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    What happens when the cut on Dean's arm, done to prove he is human, gets noticed by the school? They come to certain conclusions and Dean finds himself forced to go to the school counsellor. The young hunter has to play along or they will call John, only for them to find out that John is not in the picture at the moment and the boy's are living alone out of a motel room.
    During Dean's sessions he is forced to confront the doubts he has buried in his head over the life they live. He is forced to really think about his life and for the first time, to think about what he wants to do with it. Dean is forced to confront his pain. Pain he didn't realise he had, and didn't dare recognise before now.
    With the boy's alone Dean and Sam are safe to enjoy normality for once. Dean could now concentrate on; his brother, homework, providing and creating a home home for Sam and a pair of blue eyes Dean keeps seeing when waiting for his counselling sessions, and cant get out of his head. Blue eyes belonging to a boy Dean found himself compelled to try to save and protect.
    Good things do not last forever, Dean knew that more than anyone. He knew it was only a matter of time until John returns.

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    When Dean is plagued with several symptoms of illness, he becomes a target for a malicious plot against his life. A rogue reaper left with little power makes several attempts on Dean’s life and almost succeeds. With no way to even reach the reaper, will they be able to save Dean in time?

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    Dean, nie kuś Crowleya!
    ...Crowley, nie zachęcaj go!

    Kiedy Sam i Castiel zostają parą i decydują się porzucić styl życia łowcy, Dean również postanawia coś zmienić. Wyjeżdża na urlop — prosto do Crowleya.

    Fik jest zapisem RP. Prosimy o czytanie ostrzeżeń przed konkretnymi rozdziałami.

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    Cas calls it his checklist. After a bad breakup, he decided to draw up a list of things he wanted from a guy.

    If it were up to him, that list would’ve just been a list. He would've given up on love after Inias.

    But Dean wouldn't let him.

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    Jokes aside, Dean doesn’t usually chase after jailbait. At twenty-two, he’s more than capable of finding hookups his own age or older at bars and the occasional frat party at KU. High school girls, with their curfews and their allowances and their driver’s permits, are too much trouble and not enough payoff when he’s just looking for something quick and easy without any messy strings.

    Rachel Nave—class salutatorian, homecoming court, and virgin—is anything but quick and easy. Dean, however, is willing to make an exception for his little brother’s prom date.

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    The high lasts until Dean’s on his way home to the bunker, cruising north on 281, a few miles south of I-70. One moment he’s fine, watching the greening fields and the next, everything just crashes back into him.

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    Dean spirals into a depressive episode and isolates himself, but Cas is there for him with lots of cuddles and love.

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    Twenty-three years of head-over-heels, devastating devotion and love, love, love for the man with bright eyes and dark hair. Fourteen years of friends, best friends, of always together. One moment of rejection.

    Nine years of apart. Nine years of heartbreak, nine years of continents away, of not speaking, of no acknowledgement, no interaction, no closure, no peace. No happiness. Nine years of Dean’s life entering motions, going through them, constant, cold and mechanic, like clockwork. Nine years of alone.

    God. Nine years. A lot has changed. And yet Dean still loves Cas just the same. Even if his heart hurts all kinds of different.

     

    On the day of Jimmy Novak's funeral, Dean sees Cas for the first time in nine years. He adored Castiel the moment he met him, at only four years old. But after fourteen years of friendship destroyed by one moment of heartbreak, and after nine years of silence, Dean is convinced Cas will want nothing to do with him. And it's killing him.

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    Continuation of season 13 episode 5.

    Dean has given up, he needs a win. Than he gets one

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    Castiel Shurley and his best friend Dorothy Baum have decided to move in together. After his aunt assumes they are dating, she offers them money for the house, but only if they apply for a famous reality show ‘Dream House’. Since they could use the money and he doesn’t want to come out to his aunt, Castiel and Dorothy agree to fake date for the show. But things go wrong when Dorothy falls in love with the show’s producer and Castiel starts to develop feelings for one of the hosts.

    Dean Winchester is a co-host of ‘Dream House’, along with his brother. Sam, being a realtor, finds a fixer-upper and Dean turns it into a perfect house for their clients. Even though he has what most people only dream about, Dean is incredibly lonely. He had bad experiences with relationships in the past and he doesn’t think he will ever meet anyone who can earn his trust. Until he meets Castiel.

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    A poem I wrote about Season 13 so far...

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    Dean tries to adjust to life without Castiel, throwing himself into training and then into hunting, set on killing every demon and angel who had a hand in his death. Hunting has become his therapy, until he comes face to face with Jimmy Novak and his life is thrown backwards. There's no escape from the pain of losing Castiel.

    Summary to be updated.

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    Being Death isn't all it's cracked up to be. Especially when you can't even torment your (least) favorite Winchester because he's too depressed to care. Not to mention that the new gig has come with a different set of rules than Billie was used to.

    What next?

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    By all accounts, Dean Winchester has a perfectly fine life; he has a lovely house, in a lovely town, surrounded by lovely people. Except something - or rather someone - is missing, someone he left behind seven years ago.

    Takes place between Michigan 2018 and Connecticut 2025.

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    Only death can pay for life. But sometimes, when they least expect it, the Winchesters get more than they thought they'd paid for.

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    The empty isn’t the quiet oblivion they were promised. Instead, it’s tedious work either walking through an endless parking lot or stocking shelves that are never full. Crowley knows Dean will never allow Castiel to stay dead. Castiel knows Crowley will die, again, if he moves to the Walgreens. Dean knows they’re both dead and nothing will ever bring them back.

    They’re all wrong.

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    Love is my Religion.
    I could die for that.
    I could die for you.

    John Keats

    It had always been black and white for Dean. Save people. Hunt things. Family. And then there had been an angel in a trench coat, and suddenly, things weren't so simple any more

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    Sam comes back to find a suicide note from Dean. Things couldn't get any worse, could they? Sam rushes to find his brother. Will Sam be able to save Dean or is it already too late? Prepare for chick flicks and tragedy from chapter 2, suicide attempt, OD, depressed!suicidal!Dean worried!sad!asshole!angry!Sam S9
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    "I want you to listen to me before you do something you regret."
    There was one place Dean could have went to say his goodbyes to the world.
    He had this favourite place at the lake. It had a beautiful view, away from the bustle, away from people, civilization. It was extremely peaceful, a perfect place to think.
    Dean used to come here a lot, Sam noticed.
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    leave kudos and comments please:>

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    Less than a minute had passed since Sam had killed the guard and then five more people. This man’s speech had lasted maybe twenty seconds, but Sam had been separated from Dean for three hundred and sixteen days and nine hours, which made the total time of his life without Dean nearly five complete years, and the thought of listening to this fucker talk for one more second instead of getting his brother and getting the fuck out was unendurable.

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    Vampire slit Dean's wrists and Sam has to save him. Will they get over their issues when Dean's life is in danger and Sam learns some horrible truths about his brother? Set in 9x19 Alex Annie Alexis Ann . Hurt!depressed!hospitalized!Dean worried!angry!asshole!Sam . Trigger warning in the tags.

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