1 - 20 of 121 Works in Emotionally Repressed Dean Winchester

Pages Navigation

Listing Works

  1. Tags
    Summary

    While on a hunt, Dean and Castiel meet a hunter clearly interested in Cas. Dean is a bit bothered and Castiel questions him.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,383
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    11
    Kudos:
    79
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    992
  2. Tags
    Summary

    Hiatus fic set after the S11 finale. Dean's alive, Sam's alive, they're going to get Cas from wherever he got zapped to, and everything's finally gonna be all right. Dean's on top of the world.

    A little voice in the back of his head is whispering "It's never that easy," but Dean ignores it.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    352,390
    Chapters:
    53/53
    Comments:
    3710
    Kudos:
    3228
    Bookmarks:
    489
    Hits:
    62390
  3. Tags
    Summary

    A case of someone targeting angels will put Team Free Will’s bond to the test, and challenge their notions of human vs. other.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,939
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    91
    Kudos:
    97
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    1257
  4. Tags
    Summary

    Depressed Dean.

    Worried Castiel.

    Self harm and suicidal thoughts.

    Things get better.

    Eventually.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    972
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    13
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    315
  5. Tags
    Summary

    A ghost hunt gone terribly wrong leads to John Winchester needing to reevaluate his role as a father to his two young sons Sam and Dean. This fic deals with childhood memories and the question whether it would have been better for Sam and Dean had their dad abandoned them. Or in other words: the presence of Adam Milligan in John's life, prompts him to rethink his actions in life and towards his older sons.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    85,061
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    40
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1034
  6. Tags
    Summary

    Dean remembers his movie nights with Castiel.

    Coda to last night's episode, Season 13 Episode 6: Tombstone
    Yes, I know that I'm a cliché.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    864
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    45
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    471
  7. Tags
    Summary

    For what feels like a long time, Dean can't move. He just stands, stock-still, staring at Cas. The alley is wet and smelly and lit by the streetlamps and garish neon signage around them, and Dean stands in the middle of it and looks at Cas and tries to remember how to breathe.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,664
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    15
    Kudos:
    269
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    1744
  8. Tags
    Summary

    Sam has been putting up with Castiel and Dean's sexual tension for way too long, and FINALLY something is starting to happen between them.

    In which Sam is a sweetheart but he still has to evesdrop on Cas and Dean's first kiss.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,985
    Chapters:
    4/?
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    27
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    435
  9. Tags
    Summary

    Dean Winchester wants Peace in his mind, for once.

    Castiel just wants to go back home.

     

    Castiel loses his powers and turns to the Winchesters for help.

    Set post-Swan song. AU in which they get out of the apocalypse alright and get a break from divine drama... Until Cas turns up at their doorstep, with a broken nose and no angelic powers.

    Updates every 2 weeks :-)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,495
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    7
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    188
  10. Tags
    Summary

    It was supposed to be a quick hardware store run to replenish supplies. What Dean didn't count on was for Cas to run into a potential love interest in the form of another man. Through the course of Cas' dating, and a few hunts, Dean comes to many realizations.

    Canon divergent up to S11. I don't really have a set time except that it was before S12.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    42,576
    Chapters:
    14/14
    Comments:
    170
    Kudos:
    305
    Bookmarks:
    79
    Hits:
    3557
  11. Tags
    Summary

    Original prompt: Dean is still a hunter, his past is the same, he still became a Demon the same way, still got caught by Sam after his fight with Cole but then the cure didn’t work because he's a Knight of Hell. So while Sam and Cas are off talking about what to do next Crowley frees Dean because they've been fooling around but Dean goes off on his own only to turn up again a few weeks later, coming to Cas' aide when he's being attacked. Dean flirts and jokes that he knows how Cas can thank him. Cas of course gets flustered and Dean leaves with a smirk or a smart-ass comment or something else Dean like. Cas knows that he can't have relations like that with a Demon and especially not Dean, he's best friend but he finds the desire has been awoken in him and he's increasingly powerless to stop himself when Dean teases and flirts and touches him.

