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    "And then I realize…The feelings I'm having are just as malignant as the sickness coursing through Jean's vessels. They're spreading rapidly, faster than I can keep track of, and it's a dangerous game for the both of us."

    In an alternate universe, Jean Kirstein is a cancer patient at St. Rose's Teaching Hospital. His sad past, his hidden sexuality, his inability to attend his senior year of high school, and the countdown to the end of his life have got him more than a little depressed. But while he's busy sulking at a hospital picnic, he makes a new friend. His name is Marco Bodt, and he quickly has Jean completely infatuated. Jean finds himself wondering if he should finally embrace himself for who he is, or if he should keep quiet. After all, he doesn't even know if Marco is gay. And even if he was, who wants to go out with someone who may not be around much longer?

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    When the Sith Lord loses his dark apprentice, he must look elsewhere for a new victim

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    A poetic summary of Dean's thoughts and feelings spanning pre-series to present time.
    You can take this as Wincest, or a brotherly relationship, whichever you prefer.

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    A different take on Ichabod's past. It still leads to the twenty-first century, but Ichabod just takes a few different paths to get there. What if Ichabod knew of the supernatural, and that he was a Witness before he faced the Horseman?

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    “Do you want to know why beautiful things make me sad?” Hisoka is quiet for a moment, waiting for Illumi’s voice to reach the shell of his ears. But his mouth is kept in a neat line. He turns to Illumi, his arms going around the man’s waist. Beneath the thin fabric of his shirt, Illumi can feel his heart pounding. Hisoka's piercing eyes hold his in a thunder. A sad smile edges the fault lines of his lips. “Because I know I can never have them.”

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    Instantaneously, Castiel started running, only to see two men tying his brother down as he fought for his freedom, screams muffled around the cloth they had put on his mouth. His eyes had tears on them when they met Castiel’s and he silently begged the younger boy to run away.

    Castiel wasn’t that smart, though.

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    This basically my prediction for what is going to play out in season 3.

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    "He was going to be The One to Stump Sherlock Holmes..."

    Mary is lying to John.
    Mycroft is lying to Sherlock.
    Violet is lying to everyone.
    Sherlock's not talking to anyone.

    And John doesn't know what the hell is going on... as usual.

    Also, there is a serial killer on the loose in the West End as well as a madman who may or may not have murdered his wife nearly twenty years ago.

    So naturally, Sherlock's "First" decides to make an unwelcome reappearance in his life now...

    ~*~*~

    Part Two of "The Solitary Hunter Trilogy."

    This story is LOOSELY based on the ACD canon story "The Copper Beeches."

    Beta'ed by cadoganwest and arielrose, my fanfic enablers. :^)

    Additional Notes at the end...

    Enjoy!

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    Drake Malfoy is serving seven years in prison for acting as a drug mule for his old boyfriend, and then a green eyed man shows up and turns his life upside down, pulling him into the underworld of espionage and proxy warfare between rival powers over global dominance. A story about love, sex, life, politics, trauma, music, literature...and really, really good food.

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    There's only one place that will still call him one of their own, but is Dean willing to come home?

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    Is there such a thing as second chances?

    Can he forgive her?
    Will he ever trust her again with his heart?

    Is it possible to go back and right a wrong?

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    Robb has a vision as he dies, that feels like a dream, that feels like coming home.

     

     

    I saw a prompt on the aSoIaF kinkmeme, wrote it and could not find it again to link it. The above summary is just about what I remember. If you have any idea where the prompt is that I filled, please let me know!

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    Oliver isn't acting the way he normally does. Felicity asks him why but he won't budge. She's going to get to the bottom of it.

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    Kieren Walker can't bring himself to die. He doesn't know exactly why, only that he feels there's something else he has to find first- unfortunately, that something is actually a someone who doesn't want to be found. Still, we don't always get what we want.

    Angsty Siren Still Alive AU, trigger warning for graphic depictions of self-harm, depression and drug use/withdrawal. Do not read if you are easily upset/triggered! (First chapter's the worst, I promise!)

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    5+1 for tender moments between the Prince Under the Mountain, and his Guard of Guards.

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    Castiel has finally discovered a way to cure Dean without killing him, and it's not the safest. But they never considered the consequences of what would happen once Dean could feel again. What would happen when Dean sank into his guilt of all the things that he had done.

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    "I need to let you go."

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    Yamaguchi Tadashi had never fit in with his classmates. He never understood what was so different about him that drove other people away. He eventually came to the conclusion that it was his appearance; his personality couldn't be bad at all, and certainly not as bad as his one and only friend, Tsukishima Kei.

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    Louis Tomlinson has everything he could want: a loving family, a good group of friends and he just released his new album, announcing a world tour next year. Everything seemed to be going well, all under control. His career was kicking off, earning millions and gaining a lot of fame. But, there was one thing missing from his life and that was the bubbly 17 year old Harry that Louis fell in love with.

    Harry stopped talking to Louis three years ago when he first got together with his boyfriend: Dalton.

    Once they bump into each other, sparks are ignited and Louis knows he feels something just like he did all those years ago. But, Harry's hiding a secret that Louis is determined to find out and solve. The media spotlight is on them, continuously getting attention for their friendship or more.

    And then, it all goes downhill.

    Where it went all wrong.

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    The angel in front of him smiles, but it’s not a kind smile. There’s nothing human about it (but why would there be?).
    It is not his first re-education. She says, sounding weary of this game: I'm afraid this won't be the last time, Castiel.

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