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    “I’m gonna answer it,” Lukas says, shooting Philip a look. “Pretend I’m your secretary.”

    “Oh God,” Philip laughs, pulling a shirt on as Lukas makes a beeline for his cell. “Don’t you lose me a client!”

    “I’m just gonna talk about your strengths and your perfect hair, you know, important things,” Lukas calls. Philip closes his eyes, shaking his head. “Oh hey, it’s Helen!” Lukas yells.

    “You got it?” Philip asks, pulling on his jeans, the material sticking to the dampness of his legs.

    “Yeah!”

    Philip was planning on calling her tonight after the movie, and he wonders what she’s got to tell him. He hangs the towel up and walks into the bedroom, hearing the tail-end of Lukas’s conversation with her.

    “Okay one second,” Lukas says, slowly, turning around with a strange look on his face. He holds his finger over the receiver.

    “What is it?” Philip asks, his heart beating a little faster.

    “Not sure, she’s…she sounds weird, she just asked to talk to you,” Lukas says.

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    Random scenes I thought of and wrote for Dirty Windows that might not make it into the book.

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    AU in which Philip was getting sexually abused by his mother's boyfriend and when the police found out the court ruled Anne an unfit mother and Philip was sent into foster care.

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    "God, that night was so funny. I tried to wrap my arm around you and I elbowed you in the face and gave you a nose bleed." Lukas tossed his head back into the pillow, laughing.

    "And I climbed into your lap to try and seduce you and you told me to move my big head because I was blocking the movie." Philip chuckled, nodding. "Yeah, that sleepover."

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    Their mouths drew closer, until they almost touched. Both boys closed their eyes and parted their lips, tasting the hot breath of the other. Burning electrical currents were running through their veins, the sweet pain in their stomachs more prominent than ever before. It was almost too much – almost unbearable and yet absolutely mind-blowing. So they kept savoring and purposefully drawing out the goosebumps-causing thrill of anticipation; the blazing heat that never failed to manifest before their kisses.
    “I was eleven,” Philip suddenly whispered, slightly reclining his head to look up at Lukas.
    “Huh?”
    “When I got that scar...” Philip clarified.

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    There’s a weird little pinching pain and a strange warmth in his nose, and then Lukas pulls his hands back and sees a blot of blood in the lines of his palm. He touches his nose again and then there’s more on his fingertip.

    “Lukas—”

    “He’s got a nosebleed—”

    Lukas groans again, tipping his head back and stumbling to his feet, heading towards the bathroom. He holds his fingers to his nose but now the blood is pouring out, the taste of metal on his lips. He closes himself up in the bathroom, the voices in the dining room muffled now. He grabs the nearest hand towel and runs it under the tap, his neck starting to hurt from how he’s got it angled. He sighs heavily. He just wants some normalcy, but not his dad asking about their goddamn sex life. The distance is better.

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    Lukas Waldenbeck grew up in a small town in Massachusetts, expecting to grow up and join the circuit as soon as he turned 18. That does not end up happening. He ends up becoming something of a YouTuber and this path leads him somewhere he never thought he would go. And to a boy he never thought he would love.

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    “What are your resolutions?” Philip asks, nosing along a wrinkle in Lukas’s jacket.

    Lukas narrows his eyes. “I never really make them,” he says, watching a star twinkle brightly above their heads.

    “On purpose?” Philip asks.

    “No,” Lukas says, though the word turns up at the end with the half-stories behind it. He’s never really wanted to commit to anything except motocross because nothing he could commit to publicly was ever what he actually wanted to do. His dad once suggested he resolve to learn to play the guitar, and even though he was interested in the idea, Lukas inwardly balked at it because his dad had come up with it. His whole life, until recently, has felt like a war, an internal battle between what society expected and what was in his heart.

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    Philip had given Lukas a sunflower once, after one of his tournaments. He said that the flower reminded him of Lukas because they were tall and beautiful. Lukas accepted them, of course, but he didn't let Philip see how much the small gesture meant. And he definitely didn't tell Philip that he kept them in his room on his dresser, looked at them every day and was sad when they died.

