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    Summary

    A god falls for a man.

    Spanish | Russian

    Language:
    English
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    79,528
    Chapters:
    20/?
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    1425
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    3986
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    944
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    62609
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    Bitty clutches him tighter. “Where are we going, Mr. Zimmermann?” He hears Jack’s breath hitch. “Las Vegas,” he whispers like a curse.
    No one’s ever safe from trading, least of all Jack.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    25,456
    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    55
    Bookmarks:
    7
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    531
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    Jeon Jungkook is good at telling stories, and he enjoys it... creating universes and quirky characters within his mind and vocalising it to whoever wants to listen.
    But, he is struggling. His mental health is declining and its becoming harder and harder to stay as an idol. He is terrified of people finding out how disgusting, and how broken he is. So- he hides it the best he can, with secret therapy sessions and hiding away from his hyungs whenever he has a panic attack.
    His therapist tells him that talking about his bad memories will make it better- and Kim Taehyung loves to listen to Jungkook's stories. As long as Taehyung doesn't see that the stories are true, Jungkook can be more at peace.
    _
    Warning: This work contains mentions of past child abuse, alcoholism and drug abuse from parents, homophobia, self harm, and mental health issues

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    56,206
    Chapters:
    30/32
    Comments:
    158
    Kudos:
    481
    Bookmarks:
    63
    Hits:
    6855
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    The story continues after Season 7, Episode 11. Ian realizes his heart is forever Mickey's and he made a mistake leaving him at the border. When a second chance at love presents itself, Ian realizes he has his work cut out for him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    32,587
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    58
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1022
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    Even though he doesn't believe in love, he's determined to call his bluff. Who could deny these butterflies?

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    551
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    2
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    27
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    Richie is sick and Eddie the germaphobe comes to the rescue like a brave little toaster. Can he handle it?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    19,491
    Chapters:
    6/8
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    817
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    After his fall from the train, Bucky Barnes awakens to find himself in the worst situation imaginable: recaptured by Hydra.

    Hydra, who is dead set on completing the demonic transformation that Bucky has been struggling with since he was captured the first time, and shape him into their obedient weapon.

    Bucky sure as hell isn't going to go down without a fight.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    100,595
    Chapters:
    21/22
    Comments:
    542
    Kudos:
    494
    Bookmarks:
    74
    Hits:
    13148
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    Sidney Prescott was not expecting a life of turmoil and self acceptance. Billy Loomis just wanted the life of your average straight guy, the problem was that he was far from straight. Randy Meeks was just the guy there to help the girl he loved with relationship issues, at least that’s what he thought. Stu Macher just wanted Billy to be honest with himself. And Tatum Riley, oh Tatum, she just wanted to be happy.

    Language:
    English
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    11,956
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    14
    Hits:
    77
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    When Will opened his eyes, terror overwhelmed him for a moment. Shaking and shuddering as he was it took him a while to calm down again, trying to keep any shrieks or sobs from escaping his mouth. Only then did he dare to look. It was still dark, and the house lay silent in the night.


    It's the middle of February, and Will still can't sleep.
    (It's been three months, and El is still gone)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    36,933
    Chapters:
    8/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    19
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    520
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    Alec Lightwood played left winger for the New York Islanders for the past 5 years.

    Magnus Bane is the team’s new right winger and is the first LGBT player to come out in the National Hockey League (NHL).

    Alec would be happy about his new teammate, like the rest of the Islanders, but he's known Magnus for 12 years. And the last time they saw each other seven years ago, they didn’t part on good terms... at all.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    62,292
    Chapters:
    16/?
    Comments:
    329
    Kudos:
    561
    Bookmarks:
    79
    Hits:
    10753
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    Revolution is brewing in New York City. On one side, the ruthless gang boss George King and his large army of Redcoats. On the other side is once-loyal ex-Redcoat George Washington, attempting to oust his previous leader with nothing but a small, yet vicious force. The NYPD is powerless to stop the oncoming gang war. When the violence leaves innocents dead, the NYPD face facts: they cannot do this alone.

    Enter FBI Agents Thomas Jefferson and James Madison, specialists in gang wars and violence. Heading up a small task force, the two aim to end the War of The Georges, bring both leaders down, and restore peace to NYC. In theory, a routine operation. They're professionals, experts.

