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    Dean Winchester was twenty-six years old when a car accident killed his father and left him paralysed from the waist down. A year and a half later, Dean is in a wheelchair and lives in a care home in Kansas, where he spends his days waiting to die. It's only when Castiel Novak starts volunteering at the care home that Dean starts to wonder if a changed life always equals a ruined one.

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    He’s always been hungry. It’s the only life he’s known.

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    22 Oct 2014

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    Kili knows who he is and is unashamed; his uncle Thorin thinks he needs help.

    The summer before his senior year, everything falls apart: separated from his friends, his independence taken away, and a cacophony of voices telling him he's going to hell, Kili isn't sure he can handle everything.

    Then he meets Fili and thinks he might be able to make it through this after all.

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  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    John's gone, and honestly, who is Sherlock without John? Songfic to Stay With Me by Sam Smith.

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    22 Oct 2014

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    "And then I realize…The feelings I'm having are just as malignant as the sickness coursing through Jean's vessels. They're spreading rapidly, faster than I can keep track of, and it's a dangerous game for the both of us."

    In an alternate universe, Jean Kirstein is a cancer patient at St. Rose's Teaching Hospital. His sad past, his hidden sexuality, his inability to attend his senior year of high school, and the countdown to the end of his life have got him more than a little depressed. But while he's busy sulking at a hospital picnic, he makes a new friend. His name is Marco Bodt, and he quickly has Jean completely infatuated. Jean finds himself wondering if he should finally embrace himself for who he is, or if he should keep quiet. After all, he doesn't even know if Marco is gay. And even if he was, who wants to go out with someone who may not be around much longer?

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    "Derek lets himself fall on his back, breath short, heart beating fast. He can feel the Wolf in him, purring in satisfaction and contentment. Asking for more. It wants him to turn and touch, to never stop touching. Instead, Derek squeezes his hands into fists and closes his eyes, trying to push it back, this need, this instinct screaming for his mate. For Stiles."

    Title inspired by this Firefly quote: “When you can't run anymore, you crawl, and when you can't crawl, when you can't do that, you find someone to carry you”

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  7. Public Bookmark 64

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    A terrible accident lands 18 year old Eren Jaeger in West Trost mental institution where he meets his cold and mysterious room mate, Levi who refuses to open up at all what so ever to Eren. Who knew that this ill tempered man would become such an important part of his new life in the ward.
    Rating changes to explicit starting on chapter 11!

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  8. Public Bookmark 6

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    Marco Bodt has a hopeless crush on Jean Kirstein, a popular kid who is the leading cross country and track student, who's friends are homophobic assholes that make Marco's life a living hell. Sometimes he just wants to die for being this much of a loser, but is his crush really as hopeless as he thought?

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    22 Oct 2014

  9. Public Bookmark 68

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    War photojournalist Castiel Novak has spent his career reporting from the front lines, chasing one disaster after another. World-weary and disillusioned, he doesn't know a life outside of chaos and turmoil, impervious to feeling much of anything. A chance encounter introduces him to Dean Winchester, a police officer trying his best to lead a normal life post-military. The two men are quick to bond over their shared struggles, forming a strong friendship that helps Castiel remember there is a myriad of emotions for him to experience. But Castiel has spent most of his life observing rather than living, and he’s not certain he can stop running.

     

    [DCBB 2013]

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    Dean's life is all work. He's either at the bar that's been left to him, serving drinks and cooking with his friend and partner Benny, or tinkering with prosthetic limbs. The rest of his life is one unhappy mess after another. Finding a stranger in the bathroom of his bar, after hours, doesn't necessarily improve anything.

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    The cuts should have been the first indication something wasn't right, but she said she'd tell him what was wrong eventually. She didn't, and now her life hung in the balance. He couldn't leave her, though. This was his fault and he was going to find a way to make it right. MAJOR TRIGGER WARNING: Attempted Suicide.

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    22 Oct 2014

  12. Public Bookmark 3

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    A kingdom slowly decays from the inside-out as the royal family falls apart. Princess Lydia strives to find what she lost to pull herself back together before all hope is lost.

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    22 Oct 2014

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    "So this is what Stiles does. He lies in Scott’s bed and waits for Melissa to say she’s found someone to get it out of him, to cure him of the wrongness and the bad, and he dreams.

    God, he dreams.

    He dreams of fire and swollen bellies and that scene in Alien, of giving birth to jackals through his urethra, the whole horrific nine yards. His head is a terrible place to be, he can’t imagine his stomach is much better, why anyone would want to put a thing inside of it."

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    I was so, so scared of reading this because of the tags, but it was lovely.

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    "I’m trying to like you, Tony. You’re just making it very hard." Steve Rogers/Tony Stark

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    22 Oct 2014

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    Sam and Steve have tracked the Winter Soldier back to New York, but they have to put their search on hold when a wizard starts robbing banks on Broadway. During the fight, Steve gets hit with a spell that separates him from the rest of the Avengers, leaves him 10 inches shorter, 145 pounds lighter, and convinced the year's still 1943.

    And of course once Steve's forgotten about him, he runs into the Winter Soldier.

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    22 Oct 2014

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    "He is very used to wanting things he can’t have. This? This is nothing new."

  16. Public Bookmark 5

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    Dabriel, because who better than to save Dean from all his grief and misery than the archangel himself?

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    23 Oct 2014

  17. Public Bookmark 12

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    Love manifests in a thousand ways, in a thousand worlds. The raging storm of infinity isn't that scary when you've got something to hold onto. This is a collection of AU fics that are all placed in different, alternate extraordinary universes, that all co exist in the same multi verse.

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    22 Oct 2014

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    Oh boooy

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    The moments when we are at our weakest and most vulnerable are the moments when we need those that mean the most to us. Sometimes just knowing someone is there to help you through the pain gives you the strength to pull through. She became the strength he needed when life felt hopeless.

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    22 Oct 2014

  19. Public Bookmark 13

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    Kurt is a little lost in his mundane life. The last thing he expects to come across on his walk home is a lone windblown figure perched on the wrong side of the railing on the edge of the bridge, poised and ready to jump.

    Kurt rushes to save him. With his arms wrapped around the waist of this total stranger, failing over and over to talk him down reasonably, he makes a desperate gamble. The man’s 25th birthday approaches, and Kurt bets that before then, he can prove that life is worth living.

    So against the ticking of the clock, the two strangers embark on wild adventures, trying to find the best parts of being alive. Slowly, Kurt thinks that it might be working, and this man might be falling in love with his life again. But is that all that’s happening?

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    22 Oct 2014

  20. Public Bookmark 1

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    A series of prompts in the universe of the story, Unwell. Requests are open- feel free to request a prompt.

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    22 Oct 2014

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