11 Works in Nick Carter/Howie Dorough/Brian Littrell/AJ McLean/Kevin Richardson

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    AJ had taken in many immortals like him, creatures that go bump in the night. Ghosts and ghouls and monsters. However there are four that he holds close to his heart.
    This is his yearly memory kick before their anniversary together. And AJ thinks upon how he came to meet each of the men who are stuck in time with him.

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    It was almost Christmas time, only a couple of days were left to be marked on the calendar. The air smelled of snow, though it had yet to fall down and turn everything white and soft, a winter wonderland where sadness and loneliness couldn’t find a place in the first rows. Usually, their house would be filled up to the brink with Christmas tree in each and every room, even in the bathrooms; usually there would be lights everywhere, making the house visible even from the farthest corner of town, while music would kick silence out, filling the air with its joyful notes.
    Not that year.

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    In the summer of 2001 in the middle of the Black and Blue tour, AJ checks himself into rehab. Once he's there, he not only has to face his demons, but the question of whether he and Kevin will still have a relationship when he gets out. For years now it's been the five of them against the world in every way possible, but after the words Kevin left him with from the other side of a locked door, AJ doesn't know what to believe.

    It's a hard thing to question your faith in love while you're trying to restore your faith in yourself.

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    It's Nick's 32nd birthday, and he and Brian aren't allowed to celebrate. The rest of the boys will be back by the end of the week so all the celebrating's due to happen then...but that doesn't rule out illegal celebrating, and it definitely doesn't rule out improper use of cheesecake because hey, that's not even a birthday food, it can't possibly count.

    (Basically, in which I write cheesecake porn because mamogirl saw the reference to this moment in But I Can Carry You and made me think about it more, lmao)

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    It's the first time Kevin's been on stage with his boys in four years, and all he can think from the minute it starts is how much it feels like home, how he hasn't felt this good in so long it's startling just how right it all feels.

    It should be comforting to be reminded where he belongs, but when you belong somewhere you feel you've given up your right to be, it's more than a little terrifying.

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    (or, four times Brian Littrell carried his boys, and one time they carried him)

    Inspired by the fact that Brian's arms are ridiculous and he can pick up everyone...well, that and the fact that he's also good at taking care of everyone. Some of this painful, but I promise some isn't.

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    "He’s said I love you to this kid a thousand times, a thousand ways. If Nick needs to see it as blood on his skin, he’ll do it. He’ll be whatever Nick needs."

    In which Brian finds something out about Nick that hurts him, and he does something about it because that's what he knows. He may not can fix every problem Nick ever has, he absolutely knows he can't, but he can do his best to take on as many as he can.

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    Sometimes, Nick needs a little pain that he can control. At least, that's how it's always been but lately he's handed that control over to Brian because who could he trust more than the person who's loved him and taken care of him more consistently than anyone ever has in his life? It's great, it's not conventional but it's working for both of them...only it's not just two of them in this relationship, and the rest of the boys have more than a few questions.

    Well, Howie and Kevin have questions. AJ just wants to watch.

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    A long, long time ago, Brian was a fisherman whose ship crashed on a rocky coast. He should have died when he cut his chest open on the rocks or he should have drowned in the water, but he's pulled onto the sand and saved from both by a man who changes his life forever.

    Basically, in which Brian is a siren who lives a long, long time finding the people he loves scattered all over the place.

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    They have their own way of saying goodbye.

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