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    Yuuri just defeated Yurio in the Hot Springs on Ice event. He has everything he wants: Viktor, his family, and his friends are all showing him love and support. However, things aren't as perfect as they appear. Before the season starts, Yuuri has to figure out his theme of love more seriously, but how can he do that if he's struggling to even love himself?

    Healing takes time. Learning patience, forgiveness, and hope take time, too. Yuuri struggles with his own demons, and upon beginning a relationship with Viktor Nikiforov, realizes that he needs to get himself help. But does Viktor have his own problems?

    A fic where Yuuri and Viktor struggle to understand each other's mental illnesses and find the silver lining in all the pain.

    Updates on Mondays:)

    Title inspired by a poem by Oves Anwar https://www.poemhunter.com/poems/silver/page-1/2551/64

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    Victor Nikiforov has friends. He's four time world champion, figure skating god, beloved by most. He's won more medals than he knows what to do with, has more fans than anyone could count, and more money than he could ever possibly spend all of.

    Only one problem; Victor Nikiforov has no friends.

    So, he searches for some. And he finds them in a group chat room titled "crazy people talk about figure skating".

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    Yakov understands, now, what people mean when they say destruction can lead to rebirth.

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    Lonely, tired, and stuck in Detroit for two months due to competitions, Viktor Nikiforov decides he's staying. He's not sure what he expects to find, but it's certainly not love, and he certainly doesn't expect it to come in the form of the World's Cutest Barista.

    But when the pressure of his career threatens to strain his burgeoning relationship, and long-held secrets come into the light, he finds his love tested in ways he'd never anticipated, with life-changing results.

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    The phenomenon of time travel between soulmates is rare but well-documented. Specific incidents vary in duration as well as direction and distance of travel. People can be replaced with older or younger versions of themselves, swapping for minutes or months. But time travel that replaces one partner with the other? That may just be a first.

    Yuuri disappears and leaves a 22-year-old Viktor in his place. 32-year-old Viktor doesn’t cope well.

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    Struggling with depression, Victor tries to find meaning with life...and that meaning may come in the form of an anxiety ridden Yuuri who danced into his life unexpectedly when he needed him the most. With the best of supportive friends, this couple may possibly stand a chance and Victor may find his salvation along with his story.

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    After a whirlwind night Victor Nikiforov is sure he's found his mate in one Yuuri Katsuki. But Yuuri doesn't remember any of this? Worse still-how can Victor control his every alpha instinct screaming at him to claim his omega?

    Victor goes to Hasetsu to court and coach the lovely omega Yuuri Katsuki. Then Yuri Plisetsky shows up and Victor and Yuuri are pretty sure they just became parents and adopted a pup.

    This is the story of Victor and Yuuri falling in love through the skating season and of Yuuri, Victor, and Yuri growing together as a family!

    This story covers Victor and Yuuri meeting at the GPF banquet through the canon timeline, and beyond (with lots of fluffs stuffed in along the way)!

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    “Yes, Yuuri,” he says and moves to brush his lips across Yuuri’s temple.

    He can’t bring himself to pull away yet. Pulling away would mean he’ll have to go back to his room and sleep alone knowing that a few floors down the man whose Words he has on his chest is asleep.

    “I’ll be yours for as long you want me to be.”

    A silence settles over them then and he wonders if Yuuri finally fell asleep but when he pulls away Yuuri is looking at him with the softest expression he’s ever seen and he finds himself hopelessly lost in those eyes. Yuuri reaches up after a moment and caresses his cheeks with a kind of reverence that leaves him breathless.

    “Forever then,” Yuuri murmurs.

    . . .

    Or a soulmate au where they meet, Viktor's immediately smitten, mistakes are made along the way and they discover that even though fate brought them together, love isn't easy but oh is it worth it.

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    Viktor Nikiforov doesn't realize when he reaches rock bottom. He goes with it like he goes with everything else, wings it as well as he can, stands strong and proud in the eye of the hurricane, and ignores the little voices asking why it just won't get better.

    His dysfunctional life won't miraculously sort itself out, and help comes in the form he least expects it: from a man with a mind even rarer than his own, but all the more charming too. Viktor can't help hoping that the last time he falls, Katsuki Yuuri will extend his arms to catch him, even if the monsters of his past cling to him and threaten to crush both of them with malice.

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    Yuuri has no intention of collecting Viktor Nikiforov's soul this early. He also has no intention of letting him live this way.

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    One night, sixteen-year-old Victor shows up in Victor's bed and gets him thinking.

