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    Steve's not sure if he'll ever understand Tony Stark, but it's good, living here. If he still wakes up sometimes convinced this was all a dream, well, it's better than it was before, and that's something, isn't it?

    The Avengers live in a world that both glorifies and fears them, but they know each other now behind the scenes.

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  2. Public Bookmark 50

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    Destiel AU- 'With or Without You' spans 26 years beginning December of 1988 (when Dean and Castiel are 15) and carries on through the year 2014.

    Not only do the relationship/lives of Dean and Castiel revolve, evolve and in some aspects, change forever... but so do the lives/relationships of everyone around them.

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    20 Dec 2014

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    Bucky might have changed, but some things remained the same: he knew in his very bones that Steve Rogers was something to be guarded with his life.

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    20 Dec 2014

  4. Public Bookmark 79

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    When Haymitch Abernathy’s alcoholism makes the prime time news, Finnick Odair is sent to live in District Twelve to pick up the pieces. But it’s hard to save a friend if you can barely stand looking yourself in the eye. And it might become impossible once that friend decides to move hell and high water to bring two of his tributes home at once, even if it should cost him his own life.

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    Steve has no drawings of Bucky from before. Those are all gone, destroyed in the war or by his own hand; it wouldn’t do for anyone to see how easily the details came from memory, how often Bucky was in his thoughts.

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    20 Dec 2014

  7. Public Bookmark 49

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    "I have… well… she said that she thinks that I maybe have… PTSD?”

    The line goes so dead that Derek almost thinks Stiles hung up on him. He waits eight very quiet seconds, and says softly, “Stiles?”

    “I’m sorry, what?” Stiles says, breath whooshing back over the phone line.

    “I have PTSD,” Derek says more firmly. It’s the first time he’s said it out loud, not as a question. It hasn’t really seemed real, until now. He’d spent the whole of his last session arguing that Tamara was wrong about him, and saying it out loud is like admitting it’s true. “Post-traumatic stress dis—”

    “I know what it means,” Stiles interrupts, “I just didn’t think I’d heard right. Oh my God.”

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    20 Dec 2014

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    “Affirmation?” Deaton says.

    It takes effort for Stiles to squeeze it out, as it always does. “I am a partially deceased syndrome sufferer, and what I did in my untreated state is not my fault.”

    An In the Flesh fusion wherein Stiles is a partially deceased syndrome sufferer coming home, Scott joined the HVF and took a level in badass, and Beacon Hills turns into a battle ground over reintegration.

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    20 Dec 2014

  9. Public Bookmark 4

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    Follow-up to TilTheEndOfTheLinePal's story, "You Used To Beg Me To Fuck You." Overwhelmingly traumatized from HYDRA's torture, Bucky sneaks into Cap's tent in the middle of the night, silently begging to be comforted. Steve is only too happy to resume their Dom/sub relationship, which had been on hiatus after Bucky had broken up with Steve to pursue women.

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    20 Dec 2014

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    AU in which there was no Dr. Erskine and no serum, Steve never got the chance to go to war. The years pass and Bucky finally comes home, no longer the man Steve remembers.

    Warning: This contains discussion of torture, violence and the attendant psychological trauma.

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    20 Dec 2014

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    Agent Steve Rogers is assigned to protect President Barnes' son, Bucky - a troubled war veteran with a penchant for causing havoc. Bucky is a war hero but keeps veering to the path of self destruction, and Steve is sure as hell doesn't want to get fired over this shit. His job is to protect Bucky, even from himself.

    IT OPENS UP A LITTLE DARK AND TWISTY! Like, the opening scene is torture. And there is a reference to self-destructive behaviour a little further in. But it’s meant to be generally Bucky being a cute little shit and Steve being completely harassed, and a little angst and a bit of fluff and most definitely some smut. Rating upped to Explicit.

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    20 Dec 2014

  12. Public Bookmark 20

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    "Stiles knocked on the door as loud as he could, but he realised the sound of crashing furniture coming from the other side of it would have been enough to drown out the sound, even for a werewolf. A grim chill shivered down his body when he heard Derek roar. It was like the final crescendo of every growl Stiles had ever heard from the man. Any remaining doubt in his head vanished to make way for a very singular thought.

    Have to get in. Have to be there."
    ........................................................................

    While watching a movie with the pack, a piece of dialogue sends Derek into a traumatic flashback and hallucinatory PTSD episode. After he throws everyone out he spirals downwards. Until, of course, Stiles comes back with something he desperately needs Derek to know: none of it was Derek's fault.

    Comfort, realisations, and declarations ensue.

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    20 Dec 2014

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    Sam’s plans are always the worst plans and now a newly single Steve has to scramble to find a plus one for Peggy’s big day after being spontaneously dumped. Luckily, he doesn’t have to look very far.

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    20 Dec 2014

  14. Public Bookmark 24

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    “I want you to be in complete control. Things happen or don’t happen on your say. I don’t ever want to feel like I’m coercing you. I started things this time and I kept pushing. I couldn’t let myself keep going. Consent. Control. I want you to have those things.”

    That’s not how things work and they both know it. Derek can’t renounce all of his responsibility and expect that to solve his trauma, all of their insecurities, and the strange, teetering imbalance between them. It’s just avoidance and denial. But Stiles will take it because he can’t think of anything else to do. To him it has always been this simple: Derek wants him, he wants Derek, and they’ll make it work however they can.

    (Derek and Stiles break down their defenses. The Nemeton comes to life with blood on its rings. And an avenging angel pays a visit.)

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    20 Dec 2014

  15. Public Bookmark 23

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    In a bookstore in D.C., Steve Rogers is signing copies for fans. Bucky Barnes comes to find him.

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    20 Dec 2014

  16. Public Bookmark 62

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    20 Dec 2014

  17. Public Bookmark 36

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    This series was inspired by my desire for a coherent explanation for Sherlock's many strange behaviours.

    Set starting immediately post HLV, it focuses on the hunt for Moran, Sherlocks relationships, especially with Mycroft and John. It eventually moves into the struggles to deal with the impact of Sherlock's backstory, which is not a happy one. There is eventual parentlock, but even that is not straightforward at all.

    Please heed the tags. However there is fluff, smut and humour too. Did I mention Mycroft is my hero? I have done so now....

    Extract from review of this series by the very kind and generous rosethorn37:
    "Ever wondered why Sherlock is the way he is?....Come tumbling down the rabbit hole in this beautifully written exploration into the childhood trauma of Sherlock Holmes, leading to a life of drugs, violence and sexual degeneracy...."

    All characters, apart from Wasim and some baddies, belong to Sir Arthur Conan Doyle though I doubt he would recognise them.....Events are original but springboard off the BBC TV series Sherlock, all credit and hail to the Mofftiss :-)

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    20 Dec 2014

  18. Public Bookmark 17

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    When the Enterprise receives a December assignment to accompany a Federation investigation on Tarsus IV, Jim is forced to confront not only his memories of the trauma he experienced there, but also his conflicted feelings about Christmas, his childhood, and his first officer.

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    20 Dec 2014

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    Bucky Barnes needs to thank the guy who saved his little sister's life, but it's harder than he expected.

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    20 Dec 2014

  20. Public Bookmark 53

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    These places always smell like sweat and blood, and all he can hear through the rumbling noise of the crowd is the slap of skin on skin and the grunt of men pounding on each other.

    It's not like working on a porn set, but sometimes it sounds the same.

    [Sequel to Born to Run]

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