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    They met on the most bitter of winter nights and that's all it took. They knew they could never forget each other. Not in a million years would they ever try to.

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    25/26
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    32
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    111
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    A tale of EPIC LOVE. Dark romance, angst, and way too much homoerotic tension. And sex. But also lots of plot. Oh, and a happy ending.

    The long and winding story of John and Rodney's love begins with hot & dirty sex in Antarctica. But then in Pegasus a true bond and friendship deepens -despite the demons and ghosts from their respective pasts -until it becomes impossible to deny what they mean to each other. The real story of the first 5 years must be told to understand the next 5 years and beyond.
    WARNING: some NON/CON but not between John/Rodney
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    English
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    399,856
    Chapters:
    135/135
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    15
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    117
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    35
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    January 1778. Alexander's trauma catches up to him as he joins the Continental Army at Valley Forge after a serious illness.

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    14,688
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    3/3
    Comments:
    25
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    74
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    668
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    Nolan had never given much thought to what the Grim Reaper would look like, but he had never expected him to be so...small.

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    1,750
    Chapters:
    1/?
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    5
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    2
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    80
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    In which Tony meets Steve earlier.

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    4,955
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    1/1
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    2
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    10
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    2
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    95
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    [This is intended to be a repository for Marauders fics I'm never going to finish. If/when I add more, I'll add additional summaries and word counts in the opening notes.]

    James works because it makes her feel productive, because it gives her something to lord over Sirius as if she isn’t just as rich and spoiled, as if she doesn’t cave every month and hire a maid to clean her apartment from top to bottom. She likes the illusion of responsibility, likes coming to Sirius’ apartment and mothering her, clucking over the dishes in the sink and the refrigerator full of beer. It’s one of her more annoying qualities, second only to her relentless cheerfulness.

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    1/1
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    Connor McKinley didn’t quite remember when he lost himself, but he was 22 when he found himself again.

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    1/2
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    2
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    9
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    1
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    38
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    Tony had seen those eyes before. Had nightmares when he saw them staring down at him before they crashed their metal fist and Vibranium shield against his chest. Now, they were looking at him through watery tears as if he was the one who would bring them hope.

    He was going to strangle Richards after this.

    Or, Tony is 100% done with everyone and the universe, but everyone and the universe aren't done with him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    77,426
    Chapters:
    23/?
    Comments:
    533
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    1498
    Bookmarks:
    309
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    28944
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    The world is hardly ever what it seems.

    We have seen our heroes fight monsters, gods, titans, and even the very Earth itself.
    But, there were rules and procedures to be followed.
    A clear defined path to victory.

    Now the enemy has no limits, no safeties, no restraints.

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    Mortals aren't as blind and powerless as the gods seem to think...

    Language:
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    110,570
    Chapters:
    31/?
    Comments:
    82
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    1972
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    Hoseok supposed you had to have a lot of courage to want to kill yourself, it was no wonder the kid was so fearless.
    Changkyun supposed the stranger with the baby pink motorbike and fridge full of vodka was a whole load of trouble but he drank from the bottle anyway.
    Tattoos and piercings and sex and booze teach the kid to feel alive but he never really lives, and thats okay, until one day his veins are filled with something other then blood and nobody dares stop his fall.

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    In which the badass biker tries to save the kid and they have fun, they really do, but one of their arms stings from the needle and the other has a throat burned by liquor.

    Language:
    English
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    105,175
    Chapters:
    7/?
    Comments:
    89
    Kudos:
    135
    Bookmarks:
    18
    Hits:
    1899
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    And then suddenly I wrote a bunch of tiny fics on tumblr for no reason.

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    17,021
    Chapters:
    35/35
    Comments:
    441
    Kudos:
    338
    Bookmarks:
    30
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    5781
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    “So it’s inconsequential to both of us, it’d seem,” Sherlock summarises, now stretching his legs, moving over to lie on his side. “So glad that we had this talk.”

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    15,888
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    101
    Kudos:
    120
    Bookmarks:
    24
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    1861
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    Min Yoongi, known for his usual cool demeanor and general nonchalant attitude, hits a point in his life where he begins to question what were once basic facts.

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    English
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    18,880
    Chapters:
    8/?
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    21
    Kudos:
    99
    Bookmarks:
    15
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    1539
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    Their relationship was a series of direct or feint attacks, parries, and counters. Laslow and Saizo thought that they knew how to fight one another. They were ridiculously off the mark.

    Saizo and Laslow's C-A supports with what happens in between, and what possibly comes after. Spoilers for Laslow's true identity.

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    English
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    9,962
    Chapters:
    5/?
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    16
    Kudos:
    85
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    808
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    An encaged space gives birth to something new.

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    English
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    33,554
    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
    237
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    306
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    23
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    4123
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    The breakup had been hard on both of them. Magnus hadn't been able to do anything without thinking of Alec and he had suffered while remembering all the ways in which he almost lost Alec permanently. Alec struggled with…well, everything.

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    English
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    1,624
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    1/2
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    26
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    2
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    The perfect family. The perfect body. The perfect mind. Dorian has it all. He's determined to become a son his father can speak of with pride. Then he catches sight of whiskey colored eyes and the world shifts under his feet. When he rebels, Tevinter itself may quake.

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    10,337
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    3
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    20
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    1
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    490
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    Evan was pretty sure moving back was a bad idea. Evan was completely sure getting a job as a coffee barista with social anxiety was a worse idea. Coffee makes his hands shake and his words stutter out more than usual. If you asked, he'd admit he's more of a tea person. He was thinking about quitting when suddenly he realized his mornings were filled with Jared, new music, drinks with way to much sugar. His nights become filled with Connor, artwork, and coffee that's "as black as my soul". That's a good enough reason to stay. Yeah, he wouldn't trade it for the world.

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    English
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    1,174
    Chapters:
    1/10
    Comments:
    1
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    8
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    37
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    When the Statue of Liberty slides into view, the whole ship roars. It’s deafening. Bucky throws his fist in the air and yells along with everyone else. His heart is in his throat. The Statue of goddamn Liberty. Bucky wants to climb up her robe and kiss her sour green face.

    The cheers rise up again as they go by her, and then die back down; most of the guys are just happy to sit and smile and watch the city float lazily into focus. They know they’ve got days more of barracks and bunks and cheap train seats before they’ll get to see their families in Pittsburgh, or Columbus, or Chicago. But Bucky’s home, he can see Brooklyn, and he laughs and shades his eyes from the sun and feels crazy with happiness, and this has to be the slowest fucking boat in the world, but at least he has a good view while he dies of impatience.

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    In 1945, Bucky comes home from the war.

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    English
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    41,394
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    72
    Kudos:
    148
    Bookmarks:
    38
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    3859
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    Jack has come home after two years of denial and guilt. He knows he shouldn't want Felix back in his life, knows that he left for a reason, but he can't help himself. Felix is the blackhole at the center of Jack's universe and no amount of bad decisions in the past can keep him from making just one more.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    91,674
    Chapters:
    14/?
    Comments:
    194
    Kudos:
    169
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1661

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