2 Works in Nancy Botwin/Silas Botwin
post S7. an exercise in destruction, self or otherwise; it’s the botwin way, after all.
He doesn't pretend that she's anybody else. There wouldn't be any point. It makes his stomach twist, but he needs it. He's needed it for a long time. A physical expulsion of everything that he feels for her, all of it; the hatred and resentment, love and want. In that sense it feels fucking incredible, but in every other, it's the worst thing in the world.