Loki's a goddamn mess

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lose my idols to find my voice by Lise

The Avengers (2012)
6 May 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Thor (Marvel)
- Loki (Marvel)
- what is this I don't even
- Angst
- Bitterness
- Post-Canon
- Introspection
- Brothers
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- sympathy for the devil
- Post-Movie(s)
Summary

This is no homecoming.

Words:

1,548

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

4

Kudos:

90

Bookmarks:

10

Hits:

1647
I heard you killed your only friend last year by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
17 May 2012
Tags
- Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- edging toward Steve/Loki sideways
- Hurt/Comfort
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- beating up Loki as an excuse for interaction
- this fic says nothing good about me
- Whump
- self-indulgence at its finest
- Post-Movie(s)
- Aftermath of Violence
Summary

It's not exactly how Steve was planning to spend his time.

Series
- Part 1 of Remember This Cold
Words:

3,484

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

3

Kudos:

126

Bookmarks:

10

Hits:

2809
We were the whirlpool, we were the reef by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
20 May 2012
Tags
- Major Character Death
- Loki (Marvel)
- Thor (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- Character Death
- Introspection
- Angst
- Self-indulgent angst is my favorite genre
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Codependency
- Really fucked up codependency
- Grief/Mourning
- This is functional
- Memories
Summary

Thor is dead. Somehow this isn't an occasion for rejoicing.

Words:

1,907

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

5

Kudos:

71

Bookmarks:

11

Hits:

1069
And None Who Go Can Come Back Again by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
31 May 2012
Tags
- Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki (Marvel)
- Thanos
- Torture
- Pre-Canon
- gratuitous whump is my other favorite genre
- filling in some gaps maybe
- writing my headcanon into fic
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Loki gets himself out of things he got himself into
- stubborn is a virtue sometimes
- I break all the things I love
Summary

He used to think that there was only death in the void. Turns out that wasn't quite true. Loki, post-Thor and pre-Avengers.

Words:

1,650

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

3

Kudos:

64

Bookmarks:

5

Hits:

1101
the son and the beast by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
31 May 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Thor (Marvel)
- Loki (Marvel)
- Frigga (Marvel)
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- not fix-it fic at all
- is it ever though
- Post-Movie(s)
- Loki is a master of the cold shoulder
- Thor just wants to help
- Frigga is the fiercest bitch
- sort of follows another fic
Summary

They indulge you like a child, or a misbehaving dog, said the snide voice in the back of his mind. A runaway cur dragged home to its masters. That is what they see in you.

They see you for what you are.

Words:

1,557

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

2

Kudos:

65

Bookmarks:

9

Hits:

1153
into something rich and strange by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
16 Jun 2012
Tags
- Graphic Depictions Of Violence
- Thor (Marvel)
- Loki (Marvel)
- Nick Fury
- Steve Rogers
- Tony Stark
- Bruce Banner
- gratuitous whump is my other favorite genre
- Hurt/Comfort
- brotalk
- I just have a lot of brother feelings
- beating on characters as an excuse for interaction
- this might become a verse possibly
- no promises though
- this fic says nothing good about me
- just putting this here
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Aftermath of Torture
Summary

Change will come when the pain of staying the same is worse than the pain of change, or so goes the saying. Sometimes that takes a lot of pain.

Words:

5,911

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

26

Kudos:

192

Bookmarks:

47

Hits:

3481
With Your Crooked Heart by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe, Thor (2011)
10 Jul 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki & Thor
- Thor (Marvel)
- Loki (Marvel)
- Insomnia
- Community: hc_bingo
- Loki needs a nap
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Hurt/Comfort
- Thor knows how to be stubborn
- with bonus flashbacks
- took longer to write than quality would suggest
Summary

Post-Avengers. Rest never came easily to Loki. Asking for help has only gotten harder.

