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    By chance, Sam saved Lucifer.

    By chance, Sam stumbled into the coffee shop Lucifer owned with his brother.

    By chance, Sam grew to care for the man's daughter.

    By chance, Sam grew to care for him.

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    All Sam wants to do is get his master's degree. He moved back in with Bobby and Ellen, his former foster parents, to attend the University not too far away and to be closer to his brother. Then on his first day of classes, a crying toddler crashes into his legs, begging him to save her father who has collapsed next door.

    Falling in love hadn't orginally been part of the plan.

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    Welcome to the Prelude to the Archetype, the prequel to the Work in Progress: The Infancy Archetype.

     

    Dean's life was turned upside down when he was just a kid and after years of struggling with his own issues and questions, he decided to take charge and making something out of the insanity that was his life. With a deep compassion for others and a need to do something worthwhile Dean Winchester works his ass off to be the most famous and successful- not to mention unorthodox- therapist the world has ever seen while raising his son, Sam.
    Meanwhile, Castiel Novak struggles to find his way in the world without any guidance from the ones who were supposed to help him find his way. His life gets harder when he loses his mother and therefore the only person other than his big brother, Gabriel, who took care of him. With a lack of guidance and a lot of misinterpreted comments, Castiel raises himself to be one of the leading Anthropologists the United States has ever seen, but he has no people skills due to his lack of conditioning over the years.

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    Enriching and delving deeper into Cas/Dean moments: What went on in Dean's head. Season 7 and 8 with some flashbacks from previous seasons.

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    Dean wakes in a hospital with memories that no one else shares, of being married to Cas and having the life he never fully understood he needed and wanted. Sam and Cas argue over how to help Dean recover from the trauma of a hunt gone wrong.

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    Canon Compliant up to about 12X09. I diverge after that.
    Characters belong to CW/WB/SPN.

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    Post-Purgatory, home and trying to adjust to life and to Sam, Dean takes comfort in fellow soldier, Benny.

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    Dean "The Righteous Man" Winchester of the Impala 67 was the Pirate King. Fierce, merciless, formidable... You name it. He was everything any pirate could ever hope to be and more. You'd have to be living under a rock to not have heard of him or his crew aboard the biggest ship to sail the seas: the Impala 67.

    On September 18th, 1692, the governor of the City of Heaven, Michael Novak, faces his biggest fear: Dean Winchester stopped at his docks. Michael's sole goal was to see Dean Winchester and each and every one of his men and woman on his ship's crew hanged.

    That evening, Dean meets a young man with black hair and striking blue eyes. "Cas," he tells Dean his name. What was Dean to do but offer the gold in his pocket to the kid who looked as if he'd just been fucked in a dirty alley?

    Cas accepts and 17 gold, a short walk, and a few orgasms later, the two are fast asleep on Dean's bed. For the first time in years, Dean didn't have any of the normal nightmares from his past; and Cas fell asleep feeling protected and safe in the Pirate Kings arms.

    That night was just the beginning for Dean and Cas. The beginning to something neither wanted to end.

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    You reap what you sow.
    Canon Divergence to "Meg Shoulda Lived, Fuck off Crowley" or "Meg doesn't get stabbed in the FUCKING FACE" AU. Sam/Meg, slow build, backstory, takes place from the season 8 finale episode until whenever, meg's backstory, not very Dean positive, hypercritical of the winchester belief system
    *Updates sorta-monthly, i do my best guise*

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    May 9, 2013. Dean makes his way towards Clayton, Louisiana.

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    Dean's vibrant green eyes followed the masked man as he lithely made his way across the floor. He moved so smoothly, it was as though the crowd parted for him. Clad in black form fitting jeans that showed off that wonderful firm ass, his topless form showed off large wonderfully detailed golden tattooed wings running the length of the man’s back.
    The man scanned the crowd and suddenly Dean was rooted in place as golden eyes locked onto his emerald ones. God even his eyes are predatory. The man slowly man his way towards Dean, moving slowly, but confidently, like a jaguar stalking it’s prey. The thought of being this man’s prey tonight sent shivers down Dean’s spine.
    The man stopped a few feet away from Dean with a smirk. “Follow me to The Pit.”
    Dean decided then and there he’d follow the man anywhere.

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    "What's wrong with you?" Sam asked. "What's wrong with me?" Dean hissed back. "You've locked me up in a freaking asylum and my boyfriend has six people living in his head." DID!Cas PTSD!Dean

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    “Dean, he knew what he was doing. He did it to save us. To save all of us.”