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    For two years Victor Nikiforov has been missing, and in those two years he has been rented out more times than he could count. After one buyer leaves, Victor waits for another, only for the next person to walk through the door is Yuri Katsuki. He doesn't believe it, and loses consciousness. Slowly he learns that it really is his Yuri, the man he had only just married before he had been taken. Both men have to work together to help Victor recover so that he can once again put blades to ice. Yet as they try to work together to help Victor recover, events and people from his two years of captivity start to resurface and threaten to take him back and destroy everything he is trying to hold on to. Will Yuri and Victor be able to keep the demons at bay, or will they take Victor back?

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    Wes Evans visits his little brother in the hills to look for fairies and maybe escape an arranged marriage. He finds himself taken as the new king’s consort, which isn’t quite what he was going for— but it’s better.

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    Twelve new On Horseback stories to go with my Yuri!!! on Ice fic. They'll be posted as I work on my latest fic and will include stories about young Yuuri and Victor, the progression of Otabek and Yurio's relationship, and some added MilaSara stories. I hope you enjoy, my lovelies!

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    Viktor Nikiforov is fascinated by death. He constantly thinks of ways to kill himself, but every time some tiny little good thing happened, no matter how small, it stopped him.

    Yuuri Katsuki was the complete opposite. He thrived for the future, counting down the days till his graduation. Yuuri could then leave this old Michigan town and finally forget his growing grief of his sister's death.

    Yuuri and Viktor met on the edge of the bell tower, it was unclear of who saved who. When they pair up for a project to discover Michigan's breathtaking sights, both Yuuri and Viktor make more important discoveries: It's only with Yuuri that Viktor can be himself-- sweet, caring, and not a freak like every body says he is. And it's only with Viktor that Yuuri can forget to count the days away and start living them. But as Yuuri's world grows, Viktor's begins to shrink.

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    Viktor doesn’t know why, or what it was exactly that makes him so closed off this time of year. It seems to get worse each year. He used to find himself dreading his birthday, now it seems he dreads the entire month as a whole. Maybe he has Seasonal Affective Disorder, he doesn’t know. Yuuri used to make it better. He’d hold Viktor close and whisper to him that everything would be okay, and I’m here, I love you. He hasn’t done that this year. Not that Viktor blames him, it’s his fault really and Yuuri always does what he can. No matter how rocky their relationship has become, Yuuri still tries.

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    Yuuri loves Saturdays, but not this particular one.

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    As the anniversary of his mother's death nears, Viktor has always struggled to cope. But this year, he finds solace in a new place.

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    He robotically followed Makkachin’s motions until he realized she was leaving him down a familiar route. Passed the same grocery shop. Passed the same house with a loud chihuahua in the front yard. All the way to a large edifice of low-income apartments.

    Looking down at Makkachin, Viktor tugged on her leash. “No, Makka, Yuuri is sleeping.”

    Makkachin whined loudly and pointed her nose to the air. Viktor gasped and tried to stop her. He knew what was coming next. Makkachin began to howl loudly, in the middle of several apartment buildings.Viktor scrambled forward and pet her snout affectionately. “Okay, Makka, okay, we’ll see Yuuri.” He lied.

    As if by pure fate, his phone in his pocket began to vibrate. Viktor was shocked by the caller ID. It was Yuuri. He did his best to muster his usual, cheerful air and answered quickly: “Hello, Yuuri,” He chirped.

    “Ugh,” Yuuri groaned, “How are you so peppy this early in the morning?” Yuuri didn’t let him answer his question. “Are you outside my house?”

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    “Yuuri, can I tell you something?” She breathed, her words only loud enough for Yuuri to hear.

    “Of course.”

    “I know I have to do this but I don’t want to.”

    “You don’t have to,” Yuuri told her despite the fact that they both knew it was a lie.

    ---

    Yuuri Katsuki is just another dancer from Hasetsu, a small southern region that most people have never heard of. But with invaders threatening from the south, he and his troop head to the capital in the hopes of winning the Prince's favor and his hand.

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    Life as Death is simple.

    He guides souls, protects them, and keeps the Universe balanced by ensuring every death is followed. Death only sees those who cheat him – spirits who refuse to move on from their life or people who do not follow their fate and do not die when they’re supposed to.

    Yuuri is Death and he has a job to do.

    But life as Death gets complicated when he sees Victor. And even more, when he does the one thing he is not supposed to do – change a fate and save a life.

    ~

    Or: Yuuri is Death itself and finds himself unknowingly falling in love with Victor, a lonely soul who falls for Yuuri too.

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