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    Yuuri just defeated Yuri in the Hot Springs on Ice competition. He has his idol coaching him, and his family supporting him. Then why does he still feel like things aren't right?

    The story behind the story- how Yuuri's anxiety and issues didn't magically go away because Victor was there. How he comes to terms with his mental illness, and the ramifications that it has on his relationship with him.

    Also, shameless smut, because that's how I show my love.

    Title inspired by a poem by Oves Anwar https://www.poemhunter.com/poems/silver/page-1/2551/64

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    21/?
    Comments:
    133
    Kudos:
    179
    Bookmarks:
    38
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    3372
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    Twelve new On Horseback stories to go with my Yuri!!! on Ice fic. They'll be posted as I work on my latest fic and will include stories about young Yuuri and Victor, the progression of Otabek and Yurio's relationship, and some added MilaSara stories. I hope you enjoy, my lovelies!

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    3,656
    Chapters:
    3/11
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    20
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    228
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    Victor Nikiforov has friends. He's four time world champion, figure skating god, beloved by most. He's won more medals than he knows what to do with, has more fans than anyone could count, and more money than he could ever possibly spend all of.

    Only one problem; Victor Nikiforov has no friends.

    So, he searches for some. And he finds them in a group chat room titled "crazy people talk about figure skating".

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    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    109
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    949
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    It’s late and Viktor is out drinking by himself trying to self-medicate against the void inside of him. But it’s not working. The void is still present, its growing stronger. He was closing in on himself. But yet, Yuuri still loves him.

    A story of Viktor's struggle with depression.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    413
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    "He's adrift and he's alone and he can't swim. What scares him most is that he doesn't feel like saving himself." Prequel to Catch Me, Capture Me (my artist AU) which focuses more on Victor's background. Talented but lonely, revered in the eyes of the public but barely conversive in real life, he's got a lot of figuring out to do. It won't all be fun.

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    English
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    38,135
    Chapters:
    12/13
    Comments:
    96
    Kudos:
    37
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    Viktor Nikiforov is fascinated by death. He constantly thinks of ways to kill himself, but every time some tiny little good thing happened, no matter how small, it stopped him.

    Yuuri Katsuki was the complete opposite. He thrived for the future, counting down the days till his graduation. Yuuri could then leave this old Michigan town and finally forget his growing grief of his sister's death.

    Yuuri and Viktor met on the edge of the bell tower, it was unclear of who saved who. When they pair up for a project to discover Michigan's breathtaking sights, both Yuuri and Viktor make more important discoveries: It's only with Yuuri that Viktor can be himself-- sweet, caring, and not a freak like every body says he is. And it's only with Viktor that Yuuri can forget to count the days away and start living them. But as Yuuri's world grows, Viktor's begins to shrink.

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    2,423
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    2
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    7
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    95
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    Struggling with depression, Victor tries to find meaning with life...and that meaning may come in the form of an anxiety ridden Yuuri who danced into his life unexpectedly when he needed him the most. With the best of supportive friends, this couple may possibly stand a chance and Victor may find his salvation along with his story.

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    Chapters:
    46/?
    Comments:
    745
    Kudos:
    495
    Bookmarks:
    68
    Hits:
    10352
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    For eyes that have memorized every boring old street, every boring old place, every boring old person,

    it must be fate that you came completely new.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    593
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    After a whirlwind night Victor Nikiforov is sure he's found his mate in one Yuuri Katsuki. But Yuuri doesn't remember any of this? Worse still-how can Victor control his every alpha instinct screaming at him to claim his omega?

    Victor goes to Hasetsu to court and coach the lovely omega Yuuri Katsuki. Then Yuri Plisetsky shows up and Victor and Yuuri are pretty sure they just became parents and adopted a pup.

    This is the story of Victor and Yuuri falling in love through the skating season and of Yuuri, Victor, and Yuri growing together as a family!

    This story covers Victor and Yuuri meeting at the GPF banquet through the canon timeline, and beyond (with lots of fluffs stuffed in along the way)!

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    Chapters:
    24/?
    Comments:
    1044
    Kudos:
    2007
    Bookmarks:
    428
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    52976
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    "I know we only really met yesterday, and this may be skipping ahead a lot," says Victor, "but would it be all right if we told people we're dating?"

