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    Merlin is a universal constant, a thorn in Arthur's side, a barnacle that he's not sure he wants to get rid of. Then one morning, he's gone, and Arthur will do anything to find him.

    His quest is complicated by an orphan who has more to hide than Arthur does, a sorceror who insists of sitting in on council meetings despite being free to go, and the very real possibility of a secret shattering everything he knows.

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    He was silent almost, as the deep voice gave a crackling chuckle, the cigarette in his hand crumbling black into the comforter as he drew in another breath of toxins

    “You sayin’ I'm not special?”

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    In the autumn of a millennia, nihilistic teenager, Dipper Pines chases after the opportunity of a lifetime, to have his associative theory of philosophy and depression published in a book as part of his PhD scholarship in the liberal arts. His online presence in the artistic media has hailed him a vanguard of a generation as well, but in actuality, no one knows who he really is. Inspiration hits him in the dirtiest of alleys, the dingiest of parties and the arms of the coldest strangers.

    Dipper has reached a crux in his 19 year old life, feeling like nothing has been truly accomplished and that he will never be good enough, always chasing the kind, deep blue eyes that caught him hook line and sinker.

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    Seokjin's always been willing to help Yoongi out when he needs it the most, and he's always been willing to fuck afterwards, so today really shouldn't be any different.

    So, maybe it isn't.

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    Sans is conflicted by night terrors and vague memories from previous timelines gone wrong. They are starting to become more vivid and soon he starts to notice deviations from what he's grown accustomed to, and Papyrus does something unusual that changes everything.

    With the River Person out of commission, Sans accompanies Grillby on a replenishment run through to New Home, all while wrestling with a feeling he just can't break about his long-time friend. Hardship, embarrassment and mystery abound.

    (This fic is Pre-Pacifist/pre-canon with some embellishment, aka skerb has headcanons and I need them in idiotspace. 8D)

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    6/?
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    All the monsters live happily on the surface after Frisk freed them. Well almost everyone is happy...
    As someone who has lived through their fair share of RESETS, Sans finds it hard to accept that this time is the last time. Especially since Frisk has promised "No more RESETS" before. This combined with Sans' mysterious past leads to Sans keeping his permanent smile up so no one worries. But what happens when his façade breaks...

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    48/?
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    “And in this moment, like a swift intake of breath, the rain came.” — Truman Capote.

    Moving to a new city to spend December with his father after the sudden death of his girlfriend, Daniel Howell isn’t looking for much more than the will to get by. But suffering the anguish of a complicated relationship with his parents, troubled friends and the sheer expectation to tackle life with some positivity, surviving the vacation without so much as a distaste for the Christmas spirit doesn’t seem so probable. That is, however, until he meets thick-skinned Phil Lester, the eldest son of a recovering heroin addict and frontman of a local notorious punk band. Of existentialism and brewing alcoholism, the pair connect over deadbeat dads, deceased American writers and a taste for cigarette smoke.

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    Frisk made a promise to her friend. Though she didn't know what it meant at the time, she promised to never reset the timeline again. The concept of resets was strange to her, she believed it an easy enough promise. No matter what, she was determined to keep it.

    Sans made a promise to her in return. He would do everything in his power to keep his little human safe. No matter what happened to them after the barrier broke and she became public enemy #1, he managed to keep his promise too.

    Eight years later and both promises have been kept.

    But promises are made to be broken, aren't they?

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    One day... the time of humans ended. In the blink of an eye every person on planet earth vanished without a trace, only one of many millions to remain, and those that did were turned into the things of both legend and not. One month after the Rapture I awoke no longer a girl but rather a girffon. Alone in a derelict home I set off on a journey that'll take me halfway across the world and further.
    My name is Dia. And one day, they'll call me the Great Uniter.

    [Loosely MLP related, Imported from Fimfic, read the notes on CH1]

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    The roach, however, stays even as its companions feast. Max smiles broken heartedly, heavy eyelids fluttering closed.

    Enter Max, who comes from an abusive household with parents who just don't want him. Camp camp meant lack of air conditioning, being surrounded by a bunch of other hormone ridden little shits, sucking in stale air. But, his camp experience becomes quite interesting when the roaches keep appearing, along with strange feelings towards these two assholes he guesses he can call his friends.

