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    Hiatus fic set after the S11 finale. Dean's alive, Sam's alive, they're going to get Cas from wherever he got zapped to, and everything's finally gonna be all right. Dean's on top of the world.

    A little voice in the back of his head is whispering "It's never that easy," but Dean ignores it.

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    Dean knew some lines shouldn't be crossed.
    There really shouldn't have been a reason why Dean was so angry over Castiel's sexual activities - yet he was.
    Dean shook with rage as he sulked on the floor of his cabin, imagining all the things that were going on in Castiel's cabin at the very moment. It was no secret that today was one of Castiel's scheduled orgies. Hell, the whole camp knew and any woman not currently in any sort of emotional attachment was probably there (and a few of the males in the camp as well).

    A shiver of rage ran down Dean's spine as he mulled that over for a bit. After Castiel's grace had left him, he had declared his interest in experimenting with sex. Shortly after, Castiel had announced that he had no preference when it came to gender. That revelation wasn't exactly a shocker, but it HAD made Dean quake in his boots. It was no doubt that he pined for the angel constantly. Even now, with his grace gone and being a burnout stoner, Castiel was hands down the most beautiful creature Dean had ever seen.

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    Dean reminds himself that he has to stop this, it’s damn selfish is what it is, if he’s going to take Sam’s food then he at least shouldn’t waste the money and calories like this. It’s just that Dean gets so sick with a belly full of food that isn’t his, not when they’re so fast running out and Sammy’s fast getting taller, growing up, going to be fourteen soon, if you can believe that.

    (Title from the Soundgarden song. Works as a standalone, but works even better in conjunction with series prequel "Have You Seen Me Lately.")

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    It was Valentine's Day.

    That right there should have been enough warning for them. Especially since they were hunting a witch that made people do really weird shit for love. The people they hexed had all said they did what they’d wanted to do but hadn’t been able to for whatever reason.

    The night went well enough. Sam and Dean both found someone to go home with.

    Gift for At_the_moment. Was supposed to be for their birthday but I'm horrible at remembering things. Enjoy ATMo!

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    Dean always half-hoped that Sam would grow out of it, helpless to do anything much for him, but if anything, Sam’s gotten worse since those last two years at Stanford when he’d stopped coming to Dean to help him through them. At the time, Dean had surged with possessive rage when Sammy told him he’d taken a beta and that it was an exclusive thing—like Sam had the right to keep anything exclusive from the omega who raised him—but now? Seeing what the loss of Jessica has done to his little brother, especially these past two heats?

    Anyway, Dean can see Sammy burying the pain, now that his heat’s over, until it recedes somewhere deep inside him—someplace it can’t get at him anymore, not on the surface—and it’s better this way, easier on both of them. Sam tends to want space for a few days after his heats are over, so Dean checks out a second room for him, across the parking lot from his own, and then doesn’t see his brother at all for the following three days. He berates himself for his worry—he doesn’t get to waste his energy on alpha-esque bullshit like that.

    (Or: Omega/omega Wincest wherein Sam has omega-to-alpha dysphoria in a society that situates omegas as the dominant designation.)

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    Dean wears Castiel's trench coat and it leads to Cas asking questions and Dean trying to dodge them.
    This started out as a funny fic then the feels train hit me out of nowhere.

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    It had been three full weeks since they had rescued Castiel from the clutches of the worst parts of humanity. Dean had known Castiel was vulnerable and human yet he had STILL kicked his best friend out of the bunker anyway. The regret had set in instantly. After 6 weeks of Sam and Dean desperately searching up and down, they had finally found their former angel. He had clearly seen some shit and was no longer the rock of an angel they knew him to be. He was jumpy and skittish and quieter than usual.
    Homeless life had not been kind to Castiel and he was clearly still feeling the effects of humanity's cruelty.
    Sam and Dean had to fix Castiel.

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    Written for spnrarepair creation. Prompt: You know, there's a thousand bars. How unlucky am I that you came to mine?

    Post purgatory, when Dean ends up in Benny's bar after a bad hunt.

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    Pax is faced with a great task; one that marks the end of an era. She has been called upon to reap the soul of Dean Winchester.

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    Cas may be physically recovered from the events of 12x12, but that doesn't mean he's okay. But Dean and Sam are there for him. Because, after all, you don't leave family behind.