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    Dean Winchester is in college, a place he never imagined he would end up. A life he used to know plagues his sleeping hours, and he does his best to forget.

    Castiel and Dean meet, but it's awkward and weird. Something about Cas makes Dean want to know more about him, but can he do that without making Cas think he's just another insensitive prick?

    ((hiatus))

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    (This Fanfic is inspired by the movie Suicide Squad)

    A portal to Purgatory has been mysteriously opened and every kind of supernatural monster known to man has been released into New York City, along with the Mother of All, Eve, and is creating mass chaos and panic within the country. The F.S.F.I (The Federal Supernatural Field Investigators) are completely lost as to what to do, until F.S.F.I agent Bobby Singer comes up with an idea. He gathers a team consisting of a former hunter that's deadly with every weapon known to man and has mental issues to the nines, an ex-blood junkie with telekinetic abilities and uncanny marksmanship, an Asian 19 year old kid with a knack for making really strange bombs, a red headed girl that can hack anything and kick ass at the same time, a Vampire Pirate, a psychotic archangel with a sweet tooth, and to keep them all in check, a seraph angel in a trench coat with the bluest eyes to ever blue and none other than Bobby himself. It's up to this team of outcasts and misfits to stop Eve before she can destroy the world and bend it to her likness.

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    A follow-on story to Amnesia. Kind of a prequel. Set during the years of College where Dean and Castiel fell in love, long before Castiel lost his memory. You don't have to have read Amnesia for this to make sense (you really don't, actually), but I don't know, if I were to do it in any order, I would read Amnesia first. Anyway.

    Castiel has avoided humans his entire life. After too many bad experiences with them - along with the whole systematic racism thing; it's just the best way he can think of to avoid a. harm, b. upset, and c. complaints of "reverse racism". And Dean has avoided getting close - at least, for the past year or so - to anyone. But especially guys he finds himself inexplicably attracted to. And he, too, has some pretty damn justified reasons for this. So naturally, when the two meet, a great deal of sparks - along with confusion and glares - fly.

    But ever so slowly, Castiel finds himself falling in love with a human, while Dean finds himself falling in love. It's hard to say who is more horrified by the circumstances.

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    28/?
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    Sam notices Dean is tired.

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    When Sam is 6 months old, he is kidnapped from his crib and tainted with demon blood. He is taken to Hell to be raised by Lucifer, the Devil himself.

    Dean is beaten and broken from the age of 4. His mother got murdered, and his brother was kidnapped.

    What happens when Sam and Dean finally reunite 22 years later? It's a long battle between love, changing, rebellion, and family, and you're invited along to take a trip on the road so far.

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    Au : Cas et Dean ont respectivement 18 et 19 ans, et sont meilleurs amis depuis six ans. Cas a commencé sa dernière année d'école, mais Dean a arrêté les cours. Au cours des dernières semaines, Cas a remarqué un énorme changement chez Dean. Lorsqu'il qu'il découvre que Dean prend de l'héroïne, en plus de supporter un père violent, et une maladie mentale qui empire, il lutte pour maintenir Dean à la surface, tandis qu'il essaient de clarifier leur relation. Ceci est l'histoire de leurs premières années ensemble, essayant de comprendre l'âge adulte, tandis que Dean tombe en morceaux, et que Cas doit les recoller (tout en maintenant sa propre santé mentale).

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    Dean is dead. He sacrificed himself to save the world from the darkness. Unable to live in a world without Dean, God gives Castiel the opportunity to travel back in time to the day Dean got out of hell and set everything right. God also sends Cas along with a power up. There's no telling how powerful he will become. But even with all that power, is it possible for the angel to change the destiny of the world?
    (This summary doesn't give it justice. If you like time travel, angsty mysteries, and drama, just read it. Trust me.)

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    Sam and Dean get cursed but they don't know the consequences yet.

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    20/20
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    AU: Dean and Cas are 19 and 18, respectively, and have been best friends for six years. Cas is a senior in high school, but Dean has dropped out. Over the last few weeks, Cas has noticed a huge change in Dean. When he discovers Dean is using heroin, in addition to dealing with an abusive father and worsening mental illness, he struggles to keep Dean afloat while they try to figure out their relationship. This is the story of their first few years together, trying to figure out adulthood as Dean falls apart and Cas has to put him back together again (while maintaining his own sanity).

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