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    "Cas looked around his empty apartment remembering when he'd had a purpose, when he'd been someone. And he realized at that moment why he kept his angel blade–because it was getting harder and harder for him to convince himself that he hadn't always been a nobody. Hadn't always been a whore."

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    Amy goes undercover immediately following the events of Johnny and Dora. Jake and the others try to deal.

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    “Why did you let me hurt you over and over again? Why didn’t you top me?”
    Because I like the pain. That was what she meant to say, but instead something else escaped from her cold lips. “Because I love you.”
    No. No. No. No. No.
    Why did she say that? Was she trying to play mind games on him? But, The Doll liked it. She oh so liked it. “I am your destiny. Your weakness. You do whatever I say.” She was rambling, she couldn’t stop herself. “I am your wife, I am your everything.”
    Stop it!
    “You have no right to refuse me.”
    You idiot! Stop it!
    She couldn’t help herself. She was going to make him confused, see what makes him tick.

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    At first he thinks it's just a napkin. Then, he notices there are some drawings on it. So someone was doodling on a napkin. That's not too weird. Upon picking it up, he realizes that it isn't doodles on a napkin, but actual drawings on a piece of paper. Why would somebody leave their drawings on the floor though? Unless maybe they dropped it, but isn’t that something you’d notice? Well, maybe not if they were in some kind of hurry.

    He almost drops it himself when he sees what's on it. It's definitely a drawing, but there's no doubt in his mind that this drawing is of him.

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    He hated him and he hated himself and whatever was going on in Noctis’s broken mind, Ravus thought it was the same. Self-loathing and mutual resentment, and a terrible desperation for something.

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    "I believe that unarmed truth and unconditional love will have the final word in reality. This is why right, temporarily defeated, is stronger than evil triumphant." -MLK

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    Live long enough and you see the same Dreams in different people.

    An AU where rare individuals are marked and burdened with Dreams, manifestations of fixed ambitions that travel from generation to generation and demand to be realized. Some things stay the same, but others go very differently.

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    "He grits his teeth as the needle pierces his flesh. His hands tremble as he moves his thumb to push the plunger down. He pauses to take one shuddering breath, chokes back a sob, steels himself, and suddenly he is injecting apathy.

    'Just little bit,' he thinks, 'Just enough to take this pain away for a few hours.' He repeats this mantra as he silently begs for quick release until he can feel, one by one, all emotion drain away. Fear briefly consumes him as he feels all emotion begin to fade, but it passes quickly enough. His features slowly morph from anguish to this blank, haunting, expression. Beautiful verdigris eyes, which belied intelligence and were once so clear and bright, now gloss over in vacancy. Sherlock mechanically brings one hand up to wipe away the tears that were falling less than 30 seconds ago due to an unimaginable grief, but now...

    Now he feels nothing."

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    Gabriel Monthly Challenge: January 2017

    Inspired by the statement prompt: When you least expect it sometimes you get saved.

    Post-Meta Fiction. Gabriel is rescued by Sam, Dean, and Castiel from the prison Metatron stuck him in. Only, Gabriel’s not so sure he wants to be saved anymore.

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    AU. Harry Potter was not the only one marked that fateful Halloween, and Severus Snape is given redemption in a form he least expected. When two children are Marked that night, three fates are intertwined to rewrite history. There are secrets long thought lost, however, secrets that might have the power the change everything. A Sibling!Addition AU beginning pre-PS and through DH.

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    Mikey has freckles and Pete likes the constellations in them

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    Dmitri Novak, who preferred to be called Castiel, was starting out what would soon prove to seemingly be the worst year of his entire life. Forced to hold himself together while facing what he was, what his father made him, had Castiel at a breaking point. And what better at the edge of a cliff than someone to push you off? That someone in particular being Dean Winchester, Castiel's mental executioner.

    (Tags will be updated as the story progresses to avoid spoilers.)

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    Bucky Barnes loves children. When he was growing up he wanted three children. But then he sneaked into the war and became Sargent James Barnes and then he fell off a train and Hydra got him. After seventy years of being the Winter Soldier, Bucky was afraid but still wanted those three kids he dreamed of having.

    Steve Rogers has been Bucky's Alpha for has long has he can remember. They were eighteen years old when they mated then everything happened and now finally had his mate back. Steve knew Bucky's dream of having three kids and maybe can convince him to have four.

    But then the couple found out that they could only have one but even thugh they were disappointed they could handle it. But when the child becomes three years old Hydra comes back and killed that child Bucky blames himself for it. Bucky falls into a dark place and can't seem to get out of it.

    Will the Avengers help? Or is it too late to save the Omega.

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    A family holiday to a beach town seems like the normal for any family, and it was certainly what Lucy wanted for her school holiday. However, once arriving at this town, Lucy finds herself in a situation that leads to a unveiling of a mystery dating centuries ago... Contains mentions of blood, death and Christian themes. Read and Review please! Re-posted from FanFiction.Net and will update once a week until caught up with the current chapter.

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    Time seemed to slow to a stop, at first Viktor seemed to falter as he slowed alongside with time, his flush obvious on his cheeks. Viktor stopped skating, his form stayed frozen on the rink, before promptly dropping to the ice like a ragdoll.

    Yuuri gasps alongside with the crowd. Viktor did not do any jumps, spins, or anything. Viktor Nikiforov, his undefeatable champion, his naive Fiancé, his love, his everything, has simply fainted.

    Viktor did not look like he was going to get up anytime soon.

    For the first time that night, Yuuri allowed himself to listen to the announcer’s booming voices.

    Viktor Nikiforov has fainted! Where are the medics? I repeat, Viktor Nikiforov has fainted!”

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    Grantaire thinks no one cares, he doesn't care so why should others. But he doesn't realise that people do care, people he didn't expect really care.

    [The one where Grantaire gets the help he wants and needs from the person he least expected it from]

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    Xander dreams about what he knows he'll never have again.

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    It's Amaimon's birthday and Samael has gotten the child earth King as many presents as he can to celebrate.
    However the large number concerns Amaimon and it turns out he's been hiding something.
    As the years go by the two both begin to wonder if the other hated each other all along and if things can ever go back to the way they were before his birthday and before their relationship went so suddenly down hill.

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    Bilbo woke up in Bag End thinking he was in Yavanna Garden. Soon he see's he has ten years until the quest. A second chance to change what is to come. But he makes mistakes on the way before the quest and must live with the consequences. Will Thorin ever forgive him. Will he ever forgive Thorin for his betrayal.

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    Fucked up beyond all recognition/any repair/all reason.
     

    When the United States is forced into war, Lexa Griffin-Woods and her families lives are thrown upside down when she is drafted to fight the enemy overseas. A selfish decision that her unit makes while fighting sends her and her families lives into complete chaos.

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