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    You were in love with Ironhide and you were there that fateful day he was offlined. You didn't cope well, and this drabble fic will give you glimpses into how badly a spark broken human will fall when your center of the universe is gone.

    Please heed the warnings and tags! Heavy on angst and destructive behavior, and possibly the stickiest interfacing in fanfiction history. Might be triggery.

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    When Dean was discharged from the army after getting wounded in an air strike, his life quickly turns to shit. No money, no home, and difficulty finding employment. He’s lucky to run into rich and handsome Michael, at least gaining him a nice boyfriend. Why Mike wants to be with a chain smoking, alcoholic, used up trainwreck like Dean, Dean will never understand. But hey, if it fits - it sits.

    There’s something off about their relationship though. Exactly how off slowly starts to become clear to Dean when he meets Nick, Michael’s estranged brother, who’s also a veteran soldier. Things start getting complicated. Dean doesn’t do complicated. Or at least, that’s what he tells himself…

    [This is a dirty, gritty story about two broken men on their decline into chaos and destruction. A story about how they discover that falling into the deep end isn’t all that bad when you have someone to hold onto.]

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    Doctor John Watson runs a rather unique practice, its entire purpose is to help those who are deaf or mute, either by birth, illness or trauma. Sherlock is brought to his practice by his concerned older brother after he spends months refusing to speak. Things do not go as planned or expected for any of them.

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    After the Battle of Hogwarts, things for Harry Potter should have gotten better. Some how they have gotten worse. The nightmares haven't changed, just more vivid with more faces. He couldn't stand social interaction and touching. He just couldn't stand his thoughts or the crushing guilt that was all but drowning him. He has a house he doesn't want, no job or career and is completely at lost to what to do with his life.

    Draco Malfoy is currently in hell. That is all he can think of. Muggle Hell. His life is currently falling apart and not just because his entire family has been sentenced to live like Muggles. He didn't know what he had been thinking when he had thrown Harry his wand. He had been stupid. All he could hear was Pansy screaming at him, his mother's terrified look and his father's disgusted one. He couldn't sleep at night and the guilt of such a stupid decision ate at him. He had thrown away his future, his friends, his education, all for what? On a gamble that stupid saint potter would be the end of it all, finally?

    They both were completely surprised when they recieved a letter from Hogwarts at the end of summer inviting them to redo their final year and graduate.

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    Written by bushidobunny and winnyverse
    In the 2007 movie prequel comic for Leonardo, Splinter referred to the training period which Leonardo embarked on as the “Five Fold Path”. Upon his return, he was expected to demonstrate that he had passed the test for each of these virtues: Courage, Compassion, Selflessness, Humility, and Community.

    Each of the clan has been expected to perform the same training period in order to secure the family’s place within the eyes of the Tribunal Council. At the beginning of our story Leo and Raph have completed their trials and returned home. Don has refused to take part, forsaking these traditions which has caused contention between he and Leonardo. Mikey, however, had agreed to submit to the tests.

    Six months into his training period Mikey has given up on passing the remaining tests, having only completed two of the five. He returned home, much to the disapproval of Leonardo - who has taken complete leadership of the clan since the passing of Master Splinter.

    The young ninja leader has enlisted the aide of an old friend with whom he has a checkered past to guide his younger brother through the remaining three trials, which it is crucial that he pass.

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    Matt is so helpful that he doesn't even realise it

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    He has no logical reason for the assumptions he makes of himself. He has no words for the crushing feeling of inadequacy when he thinks about his romantic life. He has no way to explain his thought process, except that it goes something like, ‘I am only worth something if I give myself to others’.

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    This relationship isn't new. And you don't need labels.

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    43/?
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    ''''Choose life. Choose a plan. Choose leaving your daughter in the middle of the night. Choose leaving town. Choose getting mixed up with the wrong crowd. Choose stealing from your drug dealer boyfriend. Choose family. Choose your beat up leather jacket. Choose rebuilding your life. Choose fucking up and fucking up again. Choose drinks at Bobby’s Bar. Choose self-destruction. Choose being friends with people just as messed up as you are. Choose late nights on a train at 3am, wondering how the hell things ended up this way. Choose rebuilding your bridges only to burn them again. Choose your future, choose life. Only that shite’s not as easy at it sounds…..''''
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    Sarah, on the run from her ex-boyfriend Vic, returns to town looking to rebuild a life for herself and her daughter Kira. But first, she has to get clean, get a plan, and make some difficult choices.
    Based off Trainspotting with some canon-compliant parts of Orphan Black.

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    ** Alternative Universe First Asano x Nagisa then possessive! Karma x Nagisa **

    "Well its BIDMAS, right? So that's.. um, Brackets. Indices.. uhm.." The bluenette was slowly becoming flustered in his frustration but determined he wanted to show Asano he had taught him well. "Multiplication.. um, addition and subtraction? So, therefore, we need to start with Brackets!"

    "Aw~ How cute, Nagisa-chan can't even keep basic things in his head!" Karma cooed at the two boys, chewing his pencil to scribble over the work papers every now and then. He was easily finished before they were both done, apart from the last question on the back.

    Asano smiled and gave his boyfriend a pat on the head for doing well. "But first you must write it down to remember it, right?" Although his words were nice, there was something in his tongue that didn't sound right to Karma.

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    Ward Meachum contemplated the more frustrating aspects in his already fucked up life. Namely, his goddamned father and his new psychotic tendancies.

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    Noctis learns the ill fate of everyone around him as he struggles to accept the tragedy of his sleepless nights.

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    Two weeks after the events of Enough, Neal pushes the envelope. With El away, will Peter push back too hard?

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    A new presence emerges in Hell's Kitchen, one Matt can't seem to get a grasp on, and he's already shaky keeping a grasp on himself, on his sanity.

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    Kiibo decides to volunteer at a mental hospital, and, at Kaede's request, tries to befriend a patient who lives at the hospital, Ouma Kokichi, a seemingly happy boy who goes around claiming he's an important evil leader of a secret organization. Everybody assumes he's lying, especially since he claims he's a liar, but nobody knows anything about him besides this secret, evil organization he talks about. The robot wants to understand the boy, but he just can't keep up. Upon getting to know him more though, Kiibo finds out that there's more behind Ouma's cheery and unpredictable personality. There's a reason behind his madness. Upon learning about these reasons and upon learning more about Ouma, Kiibo and Ouma strike up an important relationship.

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    Dan, the new bad boy, who has been attending Phil’s high school for only a week has girls all over him and everyone knows he fucks girls almost everyday. Two weeks later Dan takes a liking for Phil. They fuck. Dan fucks other people. Phil doesn’t.

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    Paul and Patryk are overprotective gay parents pilots

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    Stiles thought that after the pack had eliminated the Alpha Pack that life would return to normal. Unfortunately for Stiles, he spirals into a cycle of depression and self-destructive behavior, during which he discovers a deeply held family secret.

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    When Bucky had first conceived of starting his own dance company, of finally escaping all the pressure of his old life for something new and exciting, this isn't exactly what he'd had in mind.

    Domestic bliss is becoming a domestic nightmare, and the fame of a viral video isn't helping the pressure that's building up fast. But Bucky's dealt with worse, he and Steve can get through this together.

    Right?

    [sequel to Take Me to Church]

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    James T. Kirk is one of those people who has lived a remarkable life. Most people don't know that half of it. And probably none will ever know it all. But they get glimpses. And so slowly those who knew him best try and put all the pieces together.

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    2/?
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