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    "Steve reads, and the words dance in front of his eyes, because while this used to be his dream, what he wanted, all he can think about is how this Hell will soon become his full time life."

    Steve discovers fame, with fans waiting for him in the lobby and girls passing him their numbers after the shows. It used to be what he wanted, he supposes. Except his future managers keep asking more and more from him, and he's not sure his old life will survive. Tony is ready to help, and compromise, but Steve maybe isn't anymore.

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    AU where Connor tries his best to make friends with the cute boy that moved in next door. It goes a lot better than expected.

    A heavily gay high school slice-of-life. Chapters are short but I update pretty frequently.

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    Miss Lemon invites Poirot and Hastings to a special opening of an art exhibition hosted by an old friend. Unfortunately, the brief vacation opens up a well of secrets that no one quite expected.

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    In the usual ones, he’s cold. He’s disgusted. He can’t look at you the same way again. Sometimes he stops talking to you. Other times he doesn’t, but every word out of his mouth is a knife, driving deep. You’re not friends anymore. You know you’ve ruined it because you couldn’t keep your fucking mouth shut.

    In the worst ones, you kiss him.

     
    A series of interrelated snippets chronicling Ronan's struggle with his feelings post-The Dream Thieves and onwards.

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    Shrek was extremely dissatisfied with his life until he meets a handsome stranger in a bar.

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    Bonfires! Breakups! All-ages night at the local club, underage drinking, and reminders of how everything tastes better when you're stoned.

    Welcome to a tale of bros being bros, bros boning bros, and little bros being best. Where high school hockey is more the vehicle than the actual destination, and sometimes we all have to settle for a good face-punch being the most efficient form of communication. Come for the melodrama, stay for the dicktouching.

    (This story is done. Hereafter I'll be posting two chapters a week on Mondays and Thursdays roughly until the end of time.)

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    I was asked what my head canon was for how Sebastian Moran ended up working for Jim Moriarty in my Odyssey series. This is my answer.

    In this series Sebastian Moran is a dark and complex character, with serious issues (Sadism, rape, etc, despite apparently being sociable to some people) and believe it or not? he used to be worse, much, much, worse. This story covers how Jim Moriarty "tamed" the Tiger.

    IT IS NOT REQUIRED READING FOR THE SERIES, though you can "see" elements that happen later having their roots here.

    ALL TRIGGER WARNINGS APPLY!

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    When Cheryl Blossom returns to Riverdale five years after her high school graduation for her grandmother’s funeral the last thing she expected was to fall in love with her former rival, Veronica Lodge.

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    Living in a happy polyamorous threesome, Sam, Dean, and Cas lead rather mundane and simple lives. In all facets. But Dean's tired of a boring and mundane sex life. He asks if Sam and Cas are interested in any Kinks or Fetishes or anything to change things, but Cas is too embarrassed to talk about these things, so with the use of a helpful website for helping couples find their kinks, Dean works with Cas to get him to find out what he and Dean and he and Sam have in common in hopes of spicing up their sex life. Though, all three end up with a surprise when Cas ends up being the kinkiest of all three.

    This fic was originally planned for Valentine's Day timing, but due to unavoidable issues was postponed until now. The in-fic timeline is still around Valentine's Day, though.

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    "forever younger growing older just the same,
    all the memories that we make will never change."

     

    ♡ another texting fic by me

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    Valentine was on the loose, he still had to patch up things with Clary and Magnus was besotten with a Shadowhunter.

    Simon had no time for time travel (Pun intended).

    Yet, here he was, 1953, on Mama Santiago´s couch.

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    After a nervous breakdown, Yuri Plisetsky takes a two-year break from figure skating. His longterm boyfriend Jean-Jacques Leroy encourages him to prepare for his comeback, but Yuri isn't so sure he wants to return to competitive skating—or keep dating a man who makes no effort to understand him. Two weeks after moving back to St. Petersburg, Russia from Canada, Yuri meets Otabek Altin, a DJ and friend of his boyfriend, and starts to think in new ways. Maybe he can get his life back together after all...

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    Sometimes, life is hard. Especially when you're in love. People like to pretend being in love is easy and full of blissful moments, but, like most things in the world, this is a lie.

    or

    Jungkook is a mess and Jimin is struggling.

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    Lelouch meets a happy, healthy, well-adjusted gay man, and proceeds to lose his shit.

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    He shouted to Kavinsky, "Get down!"
    But Kavinsky didn't look away from the two creatures. He said, "The world's a nightmare."
    - The Dream Thieves 

    His world really was one.

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    “The fuck is he doing here…” Asen muttered in worry under his breath. He had been getting water when the door had opened and was beside the boys.
    The three of them turned their heads to see whoever had walked in that warranted such a reaction.
    It was Mr. Nikolai.

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    I was unhappy with how season 12 ended, so i decided to write a smut/fluff piece that takes place right after season 11. I don't want to spoil anything for those of you who are not caught up, but lets just say they better fix it! This take place at some point after season 11--- does not follow any of the plot that was in 12 though.

    While on a hunt, Cass is hit with what the boys believe to be a lust spell. Cass cannot fight his urges for Dean anymore, and Dean doesn't look like he can hold out for long either.

    Sorry, I suck at the summaries.

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    John Laurens has one shot. One shot to make a good impression in the Washington Household. One shot to convince his therapist about his gender identity. One shot to make good friends and build a life. One shot to put the past behind him. But how can he when the voice in his head keeps telling him all the things he doesn’t want to hear?

    High school can be torture even when you aren’t so different from your classmates. New friends and new enemies come out of the woodwork of Yorktown High. Can John navigate the battlefield of high school without his traditional amor? Lucklily for him, he has a few knights in shining armor to help shield him. If he can keep himself from sabotaging all his relationships

    Part two of Laurens Do Not Throw Away Your Shot.

    Updates Wednesdays

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    Dean had finally gone somewhere Castiel just couldn't follow.

    Armed with a stolen car and a monkey on his back, Cas tries to outrun the inner demons that are hunting him down, and they're faster. But upon meeting a group of people fighting to survive in a new world they don't fully comprehend, he can start to see the extent of humanities perseverance beyond what he's read in books. And on common ground with a man as outside the scope of normality as himself, a man who wears woven wings on his back, he can start to let go of decadence, and stop calling it living.

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    A drunken mistake changes Nathan’s life in ways he never could have expected, starting with him swearing he’ll never make another drunk mistake again.

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    Lying in the fereldan mud Zevran couldn't really suspect that the lithe archer would capture him in more than one meaning.

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