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    Sequel to 'The Forbidden' Gabriel and Sam have overcome the threat angels posed on Sam's life and now reside in Heaven, but things are far from ideal. Sam must overcome the severe prejudice the angels have against his kind, as well as contending with the loss of his brother and his growing powers. Can he overcome it all or is he doomed to live in misery?

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    A few days after saving Wendy Hanscum, the brothers are in need of a break. While the Moose takes some much needed "me" time, Dean checks in on their friend Donna and gets the rest and relaxation he requires in order to move forward.

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    Dean was worried, sam obviously wasn’t getting better but he really didn’t know how to help.

    REQUESTED PROMPT:

     

    Person A no matter how hard they try to stop it from happening always ends up with pen all over their hands, and they don’t know why.
    so person B buys them heaps of nice looking pencils for them to use instead of pens

    BONUS: person A manages to get pencil shavings all over their hands any way (or chews on the pencils)

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    "This ends one way for us, Dean. It ends bloody. It ends bad."

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    I used to wonder, if I pretend for long enough that I’m ok, maybe I’ll believe it, too. Everyone else has already been fooled, so how much harder do I need to try to make it real? I used to wonder about that, wonder about it a lot. But not anymore. Now I know it doesn’t matter. Because everything is still inside of me, and it’s never going to go away. The guilt, the hatred.

    The truth.

    The monster.

    Sam has finally had enough. While Castiel and Dean are both out of the hotel room, Sam writes a letter.

    Chapter Seven was deleted and revamped. It's a lot better than the original, I promise!

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    Sam Winchester grew up loyal to the dream his dead mother had for him. She wanted her boys to be normal.

    Michael is loyal to his father, who may as well be dead with all he's tried to contact them.

    A case of mistaken identity on Michael's part leads to some embarrassment and a bit of something else.

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    Sam jackknifes out of bed, cold sweat gluing the sheets to him, thrashing his way back to consciousness. Panting, he rubs a hand across his face, frowning when it comes away bloody. He gets up, has a glass of whiskey, and goes back to bed. It’s a nightmare, it has to be. Dean is dead, exploded with Dick.

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    There is a story of two lovers – meant to be, written in the stars, but not in the kind that tell of true love, but instead true hatred.

    Meant to abhor each other, yet with such a fierce passion for love for the other.

    Now, this was unheard of in the country Abmerience. Lovers? That hated each other? Please. There was your soulmate, and there was your archenemy. Nobody else. Nobody that you hated and loved.

    Confused yet? Let’s elaborate.

    Every person had two times on their wrists.
    It didn’t matter where you lived, whether in Abmerience, or any other country like Haleious or Teliancembry, everyone had two times, and that
    was just a fact.

    Time 1.
    The first time, the one on everyone’s left wrist, was the time they would first see or meet their soulmate. For example – Dean Winchester’s was
    12:49 PM, September 19th, 3008. That’s when he met his best friend and love of his life – Castiel. Castiel Novak.

    Time 2.
    The second time, the one that was on your right wrist, was the time one would meet your archenemy. You know, the one person that you’ll detest with every fibre of your being. The one person that you’ll have to kill.

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    Dean wanted a home, his entire life in foster care he'd yearned for this now because of Sam and Cas he had it. If only he could hold on to it. Dean has two secrets trying to tear his home apart one from the world and one from Cas. Yet He isn't the only one with secrets. While Dean is being eaten away with guilt, Sam has his own weight on his shoulders. Drugs had always been a monkey on his back one he'd given up fighting. Sam just wanted to get high. Cas didn't know what he wanted anymore. Once upon time he thought he'd be ok just grasping at the pleasure of the moment, but now that moment is stretching out into a possible future. The walls around his heart are finally crumbling, he is ready to open up. He wants to trust again, but the secret Dean is keeping from him is enough to brake any fragile trust he can build.
    Dean is fighting his own internalized homophobia
    Sam is fighting his addiction
    Cas is fighting to trust again
    There will be suffering, but the only way they can stay together is if they grow together.

