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    An archive of chat logs and text messages of your budding romance with Jaehee.

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    “If he has his phone with him,” Kunimi breaks the silence quietly, "and I’m assuming he does, because it keeps moving, he’s headed West, near the outskirts of Tokyo. We can send the exact location to your GPS once we get it.”

    “Thanks,” Iwaizumi mumbles, and Kunimi nods.

    He’s halfway out the door when Matsukawa’s voice stops him, “Hey, Iwaizumi. Bring him back, okay? We need our captain.”

    (or: you're not allowed to quit, oikawa quits anyways, and iwaizumi has 48 hours to find him)

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    When Rita attacks Trini she goes for her worst fears, her weaknesses, and Trini is scared more than anything that Rita is right about her.

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    Living in a happy polyamorous threesome, Sam, Dean, and Cas lead rather mundane and simple lives. In all facets. But Dean's tired of a boring and mundane sex life. He asks if Sam and Cas are interested in any Kinks or Fetishes or anything to change things, but Cas is too embarrassed to talk about these things, so with the use of a helpful website for helping couples find their kinks, Dean works with Cas to get him to find out what he and Dean and he and Sam have in common in hopes of spicing up their sex life. Though, all three end up with a surprise when Cas ends up being the kinkiest of all three.

    This fic was originally planned for Valentine's Day timing, but due to unavoidable issues was postponed until now. The in-fic timeline is still around Valentine's Day, though.

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    'I don’t want to die here, I don’t want to die here' he repeated to himself, over and over again until the words had lost their meaning and felt large and obtrusive in his mouth. “How old are you, boy?” Captain Styles asked, plainly. Louis hadn’t been expecting that, no, he’d been expecting the Captain to demand a case from Louis.

    “Eighteen, sir” Louis replied, following Zayn’s guideline as to how to address the Captain. At the very least Louis might be treated to a kinder death than the boy before Zayn if he addressed him properly.

    The Captain squinted, “You don’t look it, boy, I don’t appreciate liars. Now why don’t we try that again, shall we?” he offered nicely, obviously taking pity on Louis. He was showing mercy to Louis, a trait he had heard the Captain was not exactly famous for. The dread began to crawl up Louis’s throat and he feared it might just rise out of him. His took a deep breath before daring to open his mouth again, forcing the feeling back into his stomach.

    “Going on seventeen, Captain” Louis said again, quieter now.

    Or the one where Louis is trying to start a new life as a pirate. Harry just so happens to be a most notorious pirate of the time. It's 1680. Love happens.

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    Magnus let out the breath he didn't realize he was holding. "Alexander, love, thank God you are awake. Can you stand? We need to get you to the Institute."

    Alec's gaze focused on Magnus, and in a split second, the Shadowhunter was backing away from the Warlock, terror evident in his eyes. "Who...who are you? Where am I?" Alec tossed his head from side to side, like a caged animal.

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    "Watch where you're going, asshole."

    JJ couldn't say if it was the champagne bubbling through his veins or just the fact that it was Yuri telling him off, but whichever it was his soft smile only grew wider.

    Yes, it always started like this. This being - well, whatever the hell it was he had going with Yuri Plisetsky.

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    The number of fics was getting a little unwieldy so I've decided to add a new installment.

    Tumblr ficlets with a Winterhawk bent, some but not all of which involve kisses.

    Updated weekly.

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    John Laurens has one shot. One shot to make a good impression in the Washington Household. One shot to convince his therapist about his gender identity. One shot to make good friends and build a life. One shot to put the past behind him. But how can he when the voice in his head keeps telling him all the things he doesn’t want to hear?

    High school can be torture even when you aren’t so different from your classmates. New friends and new enemies come out of the woodwork of Yorktown High. Can John navigate the battlefield of high school without his traditional amor? Lucklily for him, he has a few knights in shining armor to help shield him. If he can keep himself from sabotaging all his relationships

    Part two of Laurens Do Not Throw Away Your Shot.

    Updates Wednesdays(On Hiatus... sorry everyone....)

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    Beauty and the Beast AU!

    Maurice had no idea what he was asking of LeFou when he called on him as a witness.

    *Cannot promise regular updates until next week*

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    Based on a plot prompt mickie and i were discussing: a secretly Omega Jim Moriarty goes into heat (or out of suppression anyway) under interrogation and Alpha Mycroft gets affected.
    Naturally i gave this my own spin (and everything i write turns into sociology and psychology anyway).

