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    The many conversations between our favourite Black Butler characters.

     

    Chapter One: A conversation about the meaning of life between our favorite butler and Earl.
    Chapter Two: A duel between the white butler and the girl with golden curls.
    Chapter Three: A meaning of names.
    Chapter Four: Shared lust.
    Chapter Five: Who is Ciel Phantomhive?
    Chapter Six: Vincent and Angelina meet again.

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    English
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    2,443
    Chapters:
    6/10
    Comments:
    42
    Kudos:
    17
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    284
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    Three years after the end of the war, Zell falls into a deep depression. Desperate to do not know what to do to help him, his friends adopt drastic measures.

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    39,060
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    1
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    26
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    You were in love with Ironhide and you were there that fateful day he was offlined. You didn't cope well, and this drabble fic will give you glimpses into how badly a spark broken human will fall when your center of the universe is gone.

    Please heed the warnings and tags! Heavy on angst and destructive behavior, and possibly the stickiest interfacing in fanfiction history. Might be triggery.

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    English
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    12,600
    Chapters:
    104/?
    Comments:
    57
    Kudos:
    145
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    3025
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    A series of drabbles written by myself either influenced via prompts or otherwise.
    Chapter titles will be either the prompt name if there is no pairing, or the pairings that are included in that drabble for easy searching.
    If any of you have any requests, please direct yourselves to chapter 19. The rules for requests are listed there. If you fill all the requirements, feel free to leave a comment with your desired request!

    Language:
    English
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    31,099
    Chapters:
    24/?
    Comments:
    68
    Kudos:
    16
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    641
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    Neville is used to feel lonely and down all the time. But when his boss forces him to take flying lessons, he'll meet someone who might be able to change that.
    But maybe it's not that easy.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,705
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Kudos:
    9
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    Part of Grantaire knew that when his eyes traced the path from the newspaper floor and seaglass windows to the canvas, impossibility would become a reality again.

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    English
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    1/1
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    2
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    6
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    100
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    Healing implies a wound. The wound could be a cut or a scrape. The wound could be a bruise or a rash. The wound could be a headache, or fever. Or, that wound could imply something has been torn in the soul. Wounds of this nature aren't as easy to heal. They take patience, time, and in most cases, they take the kind of care that equals the pain of the original wound inflicted. However, sometimes, not all wounds can be healed. Some...are beyond repair...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,323
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    317
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    Doctor John Watson runs a rather unique practice, its entire purpose is to help those who are deaf or mute, either by birth, illness or trauma. Sherlock is brought to his practice by his concerned older brother after he spends months refusing to speak. Things do not go as planned or expected for any of them.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    69,131
    Chapters:
    44/?
    Comments:
    552
    Kudos:
    495
    Bookmarks:
    111
    Hits:
    13896
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    con·trol
    kənˈtrōl/
    noun
    the power to influence or direct people's behavior or the course of events.
    re·ject
    verb
    past tense: rejected
    rəˈjekt
    dismiss as inadequate, inappropriate, or not to one's taste

    Steve has a hell of a way of sprialing down hill.

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    English
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    3,285
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    24
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    612
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    Cas saves an 18 year old. No family, no job, and no way to survive. He assumes the Winchesters will help get the teen sorted out. Instead they gain a new hunter apprentice that they shove off on Bobby to sift through lore and train under him until proven to be a valuable asset and hunter.

    Language:
    English
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    13,757
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    90
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    Patrick needs this. More than he needs water, shelter, his mind, life. He really fucking needs this.

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    English
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    4,389
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    1
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    12
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    164
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    ‘Charlie’ was for his family, before he became a disappointment; ‘Charles’ for after he transmogrified. ‘Ben’ was meant for the club, and then Madison took it and coiled his tongue around the sound to make it his own. He hadn’t been an ‘Adams’ in years.

    There was not a single name left in his hands that had not been dirtied somehow, filled with the stench of memories from the deep swamp he had tried to bury them all in.

    Charles Adams in the wake of James Madison. Coda for a fever of the mad.