Words:

3,657

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

8

Kudos:

118

Bookmarks:

18

Hits:

1649
Life In Reverse by Lise

Thor (2011), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
22 May 2013
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki (Marvel)
- Phil Coulson
- Original Characters
- more to be added as they turn up
- because they'll be here
- Clint Barton
- Natasha Romanov
- Jane Foster
- Victor von Doom
- Nick Fury
- Pepper Potts
- Tony Stark
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- this fic is a goddamn mess
- Work In Progress
- Post-Movie(s)
- Alternate Universe
- everyone's gotta have one epic AU
- exercises in self-loathing
- Midgard is kinda like Witness Protection
- I know where this starts and where it ends but the middle's kinda up in the air
- will I regret this later probably
- like a road trip without the cars
- Loki can make friends when he tries
- at least sort of
- Canon-Typical Violence
- Slow Build
- the continuing adventures in writing plotlike things
- seriously what even the hell
- Assassination Attempt(s)
- Loki's not good but he's working on it
Summary

Home is where you make it. Or, the AU where Loki falls to Earth after Thor, wanders around trying to work out what to do with himself, and somehow ends up working for SHIELD. (Mostly because supervillains are so plebian.)

Words:

65,734

Chapters:

15/?

Comments:

98

Kudos:

393

Bookmarks:

77

Hits:

11284
It Gazes Also by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
15 Aug 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki (Marvel)
- Clint Barton
- Natasha Romanova
- Natasha Romanov
- looking for closure finding more trauma
- Clint should know better (does know better)
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- and a major asshole
- nobody puts Loki in a corner
- Past Abuse
- dealing or not so much
- there are probably better tags for this
- Post-Movie(s)
Summary

Clint's looking for closure in all the wrong places. Post-Avengers.

Words:

1,821

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

2

Kudos:

50

Bookmarks:

6

Hits:

904
Lay It Down (For a While) by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
31 Aug 2012
Tags
- Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki & Thor
- Loki (Marvel)
- Thor (Marvel)
- others peripherally
- Frigga (Marvel)
- Odin (Marvel)
- Laufey
- Hallucinations
- Fever
- Poison
- Hurt/Comfort
- Community: hc_bingo
- shamefully self-indulgent oh my god
- weirdly squishy
- embarrassingly detailed descriptions of suffering
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- beating up on characters as an excuse for interaction
- old habits die hard
- sometimes Loki forgets who his enemies are
- this has been in progress for fucking ever
- exercises in self-loathing part 200
- things don't get better but they didn't get worse
Summary

When your most recent minions have just attempted to kill you and possibly done better at it than they should have, where's a supervillain to go?

Words:

4,331

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

8

Kudos:

132

Bookmarks:

28

Hits:

1772
The Masochism Tango by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
9 Oct 2012
Tags
- Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki/Loki
- Loki/Thor
- Loki/Self Loathing
- Loki (Marvel)
- Self-cest
- Verbal Humiliation
- Rough Sex
- Hair-pulling
- Humiliation
- Hate Sex
- the best hatesex is the sex you have with yourself
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- like really though
- this is not shameless porn this is porn that is very ashamed of itself
- and going to go sit in the shameful porn corner
- cannot believe i actually wrote this though
- Warning: Loki
- bag of cats might not be big enough
- it's like a train wreck but the kind you don't want to watch
- Not Safe Sane and Consensual
- well consensual
- but not the first two
Summary

Take your cigarette from its holder,
And burn your initials in my shoulder.
Fracture my spine,
And swear that you're mine,
As we dance to the Masochism Tango.

Words:

3,325

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

15

Kudos:

123

Bookmarks:

23

Hits:

2841
Disarm by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe
1 Nov 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- beating on characters as an excuse for interaction
- Awkward Conversations
- bonding sort of
- Steve is just a good person
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- still edging toward Steve/Loki sideways
- Loki sleeping in other people's beds is a thing now??
- what the fuck am I doing
- Post-Movie(s)
- Pre-Slash
- in which Loki rants a lot but Steve is stubborn
- Loki's desperate for company
- talking to a skull just isn't working out
- if by awkward you mean
- conversations with a god of borderline sanity
- who has more issues than the new yorker
Summary

After their last encounter, Steve really wasn't expecting to see Loki again. Much less more than once.

