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    "Did she love him? As much as he could… love her? He remembered their last encounter, when he finally understood the password to her phone. He had violently typed the four letters, as so many stabs. And in his eyes, in his voice, his pitiful little heart broke into a thousand pieces. She had stopped his gesture, her eyes moist, pleading: “Everything I said, it’s not real. I was just playing the game.” Did she really mean it? “I know. And this is just losing,” he had replied coldly. He had defeated her by bravado, revenge, but she did worse. She had reached the one place where no one had ever had access."

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    "L’avait-elle aimé ? Autant que lui avait pu… l’aimer ? Il se souvenait de leur dernier affrontement, alors qu’il avait enfin mis la main sur le mot de passe de son téléphone. Il avait violemment saisi les quatre lettres, comme autant de coups de poignards. Et dans ses yeux, dans sa voix, son pitoyable petit cœur brisé en mille morceaux. Elle avait arrêté son geste, les yeux humides, suppliante : « Tout ce que j’ai dit était faux. Je ne faisais que jouer le jeu ». L’avait-elle réellement pensé en le disant ? « Je sais. Et là, vous perdez », avait-il froidement répondu. Il l’avait vaincue, par bravade, par vengeance, mais elle avait fait pire. Elle l’avait atteint au seul endroit où personne n’avait jamais eu accès."

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    It's been almost six months since Jason left him.

    During the, almost, six months time has slowed down. It's crawls by pathetically, mirroring his feelings in one of the most awful ways he could imagine.

    He has lost any and all motivation he had before, getting out of his bed, let alone his apartment was painfully difficult in the mornings knowing Jason won't be there.

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    England, 1914. Charles and Raven find themselves ahead of their lives, in a big house and a changing world. Abruptly set free of their abusive parents, they look for their place in the community, seeking friends and recognition. Cue garden parties, dark childhood memories and utter and complete disrespect of historically accurate social attitudes of the time.

    Charles meets Erik, and his whole world topples upside down.

    Inspired by Downton Abbey and other BBC dramas. In which Charles is a Lord and Erik a factory worker (and then soldier) and they both very much need to be loved. Set over several years, with gaps.

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    Instead of committing suicide, Javert goes on a three-day bender. When Valjean finds him, Javert assumes he's a hallucination. Things proceed awkwardly from there.

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    “Where are you going?” the hallucination asked, which was foolish. Surely his brain knew what Javert planned. 

    “To the nearest--” Javert paused, looked at the recently vacated wine-ship, and amended what he had been about to say. “To the next wine-shop. Obviously I am not drunk enough if you are here.”

    The apparition got to its feet with a wince, as though his mind had ridiculously conjured aches and pains with which to torment Valjean’s specter. “Javert, your words make no sense,” it said, and Javert laughed again.

    “I am making perfect sense.” He touched his pocket where he kept his money, frowned. “I hope you are only a drink or two from going away. I do not know how much more beer I can afford.”

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    Axl banishes Bragi. And for the first time since turning 21, Anders is truly alone.

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    When Patrick's 15, he decides he's going to kill himself by the time he's 21.

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    Sometimes dreams are just dreams. Sometimes they are the warnings of dangers to come.

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    What if a cyber-terrorist could get into the mind of a double-oh agent that has been sent for him?

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    After the Fall, Sherlock finds himself hiding out in the sleepy tourist-trap town of Silent Hill. Mycroft has begged Sherlock not to do any detecting, as Lestrade, John, and - worst of all - Sebastian Moran are getting suspicious. But, bored out of his mind, Sherlock begins investigating Harry Mason, Travis Grady, and Dahlia Gillespie, wondering what it is they all want with a little girl, about this tall, with short black hair, and who just turned seven last month...

    Meanwhile, John has become nocturnal, wandering the ghostlike London after midnight with most recent ex-girlfriend, Mary Morstan, following close behind.

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    You are Jade Harley and you miss your friend, Karkat.
    For the past few weeks, he has been depressed and you have no idea why.
    You've had enough of helplessly watching him suffer and just want your old friend back.
    If only you knew how.

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    A few months after the battle of New York the God Loki appears back on Stark Tower under chaotic circumstances. This time however he is on the run. Tony Stark gets caught up in the crossfire and is taken along with the Aesir. Can the two of them ever make truce in order to get away? And even if they do, how does one escape from such a dark corner of the universe, when they are so very far away from the Nine Realms, that not even Loki knows the way back home. But first, they need to survive.

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    Once upon a time, there lived a boy who was as happy as can be, A* student, bright future and loving girlfriend . He came from a well respected family. A mum who was there all through out his life. A Father who loved him and took him to the game every weekend. And a brother, who didn't worry about the future and didn't dwell on the past or for that matter, live in constant fear.

    Lies.

    This is the story of Dean Winchester not a fairytale prince.

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    There's more than one reason that Molly Hooper is a good pathologist. She has the ability to see death. AU/crossover in which BBC Sherlock and Neil Gaiman's Neverwhere are happening in the same time and place. Featuring! Molly Hooper meets the Marquis de Carabas! Just where did the Marquis get that egg anyway? Jim has some secrets too. AND: Sherlock absolutely does not believe in any of this ridiculous nonsense.

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    Before she died, time stopped twice. Once for the Ellimist. Once for another.

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    After Javert commits suicide, he comes back as an angel; watching over Valjean. Valjean thinks he's going completely insane.

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    John is a sixteen year old Omega living on the street, trying to stay out of trouble, Sherlock is an 18 year old Alpha that is the embodiment of trouble. At first Sherlock couldnt see past John's gender and naivete, and John couldnt see past Sherlock's superiority complex. Heat suppressant suppliers are being murdered by a mysterious mob boss, Omegas living on the street are being hunted. When John goes missing Sherlock will stop at nothing to get his Omega back. John swore if he was ever taken that he would rather die before being sold into the sex trade. Will Sherlock find him in time?
    AU omegaverse slash of course...

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    20/?
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    Sequel to "Worth Waiting For'. Watson speaks to Holmes about why Holmes feels he is 'worth waiting for'. Holmes' answer surprises him.

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    Dean comes back from Purgatory, but he doesn't tell Sam. While hunting alone, his old friend in Purgatory, Benny tags alone changing their relationship and opening doors they never thought were there.

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