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    English
    Words:
    4,250
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    111
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    When Dean was discharged from the army after getting wounded in an air strike, his life quickly turns to shit. No money, no home, and difficulty finding employment. He’s lucky to run into rich and handsome Michael, at least gaining him a nice boyfriend. Why Mike wants to be with a chain smoking, alcoholic, used up trainwreck like Dean, Dean will never understand. But hey, if it fits - it sits.

    There’s something off about their relationship though. Exactly how off slowly starts to become clear to Dean when he meets Nick, Michael’s estranged brother, who’s also a veteran soldier. Things start getting complicated. Dean doesn’t do complicated. Or at least, that’s what he tells himself…

    [This is a dirty, gritty story about two broken men on their decline into chaos and destruction. A story about how they discover that falling into the deep end isn’t all that bad when you have someone to hold onto.]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    22,280
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    246
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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,360
    Chapters:
    3/6
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    78
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1209
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    “Not this again.” John’s voice showed exasperation. “We’ve been through this. I am not leaving just because you say so. If we are to repeat this whole thing again, can we please skip the parts where you’re slamming doors and disappearing for days and go straight to the part where we make out?”

    And that is it, really. This is what kept Sherlock from resorting to chemical solutions a few nights ago. This is proof that Sherlock might be as fucked up as you get, but John Watson isn’t far behind. And it isn’t that John doesn’t know what he is doing at this point. At this point, he knows enough to make any sane person leave without looking back. John, on the other hand, stays and makes black jokes about it.

    * * * * *

    In which love is not a solution, codependency might not always be the worst option and chaos is slightly similar to 'sense of belonging'. This is perhaps (not?) a love story, but it's also a story that attempts to illustrate psychological or psychiatric terms and theories. Most of all, it's a story about how to attempt love when your mind is less than prepared for it.

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    Language:
    English
    Words:
    31,766
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    44
    Kudos:
    72
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    2350
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    Jackson's officially back in Beacon Hills. He's back to school, back to lacrosse, back to the pack. He's got a new boyfriend and is finally able to relax into just being himself. However, he's also trying to deal with the possibility that Malia is his sister and Peter his father, and he's trying to help Stiles get through the aftermath of the Nogitsune. Add in another pack in Beacon Hills, complications and confusion in his relationships, and something that's trying to kill people... life isn't so simple after all.

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    English
    Words:
    44,622
    Chapters:
    11/21
    Comments:
    101
    Kudos:
    125
    Bookmarks:
    35
    Hits:
    3150
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    "My parents banned me from watching most cartoons" Kate's brow furrowed, "except for veggie tales" she forfeited. Victoria dropped her pen, utterly baffled.

    Because, really, how did she, Victoria Chase (fabulous famous photographer in the making) end up with Kate Marsh (genuine bible thumper and bunny lover) talking about Veggie Tales (of all things) in the first place?

    OR IN SHORT

    Max Caulfield saves Chloe Price and Arcadia Bay, but leaves collateral damage in the shape of two broken girls; Victoria Chase and Kate Marsh. Somehow, they both mutually help each other grow past their own individual traumas.

    OR…

    Victoria Chase becomes friends with Kate Marsh and it completely wrecks her gay heart.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,094
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    25
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    477
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    3am - the clock read

    Kenma’s mind was too loud.

    or,

    Kenma is thinking too much so Kuroo talks some gentle sense into him

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,007
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    251
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    Are all of those angry thoughts in your head really yours?

    Language:
    English
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    4,053
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    27
    Kudos:
    111
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    646
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    Fred couldn't really recall when he started to feel so… empty, but at the same time lost. He didn't just wake up one day starting to feel like this. No, the demon's´ dirty hands sneaked up on him little by little everyday. First it was just a few simple insecurities that he didn't think much about, like that he maybe should lose some weight. But when did the cold feelings grow to this level? The feeling feels slightly familiar though… have he felt like this a long time ago? Why? And you doesn't anyone notice anything? Do they even care about him? Not even George? At least HE should notice that something´s different about the other half of the great pranksters? Or is it like they say, that no one really cares about you unless you're happy?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,079
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    37
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    650

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