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    Steve and Bucky are living a happy life, relatively free of mental health issues. After they move in together, they decide to get a kitten. What follows are antics involving cats and board games while they try to figure out their relationship in the face of their past issues.

    Second part in the Recovery series - a Mental Hospital AU

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    “How…are you feeling?” A silly question, really, but it could possibly be the beginning of a much-needed conversation.

    Bucky let out a quick laugh, “Peachy, actually.”

    “James – ”

    “I’m fine…really.”

    “You and I both know that’s not quite true, now, is it?”
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    Peggy and Bucky, on New Year's Day, have a discussion of Bucky's capture from Hydra, and the torture he endured.

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    Bucky's hearing voices and seeing dead people. 70 years of memory wipes, killing people and being frozen takes a lot out of a guy.
    Steve just wants a life with his friend...well maybe more than a friend but Bucky's ghosts are hard to compete with especially while fending off Hydra and company. Can a paranoid, hallucinating, emotionally dys-regulated ex-assassin ever become a secret Avenger and find love in a post Civil War world?

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    One day at a time.

    He has to remind himself that recovery isn't linear. Having lifelines and friends helps, but... living a normal life? Blending in with civilians? Some days it works, some days it doesn't.

    Finally free from HYDRA and living under the radar, the world's longest-serving POW does his best to reconcile who he was, who he is, and who the world expects him to be.

    Trigger warnings in the tags, some parts of this fic can get pretty intense, will tag chapters/sections when appropriate. Smut-free.

    Updates on Saturdays.

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    Steve Rogers, a petty-minded, workaholic introvert, labours in the bowels of the accountancy department in the London office of Stark Tower. Can his traumatised and painfully shy new assistant redeem him?

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    26 chapters of explicit porn-with-plot featuring Steve Rogers and Bucky Barnes. Each chapter will focus on a different kink, with one chapter for every letter of the alphabet.

    A - Abstinence
    B - Bondage
    C - Creampie
    D - Deepthroating
    E - Exhibitionism
    F - Fingering
    G - Gags
    H - Harder
    I - Ice
    J - Jizz
    K - Kneel
    L - Love
    M - Multiple orgasms
    N - Nipple play
    O - Orgasm denial
    P - Panties
    Q - Quickly
    R - Rimming
    S - Spanking
    T - Threesome
    U - Under the table
    V - Vibrations
    W - Wanking
    X - XXX
    Y - Yes
    Z - Zucchini

    Or: the one where JARVIS goes rogue and kidnaps the Avengers until they can sort their mental health out, and Steve and Bucky fuck a lot and fall in love.

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    steve was a single, age 24 art student making his wage at candy cove, a handmade candy store right near coney island. he couldn't get over this regular; he was perfect, soft brown hear, stubbly chin, just the cutest grey eyes and- no left arm? that was who steve had fallen head over heels for was bucky barnes, a war vet who tragically lost his left arm and discharged. steve never thought he'd be able to get over him, until a blind date set up by his best friends sam and natasha changed it.

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    steve rogers lives his life in his small apartment in a neighborly Brooklyn area, working in a tattoo parlor. he lives a monotonous life, on the same schedule doing the same things.

    when a new neighbor moves into the apartment above him, things begin to change before steve even realizes it, and he can't help it if he falls hard for the blue-eyed musician with a dark past and a beautiful smile.

    he really can't.

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    He found Bucky kneeling next to his favourite armchair on a pillow, naked apart from the black leather collar around his neck.

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    Bucky is sleepwalking when he has a bad dream. Tony comforts him.

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    Because of his PTSD and depression, some days with Bucky are better than others. Your 5-year-old daughter is not scared of it, though. Sometimes she seems to know what to do to assure her dad she’s there for him.

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    If Bucky's not the Winter Soldier - not a weapon - anymore, then who is he?

     

    And who is this smart-mouthed, cocky, flirty, pushy archer, Clint Barton?

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    Bucky Barnes is dealing with PTSD, guilt, and a mind he can't trust. After an Incident occurs at the compound he takes off running, right into the cooking of one Ms. Darcy Lewis.

    Darcy is many things. Young, Beautiful, Sassy, Waitress, Maker of Incredible Pies, Brewer of the Best Coffee, Widow, and a Single Mother. And she might just be what Bucky needs to help him get better.

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    “Don’t you dare bring him into this.” Captain America had risen once more, towering over Tony, causing him to straighten up as well.

    Part of it was because of the panic that had rapidly began to compile somewhere in the distance, rushing in like a tsunami, ready to wreak havoc. But he built his wall of adamance higher, using his might to hold it together, to hold it…

    “I can speak for myself, Steve.” But Bucky’s calm and quiet statement went unnoticed by the blond and the brunette as they faced each other in the middle of the room, the tension between them stretching out to a single thread.

    “Or what, Captain Righteous? You’ll slam your frisbee into my chest again? You’ll tell your friend to claw my actual heart out this time instead of just the arc reactor? I mean, with the new reinforcements and upgrades that I designed on your toys, it should finally be enough to actually do that anyway so why don’t you just go ahead? ”

    He did not know how the anguish had bubbled up and spewed out of his mouth. He did not know when the wall fell and the tsunami blasted through, rooting up his defenses and cascading him closer and closer to the edge of a severe panic attack.

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    Bucky has been located, brought in, de-briefed and released into Steve's custody. He's moved into Avengers Tower and has been given his own quarters. Now he can begin piecing his life back together and getting to know the people he'll be working with along side Steve.

    One thing rapidly becomes clear, he's not really Bucky Barnes any more, but he's not the Winter Soldier either.

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    「我不想抓著你說個沒完,」史蒂夫說,「但是,巴恩斯先生?」

    巴奇在門前轉過身,一隻手仍然停留在門把上。「是的,先生?」

    「你知道你也能問我一些問題的,對吧。」史蒂夫的聲音更顯沈靜,他在廚房裡望著巴奇。「只要不是發射核武的密碼就行。」

    巴奇能看見史蒂夫神情中的柔軟,他不確定其他人會怎麼解讀這個表情。「我會銘記在心的,」他說道,全心全意。

    或者,也可以說,這是一個關於史蒂夫・羅傑斯是美國總統,而詹姆士・布坎南・「巴奇」・巴恩斯是他的貼身保鑣的AU故事。

     

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    The Memitim - The title is derived from the Hebrew word mĕmītǐm (מְמִיתִים) meaning executioners, slayers, or destroyers, and refers to angels that brought about the destruction of those whom they saw unfit for protection.

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    Steve is an art teacher at Stark Industries non-profit Academy, who can’t seem to find any luck in the love department. Bucky is an ex-marine now mature Psychology student, paying his way through college with a coffee shop job. Every time Steve orders coffee, Bucky writes a bad pick up line on his cup.

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    Prompt: Can you maybe write a fic where Bucky/the Winter soldier starts having a panic attack and Steve has to calm him down (which might include fucking him) thanks.

    Or where Bucky needs something to take his mind off of everything going on in his head, and Steve has a solution.

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    1. Separated from the team on a mission gone wrong, Bucky finds himself alone, forgetful and slowly freezing to death at the onset of a furious blizzard. Steve goes searching, hoping he'll find the most important part of his life in one piece.

    2. Matt didn't mean to drink so much or take those pills in the first place, never mind end up in the bathtub of his apartment, sick on the verge of an overdose. Luckily, he has all the help and comfort he could ever need.

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