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    Stiles clenched his fists, feeling empty and alone. He took a deep breath, shuddering shakily when he exhaled and his eyes began to sting and fill with moisture. He wiped at them angrily, he refused to cry. He breathed deeply to keep himself calm, to keep the overwhelming feeling of panic at bay, he didn't want to have a panic attack, not here, not out in the open like this. Derek was out there, he knew it, and he wasn't going to embarrass himself further in front of the werewolf. To make himself look needy. Stiles just let his shoulders slump with defeat and climbed into his jeep.

    No one wants you.

    He drove home silently, entered the house, and laid upon the bed. His felt his eyes droop heavily, his breathing evened out shortly after, and he fell asleep easily. He then entered a dream where the pain wasn't as sharp and he wasn't alone. He entered a dream where he was just a shadow to those that didn't matter and was someone important to a person that did.

    **due to the disappointed reviews given by my readers I am going to rewrite the ending of this fic. You can read this version but I will be posting and new and approved version in a week or so. Please be patient and thank you for the understanding!!

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    21 Oct 2014

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    Five times Stiles ran into one Derek Hale and one time Derek Hale brought Stiles to Scott McCall

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    20 Oct 2014

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Derek is a bit of a creeper. As in he likes watching Stiles. But really, he's worried about the teen because he's been acting down after the crazy at the warehouse. Derek decides to read Stiles' journal and sets out to cheer him up.

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    20 Oct 2014

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    Derek reads Stiles' journal

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    Stiles clenched his fists, feeling empty and alone. He took a deep breath, shuddering shakily when he exhaled and his eyes began to sting and fill with moisture. He wiped at them angrily, he refused to cry. He breathed deeply to keep himself calm, to keep the overwhelming feeling of panic at bay, he didn't want to have a panic attack, not here, not out in the open like this. Derek was out there, he knew it, and he wasn't going to embarrass himself further in front of the werewolf. To make himself look needy. Stiles just let his shoulders slump with defeat and climbed into his jeep.

    No one wants you.

    He drove home silently, entered the house, and laid upon the bed. His felt his eyes droop heavily, his breathing evened out shortly after, and he fell asleep easily. He then entered a dream where the pain wasn't as sharp and he wasn't alone. He entered a dream where he was just a shadow to those that didn't matter and was someone important to a person that did.

    **due to the disappointed reviews given by my readers I am going to rewrite the ending of this fic. You can read this version but I will be posting and new and approved version in a week or so. Please be patient and thank you for the understanding!!

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    19 Oct 2014

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    He's no stranger to the dull, empty ache that comes with losing someone he loves.

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    19 Oct 2014

  6. Public Bookmark 25

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    12 year old Stiles struggles with his ADHD a lot. After a particularly bad day, he meets the stuttering Derek at the park. They become friends right away, finally having found someone who understands. They continue to have secret meetings for about a year, when suddenly Derek disappears from Stiles’ life.

    Stiles doesn’t take it well, but is able to cope with the loss. Until two years later he loses another person close to him, and then it’s just too much.

    He breaks down.

    If only he knew it is everything he needs to find Derek again.

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    19 Oct 2014

  7. Public Bookmark 25

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    12 year old Stiles struggles with his ADHD a lot. After a particularly bad day, he meets the stuttering Derek at the park. They become friends right away, finally having found someone who understands. They continue to have secret meetings for about a year, when suddenly Derek disappears from Stiles’ life.

    Stiles doesn’t take it well, but is able to cope with the loss. Until two years later he loses another person close to him, and then it’s just too much.

    He breaks down.

    If only he knew it is everything he needs to find Derek again.

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    18 Oct 2014

  8. Public Bookmark 25

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    12 year old Stiles struggles with his ADHD a lot. After a particularly bad day, he meets the stuttering Derek at the park. They become friends right away, finally having found someone who understands. They continue to have secret meetings for about a year, when suddenly Derek disappears from Stiles’ life.

    Stiles doesn’t take it well, but is able to cope with the loss. Until two years later he loses another person close to him, and then it’s just too much.

