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    When Castiel becomes God, He keeps His first follower under His wing. Sam loves his Lord, but he remains devoted to his brother. Dean gives his pound of flesh.

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    In the book, Matilda had a Trunchbull. The Trunchbull was a horrible woman who punished children in cruel ways for doing only one thing wrong, no matter how minor.

    Sam had a Trunchbull. Someone who punished him for everything that Sam's Trunchbull didn't like. Sometimes, like Matilda's Trunchbull, Sam's Trunchbull just punished Sam because he could. But unlike Matilda's Trunchbull, Sam's Trunchbull was named Lucifer.

     

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    Sam gets locked in a very small closet alone and struggles with being in solitary confinement again.

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    Sam's sleep paralysis demon is the Devil himself. But maybe Lucifer just wants to cuddle.

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    Sam is struggling with huge amounts of guilt about, well, just about everything. As he looks for a way to move past it all, he finds himself sitting across from Balthazar, then he hears silence for the first time in more than a century.

    Turns out, an angel’s version of a demon sealing a deal with a kiss is their offering of holy clarity. Balthazar’s embrace is the last place he thought he’d find refuge, though he can’t say he’s complaining.

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    The first time man-in-charge Cas shows up at Bobby's place, Dean promptly flips the fuck out and shoots him.

    By the fourth time, Dean doesn't bother reaching for his gun.

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    Season 14 re-write, canon-compliant for the first half, then divergent onward and into 15. Series finale fix-it fic. TFW-centric, destiel. Will contain flip/reversal of situations and concepts. In this house we peel back the ghostfacer effect. More characters to be tagged as they appear.

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    30/?
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    Sam knows what's real and what's not. The lines get fuzzy around his brother.

    BONUS: Dean doesn't knock.

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    Sam is doing alright. So is Dean. For now, it'll do.

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    Post Swan Song AU. When resurrections start occurring at an alarming rate, there's only one that Dean cares about.

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    1/?
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    Sam thought he’d never be free. And then he was.

    But his freedom came with a cost that no one saw coming. Sam was different, he could feel it like he could feel his demon blood. Lucifer had left a mark on his soul. There was only so many time’s Lucifer could bring him back from the dead without having some sort of consequence. So when Death pays him a visit one night he’s not entirely surprised by what he has to say.

    Or the Au of half demon half angel Sam that lives in my head rent free.

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    Healing the damage done in the cage is no simple matter. Castiel can't just steal it away. But he can offer a much needed support to help Sam weather it.

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    1/?
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    Dean was stretching himself thin. With one hand, he pressed a cold, wet rag onto Sam's brow, and with the other, he tried to pull Cas's blanket over him. He didn't know what to do. This virus clearly wasn't a regular sickness if Cas was sick, which meant this could easily be dangerous, potentially lethal. And dammit, Dean wasn't going to lose his brother and his best friend in one go.

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    Sam and Cas have caught some illness, and Dean is freaking the fuck out because if Cas, an angel of the lord, was sick, who knows how terrible the illness is.

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    In the wake of the defeat of Chuck, Sam takes a chance with Dean that puts them both on a different path. While navigating a sexual relationship after years of trauma, they build a new life together.

    Created for the SPN Pro-Ship Bang 2023.

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    After Becky drugs Sam, he finds himself bound to the bed by his so-called "Wife".
    With this, he has to work through the realization that her intentions with him aren't so innocent anymore and Sam now has to deal with the trauma that follows it. He found that while he can't open up to Dean, that Castiel understands him a lot more than initially thought and confides in his favorite Angel.

    Follow through the chapters to see Sam's mental health teeter all the while seeing Dean spiral through his conflicting feelings, and his struggle to comfort all while watching Castiel and Sammy's relationship bloom.

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    He wasn't sure what it was about it, how the depicted grief took something deep and terrible from inside him, and put it on display for him, and only him to understand. The Messiah draped over his mother's lap, dead.

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    Sam Winchester is excatholic and still somewhat clinging to religion, despite being an abomination.

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    Sam Winchester walks into a bar...and sees Dean.
    He's only pretending he doesn't know this man that keeps flirting with him and handing him drinks. Of course, Sam feels disgusted by this and leaves. and the man from the bar follows him in a dark alleyway, determined to get what he wants.

    Of course, after, Dean takes care of his Sammy, bringing him back to the motel and cuddling with him. making sure he's okay and falling asleep.

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    A Christmas story set after Sam's return from hell.

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    20
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    Jack has questions, Sam doesn't have answers.

    SPN Flash day 7: Seven

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    • Part 3 of 7
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    Dean has NO idea what to do when the wall breaks in Sam's mind and Sam's first move--once he's conscious again--is to try and 'service' him. So he sends Sam away on the spot, and Castiel brings Sam to Hayden’s apartment (original character).

    Hayden and Sam have been best friends since high school. And even though she had no idea Sam was in Hell, or soulless, she readily takes up the challenge of helping him recover. But...it won't be easy. Or fast. 120 years of training and constant visions of Hell in Hayden's apartment keep Sam convinced he's in danger. It will take all of her attention to help him recover...and more magic than she knew she had.

    (Formerly 'Look Closely')

    *Of note: This story simplifies the cannon. It pretends the entire storyline of God Castiel didn't happen and that ONLY Sam and Lucifer were in the cage.*

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    Chapters:
    6/15
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    39
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    5
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    1,592
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    The whistle of the wind was quiet outside, accentuated with the occasional rattle of the double doors from the force of the gusts and humming in tandem with the beating, heavy thrum of rain.

    The soft flicker of candle flame was the only other sound. The soft flicker of candle flame, and the hollow, shaky breaths of a man choked with sorrow, wrought with fear, broken deep to his very soul.

     

    Sam Winchester, still struggling with his deliverance from the Cage, takes refuge from a storm in an old church.

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    12
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    52
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    8
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