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    January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death.

    The bastard, he thinks bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    The coppery tang of blood flooded Derek's nose as he neared the Stilinski' home, walking through the neighborhood, the last location on his list-that-he-did-not-keep of pack-houses-that-certainly-didn't-need-to-be-patrolled. His first feeling was one of confusion, and maybe a bit of disbelief. His first instinct, was to attack whatever had caused this sudden, horrible panic. His next – noticeably more calm and rational reaction, the one he listened to – was to assess the situation before going in, claws and teeth bared against an unknown threat to someone that he considered a part of his pack. Already, in the back of his mind he had sorted through all of his people, his pack, and that particular scent, was sending up flares of warning and cold terror.

    There was no doubt that the blood belonged to Stiles Stilinski.

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    Stiles remembered everything. He remembered when he first met Scott. When he had his first asthma attack. The first time they ever went out the field for lacrosse. It was a summer dream. But Stiles knew things wouldn't be that way forever. He was smart like that. He knew when Scott blew him off for his friends. When he blew him off for his new girlfriend. He just knew. It was his trademark, to know things. Which is why Derek Hale was such a surprise.

     

    (Also, this fic is kind of a gift for my favorite fic writer, TheTyperwriterGirl, who gave us Home and a world to its own. This is one small way of thanking her.)

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    22 Feb 2017

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    Hydra takes an interest in the Nogitsune (and how Stiles was able to remove him). The Avengers take an interest in Stiles (and Malia). The Beacon Hills pack (mainly Scott and Lydia) realize they should have taken a little more interest in Stiles and Malia from the start.

    Now Hydra is after Stiles, the Avengers have adopted a boy and his pet coyote, and Beacon Hills has the chance to catch its breath and realize just how fucked up things have been.

    CROSS POSTED TO FF.NET

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    22 Feb 2017

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    Stiles remembered everything. He remembered when he first met Scott. When he had his first asthma attack. The first time they ever went out the field for lacrosse. It was a summer dream. But Stiles knew things wouldn't be that way forever. He was smart like that. He knew when Scott blew him off for his friends. When he blew him off for his new girlfriend. He just knew. It was his trademark, to know things. Which is why Derek Hale was such a surprise.

     

    (Also, this fic is kind of a gift for my favorite fic writer, TheTyperwriterGirl, who gave us Home and a world to its own. This is one small way of thanking her.)

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    21 Feb 2017

  6. Public Bookmark 12

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    Stiles is trying, he really is but the Nogitsune screwed him up. After finding a friendship with Derek, Stiles once again says the wrong thing at the wrong time. He leaves the loft wondering just how much he screwed up the one good thing he had.

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    21 Feb 2017

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    Stiles remembered everything. He remembered when he first met Scott. When he had his first asthma attack. The first time they ever went out the field for lacrosse. It was a summer dream. But Stiles knew things wouldn't be that way forever. He was smart like that. He knew when Scott blew him off for his friends. When he blew him off for his new girlfriend. He just knew. It was his trademark, to know things. Which is why Derek Hale was such a surprise.

     

    (Also, this fic is kind of a gift for my favorite fic writer, TheTyperwriterGirl, who gave us Home and a world to its own. This is one small way of thanking her.)

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    21 Feb 2017

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    January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death.

    The bastard, he thinks bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    21 Feb 2017

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    Stiles remembered everything. He remembered when he first met Scott. When he had his first asthma attack. The first time they ever went out the field for lacrosse. It was a summer dream. But Stiles knew things wouldn't be that way forever. He was smart like that. He knew when Scott blew him off for his friends. When he blew him off for his new girlfriend. He just knew. It was his trademark, to know things. Which is why Derek Hale was such a surprise.

     

    (Also, this fic is kind of a gift for my favorite fic writer, TheTyperwriterGirl, who gave us Home and a world to its own. This is one small way of thanking her.)

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    21 Feb 2017

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    January seventh. Seven days since the start of 2015, and seven days since his father’s death.

    The bastard, he thinks bitterly. The past year Derek Hale had made it blatantly obvious that he hated his scrawny guts, taking every given opportunity to shove him up against a wall, growl threats in his ears and roll his eyes whenever he stepped into the room, muttering some snide comment about how spastic or idiotic he was.

    So why did he fucking volunteer to take him in?

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    21 Feb 2017

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    Stiles is trying to deal with this new found darkness around his heart after saving his father from the Darach. Allison and Scott seem to be fine, but Stiles just isn't coping very well. When the Nemeton turns Beacon Hills into a veritable Hellmouth, Derek and Jackson show back up and things really start to get crazy.

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    21 Feb 2017

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    Stiles is having a GREAT time at college. Really. Just because he's crying more often than not, and feels completely reckless with what things he does, doesn't mean he's not having a great time.

    Peter does not feel the same way.

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    21 Feb 2017

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    Stiles gets turned into a werewolf against his own will and tries to drink away the pain. He pushes everyone away, but that doesn't stop Derek from trying to be there for him.

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    20 Feb 2017

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    Stiles is trying to be strong, he really is. It's just not working out anymore. He writes journal entries to get his thoughts out, to try and relieve some of the pain caused by the Nogitsune and the death of his friends. Things take a turn for the worst, but there's someone who hasn't lost faith in him: Derek.

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    20 Feb 2017

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    "I don't know, maybe dying took a bigger toll on me than I realized." He sounds so emotionless and exhausted - so unlike Stiles. Derek hates it. He hates that Stiles is feeling like this, hates that Stiles is going through this.

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    Stiles is a little depressed. Derek makes it a little better.

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    20 Feb 2017

  16. Public Bookmark 6

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    "Little do you know how I'm breaking as your falling asleep. Little do you know I'm still haunted by the memories..."

    Stiles had just reached his breaking point...

    *Just a short fic for a song I love!*

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    20 Feb 2017

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    A cloud of condensed breath curls out and away from him as he watches the dark figure stumble assertively away. He feels a tug in his gut, a silent promise of regret. He jerks forward, but the silhouette has already evaporated, blending into the harsh, January night. The loss is overwhelming, clutching at his limbs, making everything heavier. He can’t catch up to him, no matter how hard he pushes himself forward. Oh god, oh god, oh god…
     

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    or, that time i rewrote something while i was deliriously sick w/ mono and wracked with pain, desperately hoping that this slightly different fic would somehow excuse the other one w/ the voicemail thing (You Used To Call Me On My Cell Phone, in case you wanted to sob for hours or a reason to throw bricks at my head)

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    20 Feb 2017

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    "You killed me, You killed your friends. You killed your dad." She spits out and begins to stand

    "I'm sorry momma, please forgive me." He says with a shaky voice, The woman's posture relaxes and her face becomes warm again.

    "Look around you."
    He does and the sight has him screaming and sobbing. The grass around him is stained red as the bodies of the ones he loves are littered around. He looks at his blood coated hands and the knife he is holding firmly, at his feet Derek lays lifeless and staring off into nothing.

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    20 Feb 2017

  19. Public Bookmark 9

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    Why doesn't anyone notice? How could they not? How could they not see him falling further and further into a life that no one should be victim to. What happens when their pack mate disappears? Is it too late?

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    20 Feb 2017

  20. Public Bookmark 1

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    Sad Stiles.

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    20 Feb 2017

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