9 Works in Ryan Bergara/Helen Pan

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    Summary

    "the demons, ryan."

    the taller of them made an exaggerated hand gesture, giving ryan's shoulder a little brush, watching him squirm in discomfort.

    "oh my god I hate u"

    [there's proper capitalization in the fic]

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    261
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    523
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    The Ghost isn’t real, Ryan.”

    Or,

    Instead of entertainment, Buzzfeed found themselves in the business of espionage. It goes about as well as you might expect.

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    Brent Bennett is killed during a relatively minor mission - an investigation into the suspicious dealings of a corrupt governor. Fellow agent Shane Madej teams up with Brent’s partner, Ryan Bergara to follow up on Brent’s investigation, and find a conspiracy that reaches much further than they ever could have imagined. Perhaps even into the heart of the Agency itself.

    Ryan and Shane have to learn to rely on each other, as their faith in The Agency, their friends, and even themselves is tested.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,774
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    25
    Hits:
    205
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    Summary

    based on the prompt; are you drunk

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    401
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    44
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    663
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    He thinks he’s known this all along - maybe this was why he never acknowledged his feelings, for fear of rejection - for fear of knowing this cruel fact.

    Unrequited love. That’s what they call it, this pain, this hurt, these half-formed tears in his eyes. Unrequited love.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,864
    Chapters:
    2/5
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    36
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    394
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    After Sara leaves him, Shane feels himself adrift. He tries to work his way through missing her, trying to come to terms with himself, and ignoring any and all feelings. Especial thoughts that frequently involve Ryan who always manages to dredge out the older man's deepest thoughts. The things that are best not dwelt upon.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    39,003
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    74
    Kudos:
    235
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    2767
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    Summary

    Shane got really into the Halloween spirit this year. Ryan had to help get him out.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    758
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    186
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    Summary

    He was not into guys. He was definitely one-hundred percent not into Shane.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,548
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    264
    Bookmarks:
    22
    Hits:
    2049
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    Summary

    Ryan likes to shower. The shower is a private place where he can think to himself and reflect the day.
    However, sometimes a certain somebody will flash into mind and...distract him from this...

    This is filthy, filthy dirt and I am both ashamed and proud. *sighs* wtf have I become?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,099
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    272
    Bookmarks:
    16
    Hits:
    4454
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    Summary

    “No, God dammit Shane! Tell me what it is!”

    “I’m fucking in love with you!”

    or

    Shane and Ryan have a tradition of going to the movies every month, but Shane gets jealous and leaves.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,736
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    154
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1388

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