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    Little moments in the winter of Lukas and Philip's sophomore year at NYU.

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    Headcanons and AUs that I thought of but never wrote.

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    60/?
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    76
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    5
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    AU in which Philip was getting sexually abused by his mother's boyfriend and when the police found out the court ruled Anne an unfit mother and Philip was sent into foster care.

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    20/?
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    178
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    23
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    Philip is crying over boys and for once it isn't Lukas.

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    575
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    1/1
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    1
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    11
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    1
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    81
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    Philip's first few weeks in Tivoli are a lot of ups and downs. Mostly downs. Some ups. He's hoping he can make it work.

    The first 6 weeks leading up to where the show starts.

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    11
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    He thinks he loves him.

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    27
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    Lukas is a young man in a crisis of detachment. Grieving his mother, needing his father, seeking himself. He moves from broken relationship to broken relationship with a deplorable sense of himself in correlation with his sexual identity. Until Philip Shea moves into town and he is able to start finding self-acceptance in the midst of deadly circumstances.

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    2/?
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    4
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    10
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    “Okay, okay, okay, okay,” Philip chants. “Okay, okay.”

    Lukas is behind him and arms are tight around Philip’s middle, but Philip still shakes more than he wants to. They’re in the shallow end of the pool and he keeps trying to tell himself it’s just like the tub, which he likes. But he can’t reach out and touch the ceramic walls, and despite Lukas’s close proximity, he isn’t surrounding him in the same way he does in the tub.

    Philip tries to remind himself that this pool is nothing like the pool from his childhood where it happened. Completely different. It’s inside, way smaller, and there are only two other people here, an old couple hanging onto the edge in the deep end. He thinks that’s why Lukas picked it, because it’s calm and away from all the insanity of the rest of the gym. No kids.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    42
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    1
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    342
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    “You’re ridiculous,” Lukas says, kissing his cheek before he straightens back up. “I love you. I love you. I love you so much I’m going into this crazy-ass haunted house because you want to.”

    “You don’t want to?” Philip asks.

    “I want to because you want to,” Lukas says.

    Philip smiles slowly. “You’re scared.”

    “I’m not scared,” Lukas says, pointedly looking away from him.

    “You’re scared,” Philip sing-songs, straightening up a little taller so he can rest his chin on Lukas’s shoulder as they continue forward. “Don’t worry, babe, I’ll protect you.”

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    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    3
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    368
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    After almost getting arrested, Philip decides maybe the streets isn't the best place for him.

    Or the one where Philip reads an ad in the newspaper, BABYSITTER/SURROGATE WANTED.

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    44,010
    Chapters:
    19/?
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    105
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    191
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    14
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    4620
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    “Yeah, I’m here, hey boys,” Gabe says.

    “Hey Gabe,” Lukas says, leaning forward and bracing his forearms on his knees.

    “Helen there?” Philip asks.

    “Just me at the moment,” Gabe says. “Listen, I won’t keep you, but I wanted to ask you two—well, ask and tell.”

    Lukas and Philip share a look and Philip raises an eyebrow.

    “What is it?” Philip asks. “Everything okay?”

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    45
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    2
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    “I got the candles out just in case,” Lukas says, tugging on Philip’s belt loops.

    “Hopefully it won’t go—”

    And just like clockwork or some kind of cosmic destiny, their whole apartment buzzes and flickers, the two of them looking around and silently praying the lights will stay on. But they all go dead and Philip can hear the AC unit going too, until everything is an eerie kind of silent.

    "Shit,” Lukas says.

    They stand there for a couple more moments but nothing happens, and Philip can already feel the wet heat seeping inside.

    “Ugh,” he groans, resting his head on Lukas’s chest.

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    37
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    Home is no longer a place, a house. It is no longer the warmth of a motherly embrace. Home is in the shadows of brown and blue eyes, in common memories of love and loss, of mothers gone; of soft touches and breathless kisses, in the memory of their tangled bodies on a crappy motel bed.

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    9,559
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    14
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    37
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    910
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    Philip has panic attacks and nightmares, but instead of talking about it he pretends he's okay. It doesn't work for very long.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    16
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    66
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    11
    Hits:
    638
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    Lukas is absolutely enamored with Philip. Every little thing about him.

    Especially his ass.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    16
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    45
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    1
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    603
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    "So when do we get married?"

    Lukas's question comes out of his lips with a grin. He looks at Philip, tightens his grip on Philip's wrist in a squeeze.

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    “This is the best picture I’ve ever taken,” he says, staring down at it.

    “Oh yeah?” Lukas asks, letting Izzy tromp further up his chest and start licking his face. “Doubt it. You take a lot of good pictures. That one on top of the Empire State Building is like all time good.”

    But Philip is staring at the preview screen, his heart beating wild. The sun is shining in three thick strips on the pillow beside Lukas’s head, a fourth lighting up the blond of his hair. He’s smiling wide, his eyes fixed on Izzy, who’s curled up against his chest. She looks like a little model too, half posing, looking right at Philip. Lukas is shirtless and that automatically makes the photo ten times better, and the white sheets are draped over his hips just so, drawn up high over his thigh in one spot.

    “Hey,” Lukas says, and Izzy barks like an echo. “Stop staring at a picture of us and come over here and cuddle with the real us.”

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    1/1
    Comments:
    16
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    35
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    1
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    398
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    Lukas has a language of his own and Philip is learning to speak it.

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    English
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    688
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    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    39
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    4
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    298
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    Sophomore year started out easy but then came the midterms, then came the projects, then came Philip taking small photography jobs, which led to bigger photography jobs. Which led to some kid in Philip’s class, a kid that Lukas had decided was entirely too attractive, setting up a website for Philip where people could hire him. Philip got a new digital camera to go along with his film one, offering photos in both formats. His rates were good and his photos were great and he’s cute as hell, so of course, everybody jumped on the opportunity to hire him. He’s been getting a shit ton of jobs, which is great, because he’s making money. But it’s also not so great, because he’s hardly ever home. He’s missed the last three date nights, and Lukas is freaking himself out trying to remember the last conversation they had that wasn’t rushed over fast food or that lasted more than ten minutes. Lukas knows Philip loves his jobs, that he always comes home smiling and excited.

    But Lukas misses him.

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    English
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    4,218
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    46
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    594
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    Philip has never felt happier.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,110
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    21
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    236

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