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  1. Public Bookmark 28

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    It's only a few months into fifth year, yet everything has already gone to hell. Harry Potter is just fed up with it all. In a moment of irrational emotion, he decides to end it. However, this doesn't go as planned... Now, on top of everything else, Harry must deal with being a vampire, turned by none other than Draco Malfoy, of all people-- how will this change the course of events?

    And later on, what is with this new drug that gives insights into the universe, and how do vampires relate to such?

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  2. Public Bookmark 14

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    The grief lasted a long time. Would last a lifetime, Sam thought, but the physical symptoms tapered off eventually. Dean’s breathing steadied, his gasping became infrequent and finally quieted, he sniffed a few times and then went still. Skin on skin, they were sweating, but Dean hadn’t let go of Sam’s hand, and as tired as Sam had been earlier, he was wide awake now.

    Dean’s voice surprised him.

    “Sam?” The word was small and forced out, pained.

    “Yeah,” he answered, lips brushing against the knot of Dean’s spine.

    Dean shifted slightly, pushing back into Sam’s hips, deliberate and slow, and circled his ass against his little brother’s hard cock. There was no way it was an accident. His head tilted and Sam could see his eyes were open, bruised, irises glinting, sparking-flint as they captured the dim light.

    “Want me?”

    “Yes. Fuck. Always.”

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    The year is 1976. In November, Jimmy Carter will take control of the White House. Americans are meeting Laverne & Shirley at their apartment in Milwaukee. Hotel California diverges from the reign of Kool & the Gang. And the FBI is still reeling from the repercussions of Watergate, the tragedy at Wounded Knee, Operation Family Secrets, and the strategic terrors of the anti-cult movement.

    That's what Special Agent Harry Styles has been told is the basis of his mission to an abandoned farmhouse in rural New Hampshire.

    With his hair grown out long and his shirt untucked, he's going undercover to do reconnaissance on suspected cult leader Louis Tomlinson, who has led a group of people out into the middle of nowhere, leaving no record of the life he'd had before. All Harry knows is what the agency gave him: Tomlinson's name, and instructions to figure out what he's doing with the eleven people he brought with him.

    In the year that Harry spends undercover and under Louis Tomlinson's wing, he learns more than he ever expected.

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  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Derek Hale, Beacon Hills Alpha and Dom, wakes up in a dark cell already housing another captive – a mute, traumatized sub with a cruel collar around his neck. His only goal is to get them both free of their brutal circumstances; but even as he tries to get his young companion home, a bond between them grows. Nothing comes easily: danger, and echoes of their ordeal, shadow every step they take.

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  5. Public Bookmark 39

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    Champion has made a life for himself in the prisons. He is the king of hell, and he defends his throne proudly. He's let go of all ties to his past, anything that might make him wish for a life outside of the Arena. There's no need for a monster to dream of things he cannot have.

    That is, until he's kidnapped by a team calling themselves the Paladins of Voltron, who claim that he's one of them.

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  6. Public Bookmark 42

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    150 years ago, when the Earth was deemed survivable again, the people on the Ark landed the Ark safely on the ground. Only a few weeks after they landed, they were attacked by Grounders. The attack and the unnecessary deaths of so many people fueled a feeling of hatred and a desire for vengeance against the Grounders. It didn't take long for The War to begin but it took six decades for it to end. Eventually the Sky People won. The Chancellor brought the Commander to the camp and, in front of everyone, he told her that her people would pay for the atrocities they had committed, he promised her that they would be treated as the animals they had proved to be. Then he cut off her head. In the weeks that followed, a lot of Grounders were captured but scarcely any were killed. They were enslaved, sold and bought. The fearsome Grounders that had haunted the Sky People for so long were taught to take orders and to obey them, they were taught to fear their owners, they were taught not to expect mercy or kindness, only pain. But times change as they always do and with new generations came new ideas, new concepts of right and wrong. Since the end of The War, a lot of Grounders won their freedom and a lot of Sky People lost theirs.

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  7. Public Bookmark 69

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    When Harry Potter is raised opposing Dumbledore.

    Now Cross-Posted on FF.net

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  8. Public Bookmark 4

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    Bucky doesn't understand why no one ever says anything about Tony's PTSD.
    A year after they have all come back, after they all hugged and made up, Tony is still jumping anytime someone speaks to him. His hands shake when Steve raises his voice. All he does is work and drink and apologize for being around.
    And nobody notices except Bucky, because he is looking. Constantly. Watching Tony as he goes through his day to day.
    Bucky looks and LOOKS, until he is having a hard time even wanting to look away from short spiky hair that begs to be mussed, deep brown eyes that always looks so sad, and perfect lips that Bucky just wants to kiss forever.
    Bucky looks for so long that now all he wants to do is touch and hold and fix everything. But Tony can barely be in the same room as Bucky, cant even look him in the eye.
    So Bucky doesn't know what to do about Tony, but he is determined to do something.
    Because all he wants is to look at Tony, and see Tony looking back with a smile.

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    When Harry is referred to a professional cuddler for the soothing power of touch, he’s dubious — even more so when the Cuddler who shows up turns out to be Malfoy. But in the years since the war, Malfoy’s changed, and over the next several days Harry is confronted by how much he still doesn’t know about this new version of his old enemy — and by how much he wants to learn.

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  11. Public Bookmark 69

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    *Not always posted in order, but will eventually be reordered to reflect the right storyline.

    So what started as a request quickly spiraled and now this is the story of the mini (or not so mini) adventures of Little!Tony Stark, Little!Natasha Romanov, and Little!Clint Barton. And also the other Avengers. And Pepper. And Maria Hill. And Sam Wilson. And probably a bunch other people.

