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    Dean and Sam's points of views on their relationships and lives throughout the years. John Winchester is more harmful than good, especially to Dean. Sam struggles with the guilt of what his brother's given up for him over the years. Dean suffers from abuse, low esteem. TRIGGER WARNING for eating disorders/abuse. Pre-series. UPDATED: Periodic point of views from John and Bobby as well. John is a real SOB.

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    Pieces for the Wincestmas gift exchange on Tumblr.

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    Spoilers: The Foundry. Season 12 Episode 3 Coda

     Please don't read if haven't seen the episode as it contains some spoilers of the episode.

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    Prompt : tell me you need me

    Sam been gone for one year, and it's been 9 months since they talked.

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    While rummaging around the artifacts in the Men of Letters bunker, Dean finds a pair of what he thinks are Hellhound glasses...except it turns out they let the wearer see angel wings as well.

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    While rummaging around the artifacts in the Men of Letters bunker, Dean finds a pair of what he thinks are Hellhound glasses...except it turns out they let the wearer see angel wings as well.

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    The Mark of Cain has taken Dean, and he rules, in Hell, with Castiel, Fallen, beside him.

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    Two years after Jessica Moore's death, she's still a factor in their lives. Dean's feelings are boiling over and driving him slightly up a wall. Sam has probably suspected for a while. Jessica Moore wants out of the spirit world if it means being with her boys. And Bobby Singer is confused and pretty pissed off.

    (In which Dean has every conceivable ability to know what people are thinking, but he really tries not to assume, especially if it's good things about him.)
    Reconcilliation 'verse book 3.

    Book 1: Definition of Hearts (complete) - Sam POV
    Book 2: Family Is (complete) - Jess POV
    Book 3: How Hard It Rains (complete) - Dean POV
    Book 4: Holding the Moon in Their Hands - Sam POV (in progress)

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    Kiedy Sam i Castiel zostali parą i postanowili porzucić styl życia łowcy, Dean również zdecydował się zmienić swoje życie. Przeszedł przez piekło, nie tylko w przenośni, a teraz chciał znaleźć swoje miejsce na ziemi i swoje szczęście, a przy odrobinie szczęścia też miłość. Dlatego wyrzucił inhibitory blokujące jego instynkty do kosza i wyjechał na urlop — prosto do Crowleya. Jedynej osoby, której ufał na tyle, by przy niej nauczyć się na nowo bycia omegą i poznać samego siebie.

    Wtedy jeszcze nie wiedział, że urlop zmieni się w emeryturę, a odwyk od branych przez dwadzieścia lat silnych hormonów skończy się kilkukrotnym pobytem w szpitalu. Że rozdrapie stare ran, przywoła najgorsze wspomnienia i skłóci się z bratem. Nie spodziewał się klątw, tortur i kolejnego bliskiego spotkania ze śmiercią.

    Ale przede wszystkim nie spodziewał się, że w domu Króla Piekła odnajdzie swoje miejsce, swoje szczęście i swoją miłość.


    Czyli:

    Historia demona i łowcy, którzy pokochali się pomimo tego, że pod każdym względem wydawało się to niemożliwe.

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    “She's got eyes of the bluest skies
    As if they thought of rain
    I hate to look into those eyes
    And see an ounce of pain”
    I hum quietly. This part reminds me of Castiel.
    He’s got the bluest eyes that are like an endless sky, I can get lost in them. But when he’s sad, it’s almost if they are like rainy days.

    But why doesn't Castiel remember him? And where is Sam?

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    If there’s one thing Dean's good at it’s killing, and now, with the Mark of Cain hungry on his forearm, the First Blade in his hand, and no qualms when it comes to the intricacies of right and wrong, he can showcase his talents as much as he wants. And he wants.

    Crowley is quick to sink in his hooks and get a Winchester on his side. Sam is determined to get his brother back, to save him no matter the cost, but Castiel isn't sure Dean wants to be saved.

    Weakened by failing grace and running out of time, Castiel has to make the hard choice: kill the man he’s given everything for, or sacrifice everything he stands for to bring him back. [DCBB17]

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    After all the angels fell (Supernatural Season 8 finale) and an inconclusive NASA investigation into the global meteor shower, a secret US task force came to the conclusion that angels walk among us. The task force determined they are powerful and therefore dangerous, a threat to the United States. Thus was born the American Council on Angel Affairs. Kept secret for four years, unknown even to the president, the ACAA devoted all their resources to finding out precisely how to control angels. They succeed, though not without casualties.

    In the aftermath of the 2017 U.S. Presidential inauguration, after running on an anti-immigrant, anti-angel platform and winning the presidency, the new president has now made it law that all angels in human vessels must display their wings at all times or risk public execution. The public is rewarded handsomely for turning in suspected angels, and they do so love a bloody execution.

    Although he'd successfully hidden again for years, Gabriel is captured, imprisoned, and sentenced to death. His only hope is Castiel, who would need to risk his own capture, along with two hunters, one of whom would like nothing more than to see Gabriel dead.

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    Castiel Novak finds himself kidnapped on New Year’s Day by someone from the peripheral of his life. Dean assures him that he doesn’t want to hurt Cas in any way, and in fact is… Expecting Cas to escape?

    “You’ll get out of here, Cas. You’re miles smarter than me.”

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    Dean would always remember the first time

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    Sam finds Cas drunk early in the morning and tries to help. Cas confesses the reason why he's drinking and Dean overheard.

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    Dean knew he didn't look like other Omegas. But when Castiel Novak walked into his life, the gorgeous Alpha showed him that one man's "abnormality" is another man's fantasy.

    Or: Dean thinks he's way too hairy for an Omega; Cas thinks he can't wait to take the gorgeous Omega to his favorite waxing salon.

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    Dean loves Castiel, but he doubts he's good enough for the gorgeous, well bred Alpha. What is he going to do after a drunken one night stand with the man he loves, some ill said words and a positive pregnancy test? Can he make amends?

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    After Dean refuses to let Castiel heal him, he can't sleep. He gets up in the middle of the night to talk to the angel, and that talk becomes something more.

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    An angel needs consent to enter a new vessel. Seeing as Cas is one of the most important people in his life, Dean doesn't mind saying Yes to save the guy's life. Of course, when you're possessed by an angel, that means they have access to all those pesky little thoughts inside your head-- especially the ones you've been trying to keep hidden all these years.

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    Dean sets out on a mission to make the now human Cas the best cup of coffee ever. When Cas tastes the heavenly beverage the sounds he makes lead them in a very different direction.

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