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    Dean has an imaginary friend. Sure, that's weird as hell but he doesn't care. Cas has been there to support him during every horrible thing in Dean's short miserable life and he is not giving up Cas. Sure, Dean may also sorta kinda be in love with him. Oops. And it hurts but Dean will keep it platonic. But then Cas leaves. And then Dean breaks.

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    What did Sam call the bullshit people write about them? Fanfiction. It feels like a nasty invasion of privacy, except that Chuck’s fans don’t actually know that Dean and Sam really exist, and somehow Dean’s biggest problem with the story is that Sam’s dialogue isn’t at all true to what Sam actually talks like.

    Not that Dean technically knows for a fact the style of dirty talk Sam favors in bed with chicks, or that Dean’s spent any length of time wondering about it before this exact minute, but now that he’s thinking about it, he can’t picture Sam being so… vulgar. Sam, who always wants to have big, cuddly conversations about everybody’s feelings, would totally go slow, asking if Dean was feeling good and what Dean wanted to do, and probably spout off the whole time about how much he loved Dean—that is, if they ever had sex, which they won’t, because they’re brothers, and also Sam is—gone.

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    Castiel sat on the small bed in his room. The Winchesters had been gracious enough to allow him to live with them for a while now. Ever since they had been taken, it had become an unspoken thing. Castiel would stay with them when he had nothing else to do.
    Home.
    That's what Dean had called it after tonight's stressful events. Castiel had been sure he was going to die and had said some things that he was sure would complicate things down the line when the time came to talk about them. Complications would arise but he knew the Winchesters would always be willing to die for him, no matter what. And that exactly, is why he had to leave.

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    Castiel watched as Dean flirted with the cute waitress at the bar - he wanted Dean to himself but he knew that would never be possible. For now, Castiel took pleasure simply from trailing the eldest Winchester to ensure his safety and tonight, Dean had hit up a bar and ended up riding a mechanical bull. Castiel's mind wanders and next thing he knows, he's desperately cumming, thinking about his best friend riding HIM instead of Larry the bull.

    Or that one in which Castiel the overprotective angel best friend creeps on Dean & runs off to jerk himself off to visual stimuli he just witnessed. (I suck at summaries)

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    “What?” Dean asked.
    “You just called Cas sweetheart,” Sam said, a grin spreading across his face.
    “No I –“ Dean looked at Cas, who nodded solemnly in confirmation. “Shit I – I didn’t mean to!”
    “What would we call that? A Freudian slip?” Sam asked, now openly snickering. Dean felt all his blood rush to his face.
    “Shut up, Sammy,” he mumbled. “Sorry, Cas.”
    “I really don’t –“ he began, then, thinking better of it, “it’s fine. You’re welcome, regardless.”
    Dean couldn’t look at him the rest of the day.

    A DeanCas Sweetheart Challenge 2017 fic!

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    Officer Dean Winchester almost feels at home in Greenwood, WA after a lifetime of wandering. The skeletons of his past don't rattle him into restlessness anymore. But when both a rash of drug-related crimes and a hot paramedic start getting too close for comfort, it might be time to move on once again.

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    Its a surprise :)

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    The hunt had been a hard one - had it not been for Castiel, Dean & Sam would no doubt have been a nice dinner for the Djinn. Thankfully, their angel swooped in last minute and put the fear of God into their attacker. Cass had a habit of saving them when they needed it the most. Dean thought about Castiel - the angel who had gripped him tight and raised him from perdition....and his thoughts started to wander. Dean was so lost in thought that he failed to hear the low sweeping noise of wings appearing in his room. (I'm truly terrible at summaries)

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    Amara's gone, the world didn't end, Dean didn't blow up, and he and Cas—well, they're working it out. It's the holiday season and everything is looking up. Except Dean should have known he'd mess it up somehow.

    Canon-divergent from the end of season 11.

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    Dean had always hated the mere thought of having a soulmate. Something about the universe deciding who you were "destined to be with" aggravated him to the point of pretending he didn't have a soulmate, even when all the signs pointed to him having one. His name was Castiel and he was in his homeroom class, and he was NOT Dean's soulmate. Castiel was nothing more than a classmate, maybe even a friend, but whatever they were, Dean wasn't going to let the universe change that.

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