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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    ch4

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    4 Mar 2015

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    It all seemed to be okay for a while, but Stiles supposes a happy ending was never in the cards for them in the first place. Derek is killed in an explosion just as everything begins to piece together. Stiles begins seeing and hearing Derek all the time.. Is he going crazy, or could it be that the man standing in the doorway with sad eyes is his fallen companion?

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    Stiles Stilinski, the guy who almost died and was bitten by his best bud. I never wanted the bite, because hey, who would break the barriers of mountain ash? But it happened, and I may or may not have had amazing butt sex with the great ol' former alpha, Sour Wolf. Women are the ones that get pregnant, right? But yeah, I'm a dude, with a six month old baby bump, and no baby daddy.

    Derek is somewhere in South America with Cora, ensuring that she's alive and well, and he's not coming back for another year. Or more. And I'm pregnant with his cub, and he won't be here to see him be born. Or her. Scott knows, but I refuse to find out. If Derek doesn't know, than neither should I, right?

    I could always call. Tell him about our cub, our baby, and see if he chooses his sister over his own, the other way around or brings Cora back to California as a whole. But there's always the possibility of him laughing through the phone and deciding to stay in South America. It doesn't seem like something he would do. But who would want to come home to a child with a man - a boy - you've fucked once for the sake of a fuck?

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    12 year old Stiles struggles with his ADHD a lot. After a particularly bad day, he meets the stuttering Derek at the park. They become friends right away, finally having found someone who understands. They continue to have secret meetings for about a year, when suddenly Derek disappears from Stiles’ life.

    Stiles doesn’t take it well, but is able to cope with the loss. Until two years later he loses another person close to him, and then it’s just too much.

    He breaks down.

    If only he knew it is everything he needs to find Derek again.

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    3 Mar 2015

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    Maybe you notice the sky is a little bleaker and the days are a bit longer, and maybe you want to ignore it. Your blood runs black and your heart is autumn leaves, and then you have to stop and acknowledge the yellowing tint to your skin as you die from the inside out.

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    3 Mar 2015

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    Stiles is kicked out of the pack. Well not intentionally but combined with being left behind by his bestfriend , Jacksons bullying and his Dads disappointed looks, Stiles is pretty ready for it. That doesn't mean it hurts anyless. So he ditches the layers, makes friends with the punk rock feminists in Beacon Hills and even jumps into a mosh pit. But, for some reason Derek Hale is still on his mind, his hands keep sparking and theres this weird book in his moms closet that has some weird witch brews in it.

    Why is junior year so complicated?

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    3 Mar 2015

  18. Public Bookmark 68

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    12 year old Stiles struggles with his ADHD a lot. After a particularly bad day, he meets the stuttering Derek at the park. They become friends right away, finally having found someone who understands. They continue to have secret meetings for about a year, when suddenly Derek disappears from Stiles’ life.

    Stiles doesn’t take it well, but is able to cope with the loss. Until two years later he loses another person close to him, and then it’s just too much.

    He breaks down.

    If only he knew it is everything he needs to find Derek again.

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    3 Mar 2015

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    It was January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death. His eyes and throat were raw from crying, his insides numb. Stiles blinked, unfazed as he watched another tear fall to the dark liquid below and break the surface in a plethora of tiny ripples.

    The bastard, he thought bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    3 Mar 2015

  20. Public Bookmark 12

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    Maybe you notice the sky is a little bleaker and the days are a bit longer, and maybe you want to ignore it. Your blood runs black and your heart is autumn leaves, and then you have to stop and acknowledge the yellowing tint to your skin as you die from the inside out.

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