Series
- Part 2 of Remember This Cold
Words:

7,905

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

6

Kudos:

79

Bookmarks:

2

Hits:

1634
Heart by Lise

Marvel Avengers Movies Universe, The Avengers (2012)
20 Nov 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Clint Barton
- Loki (Marvel)
- Mind Control
- Touching
- weird fucked up one sided relationships
- considered "you take me closer to god" as title for this fic
- the one where loki really wants to be touched
- not even in a sexual way stop that
- Brainwashing
- well sort of anyway it's a little more complicated than that
- seriously concerned about the number of fics i've now written of these two
- am i a one trick pony possibly
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- but clint is more so!
Summary

The things Loki asks for don't always make sense. But that's the thing; they don't need to.

Words:

2,206

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

5

Kudos:

39

Bookmarks:

8

Hits:

893
Roommates by Lise

Supernatural, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (2012), Thor (Movies)
20 Dec 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Sam Winchester
- Loki (Marvel)
- Dean Winchester
- others by mention
- Baldr | Baldur
- sam winchester is not your therapist
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Conversations
- emergency phone calls
- Dysfunctional Family
- Friendship
- Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
- cryptic references to events to be discussed later
- Crossover
Summary

"...and sometimes if Loki is with his family on breaks he calls Sam to bitch to him."
Sam gets a call over Thanksgiving.

Series
- Part 1 of Sam and Loki Are Roommates
Words:

1,673

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

2

Kudos:

42

Bookmarks:

1

Hits:

1206
Last Christmas by Lise

Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), Supernatural
20 Dec 2012
Tags
- Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki (Marvel)
- Sam Winchester
- Frigga (Marvel)
- Thor (Marvel)
- Suicide Attempt
- References to Suicide
- Dark
- Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
- Alternate Universe - College/University
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Depression
- Mental Health Issues
- Dysfunctional Family
Summary

On December 23rd, Sam woke up in the middle of the night to his phone ringing right next to his ear.

Series
- Part 3 of Sam and Loki Are Roommates
Words:

3,536

Chapters:

1/1

Kudos:

40

Hits:

1041
Dummies Guide to Self Destructive Relationships by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), Supernatural
20 Dec 2012
Tags
- Author Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
- Loki/Tony Stark
- Sam Winchester
- Loki (Marvel)
- Tony Stark
- Natasha Romanov
- not particularly safe or sane kink
- Humiliation
- Sexual Content
- Homophobic Language
- Addiction
- Mental Health Issues
- Self-Destruction
- self harm using a proxy
- people being very nasty
- Warning: Loki
- but also warning: Loki/Tony
- Dark
- Alternate Universe - College/University
- Alternate Universe - Modern Setting
- Crossover
- Loki's a goddamn mess
Summary

Loki and Tony Stark start dating, and the trainwreck is only just barely figurative.

Series
- Part 6 of Sam and Loki Are Roommates
Words:

4,476

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

4

Kudos:

39

Bookmarks:

3

Hits:

1305
the fog won't lift in your town by Lise

Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (2012)
21 Dec 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki (Marvel)
- Steve Rogers
- a few others in cameo roles
- Pre-Slash
- getting closer to Steve/Loki but still gen
- unexpected friendships sort of
- Rescue
- Steve's still a good person
- Post-Movie(s)
- Steve is nobody's dancing money
- Loki's kind of a bitch sometimes
- Awkward Conversations
- bonding sort of
- hurt/comfort ish for a little while
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- this is working out better than anyone thought it would
- though still not great
Summary

Steve has no idea how he got into this, or what "this" is, or how long it's going to last. The continuing adventures of Captain America's weird pseudo-friendship with Loki Laufeyson. Or something.