    THIS IS A SECOND STORY IT WILL NOT MAKE SENSE WITHOUT READING THE FIRST STORY

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    This probably will loosely follow canon, but obviously Jess is alive so it’s not that accurate to the show. I don’t own the characters, though I wish I did, don’t we all? Also I accidentally orphaned it, because my account was acting up, sorry.
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    Jess had been sitting on a bed, that much she remembered. She was starting to fall asleep, waiting for Sam to get back and trying not to worry about where the hell he was or what he was doing. She hadn’t slept in four days now, or not well at least. So she fell asleep. First there was the knife plunged into her gut and slicing into it with a searing pain. Then there was fire. Lots of fire, everywhere, and she remembered feeling it burning and smelling her flesh and hair getting singed.. And now she felt exhausted and everything tingled, from her head to her toes and all the parts in-between. She could tell someone was moving around her but she didn’t have the strength to open her eyes or even speak. Her mouth felt full of cotton. She could hear talking but It was some strange language she didn’t know, kind of sounded like a made up one.

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    This probably will loosely follow cannon, but obviously Jess is alive so it’s not that accurate to the show. I don’t own the characters, though I wish I did, don’t we all?
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    Jess had been sitting on bed, that much she remembered. She was starting to fall asleep, waiting for Sam to get back and trying not to worry about where the hell he was or what he was doing. She hadn’t slept in four days now, or not well at least. So she fell asleep. First there was the knife plunged into her gut and slicing into it with a searing pain. Then there was fire. Lots of fire, everywhere, and she remembered feeling it burning and smelling her flesh and hair getting singed.. And now she felt exhausted and everything tingled, from her head to her toes and all the parts in-between. She could tell someone was moving around her but she didn’t have the strength to open her eyes or even speak. Her mouth felt full of cotton. She could hear talking but It was some strange language she didn’t know, kind of sounded like a made up one. She could hear her name being said every few words and she was trying to figure out if she was dead and what exactly happened after it all went dark.

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    Sam walks out after a fight with John, only to encounter an aggressive group of alphas. After he beats them soundly in a fight, they turn the tables and force him through a barbaric "bitching" ritual to turn him omega. John and Dean must now find a way to get Sam to behave like a "proper" omega, under the threat that Sam could be taken away, publicly humiliated and/or assigned to some other alpha. Sam resists, because he's still the same competent hunter he always was and he doesn't see why he should be treated differently. It all comes down to a painful-drawn out battle of wills between John and Sam against a ticking clock that will bring ramifications none of them expect. The Winchester family dynamics will have to shatter and be rebuilt from the ground up if the three of them are to come through this crisis intact.

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    Castiel knew this was a stupid idea. But, he never had a chance to be a big brother before. And Sam was just begging for the comfort of an older sibling. Dean wasn't doing his job, so Castiel stepped up to the plate.

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    "Sam,” Dean’s voice was a cracked whisper as he rushed forward and knelt next to his brother. He ignored the blood seeping into the knee of his jeans as he shook his brother, “Sam, what the fuck did you do?”

    Sam's in a bad place. Dean doesn't realise just how much his brother is struggling.

    (Request fill)

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    Sam can't go to sleep, so his brain takes him on a trip down memory lane (aka Sam remembers all the bad things in his life at once).

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    Dean's been having these...weird dreams since he became a werewolf...

    They are like bits and pieces of imagery and Dean doesn't understand them one bit, always startling him awake. Being the first of his kind he calls Omegas, the first changed human. It's not like he can go around asking anyone if this is normal. Maybe he is overthinking this.

    Dreams are just Dreams.

    Though when his dreams start to show visions of the future, Dean wonders if they are really just dreams or something much more.

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    Dean's got his very own angel...and God wouldn't want Sam to miss out, would He? Never let it be said that He isn't fair to our poor, lonely moose. Sequel to '100 Cheesy Destiel Situations' and third in my daily drabbles series (I'm basically reusing my '100' prompts in a different order). Like '100', rated E for a good reason.

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    After a successful hunt, the two usually cracked open a couple of beers. It was their way of celebrating, but Sam had taken it to a whole new level. There was a tremendous difference between having a couple of drinks and downing the entire supply; a huge contrast between obtaining a buzz and getting hammered.

    Sam wasn’t ignorant. He knew what would happen if he drank and drank and drank, which could only mean one thing.

    Sam had wanted to get drunk.

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    Or the one where Dean finds a drunk Sam suffering over the barely explained Tuesday time-loop and finally learns the truth.

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    Short summary: Demon Dean begins his killing spree and becomes thoroughly addicted to slaughter. He is plagued still by thoughts of Castiel, his thoughts turn to fantasies and he finally decides to see if the "Angel of the Lord" will still answer his prayers.

    NOT A FEEL-GOOD FIC!

    ~Emery

    MY INSPIRATION PLAYLIST (All the songs included in it) FOR THIS FIC CAN BE FOUND HERE:
    https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLazzTOezW68r99LNX7NyxE52T6zPChZSC

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