    But between an eccentric King, a ruthless George Washington, and a simultaneously cute and frustrating young gang soldier named Alexander, Jefferson and Madison have unknowingly embarked on their hardest assignment yet. Can they end the violence before too many die, or will they be lucky to excape with their own skin?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    224,210
    Chapters:
    59/?
    Comments:
    1270
    Kudos:
    1757
    Bookmarks:
    195
    Hits:
    24319
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    When Alec is eight years old, he stops talking for two weeks. His parents think is a tantrum, a plot to make their lives harder, and tell him he is grounded until he decides to speak again. During that week, Alec Lightwood, heir of the legacy and savior of their reputation, walks carefully in his own home, feet after feet, hands on the walls, praying under his breath and mumbling sweet benedictions
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    A study of Alec Lightwood through the years, and his relationship with self acceptance , love and family.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,843
    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    49
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    653
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    Completely irreverent college AU. Lafayette is an overly-enthusiastic exchange student constantly vidchatting his girlfriend back in France; Laurens plays football except for when he's benched for getting too aggressive or injuring himself on the field; Hamilton, of course, is young, scrappy, and hungry, and he left the Virgin Islands on a full scholarship--not that the real details behind any of their lives come out until after many, many jokes about dicks and some poorly-advised life choices.

    More characters come and go as needed, but this is heavily Gay Trio slice of life.

    Updates at least twice a week (Tuesday/Friday). Find me on Tumblr (because-cur-non, or search tags for "revolutionary fuckboys") for posting announcements and bonus material.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    598,094
    Chapters:
    197/?
    Comments:
    4882
    Kudos:
    2826
    Bookmarks:
    221
    Hits:
    54422
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    Bayern wins trophies, it’s not as sneered at as it is expected. The celebratory beer tastes great and so do fumbled kisses in sweaty jerseys, but Manu still pretends he doesn’t know how he ends up waking up next to Thomas. Fortunately, while there might be some things you can ignore, there are a lot fewer things you can ignore forever.

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    English
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    4,555
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    8
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    51
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    Karkat Vantas, a bright-eyed freshman at Skaia University, has some big, big dreams. He's here to do nothing short of kicking ass, becoming the valedictorian, and going on to obtain a law degree. He's always dreamed of being a prosecutor, and he dabbles in the art of writing tales of romance. For him, there's nothing more exciting than the possibilities of the coming year, and he's determined to let nothing get in his way.

    All of this would be a whole lot easier without his roommate, an apathetic asshole with enough of an ego to sink an Edwardian luxury liner. If Dave Strider's attitude and apparent lack of academic interest weren't enough, there's something even stranger about him...

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    47,975
    Chapters:
    27/?
    Comments:
    58
    Kudos:
    168
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    2125
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    Men like Eijirou Kirishima are intimately acquainted with the feeling of drowning.

    A study of how he managed to surface for air.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,166
    Chapters:
    2/6
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    272
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    Kyle and Kenny become a couple and after much reluctance from Kyle's side they announce it. All hell breaks lose and ties began to sever. Kyle is forced to try to balance out his friend group, the announcement reveals a lot of hidden pain, hidden feelings, insecurities, rivalries,and much more. Kyle is determined to make things go back to how they were. The reveal of his new relationship force everyone to work through deeply rooted issues that they all ignored and swept aside.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    24,218
    Chapters:
    13/?
    Comments:
    119
    Kudos:
    68
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    1033
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    They’re somewhere between Mejiro and Takadanobaba when Steven realizes he’s fucked.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    733
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    8
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    33
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    Changkyun just wanted his bestfriend back.
    But he got something better.

    Alternative: Changkyun though he lost his bestfriend for other person but his only real problem was his insecurities.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,451
    Chapters:
    2/9
    Kudos:
    10
    Hits:
    97
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    Your name is DAVE STRIDER and you are currently DONE WITH SAID BULLSHIT. Except that's a lie, and you totally aren't. You'd been tempted last night by a couple of your ADORING FANS with rather thick wallets practically begging you for a PRIVATE SHOW OR TWO, and, being the broke college student you are, you couldn't exactly refuse. Oh, you should probably also mention that you've currently been living off of the meager income you've been collecting as an AMATEUR CAMGIRL, and you're finding the whole experience more PHYSICALLY AND MENTALLY TAXING than you had anticipated.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,897
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Kudos:
    3
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    20

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