Continues after "I heard you killed your only friend" and "Disarm" both.

Series
- Part 3 of Remember This Cold
Words:

9,042

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

7

Kudos:

70

Bookmarks:

5

Hits:

1045
Sam Winchester's Complicated and Problematic Sex Life by Lise

Supernatural, Thor (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
28 Dec 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Lucifer/Sam Winchester
- Ruby/Sam Winchester
- Sarah Blake/Sam Winchester
- Castiel/Sam Winchester
- Brady/Sam Winchester
- Madison/Sam Winchester
- Sam Winchester
- Loki (Marvel)
- Lucifer (Supernatural)
- Ruby (Supernatural)
- Madison (Supernatural)
- Castiel
- Break Up
- Dysfunctional Relationships
- Unhealthy Relationships
- overly involved Loki
- implied attempted date rape
- not nice people being not nice
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Sam's self loathing is a character on its own
- Loki's a Sassy shipper
- well mostly just a Sam/non-dysfunctional relationships shipper
Summary

Five Relationships of Sam’s That Loki Disapproved of, and One He Didn’t. Featuring Sam's bad luck in relationships, but at least in this universe nobody dies. (Yet.)

Series
- Part 7 of Sam and Loki Are Roommates
Words:

5,317

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

1

Kudos:

39

Bookmarks:

1

Hits:

1159
you yourself are nothing so divine by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Dec 2012
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki/Tony Stark
- Loki (Marvel)
- Tony Stark
- Sexual Tension
- semi-resolved sexual tension
- Warning: Loki
- Strangulation
- Dirty Talk
- well sort of
- Snark
- So Much Snark
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Tony likes things that are bad for him
- Danger Kink
- this was going to be porny but then it wasn't
- well at least not as porny as I was planning
- Misplaced Compassion Olympics
- in which nobody is functional
- this fic didn't do what I wanted it to
- What Was I Thinking?
- Messy
- Loki has had enough of your shenanigans
- Canon-Typical Violence
- is it sexual violence if it's consensual
- consensual sexual violence?
- well sort of anyway Tony doesn't know what he's getting into
Summary

It's not fraternizing with the enemy when he comes to you first. Right? (Or, the one where Loki and Tony talk, and then they don't.)

Words:

8,124

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

18

Kudos:

139

Bookmarks:

26

Hits:

1842
Aulde Lang Syne by Lise

Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), Supernatural
26 Jan 2013
Tags
- No Archive Warnings Apply
- Loki & Thor
- Loki (Marvel)
- Thor (Marvel)
- Sam Winchester
- roommates verse continues to go
- Drunken Confessions
- New Years
- distant future or possibly not so distant future
- Loki's a goddamn mess
- Thor's goddamn adorable
- horribly sappy fic
- sometimes i have a heart
- the author apologises a little bit
Summary

On a quiet New Year's in, Sam and Loki get an unexpected (and fairly inebriated) guest.

Series
- Part 8 of Sam and Loki Are Roommates
Words:

1,385

Chapters:

1/1

Comments:

3

Kudos:

35

Bookmarks:

1

Hits:

651

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lose my idols to find my voice by Lise

The Avengers (2012)

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I heard you killed your only friend last year by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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We were the whirlpool, we were the reef by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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And None Who Go Can Come Back Again by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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the son and the beast by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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into something rich and strange by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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With Your Crooked Heart by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe, Thor (2011)

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Life In Reverse by Lise

Thor (2011), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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It Gazes Also by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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Lay It Down (For a While) by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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The Masochism Tango by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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Disarm by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Avengers Movies Universe

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Heart by Lise

Marvel Avengers Movies Universe, The Avengers (2012)

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Roommates by Lise

Supernatural, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (2012), Thor (Movies)

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Last Christmas by Lise

Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), Supernatural

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Dummies Guide to Self Destructive Relationships by Lise

The Avengers (2012), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), Supernatural

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the fog won't lift in your town by Lise

Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (2012)

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