    Or,

    The one where we all carry a few demons inside, some to a larger extent than others.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    27,126
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    29
    Kudos:
    197
    Bookmarks:
    27
    Hits:
    2078
  12. Tags
    Summary

    Dean's life has never been easy. All the crap he has been through left him more broken than what he likes to admit.
    So it's really not a surprise that he drowns everything in booze and meaningless sex with strangers. Dean doesn't do relationships. Dean is every lady and gentleman's wet dream. He's the perpetual bachelor.
    Enter Castiel, hot painter and sex-on-legs.

     

    This was supposed to be a collection of smutty one-shots, BUT the plot just kinda appeared. I swear I have no control over this. Also, it got dark real quick. Most of the chapters can be read as one-shots, but in the end you'll get the angst.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    87,766
    Chapters:
    21/21
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    88
    Bookmarks:
    20
    Hits:
    5080
  13. Tags
    Summary

    Dean's been fighting a war within himself, between his thoughts and his emotions, the man he's meant to be and the man he's turned into. He doesn't even recognize himself anymore, doesn't recognize the foreign feelings and longing in his chest whenever he thinks about things he could never have. He's living two separate lives—one for himself, and one for his late father. The lines between those two Deans have always been blurry, but they grow more so every time they look at Cas.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,363
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    43
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    534
  14. Tags
    Summary

    (S8 AU) When Dean and Cas are blown to Purgatory Sam and Meg team up to find them. But their problems don’t stop with the rescue as they will soon realize since the forces of Heaven and Hell are hot on their trail. No slash (Megstiel)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    56,366
    Chapters:
    12/12
    Kudos:
    24
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    327
  15. Tags
    Summary

    Post 11x3 Cas may not be under Rowena’s spell anymore, but Sam and Dean can tell he still isn’t okay. Unfortunately, in trying to help the angel, Dean realizes just how not okay he is in the aftereffects of the Mark’s removal. Sam just wants to get both of his brothers through this. S11 Fix it. No Slash

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    37,144
    Chapters:
    9/9
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    32
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    543
  16. Tags
    Summary

    Dean has problems. Cas has problems. Put them together, and you get Cas orchestrating the kidnapping of Dean from the bar Cas works at.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    6,785
    Chapters:
    5/?
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    895
  17. Tags
    Summary

    Dean doesn't care what a piece of paper says. He is not a Little. And because he's not a Little, that means he doesn't need a guardian angel.

    Castiel disagrees.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,560
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    165
    Kudos:
    1264
    Bookmarks:
    172
    Hits:
    16057
  18. Tags
    Summary

    The hunt had been a hard one - had it not been for Castiel, Dean & Sam would no doubt have been a nice dinner for the Djinn. Thankfully, their angel swooped in last minute and put the fear of God into their attacker. Cas had a habit of saving them when they needed it the most. Dean thought about Castiel - the angel who had gripped him tight and raised him from perdition....and his thoughts started to wander. Dean was so lost in thought that he failed to hear the low sweeping noise of wings appearing in his room. (I'm truly terrible at summaries)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    11,084
    Chapters:
    6/?
    Comments:
    45
    Kudos:
    265
    Bookmarks:
    37
    Hits:
    5083
  19. Tags
    Summary

    Castiel wants Dean. Dean wants Castiel. Crowley cannot deny Cas anything at all that he wants (and is rather eager to revisit his favourite former hook up).

    Threesome ensues.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,016
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    45
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    853
  20. Tags
    Summary

    If one of the brothers were to father an illegitimate kid (well, besides the short-lived one that was a supernatural Amazonian tasked with murdering her dad), Dean would’ve always assumed it would have been him. Even before the vasectomy he got after everything that went down with Ben and then Emma, Dean’s always slept around a hell of a lot more than Sam has—though he supposes that Sam’s stint without a soul may be the only existing exception to that rule, and if Sam was actively failing to use protection whenever he could get away with it for a six-month period—well, consequences like Blossom suddenly make a hell of a lot more sense. Still, it’s hard for Dean to wrap his head around the idea that Sam—his goody-two-shoes prima-donna little brother—could have been the Winchester to mess up badly enough to knock up a girl out of wedlock. That kind of shit has always been Dean’s line, not Sam’s.

    (Or: Sam knocks up the girl from the UFO-sighting camp while soulless, then faces the consequences three and a half years later. Canon-divergent AU of the Season 8 finale.)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,487
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    15
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    365

Filters

Filter results:

Pages Navigation