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    Lukas was warm, his heart thumping loud in his chest. He must have drove his truck here. Lukas chuckled and slid his arms around Philip, kissing his forehead. "Merry Christmas." Lukas grinned.

    Philip pulled away, looking up at Lukas, gasping. "Oh my go-"

    "Before you insult it. Just take a minute and think of how many kisses I can give you with it on." Lukas was smiling. He stepped into the house and kicked the door shut with his snow covered boot.

    "I'm not kissing anyone that wears a headband with mistletoe hanging off of it." Philip stated, crossing his arms over his chest. "Its dumb."

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    Philip wakes up to a one night stand his hungover mind didn't include him on.

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    There were still things they needed to talk about, still things they needed to share, but there would be time for that now. Now that Philip didn't have to feel like every day might be their last, if not because of the shooter then because Lukas was calling the shots.

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    Philip opens the door to Lukas’s room and tries to stifle a gasp. Lukas is standing there in that grey sweater Philip picked out for him, his hands in his pockets and a sly smile on his face. He rolls back on his heels and looks way too self-satisfied for his own good, but Philip thinks he definitely deserves to look that way.

    There are at least twenty bundles of mistletoe hanging from Lukas’s ceiling, evenly distributed so they can cover more ground. He’s got two bottles of Philip’s favorite cider on his bedside table, next to a wrapped present. Which reminds Philip that he’s holding his present for Lukas. He tightens his grip on it, having nearly dropped it in his shock.

    He still stands there in the doorway, blinking, his stomach dropping and his chest tightening. They’d gotten caught under the mistletoe at the mall the other day, just outside Macy’s. Philip kissed Lukas hard and made some offhanded comment about wishing every ceiling was covered with mistletoe. He’d never expected this, and he feels like his heart is beating outside his body.

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    A lot of things change in one year.
    Others stay just the same.

    Lukas comes home for the Holidays.

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    "Lukas," Philip tried his best to sound angry. "We can't just run off like this. Rose planned this entire thing! Its rude to leave her alone with all the guests!"

    "They won't notice." Lukas smiled, holding Philips hand tighter. His eyes seemed bright compared to his pale skin and the dark black suit he was wearing. He looked amazing. Philip wished be had his camera.

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    Lukas takes Philip on their first official date as they both struggle to come to grips with their losses.

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    Lukas has to go to the city to meet sponsors. He hates the city; it smells awful there, and it's too far away. He'd rather stay in bed with Rose and cuddle close.
    Being the food monster that we all know he is, he has to get something to eat before he heads home, and that's when he meets Philip, a sassy, hot boy who knows how to charm him. Lukas falls in love.

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    “Helen’s surprisingly good at the hot chocolate,” Lukas whispers, shifting a little closer to him. “You know, with her track record…”

    Philip snorts, shaking his head.

    “My mom used to make this weird eggnog thing,” Lukas says. “That reminded me, it was almost like I could taste it again—”

    He cuts off like he’s remembering and Philip smiles to himself. It’s something he holds great pride in, being able to draw out memories of Lukas’s mom. They seem to come to him when he’s happiest, like Philip is finding keys to doors long locked. He hopes to open them all one day.

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    "Say those two words." Williams smile was dark like his eyes now. "My favorite words."

    Lukas let on tear fall as he stared at the photos on the floor. One was from their wedding day. Another was him at school. Lukas swallowed and looked at William. He was about to kill the love of his life. "I accept."

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    Lukas has been thinking about it all day. He pretty much told Nathan that they should just back off and be cool, but he doesn’t know how he feels about anything. The whole situation feels unresolved, and he knows he’ll probably regret being gone that day for the rest of his damn life.

    He has to tell Philip what he was thinking.

    “Hypothetically,” Lukas says. “If I was like…if I like, tracked down Dour and like, punched him in the face and ran away, is that…is that weird?”

    Philip goes a little stiff. Lukas feels the air around them go stale and then Philip sits up, bracing himself on his forearm. His brows are furrowed and he’s searching Lukas’s face.

    “Hypothetically?” Philip asks. “What kind of hypothetical is that?”

    Lukas just stares at him, shrugging a little bit.

    “Lukas,” Philip says, voice low. “You didn’t actually like, do this, right?”

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