    AGES WHILE IN HEADSPACE (Because I feel like sharing and it might help clear a few things up):

    Tony - Started at four, currently ages down to about 1-1 1/2
    Clint - Not much older than Tony, usually only about 2
    Natasha - Currently hovering around 4, but will probably slide litter as this goes on. ;)
    Loki - younger than Tony even, about 9 months to 1.
    Bucky - an infant. Literally. You need to read through to completely understand. As he is an infant and infants are constantly growing, check the notes at the beginning of the story to see exactly where his age falls within the fic.

    Enjoy my lovelies!

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    17 Nov 2017

  12. Public Bookmark 1

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    It's the first time that Kuro has ever been entrusted to watch his nephew since his rescue. All he has to prove is that he is capable of watching a three-year-old to his annoying brother, Takashi. Right?

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    17 Nov 2017

  13. Public Bookmark 22

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    Benny lost it all. Now, grieving the loss of his mate and pup, a stranger pops into his life that may change everything. His name is Dean. A Male Omega who ran into the road one summer night broken and bruised.

    How a stranger could change everything.

    Dean was in trouble. After spending ten years locked away in place where regaurd for human life was none existent. Where you were given a number and your name taken from you. Where the cocaine and heroine ran rampant and every choice you made could possibly cost you your life. A place he could only describe as hell. One of dirty beds and nice suites where people in high government positions would go as an "escape." One where he had seen murder, where he had felt knots ripped from his body.

    He finally escapes, unknowingly falling in the path of a life he never knew he wanted. One where it smelled like home with every inhale of breath and every shared glance with a man he thought he couldn't trust. A place where he could finally see a future that wasn't cut short by the barrel of gun waved in his face. A home. Somewhere where he felt loved. Someone to love. His Alpha.

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    17 Nov 2017

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    They make a mistake that follows them home.

    (Or: Keith becomes an unwitting caretaker to three Galra children, who teach him a great deal about how to take care of himself.)

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    17 Nov 2017

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    When the helicarriers blow up and the Winter Soldier goes on the run, he takes Steve with him. He's got a name written in Morse code on the inside of his arm, a ton of questions he doesn't know how to ask, and now, a new handler with absolutely zero sense of self-preservation to contend with. Life is hard.

    In which Bucky tries to figure out whether he's a human being, Steve does everything he can to keep from losing him again, and there are lots of explosions.

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    17 Nov 2017

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    Viktor Nikiforov is a son, a brother, a nephew, and the Pakhan of the St. Petersburg Bratva, but to him it's not enough. Something's missing, and he doesn't know what.

    On a routine check-up of the sex-trafficing rings in the Bratva's American territory he takes interest in a young prostitute named Katsuki Yuuri, who's quiet and troubled; a perfect addition to Viktor's life. He hopes the boy can find life and love with Viktor in Russia, and that he can return the favour as well.

    But not everything is as it seems, Viktor and Yuuri's pasts often come back to haunt them, and not every person in Viktor's circle loves Yuuri as much as he does, some even going to great lengths to make sure Viktor remembers the family business comes first.

    This is Katsuki Yuuri falling in love, and getting in too deep.

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    17 Nov 2017

  17. Public Bookmark 18

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    It's been seven months since Jonathan Byers returned home after being presumed dead for almost two years. The people of Hawkins are unknowingly being held captive by an elite organization of people who are responsible for all of the hellish going's on that have occurred in the past few years.

    Agent Fox Mulder of the FBI has stumbled onto an old case from 1983, and has reason to believe that something else is going on besides a few missing kids and dead bodies. Visiting the town brings them from 1994 to 1987, where they're put face to face with people who hold a grudge against anyone who even resembles a mysterious government authority figure. Can they earn the trust of Steve Harrington and others before it's too late? Or will they all fall victim to the organization's insidious plans?

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  18. Public Bookmark *

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    The year is 1976. In November, Jimmy Carter will take control of the White House. Americans are meeting Laverne & Shirley at their apartment in Milwaukee. Hotel California diverges from the reign of Kool & the Gang. And the FBI is still reeling from the repercussions of Watergate, the tragedy at Wounded Knee, Operation Family Secrets, and the strategic terrors of the anti-cult movement.

    That's what Special Agent Harry Styles has been told is the basis of his mission to an abandoned farmhouse in rural New Hampshire.

    With his hair grown out long and his shirt untucked, he's going undercover to do reconnaissance on suspected cult leader Louis Tomlinson, who has led a group of people out into the middle of nowhere, leaving no record of the life he'd had before. All Harry knows is what the agency gave him: Tomlinson's name, and instructions to figure out what he's doing with the eleven people he brought with him.

    In the year that Harry spends undercover and under Louis Tomlinson's wing, he learns more than he ever expected.

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    17 Nov 2017

  19. Public Bookmark 49

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    It had sounded like a good idea at the time. Tony Stark, genius and heir to the Stark fortune, didn't expect to fall in love with the kind, handsome soldier he'd picked up at a bar that he had only gotten into because of a particularly well-crafted fake ID. He didn't expect to spend the best week of his life with a funny, wonderful artist who would be shipping off to war in only days.

    And he definitely didn't expect that soldier to die before they could even try to build something.

    He tries to move on with his life and find a way to feel whole, but after one too many disappointments, Tony gives up on the idea of happiness altogether.

    Of course, then he finds himself on a street in New York, covered in coffee and having the shock of his life.

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    17 Nov 2017

  20. Rec 40

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    “You love him,” El says, shutting Will’s bedroom door behind her, and it really isn’t a question.

    He knows who she’s talking about.

    Will tries to open his mouth, to shake his head, anything, but nothing happens. He sits down on his bed, hard, airway suddenly closing up. She’s looking at him expectantly, and then the dam breaks and he’s drowning in his lies until he can’t anymore.

    “Yes,” he breathes out harshly. “I do.”

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