    He breaks down.

    If only he knew it is everything he needs to find Derek again.

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    18 Oct 2014

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    The coppery tang of blood flooded Derek's nose as he neared the Stilinski' home, walking through the neighborhood, the last location on his list-that-he-did-not-keep of pack-houses-that-certainly-didn't-need-to-be-patrolled. His first feeling was one of confusion, and maybe a bit of disbelief. His first instinct, was to attack whatever had caused this sudden, horrible panic. His next – noticeably more calm and rational reaction, the one he listened to – was to assess the situation before going in, claws and teeth bared against an unknown threat to someone that he considered a part of his pack. Already, in the back of his mind he had sorted through all of his people, his pack, and that particular scent, was sending up flares of warning and cold terror.

    There was no doubt that the blood belonged to Stiles Stilinski.

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    18 Oct 2014

  10. Rec 25

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    12 year old Stiles struggles with his ADHD a lot. After a particularly bad day, he meets the stuttering Derek at the park. They become friends right away, finally having found someone who understands. They continue to have secret meetings for about a year, when suddenly Derek disappears from Stiles’ life.

    Stiles doesn’t take it well, but is able to cope with the loss. Until two years later he loses another person close to him, and then it’s just too much.

    He breaks down.

    If only he knew it is everything he needs to find Derek again.

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    18 Oct 2014

  11. Public Bookmark 5

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    Stiles finds Derek dead and can't deal with any of it. He's not sleeping. Not eating. Or being remotely normal loud-mouthed Stiles. He refuses everything. He hallucinates Derek's broken howls. Nothing feels right.

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    18 Oct 2014

  12. Public Bookmark 63

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    After the death of his mother, Stiles's father begins to drink and becoming to close to Stiles. Eventually he starts sexually abusing him. When Stiles is older, he meets his new friend Derek's uncle Peter and he notices what's going on and things develop from there!

     

    **********************************WARNING**************************************
    Please be warned there is a lot of abuse in this story. Their is a TON of parent/Child Incest abuse. If this triggers you, then please do not read! If they don't trigger you and you just don't like this kind of thing, please do not waste your time and mine by reading and then commenting harsh things! ENJOY

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    17 Oct 2014

  13. Public Bookmark 75

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    Nothing prepared him for this. There isn't a handbook for this type of life.
    Stiles knows. He checked.

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    17 Oct 2014

  14. Public Bookmark 75

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    Nothing prepared him for this. There isn't a handbook for this type of life.
    Stiles knows. He checked.

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    17 Oct 2014

  15. Public Bookmark 75

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    Nothing prepared him for this. There isn't a handbook for this type of life.
    Stiles knows. He checked.

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    16 Oct 2014

  16. Public Bookmark 75

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    Nothing prepared him for this. There isn't a handbook for this type of life.
    Stiles knows. He checked.

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    16 Oct 2014

  17. Public Bookmark 36

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    Stiles is the half-sister to Dean and Sam Winchester. Ensue sarcasm, angst, hunting, and protective older brothers who disapprove of a certain werewolf pack that Stiles loves.

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    15 Oct 2014

  18. Public Bookmark 32

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    “I thought you said you never wanted to fall in love?”

     

     

     

     

    Stiles stopped, turning around slowly to face his sister.

     

    “That’s the point, Lyds. The man I’m talking about doesn’t exist, and if he doesn’t exist…I’ll never die of a broken heart.” He said.

     

     

    aka my take on a Practical Magic AU

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    14 Oct 2014

  19. Public Bookmark 32

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    “I thought you said you never wanted to fall in love?”

     

     

     

     

    Stiles stopped, turning around slowly to face his sister.

     

    “That’s the point, Lyds. The man I’m talking about doesn’t exist, and if he doesn’t exist…I’ll never die of a broken heart.” He said.

     

     

    aka my take on a Practical Magic AU

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    14 Oct 2014

  20. Public Bookmark 3

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    It turns out Stiles is both, Jackson's and Scott's mate. Stiles/Jackson/Scott. Mpreg.

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    14 Oct 2014

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