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    Jonathan Toews, farm owner and guardian of his nephew, is in desperate need of capable farm hands. Patrick Kane certainly does not fit the description but when a mutual friend confides in him that Patrick has lost everything he owned and is in serious need himself and offers Jonathan money to hire him, how can he say no?
    Patrick Kane loves statistics and spending his money on thoroughly planned ‘adventures’ for his friends when he’s not partying away the rest of his fortune. If he wins the bet he can continue to plot freely but if he loses his extra curriculum activities have to stop. He agrees to go on an ‘adventure’ himself and settles in the Toews Farm posing as a farm hand. But as the time goes by, the less pretend it feels-and the more he enjoys Jonathan and Etienne’s company and the quite life in the farm; to the point where he’s not sure whether he wants to win the bet or lose...

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    Jean and his girlfriend of five years, Mikasa, have started to drift apart and fight. On top of this, he has the added stress of being Dyslexic and trying to get his degree. Because of these stresses in Jean's life, he's stopped eating. The less Jean eats, the more he makes irrational decisions, such as having a one night stand with a complete stranger named Marco.

    Marco recently went through a breakup with his girlfriend, Hitch. Mostly, he's relieved, because there's a part of him that he can't repress any longer. Marco is gay. He wants to date men, and considered dating the mysterious Jean in secret, if Hitch hadn't called him with a surprise that would force him to choose between being a father, and being a boyfriend.

    Eren has just learned that his boyfriend of three years is Asexual. Eren isn't really sure what that means, but knows that he wants to be supportive. The problem is, Eren has been keeping a secret from Armin - and for that matter, his sister, Mikasa - since they were teenagers. He and Jean had dated in secret in high school, and Eren's never stopped loving him.

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    Remus Lupin can just about handle the bullying and the knowledge that the love of his life, Sirius Black, will never feel the same way. Just about. Death threats though? That's something else entirely.
    [Full list of triggers/squicks inside]

    (Also exists on fanfiction.net)

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    Merlin is supposed to save his father whose life is threatened by the Serum, a drug developed under the Pendragon government to keep sorcery at bay. He did not count on getting entangled in a web of intrigue and long forgotten secrets. Falling in love, however, hits Merlin totally out of the blue.

    "Merlin stares at the syringe as it is emptying bit by bit. The blue liquid’s spreading through his body reaching every part and every fibre and as it takes command of him, cell by cell, his magic recoils and struggles against it. It tries to push the icy blue away with all its force and fight it with all its might. But the Serum has the force of a tsunami washing over every attempt to resist it."

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    When Fili falls into a coma at Ravenhill, Kili's life takes a turn for the worst.

    All too soon, he's being forced into the position of Crown Prince. Thorin has slipped back into the gold sickness, punishing Kili for Fili's state. With responsibility upon responsibility being dropped on him, he's drowning in lessons, nightmares, and panic attacks; it feels like he's being trapped in a box with no way out.

    But things are getting worse and worse, and Fili isn't waking up. Things are spiraling out of control, his world is ending, and he wants it all to end; lessons are progressing poorly, the stress is taking a toll on his mind and body, and he can't take it any longer without his alpha.

    The pressure is too much.

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    This mindset had been a part of him for as long as he could remember but mostly it went unfulfilled; how awkward it would be if General Ross was to finally catch up with him when he's suckling a pacifier. No, it was much safer to ignore the 'little' side of him until he knew he was safe. 

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    this is a dark incestuous story ,where hel is forced to become a queen in nifelheim.she feels alone and forsaken.the only one who gives her love is her father.the problem is that hel loves loki as a man...this ia based on this video (it has a sequel)-so spoilers:https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VufCVnm8sd8&spfreload=10 many ,many tnx to Palefire73 for her editing help.see her works here:http://archiveofourown.org/users/Palefire73 also a great author -skylerkyriu wrote her version of this two videos here :http://archiveofourown.org/works/2581085/chapters/5744780?show_comments=true&view_full_work=false#comment_18199979 check her other stories as well-she deserves it.

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    She had been unable to cope after his passing.

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    After loss, how is love supposed to go on? How is it supposed to move on, when everywhere you look memory presses in?

    In the aftermath of Eric's death, she confronts the reality of what it means to be back in Dauntless in the midst of tragedy.

