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    "Both of our children are sick in the hospital and we meet nightly at the coffee machine AU"

    Derek wishes they'd met somewhere better. Somewhere without the sterile bleach smell, the beeping machines, the peeling wallpaper covered in teddy bears. He wishes that Ben had a new heart, that Tally had a perfect brain, that they could meet up for a play date in a park instead of a hospital room, without dragging 200 lbs of equipment behind them everywhere they go. They don't get the privilege of any of that single parent dating excitement. They get five minute dates at the Starbucks in the food court. Distracted kisses in the waiting room. Whatever they have is resting on the brink of earth shattering pain, and he's not sure if that's the most beautiful or the saddest thing he's ever heard.

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    Three souls: One that just wanted to be grieved. One who couldn't start, and one who couldn't stop. (Au fic of the Broadway musical Next to Normal. I'm not putting spoilers here, but I do strongly suggest that if you haven't seen it, you should watch the musical before reading to know what you are in for. Content can be extremely triggering.)

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    What if John died that night instead of Mary? Dean, Sam, and Adam are in high school and middle school.

    Then shit goes down.

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    This basically my prediction for what is going to play out in season 3.

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    Bucky Barnes has been playing cards for as long as he can remember but he can't remember when it started becoming a problem. Clint first got drunk when he was seventeen and liked the feeling so much he couldn't stop. When Bucky can't go to his friends for help anymore he meets Clint who offers him a pretty sweet deal. The Avengers slowly assemble while Bucky and Clint's relationship blossoms but there are some problems. All of the Avengers have problems they just aren't ready to face and there doesn't seem to be any cure.

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    Danny gets a second chance after tragedy takes his love.

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    Louis Tomlinson has everything he could want: a loving family, a good group of friends and he just released his new album, announcing a world tour next year. Everything seemed to be going well, all under control. His career was kicking off, earning millions and gaining a lot of fame. But, there was one thing missing from his life and that was the bubbly 17 year old Harry that Louis fell in love with.

    Harry stopped talking to Louis three years ago when he first got together with his boyfriend: Dalton.

    Once they bump into each other, sparks are ignited and Louis knows he feels something just like he did all those years ago. But, Harry's hiding a secret that Louis is determined to find out and solve. The media spotlight is on them, continuously getting attention for their friendship or more.

    And then, it all goes downhill.

    Where it went all wrong.

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    Loki wants to apologise to Tony Stark for what he has done to his tower. So much so, that he breaks out of a cell that had suppressed his magic- by force, I might add- and found his way to Tony’s bedroom after his magic had been restored. So much so, that he sparks an…arrangement of sorts.

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    “Don’t love too hard, son. Your wings’ll come in too big, too fast. They’ll kill you.”

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    当所有八个国度的基石摇摇欲坠,一个男人踏上了于宇宙中重建权利制衡的征程。危及迫在眉睫,他必须争分夺秒地战胜神祇与恶魔;结交一位挚友;寻找灵魂的归宿;同时发现不为人知的第九国度!
    译者注:约翰是一名维京战士而夏洛克是……答案会在文中揭晓!

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    The angel in front of him smiles, but it’s not a kind smile. There’s nothing human about it (but why would there be?). It's not his first re-education. She says, sounding weary of this game: I'm afraid this won't be the last time, Castiel.

    (a history of disobedience. of freedom. of an angel leaving his wings behind.)

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    Jean can't take life and it's hardships anymore; its too much to handle for him. He feels like he is about to explode, like a time-bomb that constantly ticks away.

    But Marco helps him rise from his ashes, in a rather different way.

    Jeanmarco week, Day 5: Ash.

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    Rudy never really imagined his life turning out this way, is the thing. He wanted to be an artist. Instead he's pre-med, and there's this kid obsessed with fish who's kind of driving him crazy. And there's his dying little brother and his agoraphobic roommate. And there are a lot of really hideous sweaters.

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    Peter Parker and Wade Wilson really enjoy their retirement. Wade hasn't had to kill anyone in 5 years. Peter hasn't had any bad press from J. Jonah Jamison. But when the supervillains of the world decide to kidnap the children of superheroes, Deadpool and Spiderman decide it is time to dig out the masks. Cuz nobody messes with their little punkin.

    (This is the continuation of "I'll Be Your Baby Daddy". I'm in my own world here. It's cozy.)

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    Broken and dying, Gadreel searches for a vessel after the fall. His only wish now is to find a way to redeem himself and rejoin his brothers and sisters in the heavenly host. Hopefully, with the help of new faces, he will find the forgiveness he craves.

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    "And then I realize…The feelings I'm having are just as malignant as the sickness coursing through Jean's vessels. They're spreading rapidly, faster than I can keep track of, and it's a dangerous game for the both of us."

    In an alternate universe, Jean Kirstein is a cancer patient at St. Rose's Teaching Hospital. His sad past, his hidden sexuality, his inability to attend his senior year of high school, and the countdown to the end of his life have got him more than a little depressed. But while he's busy sulking at a hospital picnic, he makes a new friend. His name is Marco Bodt, and he quickly has Jean completely infatuated. Jean finds himself wondering if he should finally embrace himself for who he is, or if he should keep quiet. After all, he doesn't even know if Marco is gay. And even if he was, who wants to go out with someone who may not be around much longer?

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    “Affirmation?” Deaton says.

    It takes effort for Stiles to squeeze it out, as it always does. “I am a partially deceased syndrome sufferer, and what I did in my untreated state is not my fault.”

    An In the Flesh fusion wherein Stiles is a partially deceased syndrome sufferer coming home, Scott joined the HVF and took a level in badass, and Beacon Hills turns into a battle ground over reintegration.

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    Shindou Takuto fights for his life everyday, a fight no one else but him knows about. A fight against his curse, a curse you would only believe in books and movies. But what if his curse becomes so strong that Shindou can't handle it? Will he win this fight? Or be the one that caused the end of the world?

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    (...say goodbye.)

    Sousuke Yamazaki finally thinks of something for their now-eight-year-old childhood promise. It's...not quite what Rin expected.

    (Haru Haru AU, from paradigmation and natsui's tweets. My apologies.)

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    Three months after he's been cured of the Mark of Cain, Dean finds himself lost and alone, drowning in drink and self-destruction, haunted by memories and grief-induced hallucinations. He has no hope, no Sam, and no Cas. Of course, he thinks they're dead, and half the time, he wonders why he isn't, too.

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