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    Dan's soul is as dark as a sky on the darkest nights when Phil's is shining brightly like a star. Phil will take the challenge to transform the night sky into a blue one but will he succeed?
    Phil's not sure himself but he'll try to be Dan's sunshine and light up the darkness of his mind.

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    6/?
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    11
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    The sky had always fascinated Castiel. On some crazy nights when he lay beneath them, he was convinced that they got him like nobody else ever would. Like he belonged there. But he never imagined to find his heaven on earth.

    The story about a lost punk who finds his place on the side of an unsettled hipster.

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    12/?
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    62
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    8
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    1093
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    Dan is having an existential crisis. Phil hears him playing sad piano in the middle of the night and comforts him with cuddles and butterfly kisses.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    23
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    1
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    236
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    What if instead of dropping out of uni, Dan had decided to pursue law and forget about Phil and forget about Youtube? It’s been five years but Dan isn’t letting Phil forget him because he's decided to make a return to YouTube.

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    Chapters:
    6/?
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    27
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    109
    Bookmarks:
    20
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    1570
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    Katherine is dead, even if her legacy exists in the Guardians. But a soul such as Katherine’s is not so easily extinguished. And for Jack Frost, there are many more memories to uncover.

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    8/?
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    16
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    73
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    16
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    992
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    The Book of Lost Tales has some fucked up, cruel actions against a less-than-diabolical Melkor by the Valar. I have made a little rewrite of events, keeping in line with canon (see the entire chapter, read pages 100-123) for um the first chapter here. Everything else is completely made up. Btw I'm biased against the Lost Tales Valar because I really love Melkor - he is my cinnamon roll ok and thus we will see shit go DOWNNNNNN
    Tulkas is an ass in this fic, you have been warned.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    4
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    10
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    135
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    Andrew Neiman gives up jazz and gets a synthesizer. Also, Jim dies. A bunch of other horrible stuff happens, too.

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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    15
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    17
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    395
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    Based on the prompt: "Phil trying to cheer up Dan after he has an existential crisis before his birthday". It's another one of these poetic fics. ;)

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    1/1
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    Sometimes Dan wishes he was nothing. Sometimes he wants to be alone and stare at the rain. Sometimes Dan does bad things to himself. Sometimes Dan hates himself. Sometimes Dan just wants to cry but he would never.
    Sometimes, sometimes is always. And Sometimes, sometimes is never.

    But then one day Dan realises that Sometimes he needs Phil

    Or another fluffy mess of words in which Dan is really sad and Phil doesn't notice until it's impossible not to.
    Trigger Warning

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    English
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    2,770
    Chapters:
    3/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    2
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    461
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    |D.H||P.L| : Dan Howell is just a young man trying to survive on his own in the outskirts of town, but when he gets his life turned upside down while breaking into a church to play a piano and meeting a writer, he doesn't know whether to run or stay. To run means that he would be alone once again and to stay would mean that all of his secrets and fears would be released, if he stayed though he would finally get the life he deserved.

    An AU where Dan is just a sad teenager who has a love for the piano and a hatred for everything else, and somehow Phil changes that.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    18
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    571
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    Dan Howell always made it his mission to know the staff. He knew each servant by name and took time to get to know them for who they truly were, unlike his mother and father who only cared if they served supper on the appointed time and knew how to handle shoe polish.

    Charlotte Lester was his favorite. Ever since he was small she had always snuck him extra goods under silver platter lids, she taught him piano and hushed his giggles when he struck the wrong key, she wiped away his tears when his knee got a scrape from tripping over one of the grand rugs; she was the kind, mother-like older woman whose hands were a bit too callused for someone who worked too much in the kitchen and smelled of vanilla.

    One day a pale, bright-eyed boy by the name of Phil Lester shows up, and Dan's life may just become a bit my exciting.

    NOTE: This is entirely fluff-based. No suicide or any triggering stuff like that. Yes, there will be angst thrown in her and there. But really, when isn't there?

    Language:
    English
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    8,238
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    23
    Kudos:
    126
    Bookmarks:
    13
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    It used to be an itch he need to scratch, a secret he needed to hide, a need he needed to fulfil.

    It used to be until he met him.

    Language:
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    712
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    402
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    Do you think people can explode from having too many thoughts? I do. Well, in a sense.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
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    3
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    9
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    In a loud, unfamiliar city, with loquacious night skies, Makoto meets a boy with startling blue eyes who seems to know him from somewhere.

    -Sequel to Catch A Falling Star-

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,444
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    134
    Bookmarks:
    24
    Hits:
    960
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    Wherein I explore the character like I never have before and try to meet the specifics of the challenge.

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    English
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    10,256
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Kudos:
    8
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    196
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    Dan has an existential crisis during Playlist Live, and Phil saves the day. Featuring other youtubers such as Louise!

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    English
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    1/1
    Comments:
    1
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    46
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    389
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    The fight between Yuno and Akise ends with much different results, causing a ripple that can be felt in the third world. Now, Akise and Uryuu must race to prevent another survival game before the third world suffers the same fate as their own.

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    English
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    7,910
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    171
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    Dan has an existential crisis and Phil is a sweetheart and helps him get through it.

    Or... In which Dan has the best boyfriend ever.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    387
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    495
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    Humans can't live forever.

    (or: the distant grand finale of the hatbots series)

    Series
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    English
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    4,682
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    31
    Hits:
    261
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    Basically just a little fic of Dan as a therapist.

    Language:
    English
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    642
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Kudos:
    7
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    168

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