    There are some things i cannot tag properly in this story because of spoilers.

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    I was asked what my head canon was for how Sebastian Moran ended up working for Jim Moriarty in my Odyssey series. This is my answer.

    In this series Sebastian Moran is a dark and complex character, with serious issues (Sadism, rape, etc, despite apparently being sociable to some people) and believe it or not? he used to be worse, much, much, worse. This story covers how Jim Moriarty "tamed" the Tiger.

    IT IS NOT REQUIRED READING FOR THE SERIES, though you can "see" elements that happen later having their roots here.

    ALL TRIGGER WARNINGS APPLY!

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    They sprawled on the grass, legs brushing and knees clanking together. They were both tall for their age, limbs long and lanky where they were spread out around them. Tsukishima peered up at the sky.

    He was sure that there would be bugs to pick out of his skin later, mud to wash out of his khaki shorts. He would apologize profusely to his mother for the stains, but at the moment, Kei couldn't bring himself to care.

    He watched intently as Yamaguchi’s quiet laughs puffed out with clouds of fog that floated above them through the chilly night air. Where they lived, the summers were damp and stifling during the days, cool and bright during the nights. Air conditioning units were non-existent. The only relief from the sweltering heat was outside during the night. This was part of the reason Yamaguchi biked two neighborhoods over to his house every night to hang out for a few hours. At least, Kei hoped it was only part. He wanted Yamaguchi to enjoy spending time with him. He’d never vocalize that desire.

    He really wished he could.

     

    Alt. summary: a story of internalized homophobia, being in love with your childhood best friend, and eventual happiness.

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    Alexander Hamilton cannot constitutionally be President of the United States. Aaron Burr is unsure if it is something he wants, if it is even possible for someone like him. The campaign for the candidacy complicates their relationship.

    A story about the unraveling of egos and ideologies.

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    Dean wanted a home, his entire life in foster care he'd yearned for this now because of Sam and Cas he had it. If only he could hold on to it. Dean has two secrets trying to tear his home apart one from the world and one from Cas. Yet He isn't the only one with secrets. While Dean is being eaten away with guilt, Sam has his own weight on his shoulders. Drugs had always been a monkey on his back one he'd given up fighting. Sam just wanted to get high. Cas didn't know what he wanted anymore. Once upon time he thought he'd be ok just grasping at the pleasure of the moment, but now that moment is stretching out into a possible future. The walls around his heart are finally crumbling, he is ready to open up. He wants to trust again, but the secret Dean is keeping from him is enough to brake any fragile trust he can build.
    Dean is fighting his own internalized homophobia
    Sam is fighting his addiction
    Cas is fighting to trust again
    There will be suffering, but the only way they can stay together is if they grow together.

    THIS IS A SECOND STORY IT WILL NOT MAKE SENSE WITHOUT READING THE FIRST STORY

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    AU where Connor tries his best to make friends with the cute boy that moved in next door. It goes a lot better than expected.

    A heavily gay high school slice-of-life. Chapters are short but I update frequently.

    NOTICE: This has officially turned into a Sincerely Three fic! The focus is mainly on Tree Bros in the beginning but I was too weak to leave Jared out of it.

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    Sansa Stark had always expected to marry a fine lord, or knight, or maybe even a prince when she grew up, some handsome man to sweep her off her feet, take her back to his castle and become his. But that dream shatters into a million pieces when her betrothal is announced - and it's to a woman.

    As Sansa travels to Highgarden to meet her soon-to-be lady wife Margaery Tyrell she has no idea that she's headed towards the ultimate love of her life.

    These two women embark on a journey that will change their lives, the course of history, and shake the foundations of Westeros itself.

    Updates every Sunday

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    Min Yoongi, known for his usual cool demeanor and general nonchalant attitude, hits a point in his life where he begins to question what were once basic facts.

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    They had a foolproof plan in place:
    Argue. Wait to be alone. Make out.

    The rules were just as simple:
    Don't get caught. Don't tell anyone. (and most importantly)
    DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES CATCH FEELINGS.

    Tyler isn't sure he remembers when the last one went out the window.

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    Dallon never expected to pick up his phone and hear only sobs.
    Yet here he was.
    "He just left! That asshole! No goodbye, nothing!"
    Dallon rubs his eyes.
    It's gonna be a long night.

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