    Does everybody see the roaches? Is it normal to feel this way? Or is Max just a fucking nut job with a bone deep sexuality confusion?

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    "No. I can kill myself. I don’t have to live like this."
    A wave of relief poured over Akaashi as he contemplated his death.
    "No more pain. No more suffering. Just peace."
    He gazed at his plate. He couldn’t contain the grin that spread across his face. It was the only genuine smile he’d had in months.

    Akaashi is at his wits end. He feels nothing. He's quickly crumbling as a human being. He wants nothing but sweet release of death. In his fourth year of college he drafts a plan for his suicide. He is to graduate, publish writing for others to be inspired by, and slip quietly away. Shortly after, he meets a dog walker named Bokuto who asks him out and Akaashi reluctantly agrees. Nothing matters anymore and he treats Bokuto like an obligation. Until he's not anymore.

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    Maurice picked up the bag of what was probably weed. "Fuck yeah, smoke weed everyday!" he said, excited.

    Lorenzo looked at Maurice, frowning. "That's not weed, that's oregano... and you really shouldn't be smoking weed or oregano..."

    Maurice smirked. "What is this, an after school special?" (warning for mentions of vomit and a nuclear war that doesn't actually happen. also an animal cries out in distress but the kid quickly lets it go)

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    Character POVs, drabbles, and background stories for my main fic 'These are our Days'. All this stuff is canon to the main story, but doesn't fit in there or doesn't follow the reader POV so it's published here instead.
    Most of this probably won't make much sense unless you've read that fic. Full of spoilers. Please mind the tags.

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    21/?
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    some small & mostly unrelated, disjointed works studying the character of patrick hockstetter as well as a look into an alternate universe where avery wasn't killed & grew up alongside his brother.

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    The untold adventures of Rick and Morty of dimension B-3_87.

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    A year after going under the ice, Bucky Barnes is pulled from his hibernation by an impatient Steve Rogers and an Inhuman psychiatrist with ties to the Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. Steve thinks that he can save Bucky and turn him into a hero, but Bucky knows better. No amount of mind games will undo the carnage of his past, but the Inhuman doctor has some tricks up her sleeve.

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    There wasn’t some easy way out this time. Was there ever? Suppose not. Time is a crazy thing, some say you can't escape it, live in the moment, but he's not so enthusiastic about that option. Not with a murderous child, with questionable motives breathing down his neck. So I guess the only way to win, is to play it cool, and try not to let anything slip. No one wants more suffering due to his selfish decision. But ey, what are you gonna do? It had to happen at some point, when it's impossible to live up to another’s standards.

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    Or, that one where the Capitol went with their pre-planned 75th Hunger Games Quarter Quell. [Full summary inside.]

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    That was the thing about alien abductions. They didn't change your life. They only changed you.

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    There were few things that gave your life meaning... And occasionally even those things weren't enough. Hell, could you even call it meaning? It was more like the reasons you hadn't let go yet. But you continued to be a meat shield for your younger brothers and protect them from the constant abuse that 'Mommy and Daddy Dearest' dealt.

     

    Wanna die...

     

    But they deserve to live.

     

    Just end it already.

     

    Don't be selfish. They matter more.

     

    Suffering was always a companion of yours. It had been since you were young. You often wondered if you were even human anymore. Your empty being felt validation--Life--through Art. Through Music. Through Dance. It was the only thing left you felt proud of.

    But when you dumbly risk your life to save a very familiar child, a whole host of Monsters waltz right on into it and flip it around harder than a professional Hip-Hop Dancer... And six skeletons in particular seem to want to lead you first-hand into a new chapter of your life.

    But will the final curtain drop before they can...?

    ACT ONE- Surviving? I'm Hardly Existing: Chp: 1-???

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    Should a child be punished for the sins of the father?

    In a city where morality is null and void, money is king. Second only to one man who rules over all: Tommy Vercetti.
    Rosa Salamanca, now free from her past involvement, learns that a life worth living comes with a high price.

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