you up, push you forward again.

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    A new presence emerges in Hell's Kitchen, one Matt can't seem to get a grasp on, and he's already shaky keeping a grasp on himself, on his sanity.

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    49,950
    Chapters:
    24/?
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    47
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    33
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    3
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    Even though I haven't seen you in years, yours is a funeral I'd fly to from anywhere.

     

     
    Kate doesn't get away clean. Yeah, she knows.

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    174
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    Summary

    This relationship isn't new. And you don't need labels.

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    English
    Words:
    81,393
    Chapters:
    52/?
    Collections:
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    308
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    36
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    Language:
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    Chapters:
    7/?
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    6
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    41
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    2
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    1539

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