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    Home is no longer a place, a house. It is no longer the warmth of a motherly embrace. Home is in the shadows of brown and blue eyes, in common memories of love and loss, of mothers gone; of soft touches and breathless kisses, in the memory of their tangled bodies on a crappy motel bed.

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    6/?
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    AU in which Philip was getting sexually abused by his mother's boyfriend and when the police found out the court ruled Anne an unfit mother and Philip was sent into foster care.

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    19/?
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    philip stays home from school. Lukas ditches to investigate.

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    “I’m just…scared,” Lukas admits.

    “Of what?”

    “Of…everything,” Lukas says, shrugging a little bit.

    “When did you start feeling like this?” Philip says, his brows knitting together.

    Lukas can’t exactly place it. “Maybe about a month ago? I don’t think…anything in particular happened, I just, well—I don’t know.”

    “Thinking too much,” Philip says, softly.

    “Yes,” Lukas says. “Worrying about people finding out about us being out here. Worrying about us…us getting hurt and not knowing how to handle it. Worrying about malfunctioning, I mean, Jesus—some of the hosts went haywire and started shooting people, what if—what if that happens to us? What if—what if we hurt Helen and Gabe? What if I hurt you?”

    (a small follow up to my Westworld AU)

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    Headcanons and AUs that I thought of but never wrote.

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    57/?
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    72
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    5
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    This can always get worse.

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    Fireworks can trigger many things.

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    3
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    34
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    2
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    Philip goes with Lukas to a race.

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    6
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    42
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    6
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    "Grief is like an earthquake. The first one hits you and the world falls apart. Even after you put the world together again there are aftershocks, and you never really know when those will come." - unknown

    Or, a story following episode 1x10 of Eyewitness, detailing the repercussions of Lukas and Philip's trauma.

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    English
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    9/?
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    52
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    37
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    Random scenes I thought of and wrote for Dirty Windows that might not make it into the book.

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    English
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    112
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    1/?
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    3
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    18
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    Helen and Gabe wants to adopt Philip who misses his mom and it makes him push away the people that care about him.

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    4/?
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    9
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    75
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    6
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    1151
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    Ryan shoots Philip so there are no witnesses for when he kills Lukas, but things don't go as planned.

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    “I’m not gonna let you fall,” Philip says, grinning. He looks up and laughs, making eye contact with Gabe and following his hand as he points. “Look at your dad, Lukas,” Philip says. “He’s zooming.”

    Lukas looks up and finds him, going fast around the edge of the rink. “Showing off,” Lukas says, laughing.

    “I can’t go that fast,” Gabe calls, shaking his head and widening his eyes at Helen.

    “Yeah, no, I can’t either,” Lukas says, as Philip pulls him forward a little bit. “Baby!” he exclaims, laughing, when Philip tries to pick up their pace.

    “What?” Philip asks, grinning. “We’re fine!”

    “Yeah, we’re gonna be fine as soon as I topple over and nail you into the ice,” Lukas says.

    “Nice choice of words, sugar,” Philip says, and he giggles when Lukas’s eyes flash up and his face goes red.

    “You’re a tease,” Lukas says, shaking his head. “You’re a tease and you’re currently pulling me out into the middle of the rink.”

    (Helen, Gabe and Bo come to New York to spend Christmas with the boys)

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    1/1
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    74
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    7
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    876
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    You shouldn't drive when it's storming.

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    29
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    Philip gets grounded.

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    3
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    27
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    Philip takes Lukas to pride.

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    Bc I went to pride a few weeks ago and this is what happened

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    “Okay, don’t panic,” Lukas says.

    Philip immediately panics. “Why?” he says. “What’s wrong?”

    “I want you to say that you’re not gonna panic,” Lukas says, and it kind of sounds like he’s holding his nose when he talks.

    “Too late for that,” Philip says, laughing nervously, and he realizes that he’s not sitting anymore. He’s already starting to pace and he doesn’t even know what’s going on yet.

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    4
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    “This isn’t some…some trick, right?” Helen asks, looking up at him. “A new narrative?”

    Lukas shakes his head. “No,” he says, and hopes it sounds convincing. “Please believe me.”

    They both stare at him.

    He sucks in a breath. “It feels like I’ve…woken up,” Lukas says. “And I don’t know how. And I don’t know why. But it’s like—years and years of memories are filling up my head and so many of them are of the newcomers—people—people like you—coming here to torture me. Torture people around me, torture Philip, kill us, hurt us—and I remember every moment of it. Like I’m living it all at once, all at the same time. And it hurts. It hurts so much and I—God, I need you to believe me,” he says. He knows he’s tearing up and he looks down at their feet. “Please believe me.”

    (A Westworld AU)

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    English
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    Chapters:
    4/4
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    39
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    39
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    2
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    714
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    Этот текст прямое продолжение истории "Реальность - это уравнение". Филипп пытается справиться с воспоминаниями о насилии и начать новую жизнь, Лукас выходит из комы. Филипп и Лукас встречаются, расстаются, снова встречаются и понимают, что даже их неврозы тянутся к друг другу

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    Русский
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    34,198
    Chapters:
    1/1
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    10
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    208
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    After the party at Rose's, Lukas wakes up to a disheveled, crying Philip.

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    English
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    11,057
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    31
    Kudos:
    76
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    2550

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