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    Hell had broken loose on a normal day, in a normal family, in a normal neighbourhood. A single call had changed Eren's life forever. Now the rest would be spent on the run with his sister, but there was only so long a person can run before the past catches up to them, and the clock was ticking. Dawn was coming, and it's time to wake up.

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    When sickness of the mind tears Thorin and Bilbo apart, will a horrible accident cause the hobbit to be lost to the company forever? Or will fate prove that it is never too late for love?

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    He was this beast now. He knew he'd have to come to terms with that. The thing he couldn't accept was the fact that all his runes were gone. Even the one that kept him sane while Jocelyn fell in love with another man.

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    A Roman general acquires a new sex slave—a feisty Dacian prince. A historical fantasy saga with sex, plot twists, angst, humor, love and intrigue. While nearly all details are historically accurate and the story is tied to major historical events and prevailing cultural attitudes during the reign of the Emperor Trajan (AD 98-117), the tale is entirely fictional and the dialogue is deliberately modern in flavor. This is the second installment of a five part saga.

    For information about this series, character profiles, story snippets and more, check out the Dominus blog at: http://jpkenwood.com

    © 2014 and © 2015 JP Kenwood, All rights reserved

     

    The funny, lusty, and angst-filled saga of Gaius and Allerix continues in Games of Rome. These are not stand alone stories but are part of a series. Games of Rome contains MAJOR SPOILERS for Dominus. :)

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    Elise Rosier thought she would be nothing more than an opera worker's adopted daughter. She wasn't a beggar, yet she wasn't a noble. An ordinary middle class girl. She thought she'd be useless and unappreciated.She never would have thought that she was going to be a revolutionary. And she never thought she'd fall in love. This is the story of Elise Rosier, her love for a certain friend of the ABC, and their struggles to win France freedom.

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    She didn't care about a color on her arm, but she was starting to care about him.

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    “You had to know it was all coming to this.”

    “Of course I did.” Niall snarls, clutching his shoulder to stop the arctic chill assaulting the wound. The wind tears claws through his blood-soaked coat, spreading an iciness down his arm before it goes numb. “Why did you do it? Why did you kill him?”

    “Isn’t it obvious? He was in my way.”

    The cold barrel raises again, threatening to blow another hole through Niall before he can reach for his sidearm. “Don’t move Niall. Don’t make this harder than it already is for me.”

    “Hard my arse.” Niall growls.

    “I know you may not think so, especially given what’s going on right here, but I really did like you. You’re just too smart for your own good. You’re in my way now, just like he was. If it matters at all, I really am sorry.”

    Brown hair whips around, green eyes shining through in the moonlight. The gun comes level with his face, no tremor in the hand holding it. It’s already been decided, and they both know it. Niall’s hand twitches, diving for his own gun and raising it as fast as he can. A shot rings out, swallowed by the thunder of waves crashing against the cliff. Niall falls backwards, feet stumbling on the rocky edge, and he plummets.

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    This is the sequel to Faith, Trust, and Pixie Dust. Co-written with my wonderful RP partner, friend, and penpal TearStainedAshes.

    Warning: This fic isn't a happy fic. It deals with Sherlock recovering from a very serious ordeal.

    The darkness continues to grip Sherlock and John tight. Sherlock is broken, John's beating heart is damaged, and no one's life will ever be the same. Sherlock knows that those without hope don't dream, but maybe, just maybe, he can follow the stars back to where he belongs: in John's arms.

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    'Cause I feel so damn lost,
    And it comes with a cost of being alone.
    Everything is falling down.
    We're suffering, helpless thoughts and,
    Out we sing, prayers go to the sky,
    And if the earth ends up crumbling down to its knees baby,
    We just gotta get out. 

    'Ashton let the fog roll over him as he stopped feeling again, because feeling wasn’t necessary for this. Ashton simply became beating heart and electric nerves and outstretched hands.
    It didn’t matter that he was empty inside.’
     
    Or that fic where Ashton is struggling, Luke is hiding, and Michael and Calum just want to make things work. (And maybe Ashton and Luke fall in love too. Maybe.)

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    Short drabble I wrote in math class.
    Suicidal Eren. (Also, named after a song)

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    “Don’t you think it’s stupid?” He asks. “For the son of Poseidon to be afraid of drowning?”

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