    Language:
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    Chapters:
    12/24
    Comments:
    1236
    Kudos:
    2034
    Bookmarks:
    432
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    Victor Nikiforov, a famous actor, finds himself having problems with his hair. Critical problems ! He then remembers the Japanese salon where he cut off his long silvery blond hair and decides to go back and ask the owner of the place to help him. But when you get there, he hardly know what to expect.

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    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    15
    Bookmarks:
    1
    Hits:
    590
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    Yuri wants to get some kind of reaction. Any kind of reaction. He’s the one that ground his ass on Victor’s dick in a crowded train. He’s the one that sucked Victor off one lazy afternoon after practice. He’s the one who’s been on pins and fucking needles since Sochi, watching as something thick and ugly loomed over Victor, something that he couldn’t divert or control.

    Written For NSFW Yurio Week 2017

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    65
    Bookmarks:
    11
    Hits:
    799
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    Victor's life before Yuuri was grey and dull and while that changed when Yuuri came into his life love isn't a cure.

    Just a short fic of Victor using his words to share his feelings with Yuuri

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    615
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    55
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    450
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    Life as Death is simple.

    He guides souls, protects them, and keeps the Universe balanced by ensuring every death is followed. Death only sees those who cheat him – spirits who refuse to move on from their life or people who do not follow their fate and do not die when they’re supposed to.

    Yuuri is Death and he has a job to do.

    But life as Death gets complicated when he sees Victor. And even more, when he does the one thing he is not supposed to do – change a fate and save a life.

    ~

    Or: Yuuri is Death itself and finds himself unknowingly falling in love with Victor, a lonely soul who falls for Yuuri too.

    Language:
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    221,025
    Chapters:
    35/35
    Comments:
    794
    Kudos:
    591
    Bookmarks:
    117
    Hits:
    8551
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    Viktor Nikiforov is a 23 year old skater who would do anything to skate on the same ice as his 27 year old idol Yuuri Katsuki.

    Yuuri Katsuki is a legendary figure skater who just wants to see the confidence in Viktor bloom.

    Language:
    English
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    13,448
    Chapters:
    12/?
    Comments:
    38
    Kudos:
    192
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    3829
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    " --ɪs ɪᴛ ᴍʏ ғᴀᴜʟᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴅɪsᴀᴘᴘᴇᴀʀᴇᴅ?! ɪ ᴅᴇsᴇʀᴠᴇ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴀᴛ ʟᴇᴀsᴛ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴍᴜᴄʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄʀᴜᴇʟ ʙᴀsᴛᴀʀᴅ!-- "

     

    ʜɪᴛᴍᴀɴ ᴀᴜ
    ᴍᴏᴅᴇʀɴ ᴀᴜ
    ᴠɪᴄᴛᴏʀ x ʏᴜᴜʀɪ
    ᴠɪᴄᴛᴜᴜʀɪ
    ʏᴜʀɪ!!! ᴏɴ ɪᴄᴇ ᴀᴜ
    •originally put on my Wattpad•

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    English
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    2,113
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    17
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    387
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    a single conversation sparks a downward spiral for Victor

    Language:
    English
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    3,598
    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    13
    Kudos:
    120
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    2199
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    If you have something to share, you can share. If you don’t, you don’t. Isn’t it better to hide the parts that people don’t need to see to keep your image?”


    Only after a stupid decision do you realize your mistake, and Viktor couldn't take back his words. Everything was perfect, everything that he said was true. The last comment shattered everything. And in this day and age, Viktor never realized of how many people actually listened to a word that he said until that tiny portion of the conference was leaked onto the internet.

    What he meant was: Keep your “downtime” separate from your professional life.

    What everyone else heard: I, Viktor Nikiforov, am an illicit character with dangerous motives.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    14,428
    Chapters:
    2/?
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    28
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    509
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    In which Victor accidentally leaves his "letter of feelings" that was written to no one on the table at the cafe Yuri works at, and Yuri finds it and decides to reply.

    [Alternate Universe]

    Language:
    English
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    9,222
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    17
    Kudos:
    112
    Bookmarks:
    21
    Hits:
    1495
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    Based on the writing prompt: "different ways to say I love you"

     

    “Hey,” Yuuri returned, unaware of his interruption. He balanced two plates in his hands, smiling up at Viktor, “I got you some samosas and those shrimp wraps that you like.”

     

    Viktor grinned and pressed a kiss to Yuuri’s temple.

     

    “There’s more than one way to say it,” Viktor offered.

     

    Yuri watched them, unsure how to respond. He settled with scoffing and walking off to find someone who made more sense.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    461

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