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    Lukas knows he loves Philip more than he loves motocross. But he knows they’re both part of his future, and going through this set of races will be good for him. He’ll make a name for himself, he’ll make new contacts, hopefully win some prize money.

    None of that stops him from losing it when the truck comes to pick his bike up four days before he’s supposed to go. He watches them load it up and forces himself not to cry, not because they’re taking his bike away from him, but because it means this is happening. He’s going. In five days he’ll be in California, and it might as well be the other side of the earth because even two steps away from Philip is too far. He doesn’t care if they’re codependent. He loves him. He loves him.

    Philip kisses his neck as they stand there and watch the truck drive away, Izzy wagging her tail at their feet. “It’s gonna be great, babe.”

    “It’d be great if you were there,” Lukas says.

    “Once we’re married I’ll travel with you wherever you go,” Philip says. “This dog too.” He reaches down, scratching around Izzy’s ears.

    (the two and a half months Lukas is gone, off to the races. Will update with more characters and a different rating as we go)

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    “I don’t think it’s gonna get better,” Lukas says, shaking his head. “My life fucking sucks because of him, he just doesn’t give a shit so nothing matters. My own father. Everything is difficult, he’s out to ruin every good thing I have. He doesn’t—he doesn’t know how to be happy for me. He never will.” It’s coming into focus, how fucked up it all is. How fucked up he is, because of it.

    “Lukas, you just gotta hold on,” Philip says, wrapping his hand around Lukas’s elbow. “You’re doing so good. Don’t let him bring you down.”

    The tears are threatening again. Philip’s support means the world to him, but fuck, it makes him feel lower than a goddamn cockroach. He doesn’t deserve it, because his own father doesn’t love him, doesn’t want him, would rather he wasn’t here. Because it’d be so much better, much easier if he just wasn’t here.

    “I wish I was never born,” Lukas mutters, one tear falling.

    Philip goes stiff beside him, which makes Lukas think that was the wrong thing to say. But for a second, he really means it.

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    AU in which Philip was getting sexually abused by his mother's boyfriend and when the police found out the court ruled Anne an unfit mother and Philip was sent into foster care.

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    The abuse that happened to Philip really happened to me from my biological dad so please be respectful.

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    Philip wakes up to a one night stand his hungover mind didn't include him on.

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    There it was, the most familiar sounding voice and Philip felt like he was being thrown back to college again, near twenty and on the verge of the biggest breakup. Against his better judgement he turned, coming face to face with a now more grown-up-looking Lukas Waldenbeck, still as beautiful as he ever was. Philip's heart instantly drops to his feet.

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    “Hi,” the stranger says, eyeing him suspiciously, “why are you so happy?”

    “Why shouldn’t I be happy?”

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    Philip is just trying to move on from some very traumatic moments of his life--being separated from his mother, going into foster care, falling in love, and what was that last one? Oh yeah. Witnessing a triple murder and almost being killed himself. Lukas, however, is not making forgetting very easy.

    Oneshot/drabble

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    Серьезно. Никто в дурацком Тиволи не целуется лучше, чем Филипп Ши.

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    “Well,” Philip says. “Lukas thinks something weird is going on.”

    “I think he killed his wife,” Lukas says, definitively.

    Philip widens his eyes at him. “Earlier you thought something was going on, now you’ve jumped to murder? What the hell, Lukas?”

    “She’s nowhere to be found, she’s not over there,” Lukas says, gesturing towards the window. “And he left his apartment over and over again in the early hours of the morning, Rose. With a briefcase.” Maybe he does sound a little crazy. But he’s not gonna back down until he sees the wife up and around.

    Rose narrows her eyes, clicking her tongue. “Maybe he’s stepping out on her.”

    “That’s probably it,” Philip says.

    “No,” Lukas says, shaking his head. That doesn’t feel like it. This feels a lot more sinister. “She’s not there right now. He did something with her.”

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    Lukas knew exactly who he could and could not be from the time he was in middle school. He could not be the boy that looked at other boys with engrossed attraction, no, that was meant for the pretty girls in his school only. He would not be that guy, no matter how many handsome boys his eyes would chase within the hallways. He did a good job of hiding behind beautiful girls until Philip Shea moved into town and something like self-acceptance started to touch his heart in the midst of deadly circumstances.

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    "in and out. in and out."
    philip makes lukas feel safe.

    (or lukas going to therapy after years of untreated trauma)

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    “Need,” Lukas gasps.

    Philip loves reducing him to this. “What do you need?” Philip asks, pressing a quick kiss to Lukas’s lax lips.

    “You,” Lukas breathes. “Fuck, I—God, you feel—”

    Philip smiles and Lukas laughs, a flood of color rushing into his face. Philip kisses Lukas’s cheek, feels Lukas lean in to him. It’s sweet, tender, and for a moment it’s like everything is normal. Like this is them, every day, in a relationship. Safe and content. Philip kisses his cheek again and tries to chase that feeling.

    Lukas sighs and it sounds so wistful. “How do we do this?” he whispers, like he’s in class or in church, and a ripple runs through Philip’s body. Every position in the history of time flashes through his brain and he eliminates most of them, considering Lukas’s current situation. He’s gonna ride him. That’s how this will be best, this first time.

    First time.

    (my envisioning of the remainder of the motel scene in episode ten)

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    The morning Lukas got shot.

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    from the prompt on tumblr: http://dailyau.tumblr.com/post/166498376844/youre-the-neighbor-that-keeps-their-curtains
    (You’re the neighbour that keeps their curtains open, even when changing, and I can’t talk to you without blushing) except I threw most of that prompt out the window but hey

    also day six of eyewitness week: au

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    When a mark appears on your soulmate's skin, it appears on yours as well.

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    "Death is a cruel reality that touches every living creature in existence.

    Both of our moms died far too soon."

    (or the "death" prompt)
    [death trigger]

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    Even though he doesn't believe in love, he's determined to call his bluff. Who could deny these butterflies?

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    She’s been dead for two weeks when Philip finds the bird.

    It looks like a cardinal, bright red against the dull gray of the sidewalk. Philip feels strange when he sees it, and he knows it’s dead immediately. It’s too still. Unmoving. Out of place.

    “What is it?” Lukas’s voice asks, from behind him.

    They were out on a walk, getting air. Now Philip feels like he’s gonna pass out. He doesn’t know what the fuck is happening to him but the bird is so red, so pretty. He steps closer and sees that it’s little eyes are wide open. It isn’t breathing. It clearly isn’t breathing. He feels like he’s gonna throw up.

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    lukas needs philip to be his forever
    philip is only happy to oblige

    (or the "future" prompt marriage proposal)

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    Mornings are Lukas' favorite part of the day.

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