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    "A shave, a minor haircut, several weeks of consistent sleep with the help of some of Banner’s sedatives, and he was feeling more like good old Bucky than he had in almost seventy years. Something was still different though, and a long hour studying his face in the mirror, finding every new line, the touches of fading hair at his temples, the small scars from his goggles and mask, had shown him that there was no going back to the cocksure twenty-something who had chased skirts as if his life depended on it.

    Might as well make the best of what was left."

    He's had so many names that he honestly didn't remember them all - some of them, he put significant effort into forgetting. But now, free from his captors, the man once known as the Winter Soldier, Prizrak, the ghost story that hunts down ghost stories, tries to rediscover what it means to be himself... and what it means to be human.

    Finding your place in the world is hard enough as it is. Finding your place in a world that isn't so sure it wants you in it, now that's another challenge entirely.

    Trigger warnings in the tags, will tag chapters/sections when appropriate. Smut-free.

    Updates on Saturdays.

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    It has been just over a year since S.H.I.E.L.D. fell and the Winter Soldier disappeared from the banks of the Potomac in Washington DC. While not teaming up with the Avengers, Natasha takes side-missions to fund her private safe houses and aliases. She didn’t expect Bucky Barnes to come out of hiding, hiring her to break the encryptions on a number of HYDRA files he had stolen.

    Uncertain of his motives, Natasha agrees to the job only if he accompanies her to an isolated location within the Rocky Mountains. In the days that it takes for her to hack the drives, Natasha struggles with her feelings for a man who remembers nothing of her. Bucky struggles with rebuilding his own self-identity and his attraction to Natasha. What they eventually uncover from HYDRA has deadly implications.

    Alternating Bucky & Natasha POVs. Wilderness settings. Cozy cabins. PTSD. And at least one wolf.

    MCU/Comic 616 Fusion, with the Winter Soldier and Natasha having a shared Red Room history that she remembers but he doesn’t.

    Active WIP - Updated every few weeks.

    Warning: Contains mentions of attempted suicide. I'll flag the most intense chapters as needed.

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    23/?
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    A year after the events of Civil War, Bucky Barnes is forced to flee Wakanda. With no where else to turn, he seeks Steve's help. Steve must confront the full extent of his friend's condition. The rest of the team must learn to accommodate their unstable new housemate as Bucky struggles to recover the fragments of his past.

    1/23/18: Updated!

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    26/?
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    51
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    In 1947, Master Sergeant James B. Barnes's surviving field journals were posthumously published as the classic war memoir The Night War. Now a high school history classroom mainstay and required reading at West Point, this highly anticipated 60th Anniversary Edition presents the original, unedited text alongside detailed historical notes that provide important context to the extraordinary wartime heroics of Captain America and the Howling Commandos.

    Barnes, James B. The Night War: The Wartime Memoirs of a Howling Commando. Ed. Harold Miller. 60th Anniversary ed. New York: HarperCollins, 2005. Print.

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    After breaking free from Hydra's control, James Barnes is keeping his head down. Captain America and his team are miles away, and he's better off alone. He's not expecting to be found by an Avenger. An Avenger who proves hard to get rid of.

    Somehow, in spite of himself, Hawkeye ends up growing on him, and he realises that maybe alone isn't the best way to be.

    But as Bucky's working out his own past, Hawkeye's coming face to face with his. They never should have gone to Budapest.

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    58
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    Some secrets aren't meant to remain in darkness forever, as Kim is about to find out the hard way. As Bucky continues to improve over time, her determination to protect her uncle may end up doing more harm than good, especially in regards to her own safety. Not even the Avengers themselves may be able to protect her from the insidious plans that others have in store for her...

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    1
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    After waking up in a new century, Steve Rogers, the famous Captain America, finds himself struggling with the consequences of his actions from his previous life and coming to terms with this new world. He's barely given a chance to acclimate before everything goes upside down.

    Our Now: Part One of Four

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    "It brought to mind something he remembered someone (tall, taller than he should be, blond, lots of muscles) telling him once, about a brunette who asked, “And these are your only two options?” and promptly flew into a warzone. Were those his only two options? Leaving his daughter and everything going to shit, or staying with her and everything going to shit?"

    A series of chronological oneshots featuring Bucky Barnes as he deals with being a father to a not-quite-average daughter.

    alternatively known as: bucky acquires a child and is Protective(tm)

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    "You know if they find out he's here...they'll come for him."
    "Let them try."

    They tried.
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    Waking up quickly has never served the Winter Soldier well; Bucky Barnes is no different. Having Steve there this time makes it somewhat easier; a new arm helps, too. But a phone call from Tony doesn't.

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    Bucky remembers being able to play piano. A parting gift from his otherwise evil former masters. He tries to recover the forgotten skill and recovers memories in the process. But he might not be the only one with memories to recover.

    Prepare for a bit of Avengers team banter and sleepovers.

    COMPLETED

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    The one where Bucky becomes a sort of terrifying fairy godfather.

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    The triggers are undone, but Bucky still has plenty to work through in his journals.

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    Bucky's journal entry about how he got rid of his trackers.

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    Project Rebirth was designed to test soldiers, not to train them. The SSR can't very well point out that Captain America doesn't even know how to hold a gun correctly when they're putting him in charge of a special unit. Steve assures Phillips that he can pull it off.

    By that, he meant what he always did when he said he could pull something off, ever since he was a child. He meant that he and Bucky would figure it out together and make it work. They were good at that.

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    Tag scene to Civil War. Tony finds Steve and Bucky in Wakanda. This is a WIP, I'll be posting every week. (Promise.)

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    9/?
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    When Sandy Newell joins the Army to become a medic, all she wanted to do was save lives like her father before her. But when she reaches the war front, Sandy knows she is facing the most dangerous challenge of her life. When Bucky falls from the train, does she have what it takes to save her friend, love? From a fate worse than death? Find out in A Rescue from Winter.

    Now reformatted for ease of reading.

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    6/?
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    After Steve brings Bucky home from Wakanda, he feels things couldn't be better. He has his family back. But Bucky's keeping something from him, and it's only after he finds out what's in his backpack does he fit the pieces together.

    Or, Steve and Bucky's journey to discover what home really is after the events of Civil War.

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    T’Challa is silent, processing what’s been said.

    “Sorry, kitten. We didn't hurt you, did we?”

    T'Challa breathes, dark eyes widening at the use of the endearment.

    He shakes his head. No, they'd definitely not hurt him. Confused him? Yes. Hurt? No.

    Or, where T'Challa can't sleep, heals and adjusts (or doesn't) to being King, and Steve and Bucky fuck and think of him.

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    How can Winifred deny her son a friendship with the sickly boy when James is grinning like that at her?

    Dum Dum doesn’t think he’s seen Barnes smile so brightly. ”Bluest eyes you ever saw. Best ass in Brooklyn, too.”

    Who are you? My sweetheart. But not mine.

    Clint doesn’t have time to ask what Barnes means – love-found-during-war stories are almost better than love-enduring-war stories, but just almost.

    ”You hadn’t even spoken to a girl who wasn’t Becca by eight, Buck,” Steve deadpans. Bucky’s smile turns impossibly fonder.

    – – –

    Or, five times Bucky Barnes spoke about his sweetheart.

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    Just some short little snippets of things that have definitely been said between Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes while they were on the run after Civil War.

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    Chapters:
    27/?
    Comments:
    29
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    75
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1130

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